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I’m sorry that I’m awkward but my words always come out wrong

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

hi?

guess I’m back? 😬

(not sure who’s still here but I hope more of my (small small numbered) moots are still here…)

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

am crying at how poetic this student is but she didn’t answer the question halp

[dongdelion]

A little more

reader x kim doyoung

angst, trainee!DY

warning: breakup

500-ish words

How could a hug gets this cold?

Keep reading

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

Decided to write something again after a long while cuz too hooked with DY’s recent OST sobs

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

OH HI WORLD.

[pastelsicheng]

the wait of youth [k.dy]

summary : in hindsight, maybe agreeing to fake date your best friend was a good idea after all

pairing : doyoung x gender neutral reader (no pronouns used) 

genre : bffs to lovers AU, fake dating AU, high school AU, fluff, slight angst

warnings : food, (if there’s anything else let me know so i can add it)

word count : ~ 2.24k

request : doyoung + fake dating AU + bffs-to-lovers AU + “i’m here” + “i think i am in love with you” + “i heard you the first time” + fluff

author’s note : this is kind of a prelude to speed of life. a little bit of back story to y/n’s life but it doesn’t really give much spoilers to the actual story lol. idk when that story will be done but hopefully this makes up for it (and also i hope this makes up for me not posting a proper fic in months heh). also, this can be perceived as gender neutral, but y/n in speed of life is female just an fyi

taglist : @allegxdly @infnteen @leeyuhnotlaayah @kjmsupremacist​ [lemme know if you wanna be added/removed from the permanent taglist btw. i’ve removed people who i cannot tag]

     It was easier to lie than to tell the truth, easier to pretend than to face reality, easier to agree to fake dating your childhood best friend than to admit that you weren’t looking for a relationship.

     The affair was meant to be temporary, a short scheme to get Doyoung’s other friends off his back about dating Yoona, the girl that the entire school knew had a crush on him. It’s not like it would be too difficult; the two of you had been friends since you were young, so it wasn’t completely unbelievable if you suddenly began to ‘date’. All you had to do was tell everyone you were a couple, maybe even hold each other’s hands and hug once in a while, and everyone would get the hint to back off and leave Doyoung alone.

Keep reading

[dongdelion-recs]

Keep reading

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

REBLOGGING MY OWN REBLOG BECAUSE I MISS @pastelsicheng  AND HER FLUFF

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

do you really have to send me those work stuff at 11.45pm 😔

[booksarealwaysbettersworlds-blo]

Shoutout to all the fanfic writers who pour their heart and soul into a fic and it doesn’t get enough notes.

Shoutout to all the writers who’ve stopped writing because their work wasn’t appreciated enough.

Shoutout to all the fanfic writers for whom writing is like a coping mechanism.

Shoutout to all the writers who have resorted to writing as a way of expressing themselves.

Shoutout to all the writers who project their trauma into writing.

Shoutout to all fanfic writers.

You are valid. You are important. People like what you do. And no, its neither awkward nor pathetic. Its ok, its wonderful.

And i love you honey, please remember that I’ll always support you .

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

오늘밤도 울고싶은데 안울었다 나는. 잘 했지?

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

my lockscreen, home screen, last song listened and last photo saved (sorry I cheated a bit; not saved but screen captured 👉🏻👈🏻)

tagged by siyuan @ambivartence

giving you my 🧁 if you know who took that pic of my lockscreen. I honestly love his snaps, this shot isn’t the only one of his that I enjoy

and that screencaptured instagram story of our 🌕! was both for mood booster and motivation booster since my yoga class is in the evening during working day

again, I am not sure who are still around since so many people are leaving, but if you’re interested please do share yours!

thank you for tagging me siyuan!

[haechanhour]

the sunglasses were mark lee approved 😎

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

Kpop idols with the same __ as me

rules : name 1 male and female kpop idol that corresponds with your age, birthday, zodiac, height, and personality type. then tag 5 moots to play along!

tagged by @ambivartence​

not sure which moots are still here :’) but if you come across this post and you want to do it, please do!

Age:

jae (day6) / amber (f(x))

Birthday:

have checked, none that I knew, but prolly dawn is close enough by two days/ sinb (gfriend)

Zodiac:

cnu (b1a4) / hyeri (girl’s day)

Height:

woozi (seventeen) (+4 cm taller than me 🥲) / BoA ♕

Personality type:

jisung (nct) / sunmi

[thelasttime]

i've been thinking about how it's so easy to get lost on tumblr with the mindset of like "everyone in the fandom has friends and it's only me who feels lonely" because you see all these friend groups around you and it feels very isolating sometimes. i want everyone to know that a LOT of people feel this way on tumblr (including me). i have days where i go online and i just feel very lonely like everyone doesn't want to talk to me and i'm being ignored. basically i'm making this post because i want y'all to know that it's not just you and i want to give all of you a big big hug

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

Thank you for tagging me on this game @allegxdly !

The game is to spell out your tumblr url with song titles :)

Heeeeeeeeeere we go!

