hai haii hi hello!!

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ilyasleftarsecheek

I wish I had transition goals lmao .. wait actually i do nvm bhahah

what are your transition goals??

for me, i want to be taller, a lot musclier, fatter, and without boobs (except maybe like man boobs from tue resulting fat/muscle), have nullification surgery, that sorta thing :3

ilyasleftarsecheek

tf is nullification surgery

nullification surgery is when you just have complete flatness not pussy or penis. like, you have your uethera for peeing but its just flat apart from that.

rah rah

rahhhhhh

ilyasleftarsecheek

I wish I had transition goals lmao .. wait actually i do nvm bhahah

what are your transition goals??

for me, i want to be taller, a lot musclier, fatter, and without boobs (except maybe like man boobs from tue resulting fat/muscle), have nullification surgery, that sorta thing :3

rah rah

rahhhhhh

batman-lucy

yknow what i wanna be cool and make a tag game

so if you wanna:

do this picrew

and then answer the questions:

What is your favourite colour?

What is your favourite holiday?

If you were any animal what would you be?

So for me:

What is your favourite colour? Green

What is your favourite holiday? Christmas maybe?

If you were any animal what would you be? Crow or bear probably

tags:

@sotiredimbored @mildlybizarrecorvid @chickencentaur @bucketsandraincoats @rorys-bullshit-dot-com @choucon @someones-here-fore-sure @arandombiped @forestgromlin @emilem-forevermore @demigod-jack-hearth @37x3 @your-dazzling-sun

+ open tags

(btw lmk if you wanna be removed or anything i tried to think of poeple who tag me in stuff normally lol)

hope i can join! i didnt want to put myself, so here are two ways i wanna look when i transition!

favourite colour: foresty green

animal: bat :3

@names-confuse-me @yourlocalbadgerscales @agathokakolog1cal @yourlocalxiaosimp

names-confuse-me

transition goals fr

fav colour: blue/green

animal: black cat

wait rlly? i didn't realise those were ur transition goals :0 that would be so cool omg (altho are you stealing mullet from me)

names-confuse-me

nah I want floofy hair

wait i dont understand? send inspo pics??

names-confuse-me

idk something like that

omg AWESOME im already blushing at the thought of you looking like that <33

#channel simp

thepiedcurrawong-deactivated202

depressedcorvid

Tagged by @the-girl-in-the-high-castle ! tysm for the tag :D

Favorite movie: This is quite a difficult question, though I'll probably say... Everything Everywhere All At Once?

Favorite TV show: I like 1899, Dark, Twin Peaks, and Killing Eve!

Favorite musical artist: Very difficult question. I can't choose one modern artist that appeals to me more than the others tbh so I'm honestly just going to say JS Bach for this one, though that might not count

Favorite color: Probably blue, but I also like green, grey and purple!

Favorite season: I really like autumn and winter, I've never really liked neither summer nor spring

Favorite book: Currently probably either The Picture of Dorian Gray or Crime and Punishment

Do you have any funko pops? No, I've never really liked them personally, I always found them a tad too strange for my taste

Do you play any instruments? Harpsichord and clavichord!

Do you have any pets? No, unfortunately:(

Do you read or write fanfiction? I read it quite often, however, I haven't the chance to write any yet, I have at least 3 works currently in progress but I simply can't get to finishing them lol

What songs have you had on repeat lately? I've been listening to the album Time Out by the Dave Brubeck Quartet recently, I haven't had just one song on repeat lately though

Tagging (no pressure!): @itsalongwaytotipperary, @w0lfinsheepscl0thing, @prometheus-ghost, @scary-pixie, @admiraleyk, @fatherramiro, @fadingdreamerdream, @j-exclamationmark-l, @thepiedcurrawong +open!

Favourite movie: No Country for Old Men is an amazing film and probably my favourite. The Princess Bride is always great too, and then there’s Dune (2021) ofc.

Favourite TV show: Harrrrd. I’ve got a lot of shows I love. There’s always Dark, so that’s probably my favourite, but I also really like Alice in Borderland and Test Patterns.

