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I greatly dislike walking on glass. Which version am I getting of you today? How do I keep my freedom? Why are you so rude? I feel even worse cause I know you have no where to go. Sometimes I really need a break. I’m tired of being financially responsible for others. I want to not pay rent. Why do I have to help raise your kids? If I made any other choice though you’d never let me see my brothers again. If I wasn’t so scared of bugs I’d totally want to have my own place. I provide all money, a car, everything to help out and it’s almost been 8years. I’m tired. I know you have anxiety but you’re a parent! You could have at least gotten your GED. 😔 I also had to get you a new phone with unlimited data. I’m tired. I try to remember how I love my family and that things won’t last forever but how long?

I feel trapped on all sides. I want to leave, I want to do something irrational. I want someone who can take care of me and love me. I want someone who doesn’t get upset when I cry. I want someone I can be open with about what I see without being shutdown.

I know I can’t change a lot and I’ll keep trying my best but I need to just… vent somewhere.

#delete later?

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I'm slowly teaching myself that someone else's emergency is not my emergency. I've been running miles for people who couldn't even take a step for me.

#oh man I really feel this one #I want to run away.#I want to be loved and cherished and prioritized without being smothered #I want someone who believes in me #in terrible about asking for help I want someone I can unravel with #who doesn’t get annoyed when I cry #who doesn’t shut me down all the time #who I don’t have to support financially