im sick, im sick, im sick; for a guilty pleasure!

[nanabestgirl]

its so hard to get back into writing after not writing for a while, even for just a month, sigh

habits and regular effort continue to be my main weak spot

[leolionmembraine]

I got called maam one too many times and now its all gone. My hair. My lions mane hair.

[leolionmembraine]

Updated my fursona design too

It used to be like this

But now we are boymoding

I also changed it from a lion to a ram a few months ago, due to trans issues mostly. I realised lion represented an ideal "transitioned" version of me that didnt exist and made me more insecure about who I was currently, meanwhile ram (whilst still representing my gender identity) is an honest showing of all my parts that im insecure about with it being a pray animal and all. Ya know with all its soft edges and aloof nature.

Also there is something with me being a leo and stereotypcally being a show off and a ram having giand horns lolol, with that and the lion paws on the feet I think it still represents the "lion" in me well enough.

[leolionmembraine]

I got called maam one too many times and now its all gone. My hair. My lions mane hair.

[lamb-mine]

My fucked up yngya headcanon is that shed talk about the "divine feminine" bs but shed spin it in a way that it supports matriarchal bio essentialiam

[personrebloggingurpost]

No no

Keep cooking

[lamb-mine]

On it 🫡

Her yonic crown imagery and her being reffered to as "Mother" (and additionally her calling her followers "lambs ) makes me believe that fertility and motherhood is also part of her cults creed . She is a figure who also talks like a mother (or how people expect mothers to talk to ) soft , yet commanding . Her authority is expressed through this calming and loving demeanor, and given how cults are very obsessive amd controlling about reproductive rights (as part of their strategy to keep their ideology alive from generation to generation ) , i think she would heavily focus on the beauty of motherhood and how cis women /afabs role is to undeniably to give birth . Shed propagandize it as part of the divine and powerful feminine (but i also imagine the women /fems in the cult would have the most authority both inside the familial unit and outside of it ). Physical labour would be handed over to men , while the "emotionally sensitive and intelligentroles " would be handed over to the women /afabs . This obviously falls apart because two of the flock leaders are men but in my au they can be tranmascs (added transphobia bonus. Shes transphobic to my lamb too in my au. She basically treats them as "girl lite " similarly to how cis gays treat trans and nb folks )

[leolionmembraine]

Read The Convinence Store Woman by Sayaka Murata and ohh my GOD! I could kiss the oiauthor on the lips. My ace queen.

I had read Earthlings first so already familiar with her happy endings but was still so happy for my cashier Furukura. I found that this book is a more conventinal version of Earthlings, more digestable and for some people the message clicks better this way, but I have found Earthlings more resonating. It had made me feel a freedom I had never felt before.

Anyway, more on the convinence store woman, honestly love the way the incel is handled, the way everyone else overly and intensly find him disgusting and at the same time undermines all the horrible things he does... And the way some of the things he says is right but none apply to him, he gets accepted into society the moment a woman is attached at his back and all his mannerisms are ignored by the very same people.

I wanna make fanart so bad, it sucks to work uuhhg but I will when I come home!

I LOVE fukukura, her mannerisms, her slight burns twoards the incel guy, her inner monolouge, shes very funny.

Overall its a happy book you can finish in a day if you want to feel good about something, its gripping, funny and very relatable.

Ok writing this paragraph after reading other peoples reviews and oomph, sorry boıt that. Looks like it made a lot of autistic people cry with how fukukura is beaten down the whole book by society, wich is completely fair; but again, there is a happy ending!

[queer-globe]

Stand with LGBTQ+ Refugees Facing Crisis in South Sudan.

Support LGBTQ people in refugee camp in gorom, organized by Julie Santonja

Hello everyone, my name is Ricky. I am a queer refugee in Sout… Julie Santonja a besoin de votre soutien pour Support LGBTQ people in ref

[phillip-bankss]

some animal crossing gijinkas for you 

[lamb-mine]

[leolionmembraine]

Went to a natural history museum and immidietly had to make it about lamb, wait for some stuff after july...

[leolionmembraine]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86107711/chapters/230345071#workskin

Another chapter!

[leolionmembraine]

[leolionmembraine]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86107711/chapters/230345071#workskin

Another chapter!

