Feast Not Famine

A tumblr for the final by Rachel, Mackenzie, Roan, and Robert

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original seed inspiration for Fate

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Original Seed Inspiration 

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String wall

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Generic pre-show music

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Good breathing moment in the music for the loss of circulation (also a moment that was cut)

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Music for the confident fate dance (eventually cut)

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End scene, if we completely reworked all the music... Not a real option.

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Possible end scene

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Fast music, possible end scene

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Fate birth and rebirth

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Title Suggestions

(Just to get the ball rolling)

(asterisks for the ones I feel drawn to)

Holding On Meant to Be What We Deserve Thread Waiting For You Tethered* Searching for Forever Cut if Necessary Who we are Together In Between Remnants* Only if Absolutely Necessary Forever Altered* Who we are Now Who I am with you

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A couple of my favorite pictures of me and Austin, inspiration for physicality of scenes with Serena and Jessie, the feeling of always needing to be physically close with your best friend

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I just wanted to let you know. When I was listening to mellow music and lying in bed I just had this recurring vision. And it was of us. It was of us looking into each other’s eyes and spinning slowly forever into eternity. And I know this sounds like a crazy drug dream. But I’m totally myself while I’m writing this. And I remember one thing as we were drifting forever- I was perfectly content to be looking at you. I was so happy I was looking at my best friend in the entire universe as we drifted off together into eternity. And I’m not one for soppy stuff of for spiritual stuff but I do believe we were meant to be best friends. I honestly and truly love you in a way I love no one else. You are my soulmate (and I don’t mean that in the romantic sense of the word. I mean that our souls are so closely linked that we were bound to be best friends) and I have a connection with you that I don’t share with my parents, my brothers, my lovers, my friends. I have a connection with you so beautiful and unlike anything I’ve ever seen that it transcends everything, and I know we will be best friends from now until the end. oblivion. You know I hate oblivion. But at the gates of oblivion, there is absolutely no one I would walk arm in arm with except for you. I am absolutely humbled and honored to be lucky enough to be linked with such a beautiful creative passionate hilarious soul as you. I hope that, if there is an afterlife or continuation of any sort, I get to spend it with you by my side. 

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You’re like a tall glass of sunshine Burning my throat all the way down Landing in my stomach with a splash And a nuclear reaction Fusing my tissue Irritating my walls Causing cancer And burning it away I can’t choke you down Without puking you up You’re so damn bubbly Your personality effervesces out your ears But no amount of your Alka-Seltzer Can calm my acid Watch me as I spit it up And spit at your sincere facade

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Energy draped in skin Breath, aerosolized perfume Ivory teeth Radiator smile A touch for shock therapy Hold me and kill me A heart attack is treatment Cure my psychoses If you can If I may An embrace to suffocate Hold me and kill me A hanging is needed Slow my breath Calm my lungs Give me peace A kiss that stops time Hold me and kill me An afterlife is imminent Bite my tongue Heaven is French My shepherd is not

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Train - This ain't Goodbye

From the Album: Save me, San Francisco

Song about love and cycles of love

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“Some are born weird, some achieve it, others have weirdness thrust upon them.”

 Dick Francis, To the Hilt