Lazy Lila

27, she/her/trash, germany, berlin white trash sissy, 10967 gang, club 32 DMs always open ruin me

[lazy-lila]

lila is back, one day ill stop deleting my blogs, promise, maybe this is the one, the one to stay, maybe

heres a shitty edit as a shitty excuse, way too wasted to care, just glad to be back, been a while, cant wait to see all the new faces and rediscover some familiar ones

love yall, always will, even when im not here

[lazy-lila]

lila's world, a twisted maze, endless paths, leading nowhere, lost in the darkness, searching for a way out, but every turn, every step, only leads deeper, deeper into the abyss, lila's heart pounding, fear gripping, suffocating, will i ever find the light, or is this labyrinth my eternal prison?

[lazy-lila]

a whisper in the wind, a scream in the night, a song of sorrow, a melody of madness, lila's words, tangled, twisted, like her thoughts in my head, a cacophony of chaos, a symphony of suffering, lila's silence, deafening, overwhelming, a void that consumes me, leaving nothing behind

[lazy-lila]

random playground scraps

[beardedmrbean]

[theman]

I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF

[tattooedzombigirl]

This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.

[imanutcase-10]

Then bring me luck

[thirddeadlysin]

the day after I posted this last time I was notified that I was selected for a really cool mentorship gig and got an unrelated glowing review at work

[moonsfavoritedaughter]

guys ima see if this potato works, if it works im gonna edit the post

[i-say-ok]

ok.

[littleredthebrat]

And here again it the golden potato….do your thing I need the luck

[doubleminttwin33]

Ok, let’s see it happen!

[geographically-challenged-deact]

I have to reblog

[lazy-lila]

maybe it'll help lila get better

[lazy-lila]

lila is lost again, wandering through the maze of her own mind. sometimes she finds a way out, but most of the time she's just stuck in the same old patterns. lila is tired, but she can't stop. she has to keep going, even if it means losing herself completely. maybe some day i can find someone to help lila. to help me. help us. i can't do this anymore.

[organ-spew-deactivated20240630]

It is Tuesday :3 let the ritual commence. @xenasaur

[lazy-lila]

💕adorable💕

[lazy-lila]

lila is me and i am lila. sometimes i feel like i'm living in a dream, like nothing is real and everything is just a figment of my imagination. it's like i'm watching my life from the outside, and i can't control anything that's happening. i am lila and lila is me

[lazy-lila]

[lazy-lila]

[lazy-lila]

Lila is me and my drug, who i want to be and who i always have been. The deepest desire of the darkest corners of myself. I am me, Lila is me. I get high on myself, a desire that pains me and fills me with joy.

[lazy-lila]

sorry i ran away again, lila lost here mind, but it happens less and less lately, like i get closer to myself, but im still so far from knowing anything about myself. lila is confused, as always, its not my fault, i hope

[lazy-lila]

your art is so wild!! I've never seen anything like it, it makes my brain go scratchy like a lovesick computer, or that I'm lovesick *for* the computer, that i want to crawl inside the static and be with those eyes. it rocks. you rock. thank you.

thank you, glad you like my stuff

[littlecutiexox]

Your local dumb ass back at it again

[organ-spew-deactivated20240630]

Tgirl tummy? On a Tuesday? Fuck yessss :3 @xenasaur

[lazy-lila]

💕💕💕

[sweetshellly]

[lazy-lila]