(as a forewarning, if you interact with my posts in any way but have 'proship/profic/darkshipper/whatever' in your DNI list, i will block you by default. it's fine if you return it if i interact with you, just don't make a big deal out of it. you don't have to announce it, just block me.)
Feast your eyes on the psychological phenomenon of self destruction in it’s rawest form yet! Side effects may include nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, or nausea. No refunds.
As seen a paragraph or so above this, my name is Dodie! I like my ocs and horror media and animals and my ocs and really dumb jokes and most of all: yapping unprompted yet nonstop about my ocs (original characters) 💖
^ please read the above sentence in Cuphead's voice btw thanks
Sometimes I draw things...
Other blogs
I have a couple different blogs to do with my specific niches!! here they are:
Original Character blog:
https://lavendollhouse.tumblr.com/
JTHM-themed art blog:
https://ironic-really.tumblr.com/
Before You Follow/DNI-esque list
(the list is long so it's under a read more)
I mostly just reblog stuff on this website. My reblogs do not have warning tags, and the content of that unsafe blogging contains:
Colorful images or fast gifs which may cause epileptic seizures.
Animals, especially bugs. My particular favorite being spiders.
Posts that I find funny, which are usually gross/vulgar, immature, or abstract to the point of being unreality trigger-inducing (if that's a potent issue for you).
Spontaneous stuff for me, usually of my ocs.
Stuff where I’m obnoxiously like ‘o same’ or ‘its me’.
Similar to above: OC tagposting (if you see me tag a name or something on a reblog. its this)
Very lengthy posts of either text or imagery.
Fandom-related things that, while fictional, SOOOOMETIMES contain gruesome displays. graphic talk of gore or detailed art WILL appear at complete random.
I like… the horrors… the spooks and scares…
Sex positivity is also somewhat frequent. my form of sex positivity is either jokingly eluding to or outright talking about my experiences, which vary from 'tee hee my fetishes lol' to outright and seriously discussing sexual trauma.
emotional whiplash-inducement due to the tonal shift in mere seconds between all of the above....
Amongst other things. Like opinions i agree with or whatever.
I don't have it in me to list everything in an already overwhelmingly crowded list but if that's something that concerns you, here's the most prominent ones I can think of:
I advocate for the understanding and acceptance of all neurodivergence (very much beyond 'mild' social anxiety and '''mild''' depression, socially-acceptable autism and stripped back ADHD)
I'm in support of like every gender and orientation ever (yes, even 'that' one, most likely)
My stance on animal rights is firmly planted and I am sick and tired of 'FoUnD thEE VEEEgaN!!!!!111!1!' jokes. If you want to fucking fight me on this I will just block you. I'm not deleting my entire web presence thanks to bastards like that again.
this is mentioned already farther up in the post but DON'T FOLLOW ME IF YOU'RE ANTI-PROSHIP OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT!!!! I DON'T WANNA DEAL WITH YOU. I CAN'T DEAL WITH YOU. LEAVE ME IN PEACE.
In other words, this blog is just a clusterfuck of, mostly, just things I enjoy and feel strongly about.
More than anything, it's just some lunatic (positive) rambling endlessly (positive) in the ~safety~ of the tags of reblogs.
the only way i think i can truly survive in this world is if i completely cut off contact with any and all human beings for the rest of my life. but honestly the only reason i am alive to endure this nightmarish hellscape is existing for other people. like as entertainment. for other’s amusement. but that’s killing me. in every way except literal (unfortunately) that is killing me. no one will ever love what i truly am but i can never love anyone else an appropriate amount in the correct way. it’s always all or nothing. every day is the same, and even if it wasn’t, it’ll become the same. i wish i could reach from this black pit and have someone grab my hand- not in pity but in earnest- and pull me out. but every time that’s come close i am reminded that i put myself in there, and i am reminded why. i will never feel safe in a world where i have a pulse.
but that’s just how it is i guess. ahh, such is life. anyways. just a little update on my increased avoidance of everyone around me. i’m still here! unfortunately
hey i know a couple of you are still on deviantart. is it just like a cesspool of bots & AI bullshit at this point or. would it be. like. worth looking into rejoining or something...
omg i'm in a basement with the lights off rn and didn't realize its almost fucking 9 am. hi 9 am. wtf. this means i can't just stay on tumblr and have to get up and do things... wtf. wtf. what a bummer......
Incredibly violent take of mine but I actually don’t think you need to relate to a story in any way to enjoy it. You can enjoy a story even if you can’t point at a character and insert some aspect of your personality or identity into them. In fact I would argue the need for a character like that to be present in every single story you experience is a sign of stunted growth.
Ask that someone sent a blog I follow that inspired this. You are twisting yourself into some incredibly bizarre pretzels so you can go “aha, a character I Relate To” and it’s just like. Well actually there just may not be parts of this film you can see yourself in. And that’s okay. You can enjoy this movie for many of its merits that aren’t “I am in it”.
One of the main points of fiction is the opportunity to experience viewpoints and forms of existence that are different from our own. You can find a character or story interesting without it being like you somehow.
call me a wish mouse the way she [remembers wish mice are creatures from a particularly gruesome dream my friend had several years ago and are not recognizable figures to anyone else] whatever
the beautiful thing about anon hate is that no matter what annoying blogging crimes you committed they are still the bigger freak for going to your inbox to complain about it but not even being brave enough to attach their name to it. it's literally impossible to lose the moral highground
Npd culture is leaving most fandoms because ableism towards narcissists is so normalized and gatekeeping your fav characters with NPD away from fandom spaces.
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