a little ball of stress

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[leftcoastmycoast]

Hello out there.

[leftcoastmycoast]

[headspace-hotel]

I love how the Devil went down to Georgia, which either implies

1) that the devil is a northerner

2) that Georgia is lower than hell

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👋🏽👋🏽👋🏽

It’s 2019, I’ve:

• moved desk assignments at work.

• gotten my wisdom teeth pulled. All 4.

• started a paralegal program.

• and decided whatever it takes to get to Germany with my family this winter, will happen.

☺️👍🏽💜

[anxietyproblem]

[dekoi2501post]

[spectregoesboo]

[leftcoastmycoast]

Lol couldn’t even make it through the whole trip. Fuck you.

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My work probation is finally up today. It’s been six months.

Leaving for a dream come true vacation on Monday. Really just wanna enjoy it but slightly stressed. Nothing new.

Can’t stop thinking about how in recent years each time I’ve gotten on a plane and then come home, I’ve come home to one less family member. I know I’m reaching, but it’s still a thought on my mind.

[leftcoastmycoast]

You’ve never liked someone as they were. You always felt the need to change them in one way or another.

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Things are looking up. My desk is clean and organized.

But I’m really looking forward to these vacations. 😭

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Really feels like I’m being treated unfairly and I can’t do anything about it because I’m in a probationary period.

Just overall frustrating and it’s getting harder to keep my composure but I’m really trying.

[blondesquats-deactivated2020060]

If you get to sleep beside the person you love every night you are one lucky fuck

[kbfoto]

I sure am.

[leftcoastmycoast]

Dogs will always be better than people.

And the only one I could call mine died.

[leftcoastmycoast]

The loss of a pet finally hit my home and I’m really sad. “I’m really sad” doesn’t seem adequate, but I don’t know what else to say.

Max was my best friend for over 14 years.

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It’s crazy how quickly you take for granted having your family around.

It’s even crazier that my family and getting to their events are “no big deal.”

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2018 has been flying by. It’s now May. I feel like the time spent with my boyfriend and his family has really helped me in appreciating my own. It’s hard because I am so far away from my family but I look forward to time together now, especially with my dad. I think understanding really does come with age when it comes to our parents. Realizing that they’re just trying to do what they feel is best for their children in the way they feel is right. Each family is different but I see the love in different ways now.

I’m so grateful for how inviting my boyfriend’s family has been though and too see his dad so emotional today really hit me. Talking to his mom also. The empty space in the house that used to be his Lola’s was now being used for the babies play area and I think that helped his dad some.

I really am going to miss her smiles when we walked through the garage door.