#𝑳𝑪𝑽𝑬𝑮𝑹𝑶𝑾𝑺

it keeps growing every place she's been, and nobody knows like me.

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hello and welcome. this is a selective & independent writing blog penned by dorothy. this blog will contain many of my own original characters. short disclaimer, this blog is low activity and eighteen & over due to content, and for my own comfort. below you’ll find some helpful links to take you to different popular & helpful pages. 

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plotting call...

hello! it’s been a while since i’ve posted in the tags so here i am. i’m (21+) and i’m looking for serious writing partners for discord. please take a look through my post, read thouroughly & then if you’re interested go ahead and like this post or send me a dm so we can talk  ♡

under the cut you’ll find some more information & plots i’d be interested in writing :)    

for starters i’ll always be up for creating oc’s & plotting! i do tend to be a descriptive writer, but reply length varies depending on what we’re writing and where my head is at, though i’ll never fall short and only send one or two sentences, that’s definitely not my style. as far as shipping goes i don’t have a preference i’m open to them all. as of late my preference has been f/m but i’m always open to doing new stuff, as long as it’s with cool partners. 

current interests include (but are not limited to): stranger things (i’m dying to write against an eddie, or steve), historical plots- with a special interest leading into like 60′s & 70′s rock’n roll culture. i’d love to write a plot surrounding a rockstar/groupie relationship. anything with horror themes is awesome, i have a special place in my heart for all things stephen king but really anything spooky would be cool. anything with angst would be amazing as well. basically i’m open to anything though so hit me up with your ideas or most wanted plots. smutty plots are always welcomed too as long as it’s not 100% smut focused, i’d want it to at least be 50/50 with actual character building and world building. 

full-disclosure, i’m 28 years old so my writing partner needs to be at least 21+ in age. this is for my comfort as well as being based on the fact that there will likely be adult themes discussed as well as taking place in any writing that i’m doing. i’m comfortable with writing darker themes & smut, so it’s an added bonus if my partners are cool with it as well. if you have any specific triggers that you would like to avoid please let me know ahead of time when we’re plotting, i never want to make anyone uncomfortable ever. 

if you took the time to read this and are interested in writing with me, give this post a like & i’ll slide into the dm’s, or you can send me a dm! we can chat here or on discord about our ideas! thank you and hopefully ttyl 😋

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ALYAH CHANELLE SCOTT as WHITNEY CHASE The Sex Lives of College Girls 1.09: Cheating

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excelxior·:

words hurt like daggers through his heart. he was more alike his father than he had realized so maybe it was inevitable? he would hurt the ones he loved the most. “ yeah… “ eric struggled to find the right words to say. nothing could make up for what he had done so what was the point in trying? caught by surprise when she moved closer and touched him. “ hard not to. “ voice almost cracked as he spoke. eyes watery when he looked down at her. “ i’m sorry francis. “ hands move up to cup her cheeks, “ i don’t want to be like him. “ 

she  could  see  the  hurt  written  all  over  his  face ,  hear  the  aching  in  his  voice  when  he  spoke.  francis  wanted  so  badly  to  be  able  to  protect  them  from  the  demons  of  their  past ,  but  the  claws  were  already  sunk  in  and  waiting  to  rip  them  to  shreds.  what  their  families  had  done  to  them  would  always  hang  over  their  consciences  like  thunderous  storm  clouds ,  but  francis  saw  a  silver  lining  in  eric.  pressing  herself  to  his  chest  she  looked  up  at  him ,  the  warmth  in  his  eyes  when  he  looked  at  her  making  her  ache  all  over.  “ you  aren’t.  you’re  better  than  him ,  better  than  anyone  gives  you  credit  for. ”  francis  buried  her  face  in  his  palm ,  pressing  a  kiss  to  his  warm  flesh  before  returning  her  eyes  to  his  gaze.  “ if  it  means  anything  at  all  i  forgive  you  for  everything  that  happened. ”

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excelxior·:

of course eric had thought about their future because he wanted them to have a future together. when he saw the result on the pregnancy test, it felt like a death sentence. he saw his deadbeat dad, who only made him feel like he was a piece of shit. nothing worth sticking around for. eric wasn’t near ready to become a dad. if he ever brought a kid to the world he wanted to be stable. “ i didn’t know that… “ voice low as he replied, still staring at the ground. “ it had nothing to do with my love for you. “ he wasn’t very open with how he grew up and how it had molded him into the person he had become. maybe he should have. francis deserved that. “ maybe you don’t believe that but… i don’t want my kid to grow up hating me as much as i did with my dad. “ finally, he met her gaze again. vulnerable and soft. 

