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┄ 𝖔𝖚𝖙𝖌𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖌  ╱  snap.

EZRA:  u ever ordered urself food and then ... forget u ordered it EZRA:  not even a pleasant surprise at this point . EZRA:  sir. i am not the same me i was 20 minutes ago . i only have $20 in my bank account i cant afford this pizza . we all make mistakes .

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Chelsea Hodson, from Tonight I’m Someone Else: Essays; “The End Of Longing,”

[yeosangsbye]

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✱   𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇   »  lia.

          had it been anyone else, lia would be blushing from head to toe. but instead she was greeted by familiarity – by one of, if not her MOST favorite person. “ hm, name your price and i might consider it,” she mused, taking small steps behind him back to her washer, “ you think you can stop me, huh ? funny. ” surprise still lingered, she wondered what he was doing up so early in the morning, and whether it was lack of sleep or perhaps the rare adult need to be productive via mornings in the laundromat. “ thanks, baby, ” the nickname slipped right out of her mouth so easily and softly, in a way that’s always been reserved just for him to hear, “ you’re the absolute best. ” a small yawn followed suit as she closed the lid of the washer that held her clothes, turning around to lean against it as she crossed her arms, curling in on herself for little warmth. “ you’re up early…unless you didn’t go to sleep last night ? ”

𝐓𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃  𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒  𝐌𝐀𝐘  𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄  𝐇𝐈𝐌  𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘,  he thinks to himself,  there’s no point in lying to cover his tracks.    ❝  couldn’t fall asleep,  you know how it goes.  ❞    he confesses,  knows she’s familiar enough to see through any facade he can muster.    ❝  what about you ?  awake this early  and  doing laundry ?  not the lia i know.  ❞    he moves to close the distance between them,  can’t resist the urge to get closer when it comes to rosalia.  ezra leans against the washer  &&  links an arm around her shoulder,  peering down with another fond smile.    ❝  besides,  i know i can stop you  ––  can be very persuasive when i want to be,  in case you’ve forgotten.  ❞    words are teasing,  but there’s a glint in his eyes that lets the other know he’s always up for a challenge.

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i have  ...  1 hour before i gotta start getting ready 4 work  ...  this is what freedom feels like  🥺  i’m gonna try 2 work on replies  &  ims while i finally have a moment !

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𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⇢ ezra.

ANGELICA: ur just as bad as paige :(

ANGELICA: i cant make pie AND cookies !!!

ANGELICA: pls pick one i trusted u with this decision

EZRA: u can!!!! paige can help ...

EZRA: i heard paige makes the best cookies anyways

EZRA: make both plz ... i'll even help u :)

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𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⇢ ezra.

ROWAN: i didn't say time travel, ezra

ROWAN: i said time control

ROWAN: time travel and time control are COMPLETELY different

ROWAN: now rate how bad of an idea it is from 1 to 10

EZRA: how are u gonna swing time control ...

EZRA: actually u know what ? time isn't real fuck it up babey

EZRA: tell me ur plans b4 i rate it

[macherierps]

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𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⇢ open.

ROWAN: on a scale of 1 to 10

ROWAN: how bad of an idea would it be

ROWAN: for me to experiment on myself with the purposes of hopefully giving myself time control powers

ROWAN: i just really want to be able to stop time

ROWAN: and i think i could achieve that if i broke enough laws

EZRA: what, and i mean this with my whole heart, The Fuck

EZRA: but anyways . bad idea

EZRA: if time travel was possible we'd know it already ? bc if someone in the future discovered how 2 do it then they definitely would've banked off of it

EZRA: and we'd have mass amounts of people from the future sight seeing events from now and spilling shit 2 mass media

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𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 ⇢ open.

ANGELICA: tie breaker!

ANGELICA: should i make cookies or a pie?

ANGELICA: the reward for helping me decide is that u get to eat some of whatever i make

ANGELICA: :)

EZRA: ur asking me and expecting the answer to be anything but both?

EZRA: don't worry abt having 2 much

EZRA: i volunteer my services . 2 help u dispose of the extras u know ....

[destroymylife]

[quotemadness]

I stole her heart away and put ice in its place.

Charles Dickens (via quotemadness)

[mango-season]

nevermind!

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I fear my anger. So I displace it, attach it to peripheral places or people. The real problem is what to do with the anger. I have stifled it so long that I have packed it like dynamite, I have stored it and now it threatens to come out in explosions I fear.

Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anais Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966 (via violentwavesofemotion)

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✱   𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇   »  lia.

           on one of the rare morning’s lia had off from work, she preferred to do laundry instead of sleeping in. her internal alarm clock waking her up regardless of whether or not she had shift, but it was perfect because she would have the laundromat to herself – or at least she thinks that the people she knew wouldn’t be up at seven in the morning slipping coins into the washing machines. earbuds plugged in and her thermos of coffee set on the folding counter, lia gets to work separating her clothes by color, singing quietly under her breath to her playlist. it isn’t until moments later with wide eyes that she realizes she forgot the detergent, all her clothes already soaked inside the machines. “ shit. ” she mumbles quietly, ripping one of her earbuds out.  she clearly doesn’t want to go back upstairs for her own, whining quietly as she stomps her foot on the ground with balled fists before spinning around. “ oh, ” the words slip past her lips as she realizes she had a small audience for her miniature fit, “ you – uh –” however, lia ignored the blush on her cheeks as her eyes zeroed in on the detergent in the other’s hand, “ you mind if i steal some of that ? i’ll pay you back. ”

𝐇𝐄'𝐋𝐋  𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘  𝐈𝐓  𝐎𝐅𝐅  as if he hasn’t been watching her from across the room for an embarrassing amount of time  ––  like the fond smile gracing his features isn’t attributed to the way she’s singing beneath her breath to songs he’s heard a million times before.  eyebrows raise in amusement as witnesses the minuscule tantrum unfold  &  he’s unable to stop the chuckle that escapes him.    ❝  –––this ?  what’s in it for me ?  ❞    ezra holds out the detergent with a cheeky smile,  already moving to add the detergent to the load himself.    ❝  just kiddin’. don’t even think of paying me back,  by the way.  i’ve got you.  ❞

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guess who had 2 work all day again  &  probably will tmrw as well  😔😔  on the up side i taught my dog how 2 shake hands  ...  on the down side my brain is Mush™  ...  i’ll try 2 be around after work tmrw  !!  mayhaps squeeze in a reply or 2 tn ...