stars are so cool. have you seen them yet?

just an artist who's fighting off art block with a fancy stick

[lavendersongz]

bio timeeee (revamped)

My name is Lavender or Lee She/They/He Aroace!!

i do some writing on ao3 here :)

Fandoms im in/interests:

MCYT (though im most familiar with POW), SBG, ALNST, Marionetta, Zombie Stage

do not use my art for any AI-related purposes :)

Reqs are closed for now until I get into a proper schedule lol

tags:

#lavender writez -my writing

#lavender arts -my art!

#lav reblogs - my reblogs

#lavender speaks - my ramblings lol

[lavendersongz]

vampires.......no way......

[vampostingtime]

who should've killed scott (if not apo because let's not kid ourselves. pyro's also not here because that's also too obvious)

drift

shelby

owen

abolish

cleo

pearl

martyn

ren

sausage

doc

background character (ex. cherri)

FUNNY other (a character not from vsmp)

Voting ended onJul 14

[wiltingtu1ips]

ppl need to be more insane abt cb!firelocke

[an-immortal-jellyfish]

random firelocke thought: pyro is just tall enough so that if they don’t lean down abolish needs to get on his tip toes to kiss them

(and they think it’s adorable)

[tillydouspart]

the new notes bar just really evidences how awful the reblog ratio on art is lately like Damn. this is insane. to think a couple of years ago i was annoyed at 1:5 ratios. tumblr does not work like twitter or instagram, likes do close to nothing to push a post. you guys Need to reblog art you like, or people will simply stop posting

[tillydouspart]

honestly i think making this website more visually like twitter is truly worse for tumblr reblog culture, because it makes people think that this site works like twitter when it very much does not. if you like a post and want people to see it, then you need to reblog it

[hyyl18]

TAG GAME GUYS

TAG YOUR MOOTS AND MAKE THEM EXPLAIN THEIR USERNAMES LORE

Starting with me:

Hyyl18 because when i was youngest i had a group in a random app with some friends and i didnt knew qhat username to use so i decided to create one with things i used to read since we were talking abt fanfic in this group so: Hot Yaoi Yuri Lemon +18 stuff (i was in my dirty era dont dare to judge me). Hyyl18 thats it. Now i use it everywhere yay

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m @cuntyteardrop @glassesgirlies @leninthestarlight @bardorsomethinglikethat anyone else who wanna join tbh yay

[patroclus-is-the-bigger-person]

so I was just finished with reading song of achilles, highly recommend, made me sob, and achilles pissed me off, like the pride was mental, so I thought that patroclus, my king, deserved some well deserved love and appreciation. The bigger person part is in no way at all a tribute to me because I am the petty bitch you will ever have the displeasure of coming across

@bardorsomethinglikethat @achillesfinch14 @bartdrawssometimes

[bardorsomethinglikethat]

@hyyl18

basically bards are important in my book series, and that was inspired from the bard yaskier from the Witcher, and I feel like it was something he'd say about himself so I went with that.

Your guy's lore is hilarious btw 🤣

@isoldmysoultothefae @mustard-in-a-bottle @st4ry3mi @ellie-moonbeam

[isoldmysoultothefae]

I like faes and my Ao3 user is isoldmysoultothefae and your girl is indecisive when it comes to users

Open tags

[crowthesapphic]

I want my nickname to be crow so it’s my online name and I’m very gay

@whoopcacao @woahlookatthatcoolbird @eggsuperiority @ameliasmith1313 @heyimriver @bisexualawesomeness

[woahlookatthatcoolbird]

One of my favorite memes is the "look at all those chickens", I like birds and a word I use alot is Woah

@qwerty-sky @legendaryllamawolf @stargazer56cipher @fishymari @rooksterooni @astrax-nemo @yippeewhoohwooeeppiy @oddity101 + anyone who also wants to!

