sad bitch 💔

h: 5'3\\ hw: 117lbs \\ cw: 109. 2lbs\\ gw1: 101lbs \\ lw: 68lbs tw: this is an ed blog, so if you are easily triggered I encourage you to click away. I DON'T PROMOTE EATING DISORDERS.

[satanispretty]

let’s take advantage of school being closed because of coronavirus and have a huge glow up by losing weight and taking care of our skin so that by the time we come back we can be really pretty 🥺

[baskinmysin]

[feather-fae]

I made a meme lmao because I feel like I’m mostly skinny but my thighs feel fucking huge

[beautypath]

Everyday I wake up and weigh myself and then spend the rest of the day waiting to go to sleep so I can wake up and weigh myself again.

[coffee-tea-and-diet-pills]

reblogging again bc so fucking true

[anonymous-depressed-figure]

Boi I swear if I’m not skinny by the time this quarantine shit is over

[slow-dancingwithadagger]

i always see posts on here talking about becoming skinny so “he can lift you easy as a feather”, or “so your crush will notice u!” and ofc there’s nothing wrong with this, but for me and i’m sure a bunch of others: it’s about control. it’s about me being the one who decides what i eat, when i eat. it’s about taking control of my body and watching myself become what i’ve always wanted to be. it’s about becoming the girl people are both jealous and afraid of because she looks so slender and her stomach roars and yet she has the self control to only eat an eighth of what’s put on her plate. it’s about choosing any item of clothing i like and slipping easily into it, having all clothes be baggy. i’m doing this for me, and i know it’s crazy to a certain degree, but i fucking adore it because it’s the one thing in my life that is mine entirely. 

[lavendertearss]

[black-cats-and-pepsimax]

friend: why don’t you eat?

me: idk it’s complicated.. my eating disorder makes me feel like i don’t deserve to

friend: you deserve to eat

me: tHAnks i’M fiNALLy cUreD

xx xx

[c0kezer0-sizeher0]

You cant have sleep for dinner if you're so hungry you literally CANNOT SLEEP. p l e a s e let me sleep s t o m a c h. i beg

[lavendertearss]

✨ can't wait to be skinny and finally be able to wear nice clothes ✨

(not my pic)

[stone-in-a-landslide]

Please Reblog if...

You are one of those ana’s/ ED people, whose obsessive, disordered behaviour extends to other aspects of your life, and other life goals i.e.

* Grades/Uni/School

* Finances/Career

* Aesthetics (home/beauty)

* The creative sphere (art/music/dance/theater/writing)

Because I am one of those, I’m a goal oriented perfectionist in so many areas of my being, and I would like to be able to feel less alone in this, and maybe find people who would like to mutually support each other not just in our body goals, but also in our other life goals. It’s very difficult because I don’t have any irl people who are like me in any of these ways, I feel like we could really help each other grow and achieve in all the ways we dream of achieving. 

Lots of love

Stone

[skinny-ache]

i finally told my therapist about my eating and she chewed my ass out lmao. i lied to her and told her my calorie limit is higher than it actually is and she still was all over me. major regretti spaghetti

[lavendertearss]

Ugh I'm super scared of telling this to my therapist. She already knows that I had food related issues in the past, but not to what extent. Im scared that if I tell her she will start controlling me :v

[happy-in-fat]

I'M GONNA BE THIN IN 2020

[bonebonnie]

amen

[lavendertearss]

PERIODT

[lavendertearss]

Be careful with ibuprofen when restricting/fasting

Remember that taking ibuprofen on an empty stomach can cause ulcers and heartburn.

If you have to take it, eat something right before you do.

You can also try ibuprofen in liquid-filled capsules rather than solid caplets.

Stay safe 💞

[xthinblr]

The thoughts I have about my own body depend on what mirror I use

[lavendertearss]

The feeling of my fat jiggling everytime I walk drives me nuts

[lavendertearss]

Feeling so fat I can't even sleep at night, ugh.