𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔫.. 𝐼 𝑤𝔬𝔨𝔢 𝔲𝔭

𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆 .. 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚'𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒃𝒍𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒖𝒇𝒇𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒍𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒄𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎

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November. You here?

Thanks.

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[deadpoet-skull]

" It was a wonderful night, such a night as is only possible when we are young, dear reader. "

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, White Nights

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😭 *shattered*

[landsccape]

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Mesmerizing scenic beauties of unwritten tales..

[justafeeling-deactivated2024050]

bless with beauty and rage

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Now I come to believe that Google is the only one in this world who takes my problem seriously whether it's a mere headache or me being a HSP

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I always sleep after reading a novel, deliberately .. to let its claw sunk deep inside my mind and release it's sweet poison throughout my unconscious self. This poison blooms the hazy dreams on the back of my eye lid. where just for a moment I'm in the world built by the book I read..

-24 Jan, 2024..

(Completed Bear And The Nightingale)

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Me watching my comfort Movies, Reading all my Winter Novels while listening to Lana specially when Exams deadline is on my head because December is my Mistress.. (who pays me a visit once a year)

- 23, Dec

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Dreams at night are the most ignored and beautiful tragedy, we experience.

Hazy, nostalgic painfulness after waking up, then forgetting every ounce of it bit by bit..

You can't share them, People judge you easily through your dreams.

Then we decide to jot them down to always keep it.. but the agony increases when after reading all the written words, we realise it's seems just a senseless set of events nothing like that heavenly dream..

You contemplate how to describe that Misty rainy night midst dark trees you craved to see in real or about that unknown person who is unlike anyone

But the tragedy & suffering continues, Heart wrenches knowing as the time pass by, they'll be more distant, blurry, obscure as if it never existed, was only just a reverie..

Dreams at night really are the most ignored and beautiful tragedy, we experience.

- Dec, 17

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Does it ever happen to you, when you're with your friends, they all just talking but you look up at dark sky, breathless seeing that most ignored glowing pearl and a silent voice in your head says 'Can we.. talk about stars?' but never dare to say.

- Aug, 21

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My friend after entering my room and seeing the ambience

"Will you pls stop listening to Lana Del Rey, speaking french vocab and eating cherries dipped in wine?"

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Lana Del Rey has curated such sublime songs that makes me say "If Monarchy existed, I'd have been the Queen"

- Nov, 13

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in all honesty, the most gut wrenching and torment feeling is when u look up at the night sky and there's no stars to appreciate and to weave eloquent words about. Just a void dark abyss above us

-May, 19

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My mind is not wired by neurons.. but rosy strings that were once weaved by a Swan

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When u prefer Ladies instead of Girls, Pardon instead of sorry, Classic instead of cool , Former instead of ex/old.

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POV : When you open your playlist, fingers quivering to decide which Lana del Rey's song to choose, finally found one, but accidentally clicked on other, now you're vibing to that song ..

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Winter doesn't Winter without Twilight and Harry Potter..