Lena Inris

Welcome. ^^ She/her, I am an adult, born on 12 January, asexual, I draw a lot and I am open to questions.

[lenainris]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Deltarune (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Major Character Death Relationships: Flowery & Ralsei (Deltarune) Characters: Ralsei (Deltarune), Flowery (Deltarune), Susie (Deltarune), Kris (Deltarune) Additional Tags: Ralsei Needs a Hug (Deltarune), Ralsei-centric (Deltarune), Trans Ralsei (Deltarune), Ralsei is Not Okay (Deltarune), Ralsei Has Issues (Deltarune), Transfeminine Ralsei (Deltarune), He/Him and They/Them Pronouns for Ralsei (Deltarune), Grief/Mourning, Deltarune Chapter Five Summary:

Without a moment’s hesitation, Ralsei immediately ran toward Flowery. Their face showed concern and dread at seeing Flowery take a fatal blow. With every step closer to him, it felt heavier and heavier. They need to heal him. They can’t let him die. It doesn’t matter how annoying he’d been to Ralsei most of the time since they’d been here. Their past and who they both are no longer matter. They need to heal him. They can’t let him die.

or

The final moments of Chapter 5, but from Ralsei's perspective.

[lenainris]

I know I've never talked about Deltarune before. But chapter 5 is my favorite. I love chapter 5 so much.

I love the gameplay, the story, the characters. The theme. Everything is wonderful.

[lenainris]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Deltarune (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Ralsei & Susie (Deltarune) Characters: Ralsei (Deltarune), Susie (Deltarune), Malius (Deltarune) Additional Tags: Grief/Mourning, Ralsei Needs a Hug (Deltarune), Ralsei-centric (Deltarune), Trans Ralsei (Deltarune), POV Ralsei (Deltarune), Transfeminine Ralsei (Deltarune), He/Him and They/Them Pronouns for Ralsei (Deltarune), Susie is Trying Their Best (Deltarune), Mentioned Kris (Deltarune), Deltarune Chapter Five Spoilers, Post-Deltarune Chapter Five, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Mentioned Flowery (Deltarune) Summary:

Ralsei grieves his death.

(The story contains a massive spoiler of chapter 5)

[lenainris]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cookie Run (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pure Vanilla Cookie/Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run), Pure Vanilla Cookie & Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run) Characters: Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run), White Lily Cookie | Saint Lily Cookie, Black Raisin Cookie (Cookie Run), Black Sapphire Cookie (Cookie Run), Candy Apple Cookie (Cookie Run) Additional Tags: cookiechat, Shadow Milk Cookie Needs a Hug (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie-centric (Cookie Run), Mentioned Timekeeper Cookie (Cookie Run), Attempt at Humor Summary:

Shadow Milk tries CookieChat for the first time

Or

Shadow Milk tries not to have a gay panic and not to embarrass himself.

[lenainris]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cookie Run (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pure Vanilla Cookie/Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run), Pure Vanilla Cookie & Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run) Characters: Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run) Additional Tags: Shadow Milk Cookie is Bad at Feelings (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie Redemption (Cookie Run), Blind Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run), Pure Vanilla Cookie-centric (Cookie Run), Pure Vanilla Cookie Has a Savior Complex (Cookie Run), Domestic Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Healthy Relationships, Shadow Milk Cookie Needs a Hug (Cookie Run), Cookie Run Characters Are Ambiguously Cookies or Human Summary:

Pure Vanilla is determined. He doesn’t plan to fix Shadow Milk. He doesn’t see anything broken in someone who’s still fighting. He just wants to show him that he can already find his own way. Nothing is impossible if you try. He wants to show that even the worst person could change for the better, without becoming entirely good. He isn’t naïve enough to believe that. But if a person is just trying to become a better person, that’s already a huge step for them.

or

Shadow Milk redemption through Pure Vanilla's eyes.

[lenainris]

I'm not sure if people will hate it or love it, but my writing style is just very simple it. Pure Vanilla sees Shadow Milk and just wants to give him love while Shadow Milk dies in blushing and affection. I'm writing a one-shot now. I hope to finish writing it tomorrow.

I still have another one shot in mind that is half written, but I'll post that a few days later.

I have another PureShadow/ShadowVanilla fanfic, but this one will be a long one. I've written a few chapters, but I'm waiting to edit at least the first 5-6 chapters so I can post at least one chapter a week.

I really want to get back to writing and write a lot more than I did before, because I love writing. My problem is that I get distracted very easily.