[astrax-rayo]

purely because i searched ‘latin names for star things’ one day which somehow shortened to astrax over time and then nemo because. fish

@seizetheday1 @commiemare @nicryukyo

@rapidminecrafter @kweeche @allaboutofmusicwithibukimioda @sunshine-snake @eefogirl @forgetful-crowe @astelbanana @littlechaoscryptid @gloomycoffinn and anyone else who’d like to join

[sunshine-snake]

'sunshine-snake' because "sunshine" i just decided oneday i was going to be my online name, and snake since i kind of make a hissing sound (that sounds like a snake) when i laugh sometimes :3

open tags! (who i'm tagging below the cut) :) /nf

@beanzdabean @gaysnake43 @iicor @yourlocalavian @wiltingtu1ips @ver-astroii @lunathetunaaa @autopilotangel @toadfree @maedaeeee @elilovestrafficsmp @iwishfishwerereal @biteygremlinanon @nerd-alerts @mcytobsessedshine @foxeroni @purrrrplecats @bucket-of-axilotl @fledgeheart @goodtimeswithshane @sea-jellie-thoguhts @ellie-star @ihavebeenstrippedfrommywhimsy @dawn-but-different @opalizedninjacat @vivaciousmessypixie @chocolate-croissant50 @mare-the-gupxolotl @cherryseed7 @merthaevelynk @blue-jay27 @phoenixrainsfire413 @multishipper33 @vickysnowpawz + anyone else /nf

[opalizedninjacat]

I used to have my most common iser name be ninjapoweredcat because that's what my dad gave me on the home computer in my youth. Then I found out what opalization was and thought "huh, that's cool" and thus opalizedninjacat.

[sparkleblast73]

I’m just really sentimental and get attached to things and this was my first username and now I use it a lot of places but I kinda want to change it because there’s not really a good thing to call me XD

@phantumpthetransgender @phoenixrainsfire413 @toadfree @notsticks-notsticks @yuritadami10akayurihoshi @maybe-not-daily-permit-office @saphirenerd @trafficjamming9 @sunshine-snake @yourlocalavian @merthaevelynk + open tags!

[sunshine-snake]

(originally was hellohellohellohellohello3759 but i changed it to sunshine-snake)

sunshine because that's my online name, and snake because sometimes when i laugh it sounds like a snake hissing ;)

open tags! (who i'm tagging below the cut) :) /nf

@beanzdabean @gaysnake43 @iicor @yourlocalavian @wiltingtu1ips @ver-astroii @lunathetunaaa @autopilotangel @toadfree @maedaeeee @elilovestrafficsmp @iwishfishwerereal @biteygremlinanon @nerd-alerts @mcytobsessedshine @foxeroni @purrrrplecats @bucket-of-axilotl @fledgeheart @goodtimeswithshane @sea-jellie-thoguhts @ellie-star @ihavebeenstrippedfrommywhimsy @dawn-but-different @opalizedninjacat @vivaciousmessypixie @chocolate-croissant50 @mare-the-gupxolotl @cherryseed7 @merthaevelynk @blue-jay27 @i-had-a-bad-feeling @sparkleblast73 @lavendersongz @kitkat-moon-flameflower @raynilikescats + anyone else :)) /nf

[lavendersongz]

[originally was star.eat3r bc I also used that name for Splatoon lol]

lavender because it's an awesome color, and songz because I write music occasionally!

@cheezestr1ngstash @wiltingtu1ips +anyone else who wants to join /nf!

[lavendersongz]

last thing I'm going to be posting about this because I don't want to clutter my stuff.

going forward, my writing will not be focused around any avid characters, and will likely only contain trace amounts of the character.

for Lying in Wait (my currently planned vsmp fic), I doubt I can write them out, but after that, none of my stuff will be avid-centric, or contain their character(s).

support the voices of the victims, and let them be heard.

[lavendersongz]

well. holy fuck.

i hope everyone involved with those two is doing alright, whatever 'alright' means to them

don't know how to articulate it any better than this, I'm sorry for that

[twoastricts]

Ok, but idea for the VSMP community...

In light of recent revelations, what if we were to create a fanon OC to fill in the role of v!Avid?

Like, I know that some people are planning on swapping out Avid in fics for an OC, but I'm saying that we as a fandom come up with a name that we all can use in fics and out to further separate the character from the content creator, and maybe decide to all portray him as blond or something, idk.

I just feel like if we came together as a community to create a fill in, it would allow for more consistent Ao3 tags, character discussion without having to constantly specify C not CC, and shipping without discomfort.

Thoughts?

[redstonebug]

[lavendersongz]

day 2! favorite victory!

aka a third life ending thing that I wrote after finals kicked my ass

drabble under the cut so it doesn't take up the entire screen lol

@liferadayjune

A slight breeze filtered through Grian’s feathers as he stood at the top of Monopoly mountain. Cacti surrounded him and his opponent, leaving no room for escape unless they wanted thistles dug into their skin.

