yearning, poetry, gay

💘 lavender | 23 | she/they, lesbian | ♋️ | w/nblw and w/nblnb primarily, but all are welcome!! most nsft content is now on my sideblog but warning for the occasional 18+ text post

[lavenderyearns]

wanted to make a brief intro post before i do anything else with this blog even though i’m sure i’ll need to make another eventually anyways lol

💘 if you’re an nsfw blog and i followed you, nsfw sideblog @lavendersubs 💘 NO MINORS there!! 🚫 (i’m more active there though because i feel like stuff i post here has to be at least sort of good 😭)

hello!! i’m lavender/briar! 💕

a little about me

lesbian, non-binary femme, queer 💓

she/they

cancer sun, pisces moon

23

autistic, sorry if i don’t respond to messages, my anxiety is horrendous!

i can be quite bad at getting my point across and am just generally socially inept haha

✨ i’m very sorry if i follow you and you’re a minor who doesn’t want any people over 18 following them! i usually forget to check, if the blog isn’t nsfw! if i do let me know so i can unfollow, block me, etc. (this also applies if there’s a different reason i shouldn’t have followed you!) ✨

and just some notes about the blog and how it’ll be run:

everyone is welcome to relate to my posts if they’re able, wlw, nblnb, mlm, nblw, whatever! these posts are for you if they resonate with you. 💘 with that said this blog does have wlw/nblw at the forefront right now, but many posts will likely remain neutral

i do intend to horny post but my horny posts will be tagged #ns/fw, most of these posts are now being posted on @lavendersubs, although a few older ones are here and some milder ones may be posted here

i’d like to be active on this blog but tbh i don’t know how often i will - my adhd ass WILL forget about it and then remember to gush about something

please feel free to let me know if there’s anything that needs tagged for you! i’m happy to do it for you! although i can be a bit scatterbrained! also please let me know if i reblog from terfs/MAPs, etc!

i might occasionally reblog or post some other things that relate more broadly to nonbinary/trans or lgbt issues or lovecore/heartcore/similar aesthetic photos instead of suggestions/concepts/yearning instead!

NO terfs/racists/MAPs/nazis/exclusionists/etc

[longhorned]

laurae, a small Native farmer who built up her farm over the last five years, was served a 90-day eviction notice despite being promised by the landowner that she would be given a purchase agreement and the farm would never be sold to another person. Everything she has is in this farm - she’s put thousands of hours of work into it, built her cabin by hand, and invested every penny she’s made back into it. we are fighting to help her get the money to purchase her land before someone else buys it and kicks her - and us, her tenants who had no access to land without her help - off.

she ships her jams & honey, which you can buy here

you can also donate directly to the gofundme here

I know we’re all hurting right now and the world is fucked. but I love laurae and she’s done so much for all the people in her life. She has nowhere to go, no other options for a home, and no means to start over. she is a veteran, a survivor of multiple cancers, and close to fifty. all she wants is to live out her days on her farm till she hands it off to the next generation of farmers and I don’t want to see that simple thing taken away from her.

[yourlilbrunette]

new love languages:

“let’s figure it out together”

remembering small details

“do you want me to pick you up?”

being comfortably weird together

“i can make time”

being guided through crowds

“do you want to talk about it?”

replies to each text, not just one

“have you eaten?”

asking for your opinion 

“can i get you anything?”

heart to heart talks

“this made me think of you”

[01003004]

butch gf that’ll watch the barbie and bratz movies with me

[tyjrose]

You wanna hold hands with me while we go for a walk with no destination?

[mournfulroses]

Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters

[bowandharrow]

going out to the grocery store and knowing what your partner likes and buying it even though they didn't ask you to get anything for them is so soft- like "yes I did get you your favorite snacks because I knew you'd want some later" I want someone to do that for me, I want to do it for someone, I Want It

[isabelopaque]

"have you learned how to drive yet" i have the spirit of friendship in my heart. the joy of lifes little things in my soul. the whimsy of magic. the beautiful enjoyment of nature. the answer is no though

[stricatul]

Sometimes you meet someone, and it's so clear that the two of you, on some level, belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another, or you're in love. You meet these people through your life, out of nowhere, under the stangest of circumstances, and they help make you feel alive. I don't know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, but it makes me believe in something.

[amilkyway]

I think about how hayao miyazaki said that love is two people inspiring each other to live. and to live doesn’t just mean to be alive. living involves finding beauty in the simple moments of being. so to inspire someone to be in awe of the simplicity of living? that’s special

[girlballs-archive]

i am not immune to beautiful women with curly hair

[dreamgirlvibes]

Can’t get enough of this

[pearlpunch]

... on the campus of UC Davis in California, USA.

[lottielottieda]

butchfemme teddies! 🤍🧸💌

[mentalcentral]

don’t be afraid to reach out. tell a friend how you’re feeling. ask someone to help you cook so you can make sure you eat. ask others to spend time with you when you feel lonely.

[girlstressed]

"did i tell u this already?" we are in a timeloop and i am in love with u tell me again

[luvwish]

things to cherish — an expression through color, by stefyloret