[lenainris]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Cookie Run (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pure Vanilla Cookie/Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run), Pure Vanilla Cookie & Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run) Characters: Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie (Cookie Run) Additional Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Sick Character, Sickfic, Shadow Milk Cookie Needs a Hug (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie is Bad at Feelings (Cookie Run), Shadow Milk Cookie Redemption (Cookie Run), Blind Pure Vanilla Cookie (Cookie Run), Cookie Run Characters Are Ambiguously Cookies or Human Summary:

Shadow Milk is having the most horrible night of his life. At least he's not alone anymore.

or

Shadow Milk is sick and Pure Vanilla is there to help him.

[lenainris]

hihhihihi fellow shadowvanilla fan hihi

do you have a favorite variant of them?? <3

my personal favorite is foolishfae (sm’s ad-lib costume and pv’s viridescent costume) ^^

have a good day!!

Hi ^^

I answered this once, but I'll answer again because I can't bear not talking about them.

All of them are my favorites. All of them. As long as they are non-problematic and healthy. I will love that! The angst is okay, it will make their story much more interesting and I will want to read more about how they will go through the problems and how things will evolve.

I don't care who they are, what gender they are, as long as they can have an interesting story and it could end up being healthy then I'll love that.

If I really had to choose, this would be it, ShadowVanilla is top one because it's classic. But I'm referring to Shadow who accepted the friendship/who decided to have a redemption.

Have a good day too! :D

[lenainris]

Do you have any Shadowvanilla fics you really like? Feel free to ramble ^^

I have a lot of ShadowVanilla that I really like.

Jambound is my favorite. I think everyone loves this Fanfic for sure, how popular it is. Heh.

I've finished reading Camellias at the moment, so I'm in the present with the chapters and I can't wait for them to write a new chapter. I recommend people to read it, it's good, :D It's also the first fanfiction I've read that contains Shadowcest. But I would love the idea if the story goes into the future in a poly between Sage (Shadow Milk at the same time) Fount and Pure Vanilla.

I just love to imagine Pure Vanilla relaxing and holding the two broken babies in his arms and all three of them cuddling together in comfort.

The most current fanfiction I'm reading is He Is A Shining Star. It's a really cute fanfic. It's really nice for those who just want a ton of puff and just a little angst.

In general, I really love any type of ShadowVanilla Fanfiction, as long as their relationship may still have problems, but it's healthy. My weak point is any healing fanfiction or redemption. I just love fanfictions from enemies to friends to lovers. Again, as long as the relationship is healthy I will love fanfiction.

I avoid fanfictions where the relationship is totally unhealthy or there is no character development whether that's about Shadow Milk or Pure Vanilla.

Of course, I would still love it if Shadow Milk was still portrayed like in canon, but slowly had some character development. I mean, I want him to not be the same cookie at the end of the story.

[lenainris]

What if the harm the cookie did to the beast kid was something like what Odysseus did to Polyphemus?

Then we’ll have a Poseidon & Odysseus moment.

[lenainris]

On a scale from 1 to 100 how brave or stupid would you have to be to either harm, kidnap, or break the heart of a beasts kid?

Oh, good question.

Can I simply answer that it’s 100 stupid and 100 brave?

I honestly don't know who's more scarier to deal with it.

I think it would get much worse if they were redeemed, because then they would really really care. They care so much more than when they were just corrupt.

It will be even worse if the child is also the child of an Acient. I think Acients can be much more intimidatingly protective than the Beast. Except for Sugar and Flour. I see redeem Flour to be more intimidating when she’s being protective. Between Hollyberry and Sugar, Sugar is more intimidating.

[lenainris]

actually i have more shadow vanilla questions. you're not free yet

which one is asking "would you love me if i was a worm" here?

which one would cook, which one would do the dishes?

who's the person who would drive the most?

which one faces more resistance over the relationship, and who's resisting?

who's the bigger cuddler?

who gets sick most often?

which one would go get the other their favorite starbucks order unprompted?

okay that's good enough for now

which one is asking "would you love me if i was a worm" here?

100% it will be Shadow Milk. The insecure little guy who's always craving approval.

which one would cook, which one would do the dishes?

Shadow Milk, I like that Pure Vanilla can't cook anything and Shadow Milk cooks to get him to eat because Pure Vanilla clearly has ED. So Pure Vanilla can do the dishes. If Candy Apple and Black Sapphire are around, they will do it.

who's the person who would drive the most

Black Sapphire, if we don't want a car crash. Because Pure Vanilla is blind. He'll cry if he accidentally hurts someone. Shadow Milk could probably drive the car just fine... I hope.

which one faces more resistance over the relationship, and who's resisting?

