kelsy no

she/her

[tchaikovskaya]

[oldwomanbay]

my goal for today is no instagram reels & read 20 pages of my book. no consequences if i don’t do that because you cannot hate yourself into becoming who you are

[11-515]

[zegalba]

Jana Sterbak: Sisyphus Sport (1997)

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

I hate when you catch yourself having a thought that hints at deeper insanities than previously imagined

[thefugitivesaint]

James W. Fry (Pencil) & Joe del Beato (Inker), ''The Inhumanoids'', #1, Jan. 1987

[hilariabaldwinsspanishaccent]

[sacred-portal]

[kaletastrophes]

Today My Mother Died by Sophie Calle

[brucespringsteencomments]

[magescythe]

list of mundane things that feel like ancient human rituals

cleaning or wipe your bare feet

breaking off a piece of bread and handing it to someone

putting the weight of a basket on your hip or head

eating nuts or berries while hunched over close to the ground

seeing something startling just out of your line of sight and very quickly stepping or leaping on to a larger object to get a better view

cupping your hands into running water to wash your face

the unanimous protection of a baby or child in a public space where women are present

when an elderly woman laughs and grips your forearm tightly

[wumblr]

the student said, "i'm reading a zen buddhist cookbook. with no recipes." and the teacher replied, "ah, dogen's instructions for the cook, written in 1237?" "yeah," said the student, "it's saying not to let rats fall into the rice pot"

[wumblr]

letting rats fall into the rice pot violates the buddhist concept of nonviolence, ahimsa. and this is one of the more dauntingly advanced cookbooks i've ever seen

ingredients: 1 grain of dust.

step 1 turn the Wheel of Reality within the grain of dust

[389]

When it was Possible to Concentrate, The World Felt like A Perpetually Unfolding Miracle

[mayothompson]

im deffo being farmed and harvested for the energy of my suffering but i dont have time to worry about that kind of thing

[shisasan]

March, 1933 The diary of Anaïs Nin [Volume One: 1931-1934]

[servuscallidus]

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

[treecitysessions]