L - Liar by One OK Rock

E - Elfe by Dario Lessing

E - Endless Story by REIRA (Yuna Ito)

Y - You Make Me by Day6

U - Under the Bridge by RHCP

H - Home is Far Away by Epik High ft. OHHYUK

N - Nostalgia by Hisaishi Joe

O - Overjoyed by Stevie Wonder

T - Tiny Little Boy by Rad Museum ft. DEAN

L - Leaves by Ben&Ben (ft. Young K)

A - Anaheim by Nicole Zefanya (NIKI)

A - above the clouds by Day6

Y - 예뻤어 / You Were Beautiful by Day6

A - Akad by Payung Teduh

H - Hello Future by NCT DREAM

fyuh long but that was fun!! Tagging @pastelsicheng @jaeminscoffee @ambivartence @moonctzeny if you guys want to! And have fun while you’re at it 😁 and anyone who wants to do it if you come across this post

[pastelsicheng]

hello! how are you?? also fun trend going on, your moots/anons as nct members?? it's okay if you don't wanna do it <3

helloooo i am good lol how are u?

idk if i've done this in the past hehe i dont think so hmm this will be a bit hard since idk if i have 23 moots lmao but i will try im making this while half asleep and also multitasking work lol so these might just be totally random with no meaning. also half my letters stopped working on my keyboard halfway through so i had to redo it a bunch of times rip

taeil - @mxrcayong gracie is very thoughtful and kind and also somewhat mysterious like taeil lol very chill most of the time and funny effortlessly

johnny - @philosopher-of-fandoms philo has no filter sometimes just like johnny also shes tall and has too much energy for her own good

yuta - @hyuckles-chuckles adobe kind of has the same intimidating energy that yuta has lol like theyre both super kind when u get to know them but scary if you dont ajskjksajks

taeyong - @yoonohing bc shes very sweet and kind like ty

kun - @dreamcities bc jo is so big brain when it comes to music and graphic design and math and literally everything lmao

doyoung - @sleepyyangyang polaris isnt shy to speak her mind which i like and also is very motherly like doie

ten - @itsapapisongo javi emits chaotic bi energy just like ten

jaehyun - @neonun-au just because mads has the same chaotic energy that he does lmao

winwin - @leeyuhnotlaayah bc shes literally just me but older lmao i love lia so she deserves my love winwin

jungwoo - @jeongvision just because they will help u and are sweet and kind but when u get to know them theyre also both very chaotic and funny

lucas - @kjmsupremacist bc shes tall too and also bc shes very reliable tho u might not expect it bc she comes off as intimidating and chaotic and an extrovert lol

mark - sunflower anon just bc theyre very sweet and thoughtful like mark

xiaojun - @give-seconds and i guss since xiaojun is the only one left i'll give him to olivia lol. i guess olivia has some theatre kid vibes coming from her so it sorta works

hendery - chicken anon radiates the same chaos that hendery does

renjun - @dreamflrt

jeno - @infnteen camia is very sweet like jeno

haechan - @doiedreams i was contemplating between hyuck and yang but i think kay shares more chaotic energy with haechan. yangyang is a local, but haechan is not and thats the difference lmao

jaemin - @ggulovebot just bc she has lots of love to give and so does jaemin but hes stressed af and so is mimu lol

yangyang - not me posting before i answered for him lmao idk mannn,,,

shotaro - @dvrlingrenjun just like shotaro, nini is super cute and innocent and then u get to know her and shes very loud and chaotic but with a cute face lmao

sungchan - @lucas-wongs both very kind, both 01 liners, both also very chaotic at times, both are huge simps too lmao

chenle - @merrycri-sis partly bc theyre both lele and partly bc theyre both musically inclined and effortlessly funny

jisung - @drydrops891 vic emits the same innocent energy that jisung does and theyre both my babies

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

EMMY OMG I'M HONORED!!!! ♡ LOVE YOU TOO SWEETIE

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

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[hayatims-deactivated20240111]

some things that have happened since you stopped hearing about p/alestine after the “ceasefire” was declared

1,000+ palestinians were arrested in a mass-arrest campaign designed to, and i quote, “instill fear” - including children

al-aqsa mosque and worshippers were attacked and beaten

literal children, not even teens, children, were arrested and tried in a military court (this is not new, thousands of children have faced this terrorization over the years. Isr@el is the only country in the world that tries children in military courts. 500-700 children are prosecuted each year.)

a soldier deliberately ran over a child on a bike for having a pales/tinian flag on his bike. an adult man ran over a child with his car. on purpose. the child is 12. read that again.

sheikh jarrah was blockaded, illegally

whatsapp blocked the accounts of over 100 pal/estinian journalists

silwan, another pal/estinian neighborhood like sheikh j/arrah, is being violently ethnically cleansed to make way for more settlers

Isr@el has forced social media sites to censor the hashtags “free pal/estine” and “save sheikh ja/rrah” many posts and accounts have been deleted

25 pales/tinians have been murdered by the ID/F and settlers

in Jaffa, 300 arab families are under force expulsion orders to make way for more settlers. 300 families.

suicide rates in g/aza have risen to an all-time high due to PTSD and hopelessness

Pales/tinians in G/aza still do not have access to safe drinking water, electricity, medical care, and nutrition. families are still being displaced from their homes by settler colonialism. There is still an inability to mobilize freely, pursue a career, seek an education, or gain access to decent healthcare or mental health resources. The occupation, genocide, and ethnic cleansing continues whether you see on your feed or not.

[leeyuhnotlaayah]

I’m kinda glad that they have forgotten about today. Honestly though; I get to know who’s there and who’s not. Not that I’m asking everybody to stay? that would be too many to handle.

Makin sedikit, makin baik.

Hi 29, apparently this is the person you’ve become 😂 こいうなマウルになちゃったんだ、信じられないな　笑笑