by  no  means  was  francis  cut  out  for  parenthood ,  her  concept  of  what  it  took  to  be  a  mother  seriously  broken  due  to  her  own  upbringing.  despite  all of  that  she  would  have  still  done  what  was  right ,  she  would  have  given  all  of  herself  over  to  making  sure  that  their  kid  would’ve  had  the  best  life  she  could  give  it.  “ it’s  not  like  there  were  a  lot  of  chances  for  me  to  tell  you  how  i  was  feeling  when  you  were  gone. ”  gaze  locks  onto  him ,  words  unintentionally  sharp.  “ i  don’t  know  what  i  believe  anymore. ” there’s  a  funny  feeling  in  the  pit  of  her  stomach ,  the  stinging  in  her  eyes  returning  with  full  force.  she  has  to  swallow  to  keep  in  a  sob  that  threatens  to  break  through.  “ i  know  the  concept  scared  the  shit  out  of  you  because  it  scared  me  too ,  but  the  test  was  wrong  and  there  never  was  a  baby  to  begin  with.  it  was  like  the  universe  was  putting  us  through  some  fucked  up  test  and  we  failed. ”  closing  the  space  between  them  she  let  her  hand  cup  his  cheek ,  thumb  grazing  along  his  jaw.  his  big  brown  eyes  hid  a  lot  of  sadness  and  fear ,  just  the  sight  of  him  this  close  made  her  ache.  “ you  are  so  much  better  than  anyone  that  came  before  you ,  don’t  fuck  around  and  try  and  compare  yourself  to  your  dad. ”

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whirlpoolemployee·:

Her hands grasp his cheeks and turn his face, her lips pressing against his. Dark lashes flutter shut, melting into her, kissing back softly until she pulls back. He loves how she feels against him, already wanting to kiss her again, but caught off guard by her words.

“Wait… what’s weird? Does it have to do with us?” There’s faint anxiety in his chest at the thought. He’s aware of, like, the risks of them dating, and how it might complicate things if people found out too soon. He doesn’t really know all of the things going on behind the scenes in Zelda’s life, even though he’d like to.

“Where do you wanna go tonight? I know we still can’t be seen in public or whatever, so I was gonna suggest the lake… I have some drinks in the back. We could skinny dip or some shit.” There’s faint amusement in his tone, because it’s kind of a weird backwoods thing to suggest, but it could be fun. Besides, Elliot loves the excitement of things like this.

zelda  yearned  for  escape ,  whenever  things  in  life  had  gotten  hard  she  had  a  propensity  to  run.  always  on  the  move  meant  never  having  time  to  meet  anyone ,  loneliness  had  settled  into  her  bones  and  ate  away  at  the  very  core  of  her.  with  elliot  in  her  life  so  much  had  begun  to  change.  being  around  him  made  her  feel  alive  in  a  way  that  she  hadn’t  in  years ,  but  complicating  things  always  looms  over  her  like  a  storm  cloud  just  waiting  to  ruin  their  perfect  weather.  “ nothing  weird  with  us ,  everything  with  us  is  perfect.  i  just  have  this  bad  feeling  my  dad  has  people watching  me  again. ”  zelda  had  once  briefly  explained  the  situation  with  her  dad  and  brother  to  him  before.  it  came  down  to  her  father  hating  not  being  in  control  of  her  life  the  way  he  was  with  her  brother ,  who  was  very  much  a  carbon  copy  of  their  dad  -  only  worse.  the  men  had  a  history  of  having  zelda  watched  so  they  could  rear  their  ugly  heads  the  moment  the  femme  did  something  they  didn’t  like.  taking  elliot’s  hand  she  laced  her  lithe  fingers  between  his  before  realsing  a  sigh  that  she’d  seemed  to  be  holding  in.  “ honestly  the  lake  sounds  perfect ,  it’s  far  enough  out  of  the  way  where  we  can  just  be  alone ,  plus  if  someone  was  following  us  there’d  be  plenty  of  places  for  us  to  hide  a  body. ”  settling  back  into  her  seat  she  laughed ,  “ i’m  gonna  make  you  my  accomplice. ”