[lamb-mine]

I genuanely wish more people would be openly critical about Massive Monster's involvment with the fandom. Fandom culture is awful right now but cotl even more so because of this direct involvment with fans makes it so much easier cliques with parasocial connections to form and for cyber bullying campaigns to spread. Adding a whole new quest because of one obsessed fan and then apologetically talking to them in public is so deeply unprofessional and endangering to said fan. MM can hide behind a pr team , the fan will instead face bcyber bullying and discrimination and they have to pick up themselves all alone. Having so many people with large following in your beta server , some of them having appeared in previous beta runs just allows for this high school mentality to take root even more deeply. If someone doesnt like you because they find your opinions annoying / or misunderstands something can so easily lead down to serious accusations that threaten the economic livelyhood of indviduals (lots of people in fandom are artists that support themselves through their online art) I do not believe the devs are bad people or have any malicious intent, they do seem liek genuanely nice people but this marketing strategy mostly based in insecurity is not helping at all man .

[lamb-mine]

The people behind this will jsut go on about their days peacfully . They dont have to apologize or reflect on their behaviour and the scariest part is that this could repeat again at another place or time with entirely different people . Its so fucking easy to leverage your social media popularity to villanize someone online whos biggest sin was that they were annoying , they got favored by the devs or they had opinions that you thought were annoying . I dont want anything bad to happen to hese people genuanely. I just fucking wish we didnt live in a social media climate that allows this type of behaviour to go unchecked . I wish people could be held accountable in ways that didnt endanger or encite harrasment to reach the perpatrators side too . I wish people could just dislike you normally and not villanize you because they find your opinions insufferable/stupid/annoying.etc

[lamb-mine]

A good friend of mine (@lamb-kind ) has been accused of being a pedophile publicly through multiple comments under their reddit posts. Im making a about this given the how cliquish the cotl fandom ish and how we very plausible know now that it was the result of a a false claim spread through a very bad case of telephone around servers. Some very light context ( i will try to cencor as many names as possible) : Fio was in a server that was preparing an "expose doc" that was basically a cyber bullying campaign. They hated how the artist(we will call them Pear) was being ridiculed and accused of having "predatory vibes" when in the same server they prepatrators where sharing cropped porn with minors to make fun of it. Fio warned the artist about the upcoming smear campaign and it resulted in them actually becoming friends with one of the persons preparing the doc (they apperently talked things through). Fio was never thanked , instead one of the other perpatrators accused them of accusing them of being a pedophile , even though Fio only pointed out that sharing porn around minors , even jsut to make fun of it , is still enambling behaviour regardless. Back to the artist (Pear). Turns out they had entirely misunderstood and thought Fio, the person that warned them about the campaign , was actually one of the other perpatrators and the one that was sharing the porn somehow?? I have no idea how this even happened but Pear venting about something that never happened in their private server (which they have every right to do) . This resulted in the cascade of bad telephone being passed around from server to server (as it always happens with those cases) and this is the tangible , real result:

Theres many more under threads that have been deleted. The cotl fandom is extremely parasocial and cliquish and this is the result of it . One simple mistake having a butterfly effect , and all because my friend tried to protect someone .

[leolionmembraine]

Academia edu doing me SO dirty rn

[leolionmembraine]

What if I made an oc named Evliye Cheerubi and she wrote a book about her journey through the lands of the old faith and many different people/events she saw named "Travels" and her travel-partner (;]) Matrakcha Nasuh illustrated it and published it on ao3

[odetoscavengers]

happy artfight time

Art Fight

An art gifting game

[leolionmembraine]

Bugerto on a plate

Oc exposition for funsies:

This guy (both on the plate and eating from the plate) is bugerto and they possibly have did. They are the main character of an inglorious bastards-esque story, where the characters are attempting to overthrow an oppressive regime. Its a simple story for me to play dolls with, and this guys pretty fun!

They are the youngest of four. They have to keep a very detailed journal for everyday activites bc they keep forgetting what theyve done, but they do have a pretty good system in place over years of dealing with this. They even have certain names for certain times! For example, when its eating time, their name is spider, and spider eats. When its time to act confident and outgoing aroun strangers their name is barbara and barbara is a very confident narwhal. Oh yeah pretending they are a narwhal helps them feel confident! A narwhal just like their brother, who is secretly their sister. But enough of that, their crime fighting family waits for them.