I can't believe it has come to this, again, my heart was broken late last night when I found out the tumblr person that I had a connection with and really liked and we had formed somewhat a connection to each other, exchanged numbers, It felt unreal at first that I had finally found my dream woman into CPR that had walked into my life, something I had been yearning for years only to find out she has now found someone else in her life to give her all the CPR she wants, this is the one major thing that has eluded me, to find a woman into CPR to walk into my life to have loads of CPR roleplays with me, but my life hit rock bottom late last night, my life has already hit rock bottom as much as it has already, in the space of 2 years I had lost both my parents, and my nan passed away to make matters worse, now I find out the news this woman had found someone else, to make matters even worse she did not even tell me I had to see a post by her.
When we first communicated it was like heaven, I still have her messages, she was really into me, and you know what, I was so into her aswell, I adored her, I really really liked her, I loved her, but I feel like now she just used me until the next person came along. I am done being used, done, if you love me, love me for me and who I am, DO NOT just use me until someone else walks into your life, I am NOT an option, never will be, I hope you're happy with your new person of interest, I hope he uses you, and the relationship doesn't go well for you.