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* 𝐨𝐤𝐚𝐲, 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 !  ⋅ based on ted lasso s02e08:  muse a and muse b met through a date app that doesn’t use pictures because its main goal is to get to know other people and like/being attracted to/fall in love with them based on their hobbies, passions, ideals and stuff. so, they met and start talking. they have a fuckton of things in common, and suddenly, they find themselves smiling at the screen everytime there’s a new message or talking to each other ‘till one of them falls asleep. everything is magic and rainbows until one day muse b proposes muse a to meet, which, obviously, makes muse a panic. what if they aren’t as good as they sound in the messages? what if they don’t know how to talk when they’re face to face? eventually, they meet. and its messy. but not because they don’t like each other, but because they know each other, like for real, and their non-romantic relationship is a complicated one; muse a is not only muse b’s boss, but they share a considerable  ( but legal, please, don’t be gross )  age gap. in panic, and feeling absurdly humiliated, muse a tries to flee from the place, but muse b, in a very more chill attitude, offers them to share the night anyway. because they are already there, right?

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excelxior·:

unconsciously maybe he thought that if he acted carless about everything, that it would make francis come back to him. that things would turn alright. before they get together he wasn’t a relationship guy but with her… how could he not? the blonde was everything he wanted in a girl and so much more. “ yeah. “ glancing her way as he took a drag from his cigarette. “ and what does that look like? “ he asked curious. he knew he’d been a douchebag. the pregnancy scare caught eric off guard and he was scared. he couldn’t be a father! he felt he was far away from a good person and clearly not enough to be a family man. slowly he blew out smoke, looking down at the ground. “ i know i should’ve… stayed. i just couldn’t then. you know i’m not made out for all that stuff… “ still, it didn’t change the feelings he had for her. 

glassy  eyes  glace  down  at  her  feet  as  she  shuffles  nervously.  she  didn’t  think  there’d  ever  be  reason  for  her  to  say  what  she  was  thinking  out loud ,  let  alone  to  him.  francis  felt  her  nerves  bloom  and  blossom  on  her  cheeks,  wild  red  spreading  at  the  thought  of  confessing  her  deepest  emotions  to  him.  “ looked  a  lot  like  you  and  me ,  forever. ”  lithe  fingers  drop  the  cigarette  she’d  held  between  her  fingers  ,  boot  stomping  it  into  the  ground.  turning  towards  him  she  leaned  on  shoulder  against  the  cool  brick ,  the  moon  lighting  up  her  face  and  disguising  her  nervous  flush.  “ you  not  staying  made  it  seem  like  none  of  it  ever  mattered.  it  was  like  everything  we  had  done  together  and  felt  like  it  was  all  meaningless.  that’s  almost  what  hurt  the  most  because  to  me  that  stuff  was  what  me  love  you. ”

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DREW STARKEY AS JUNIOR ALBA ––  THE TERMINAL LIST (2022)

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The feminine urge to argue w a man for fun

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grimmanor·:

when  lucas  pulls  away  ,  vince  knows  he’s  completely  fucked  up.  he’s  never  been  good  at  getting  his  words  out  and  this  is  just  further  proof  of  that.  “  can  we  just  bring  it  down  a  notch  for  a  fucking  second?  ”  he  takes  two  steps  back  from  his  best  friend  ,  giving  the  man  some  space.  “  i’m  not  saying  i  want  to  treat  you  like  a  one  night  stand.  ”  technically  ,  he  did  say  that’s  what’s  going  to  happen  ,  but  he  didn’t  mean  it  that  way.  “  i’m  just  saying  that’s  all  i’m  used  to.  what  the  fuck  is  the  saying  about  teaching  an  old  dog  new  tricks  or  whatever.  ”  being  friends  with  lucas  is  completely  different  than  being  boyfriends.  sure  they’ve  done  a  lot  together  and  now  they’ve  slept  together  ,  which  was  mind  blowing  ,  but  vince  can’t  pretend  like  everything  is  easy.  “  what  do  you  want  me  to  do?  i’m  not  going  to  lie  and  say  this  shit  comes  naturally  to  me  ,  but  i  feel  like  if  i  talk  i’m  going  to  get  my  head  chewed  off.  ”  still  ,  memories  of  that  night  run  through  his  mind.  “  i  don’t  want  to  leave  ,  okay  ,  but  i  don’t  know  how  else  to  move  forward.  ”