But, he supposed, opponent was not a personal enough adjective for the man standing opposite him. 

Scar. The name echoed through him like ripples across water, a slight tremble residing in his nerves that made him avoid the eyes of his friend. 

“No weapons, no armor. A clean fight.” Scar said, dropping his sword and chestplate. He turned toward Grian, red eyes shining bright in the desert sun. “We don’t even need to do this, y’know. It can be your win.” 

“No.” The response came instantly, forcefully, even. Grian finally forced himself to meet the eyes of the man he had spent so long with. They had spent nearly every day by each other’s side, fighting common enemies, setting traps, building some semblance of normal on the dunes. He wiped needlessly at his eyes. They barely even watered. “We’re going to do this right, Scar.” Quickly, he emptied his bag of supplies, letting everything drop onto the ground uselessly. 

Whispers of the dead echoed around them, laughing, jeering, ready for a fight. 

A ring of fire surrounded the cacti, making escape nearly impossible as the flames roared high. If he’d not spent so much time with Scar, it would’ve made him jump out of his skin. 

“Too much?” The question hung hollow in the air, though a smile split Scar’s face. If Grian had to be honest, he’d gotten used to the wicked grins and charming salesman smiles. The flint and steel dropped to the ground, forgotten in the sand, and Scar turned to him. “I’m ready now.”

They stood opposite each other, carefully watching each other under the guise of figuring out a strategy. It was the quiet understanding of a victor and a victim, knowing that one must die for the other to win. 

And it wasn't fair. 

He had offered his life for Scar, over and over again, and it wasn’t fair that he couldn’t do it now. That the two of them had depended on each other for so much, more than they could ever fit into words. He swallowed all the words he wanted to say, the pleas for them to win together, to show the watchers what it meant to win. 

And he nodded. “I’m ready.” 

The countdown started in the wind. 

A quiet whispering from them both, their last shared peaceful moment with them both on their red lives. Grian could feel the red curse singing in his veins like the worst sort of burn. 

When the count reached zero, Grian could hear the curse in his head, urging him on, and he ran to strike first.

As his fist collided with Scar’s face, the curse sang beneath his veins, quieting the pain. It was a sickening realization, that other’s pain would quell his own. 

But he couldn’t seem to stop.

They continued to exchange blows, Grian barely recognizing the outer pain when his vision was filled with Scar. Scar Scar Scar, his mind sang joyfully as he continued to pummel the other man into the sand.

It took him far too long to realize that the other was barely fighting back. 

Scar only kept throwing him off, again and again, messing with his wings, knocking sand into his eyes. It wasn’t a fair fight. And only with the curse finally starting to ebb, tears began flowing from Grian’s eyes as he struck his companion again.

And again.

And again.

And again.

He couldn’t stop.

“Scar, I’m sorry.” Grian sobbed as Scar fell to the ground, likely unable to support himself through the curse he was not fighting and the amount of blows that Grian continued to rain upon him. 

Scar cracked the smallest smile, and Grian could feel his heart stop for just a moment. He reached his hand up as Grian reeled his fist back again. “You don’t need to be sorry. I’m glad it ended like this. Thanks for keeping 

The last thing that Grian remembered of the fight was Scar’s hand curled around the side of his face, Scar’s winning smile that had kept him alive just as much as he kept Scar alive. And then Scar was gone, light draining from his eyes like the blood that flowed from his lips. 

Death was odd.

Grian had seen it so many times as he blew up his opponents and set traps that sent them falling into lava. A lifeless corpse fading into red dust before ultimately disappearing, blown away on the winds. 

It was different with Scar. Not in the action, but the attachment that came with it. 

As he sobbed, the body of his companion slowly melted into dust. It started near his hands and feet before quickly overtaking the rest of his body, leaving Grian covered in blood and whatever remained of Scar. 

The sky quickly turned dark, the moon an odd shade of purple, a familiar shape embedded in its surface. A calling home. 

Grian stood, his legs feeling like jelly, and followed the pull to the edge of the cliff. He felt numb. Alone in this shell of a world now that he killed the last living thing in it. The ground beneath the cliff was far away, so far that he could barely make out the hard sandstone below. Purple light shone down on everything, a glow of final judgement. The verdict was cast. He would not be forgiven. 

And as he let his legs give out, let himself tumble off the cliffs where he had once called home, he felt a slight pang of regret. He’d killed for nothing, wrecked the only nice things in this world in the name of a victory that didn’t exist. 