Well, that’s classic ShadowVanilla. Where Pure Vanilla wants to show Shadow Milk that he cares and that he’s safe with him, while Shadow Milk doesn’t fully believe him. He still thinks Pure Vanilla’s concern is just a lie. I love this slow burn between them, where Shadow struggles to trust Pure Vanilla, and once he does trust him, he never lets him go.

who's the bigger cuddler?

Both, but In secret, it is Shadow Milk.

who gets sick most often?

I don't think they can get sick, but that's my choice: Shadow Milk. Because I love seeing him tortured and having Pure Vanilla take care of him.

which one would go get the other their favorite starbucks order unprompted?

If we're talking about a universe where they are humans, honestly, I could see both of them doing that. Pure Vanilla because he loves him and takes care of him, and Shadow Milk because Pure Vanilla won't eat or drink anything all day.

[lenainris]

which of them would be more clingy versus conservative with affection in public?

That’s definitely Shadow Milk. I love the idea that he’s always seeking Pure Vanilla’s attention, but he won’t ask for it because he doesn’t know how to ask. Pure Vanilla, out of his own love for Shadow Milk, will offer him affection and love. I love the idea of healing and redemption. Over time, Shadow Milk will seek out Pure Vanilla’s gentle and soft touch more and more.

Also, in public, whether or not the people of the Vanilla Kingdom have gotten used to Shadow Milk, I don’t see him feeling comfortable. What Pure Vanilla does with him is something too intimate—it’s just between the two of them. It’s also a moment when Shadow Milk lets his guard down.

Pure Vanilla won’t be really clingy. He just knows that Shadow Milk is clingy and finds it very endearing how much attention Shadow Milk wants from him, especially compared to when Shadow Milk was still on the path to redemption and would reject his affection even when he wanted it.

Aw, I was just thinking about to add some other ShadowVanilla Aus:

Truthless x Sage (This would be Truthless—he deserves to be spoiled. I picture him as a bit clingy and possessive, with Sage just gazing at him adoringly.)

Fount x Healer. (Healer is just clingy so that Fount can take a break and relax.)

Any other ship involving the two of them—I love how Pure Vanilla adores Shadow Milk with love and affection, while Shadow Milk gets completely overwhelmed.

[lenainris]

What's your favourite flavour of ShadowVanilla and why?

(By 'flavour' I mean the different variations of them like TruthlessSage or HealerFount you can even talk poly if there's a version of that you like the most)

I'm not really sure. I love all flavour of ShadowVanilla. All of them are absolutely adorable. I love them all. Because every pairing between the two of them can have a story where one of them finds healing and love.

If I absolutely have to choose, then I’d go with the classic Awaken Pure Vanilla x Shadow Milk. Shadow Milk, who accepted Pure Vanilla’s friendship.

Or maybe I don't really want to pick a favorite. Because I really love SagePure, SageTruthless, PureFount, Angel Shadow Page Vanilla, and the list goes on

Speaking of poly. I love the idea of Shadow Milk being overwhelmed by affection from all the varieties of Pure Vanilla. Or Pure Vanilla having a problem because all the varieties of Shadow Milk want his attention, and he only has two hands.

[lenainris]

Do you think Shadow Milk is beyond redemption at this point? If not, what are some ways you think redemption would happen?

How much I wish he would come to his senses, but I think he’s beyond redemption—though I still have hope. It’s faint, but it’s still there.

Shadow Milk is like a baby, and he’s getting worse with every update. I’m a fan of Shadow Milk, but at this point it’s getting ridiculous.

I just think that at this point, if you try to redeem him, he’ll break down even more. I’m not even sure if Pure Vanilla or his mom, First Milk, can save him at this point.

[lenainris]

I'm obsessed with ShadowVanilla or PureMilk. I need to talk. Will someone send me some silly questions about them, or just about Shadow Milk or Pure Vanilla separately? Or just talk to me. I want to yap.

[lenainris]

Dont give me kudos, i just want to yap. T. T

[lenainris]

I'm obsessed with ShadowVanilla or PureMilk. I need to talk. Will someone send me some silly questions about them, or just about Shadow Milk or Pure Vanilla separately? Or just talk to me. I want to yap.