he  didn’t  need  anymore  proof  that  things  had  most  definitely  changed  within  their  friendship  leading  up  to  this  moment ,  it  was  in  the  magnetic  force  that  surrounded  them  like  a  black  hole  ripping  into  space  and  sucking  all  the  comfort  out  of  the  room.  this  fight  had  been  coming  for  days ,  their  dissension  further  proof  to  lucas  how  vince  had  been  dwelling  on  it  just  as  much  as  he  had ,  if  not  more.  lucas  had  folded  his  hands  in front  of  him ,  knuckles  white  from  how  clenched  his  sweaty  fists  were.  if  vince  was  good  at  one  thing  it  was  talking  himself  into  a  hole.  as  soon  as  lucas  was  sure  he’d  finished  he  cleared  his  voice  and  began  speaking  ,  slight  smirk  evident  on  his  features.  “ guess  you’re  gonna  have  to  stick  around  long  enough  to  figure  out  with  me  how  we  keep  going  and  make  this  work.  no  running ,  no  shutting  me  out.  i’m  still  the  same  person  that  i  was  a  week  ago  just  try  and  forget  for  one  second  that  we  fucked. ”  it  seemed  easy  enough  to  him ,  now  if  only  he  could  get  his  friend  to  sit  down  and  stop  pacing  the  room.  “ c’mon...  i’m  still  me  and  you’re  still  you ,  you’re  still  my  best  friend  in  the  world  ,  vince. ”

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excelxior·:

when they broke things off, he thought, nothing ever lasts forever. that was just life but quickly he realized just how much of his life was her. it seemed like every thing he owned, every piece of clothing and every spot in town - were linked to her. features softened as she spoke, “ i wished i would’ve acted different back then, you know? “ it felt like they were almost talking in circles but it was good to get it out. after all the hours he had spent thinking about their last argument. how he yelled and how scared he was for the future in front of them. 

francis  had  never  expected  the  night  to  take  this  turn ,  going  from  arguments  to  deep  discussions  was  their  thing  though  so  she  shouldn’t  have  been  too  surprised  when  it  came  to  them.  it  was  always  a  bitter  back  and  forth  before  they  both  cooled  off  and  actually  attempted  to  get  to  the  root  of  things.  she  wasn’t  very  hopeful  for  the  latter.  “ yeah ? ”  she  can’t  help  the  tone  of  surprise ,  slips  out  as  she  exhales  the  smoke  from  her  cigarette.  doubt  is  somehow  easier  than  admitting  that  she’d  spent  millions  of  waking  moments  since  it’d  all  happened  that  it  had  gone  differently.  “ sometimes  i  imagine  what  life  would  be  like  now  if  you  hadn’t  have  gone  off  like  you  did ,  if  we  had  just  held  things  together. “

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had to step away for a bit to deal with some family stuff but i’m going to be back for this weekend starting tonight. i’ll be getting to writing replies shortly <33

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tucuerpo·:

                                 the issue with rio , was that he never really knew when to stop . life was a joke , and nothing was every permanent . ghosting through a life lived recklessly . all detached and nonchalant , with an ego that rattled his bones . all drunk on pride , a smirk almost permanently embedded on his glimmering features . the life of a rock-star , a playboy , as if he hadn’t been born from ash and rot . childhood tarred with aching memories ; a trauma that lingered skin deep . dismissive as always , because he’s grown into his skin , now . made peace with all the hell endured and traded that life for something flashier . stitched carefully with chaos , tied together neatly just for him to quickly unravel .

he never understood it , what it was that attracted people to him . he’s never been the type to disguise himself as anything better . abrasive , the honest truth always heavy at his lips . how could anyone ever want to willingly immerse themselves in his shifting orbit ? the thought lingers , especially with them . perhaps it’s all due to them being cut from the same cloth . reputations suiting them well , two storms of people colliding into one another . 

