Your Tears Won’t Fix Me

*this is a fan blog. I just love lee jung-jae so much

[vv-itchy]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

Have you ever noticed how straight woman tend to romanticize yaoi, and completely ignore yuri? Yuri is literally so underrepresented in fandoms and as a lesbian it kills me.

Also the obsession straight woman have with gay men is lowkey weird, reminds me of straight men wanting to 'turn lesbiand straight.'

then YOU write more yuri. I never say “yuri is bad”. all I say is that I enjoy yaoi, and therefore I read, write and talk about yaoi on my own blog.

if you like yuri, then YOU read, write and talk about yuri. nobody is stopping you.

I am a cis woman, and I am obsessed with my mlm ship — because that’s my passion and my source of comfort. I write because I love my mlm ship, and because these fictional men make me happy (and no, I don’t want them straight, I want them gay and in love with each other). I am not going to apologize for doing whatever makes ME happy for myself and my own enjoyment. I am not here for a stranger’s approval. sorry if you find it weird I guess? I literally don’t know who you are, and a stranger’s opinion is not something I care about. especially when they come into MY house and start telling me what I should or should not do and enjoy.

I’ll continue reading, writing, enjoying and talking about yoai. and you can’t stop me.

again, fanfiction is not an act of activism. do whatever makes you happy, whatever turns you on, instead of trying to shame others for enjoying the thing they enjoy instead of the thing you enjoy.

[blankfaerie]

RED PYRAMID THING 2024 // 2001

[shisasan]

You cannot compete with me.

I want you to win too.

[vampira-carmilla]

Cologne Cathedral, Germany.

[sanctus-ingenium]

Urtica

[urgetocreate]

Emma Haworth (British b. 1975), Deep Calls To Deep, 2025, Oil on canvas

[nowherenearready]

[g0b0tg0]

Minimalist face studies of Squid Game characters

[zegalba]

[demoncity]

I got a letter. The name on the envelope said 'Mary'. My wife's name. It's ridiculous. Couldn't possibly be true. That's what I keep telling myself. Mary died of that damn disease three years ago.

SILENT HILL 2 REMAKE (2024) dev. Bloober Team

[vortexstreet]

Louise Bourgeois, Arch of Hysteria, 1993, Bronze with a silver nitrate patina

[vinter-skugga]

[gothredy]

[brunettesnaps]

by jim morrison, from 'wilderness: the lost writings'

[pnglove]

[bebx]

I think we need more fics with soft and protective Gi-hun worshipping and taking care of a hurt, traumatized, self-loathing and vulnerable In-ho.

Very true. That said, I also adore prompts where Gi-hun, as In-ho’s caregiver, is fighting his internal conflict — because as much as he loves In-ho, there’re still anger, pain and betrayal coursing through him. It makes him imperfect as a caregiver. Sometimes he loses it and raises his voice at In-ho. Sometimes his subconscious thinks about hurting In-ho and how… easy it’d be to avenge those whose blood is on In-ho’s hands, with how vulnerable, fragile, wounded and defenseless In-ho is. But every time he looks at In-ho and sees how dependent In-ho is on him, there’s also guilt Gi-hun feels, for even fantasizing about taking advantage of In-ho’s weakness and hurting him, and there’s also protectiveness, because In-ho is so small and In-ho is the only person Gi-hun managed to save from the game. So there’re pain and betrayal, but yeah, there’re also love and a future.