gn! reader with Trichotillomania
Rq: Are you alright with writing about a mental disorder? Trichotillomania? Itâs totally fine if youâre not! ďźâšâĄâšďźÂ I think a simple head cannon would do! Could the characters be: Yachi, Tsukishima, Akaashi, and possibly Osamu? Ah, gender neutral. Most definitely. A fluff! Theyâre fluffy uwu. What exactly is trichotillomania? Well, itâs a mental disorder and it has your pulling out your own hair. And most of time itâs difficult to resist the urge to pull. My family isnât very supportive of this problem I have, so it would be nice to imagine a supportive HQ character⌠Could we have the reader admitting they have trichotillomania and then the character doing a bunch of research to help them out?Â
A/N: Hello! I hope youâre doing well and having a great time. Sorry if this request took a while in posting. I did a small research about Trichotillomania and I hope you find some ways to resist it, even though I know itâs not that easy. I also hope you overcome it! I will always support you! anyways, hereâs your request , I hope you enjoy this. Have a great day! as always take care and stay safe everyone! THIS IS ALSO UNEDITED.
WARNINGS: mention of mental disorder
CHARACTERS: Yachi Hitoka, Tsukishima Kei, Akaashi Keiji, & Miya Osamu
at first, Yachi didnât notice your actions of pulling your hair off but she notice that how wispy your hair is.
so she thought having wispy hair was only part of your genes.
but when she saw your parents, none of them have wispy hairs, hence their hair are silkier.
so one time when the two of your are walking home, she asked you on why your hair is not like your parentsât
you went on silent for a while but then admitted to her that you are experiencing trichotillomania.Â
she was confused at first as was not familiar what it is about but you then explained to her the meaning of it and she suddenly had an internal crisis.
she immediately bowed down 90 degrees, and repeatedly said sorry to you.
âSorry, Y/N-san! I didnât knowâÂ
âSorry for judging you!â
âIâm such a bad personâ
you just laughed at her and told her it was fine then continued walking home.Â
as soon as Yachi arrived in her house, she immediately went to her room and did some research about your condition and looked for some ways to overcome it.
she wanted to help to you to overcome your disorder, so she listed everthing that could actually help you.Â
on the next day, when Yachi sees you on your classroom, she immediately went you and told you about what she researched.
she gave you 2 pages lists of ways that could help you in overcoming your disorder.Â
âY/N! I did some research about trichotillomania and some ways to overcome it! I listed all the ways that could help you and if you find it difficult, I could help you!â
Yachi said as she gave an eye smile that made your heartbeat skipped.
âOh! let me read the things you can doââ
she started to ramble about it and you just chuckled on how excited she is, as she tells you about it.
âchill, yachi, Iâm currently having my therapy but this would also help me a lot. thank you so much!â
you pulled her into a hug which made yachiâs face turns to red but she also hugs you back.
you are grateful to have her in your life, youâve never felt supported like this before.
with Yachi being this supportive, you canât help but feel more motivated and more confident wit yourself.
Tsukisihima might act that he doesnât care but deep inside he truly cares.Â
he observes your actions and distinguish that you have this habit of pulling off the strand of your hair.Â
at first, he thought you only does this habit when you feel stress and worn out.Â
but eventually found out that you always does that.
he mostly sees you does that absentmindledly.Â
one time, when the two of you are relaxing in the living room of your shared apartment, he catches you pulling the strand of your hair.
before your could pull another strand of your hair, he intertwined his hand to yours and brings it down between your thigh and his.
you were taken by surprise when he does that and looked his face then notice that thereâs a hint of blush on his face.Â
âwhy do you always pull the strand of your hair?âÂ
he straightforwardly asks you as he kept his gaze on the television but his attention is on you.
you looked down on your intertwined hands as you bit your lips, thinking if you should told him about your disorder.Â
you remained quiet for a while and tsukishima notices your silence, so he gave your hand a light squeeze as a sign of assurance.Â
âwell you know, since I was a kid, I always pull my hair and my parents noticed that so they brought me to a psychiatrist and I was diagnosed of trichotillomania.â
Tsukishima was actually shocked when he heard about your mental disorder.
but even so, he remained calm.Â
he asked you if you took therapy before and told him yes but it didnât turns out well.Â
After he learned about your disorder, he actually look for some ways to resist on pulling your hair.