“ have you read what they’ve said about us ? “ rio inquires , airy laughter woven with his words . “ y’know , with the way they string our names together , i’d begin to assume that we’re in love , “ teasing tone accentuated by the smirk worn proudly . a brow quirked , serpent tongue all too ready to throw sly remarks . “ you gonna admit it first , or me ? or are we gonna keep playing these mind games ? are you not tired , yet ? “    /   @lcvegrows

her  families  reputation  preceded  her  own ,  their  self-made  wealth and social  standing  making  them  somewhat  important  figures  in  society.  zelda  had  veered  away  from  the  lifestyle  her  parents  lived ,  the  self-important  personalities  and  the  attitude  that  money  could  buy  anything  making  her  want  to  shrivel  up  and  rot  away.  funny  how  she  had  run  away  from  the  circle  her  parents  had  run  in  only  to  find  herself  in  a  new  and  similar  one  of  her  own.  at  least  she  didn’t  have  to  be  friends  with  the  people  she  worked  with ,  it  was  work  and  when  the  day  ended  she  could  leave  it  behind  for  the  real  world.  her  world  felt  surreal  at  times ,  and  when  she  was  sober  enough  to  deal  with  it  all  she  couldn’t  help  but  laugh.  even  in  smaller  circles  people  were  always  going  to  talk ,  but  being  in  tabloids  was  something  she  could  never  see  herself  adjusting  to.  furrowing  her  brows  at  his  inquiry  she  closed  the  space  between  them  to  glance  over  his  shoulder  at  what  he  was  reading.  a  popular  ‘ gossip ’  account  on  twitter  was  going  into  very  heavy  detail  about  their  supposed  love  life.  “ oh my god , ”  a  look  of  amusement  bloomed  onto  her  previously  stern  face ,  a  pain forming  in  her  side  from  how  hard  she  was  laughing  at  the  way  the  poster  had  tried  to  string  together  their  names , like  they  were  the  brangelina  of  2022.  “  fuck ,  thank  you  for  that.  i  needed  a  good  laugh  tonight.  do  they  really  think  zelio  is  our  best  possible  ship  name ,  ‘cause  i  had  a  little  bit  more  faith  in  the  fans  than  that.  ”  his  cockiness  earned  him  and  eyeroll  as  she  flopped  down  beside  him ,  long  legs  draping  over  his  lap.  “ you’re  gonna  admit  it  first  for  sure. ”

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whirlpoolemployee·:

꒰ new mutuals starter for @lcvegrows && zelda based on this ꒱

He parks his car in the parking lot outside of her dorm, lighting a joint while he waits for her to show up.

They’ve been doing this for awhile now, meeting in secret more or less. He’s pretty sure she’s trying to keep it from someone but he doesn’t know the details, opting not to look a gift horse in the mouth. She’s hot and he likes her, so he keeps coming back, regardless of how complicated her life seems to be and the different ways she has to manage her public image because of her career in modeling.

He sees her approaching and unlocks the car for her so she can slip into the passenger’s side. Blowing smoke, he offers her the joint. “Hey. I can’t tell if it’s resting bitch face or you’re upset about something. Penny for your thoughts?” Her brows are kind of furrowed and she’d gotten into the car hastily, like something’s on her mind.

life  had  been  weird  lately.  with  school ,  work ,  and  the  anonymous  threats  that  had  been  consistently  filling  her  inbox  for  weeks  there  was  almost  no  time  for  zelda  to  catch  her  breath.  when  she  was  with  elliot  time  seemed  to  slow  down  to  a  comfortable  pace ,  making  it  possible  for  her  to  catch  her  breath  and  re-center.  of  course  sneaking  around  wasn’t  ideal  but  with  her  family  and  her  job  it  was  better  for  him  if  people  didn’t  know  yet  ,  it  was  safer  that  way ;  for  both  of  them.  she  had  just  finished  deleting  another  creepy  borderline  criminal  message  from  her  phone  as  she  walked  out  to  meet  him ,  discomfort  clearly  written  all  over  her  face  from  how  he  greeted  her.  zelda  couldn’t  help  but  snort  at  the  craziness  of  it  all.  “  just  weird  shit  seems  to  always  happen  to  me , and  now  that  i’ve  finally  met  someone  who  makes  me  happy  things  would  start  getting  weird  again.  it’s  like  some  sick  karma  from  a  past  life.  ”  sighing  she  leans  over  the  center  console  to  greet  him  properly  ,  lithe  fingers  cupping  his  cheek  to  turn  his  lips  towards  hers  for  a  gentle  kiss.  “  i’m  officially making  it  your  job  to  get  me  out  of  my  head  about  this  shit  tonight.  no  more  bullshit.  ”