It was not noble. 

Wind whistled through his hair, his feathers, his very being as he fell. As he was dragged to his self-inflicted doom, he prayed that the afterlife, that Scar, would forgive him.  

[laya-euphoria]

MY FIRST TIME DOING A TAG!

Ahem, tag your moots for Pride Month!! What's your identity, pronouns, preference and types or are you allies, my fellow pride mates?

I am proudly genderfae (she/they), panromantic/fictoromantic and asexual!

@51lly-kn1f3 @c3rberuz @megamanzerov20 @holorform2009 @countingthestarsthings @pami-the-bunterfly07 @galaxywolfcomet @lalya-veronican @mothpheliaartgallerg @maruchxnn @scallywiggles @meowowstar

[pamiwerewolfybunterfly]

I’m a proudly Pansexual, Genderfluid, Teratoromantic, and I’m a Werewolfkin Otherkin :)

@vinylv1 @torrentialchaos @lunawolf012306 @galaxywolfcomet @frogshroomsarentadrug-official @roleplaynerdylover @khrystenapofficial @dazzle-expandism @elderwoodz @stroodlenoodledoodle @sleepi-toasti @glitched-across-aus @gloriatheitalianpuppetdoll @xxxlawrencexxx @b-does-arts @i-am-trashyy @stardxstsleep @bluechan2011 @herwonderlandfirefreakingevil @holorform2009 @lilonceleriscool124 @chairsqueue35 @sakiohappychan @kathrine-khoward-05ismerp @lustfuldemonlady @thatrandomoscsimpx3 @kezibun @k1r4pico-d0t-ex3

[herwonderlandfirefreakingevil]

I'm aroace nonbinary and genderfluid :3

@loch-nes-dragon @seriouslythisisagoodname @free-flying-faigel @abyssweaver @pagurus-san @chemicalwolfgames @alien-in-washington @antjester @ant9624 @not-a-spider @ipaddres @kaiyorice @cxn-txmmi @ver-astroii @literallycantfindanameformyblog @lalaland-ruler @faceless-crowd @opal-sunshine @chaos-triangle

@vaeh2011

[ver-astroii]

Aromantic and [maybe] bi

[mars2moons]

Gender fluid!!! My pronouns fluctuate all the time currently I’m…she/it at the moment!!!

:3

[autopilotangel]

im omniromantic, asexual, genderfae (fluctuates between agender and bigender), maybe on the aro spectrum? and any pronouns :)

@iicor @toadfree

[iicor]

i'm non-binary and bisexual! any pronouns, they/them preferred. :)

@wiltingtu1ips @aussiebeth @depressionanddrama @vickysnowpawz @sunshine-snake @coppperrrcoinnnn @aries0nmars @manesetgalaxies @maedaeeee @mars2moons @moon-storm @kitab00m101 + open tags!

[sunshine-snake]

Proudly a 56% femme/44% other (like Agender, etc.) Paragirl (she/they) that's Biromantic and Asexual!! <33

open tags! (who i'm tagging below the cut) :) /nf

@beanzdabean @gaysnake43 @iicor @yourlocalavian @wiltingtu1ips @ver-astroii @lunathetunaaa @autopilotangel @toadfree @maedaeeee @elilovestrafficsmp @iwishfishwerereal @biteygremlinanon @nerd-alerts @mcytobsessedshine @foxeroni @purrrrplecats @bucket-of-axilotl @fledgeheart @goodtimeswithshane @sea-jellie-thoguhts @ellie-star @ihavebeenstrippedfrommywhimsy @dawn-but-different @opalizedninjacat @vivaciousmessypixie @chocolate-croissant50 @mare-the-gupxolotl @cherryseed7 @merthaevelynk @blue-jay27 @i-had-a-bad-feeling @sparkleblast73 @lavendersongz @kitkat-moon-flameflower @raynilikescats + anyone else :)) /nf

[lavendersongz]

i am bigender and aroace!! anything from she/her to he/him is alright with me!

(if you wanna join, @cheezestr1ngstash @wiltingtu1ips no pressure :) )

[gladumfdoodles]

happy pride to everyone except scarian. they know what they did.

[lavendersongz]

day 1 of lifer a day June! Lizzie!

[lavendersongz]

day 31! Cleo!

[cheezestr1ngstash]

Opinions on long haired scott?

I'm gonna colour him soon but idk :p