he secretly did some research on how to overcome your condition.Â
he actually helps you with resisting the urge of doing it.
one time, when you are stressing over college, tsukishima immediately notice how your hands starts to fidget and how you scratches your head. Â
he knew that youâre having the urge to pull your hair out again, so he took some scratch papers and gave it you.Â
your attention diverted to the scratch papers he is handing to you and stares at it with some confusion.Â
âTear this apart, dumbass. rather than pulling your hair out because of stress, vent your stress here in the scratch papers by tearing it apart.â
he said it while his hand is resting on the back of his neck.
you cooed at him as he sent you a glare and let out a âtchâ
you went to him and gave him a tight hug then kissed him on his cheeks which made him blush.
you gave him a soft smile that made his gaze softened the also gave you kiss on your forehead.Â
he will help you to overcome your disorder, and he will be there for you every time.Â
he had already notices your actions in pulling your hair and he also catches you on how you tug handful of your hairs when you feel stress or worn out.Â
he knew that this is not just a bad habit of yours, so he did some research and knew that your actions are similar to the people who are experiencing trichotillomania.
one time, when the two of you were just hanging out in the living of your shared apartment, he catches you absentmindedly, pulling some strands of your hair as you watch the series on the tv.
Akaashiâs eyes widen when he saw youâre about to put the strand into your mouth.Â
but before you could do it, he immediately took your hand away from your mouth and rest it on his lap.
âY/N! donât eat your hair!âÂ
his eyes are still wide open and his worries can be heard in his voice while the grip on your hand went tighter.
you were shocked for a second by his action but then your gaze went your lap.
you bit your lips as you felt embarrassed for yourselves and worry about akaashi leaving you if he find out about your mental disorder.Â
Akaashi let out a sigh as he intertwined his hand to yours and gave light squeeze.Â
he knew that itâs about time to ask you, if you really are experiencing a trichotillomania.
âlove, do you perhaps experience trichotillomania?â he carefully ask.
your gaze went from your lap to his eyes when you heard his questions.
your eyes are wide open as you didnât expect him to know about the mental disorder and you eventually confirmed it to him with a silent nod.
he asked you if you ever had a therapy and you answered him that you didnât as your family doesnât really support you with your mental disorder.
they only think that itâs a bad habit of yours and youâre just over reacting to it.Â
after he heard about it, he pulled you into a tight hug and cradled you in his lap.
he patted your head and you some comforting words as you lay your head on his shoulders.Â
ever since then, he started helping you to overcome it and stops you when you urges to pull your hair.Â
he did a lot research on how to overcome it and suggest some ways to you.
he even encourages you to attend therapy as he reassures you he will be by your side every session.
the two of you does it step by step until you fully overcome your trichotillomania.
Osamu is like tsukishima, he will notice your actions and will confront you about it.
he is at first confused on why you do that as you doesnât seem look stress and you always show your jolliness.
but when he learned about your situation, he will then do his research about it.Â
he would even ask his brother on what he does when he feels anxious, stress or worn out.Â
but the only answer he got from him Atsumu is play volleyball.Â
Osamu would most likely tries to distract you so you could prevent yourself from pulling your hair off.Â
he would always ask your for some assistance in the kitchen.
the two of you would make onigiri together which you probably enjoy.Â
when the two of you are in the apartment, the two of you cooks together.
however, even though you cooking can distract your hands, you still have the urge to pull your hair off.Â
with that, osamu suggested some habits for you to pay attention with.Â
one of his suggestion is cross stitching, which actually lead the two of you to be somehow addicted to it.Â
the two of you enjoys doing cross stitch together, especially when the two of you do it as a competition.
which one looks better, or which one is way more cuter.Â
cross stitch really helps you lot to distract your hands and it also gives you a peace of mind.Â
however, even though, you busy yourselves with cooking and cross stitch, there were still time where you can resist and thatâs when youâre feeling frustrated.Â
so with that, Osamu suggest you to have a therapy.
he even promised to you the he will be there with you and will never leave your side.Â
Osamu is the type of person that is quiet around with other people, and they may think that he donât care about his surrounding.Â
but with you, he always care and you will always be part of his priority.Â