Favourite musical artist: Sarah and the Safe Word, and then The Crane Wives

Favourite colour: The shade of purple you see in the sky just after the sun goes down.

Favourite season: I’m a winter gal.

Favourite book: DUNE!!! DUNE!!! DUNE!!!!! House of Leaves is also a neato beanito one

Do you have any funko pops? I have a Ted Lasso funko pop my family got me for christmas once.

Do you play any instruments? No. I’m planning to learn guitar and keyboard soon though (she said with all too much confidence)

Do you have any pets? A Boston Terrier called Colt :3. He’s v cute! And also my family tends to adopt any daddy long-legs we find in the laundry.

Do you read or write fanfiction? I read and I have a single work published. Not telling though ;3

What songs have you had on repeat lately? Long Throes and kms by Los Campesinos! and most of Jesus Christ: Superstar.

Uhhh open tags but specifically @lesbianhouseplant (i will get to ur tags like rn im so sorry for holding off on them :€) and @thehollywoodnecromancer (i’ve left a little treat for you in here)

someone-kill-the-ej

Ty for the tag Av!

Favorite movie: uhm...problem Clue? I'm nit sure I can't pick *just one.* but horror also is good...but fuck I gotta go with Clue or the Linguini Incident here as of recent movies I really like

Favorite show: Good Omens, probably, or B99 ties with it.

Favorite musical artist: DAVID FUCKING BOWIE. Hehe sorry, but also Green Day and System of A Down

Favorite color: red, orange, purple, black, and green I suppose, but also lavender cause it's pretty asf

Favorite season: autumn/fall

Favorite book: ZIGGY STARDUST AND ME OMG ITS GAY AND PERFECT I WISH I COULD RE-READ IT A MILLION TIMES

Do you have any funko pops? Yes. Many

Do you play any instruments? Yeah, im a drummer, but im a bit rusty

Do you have any pets? Yes, a small chihuahua terrier mix named Phoebe! She's so smol and cute

Do you read or write fanfiction? Yes and yes. Not saying anything more to that tho :3

What songs have you had on repeat lately? The Passenger by Iggy Pop, a shit ton of older Bowie stuff, lots of Green Day, and a crap ton of rock and grunge

For tagsss: @thehollywoodnecromancer @killingthemoon27 @disco-titts @here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can and then open tags for the rest!

here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can

thanks for the tag!

favourite movie: uhh Labyrinth is my comfort movie ig, or the hobbit movies and lotr

favourite show: Derry Girls. i am so not normal about this show ive watched it six times probably

favourite musical artist: David Bowie (duh) and Fleetwood Mac

favourite colour: black, dark red, phtalo green

favourite season: autumn

favourite book: All Creatures Great and Small by James Herriot

do you have any funko pops? sadly no 😔

do you play any instruments? YES I DO violin and guitar, and ig i can do stuff on a piano? idk i learnt it playing around with my sampler

do you have any pets? yes i have a dog, he’s a whippet and his name is marty cos i love bttf

do you read or write fanfiction? both, but i haven’t rlly written in ages

what songs have you had on repeat lately? I Can’t Be With You by The Cranberries (listening to it rn (LYING IN MY BED AGAIN AND I CRY COS YOURE NOT HERE) ahem anyways), Linger by The Cranberries, SHUT UP by FKA Rayne, Lost by Linkin Park and sooo many more songs bc i live off of music

no pressure tags: @justaboymadeofhoneyandglass @homocidalpotat @aesthetic-writer18 + anyone else who wants to join!

#deco my tree #christmas #christmasposting #moots #friends

thanks for the tag <33

fave movie: uhh idk, i cant think rn. tarzan??

fave show: the good place, silent witness

fave music artist: green day (billie joe armstrong)

fave colour: foresty greens

fave season: autumn

fave book: the mysterious incident of the dog in the night time

funko pops?: no theyre expensive and look weird

instruments: i can play a bit on the electric guitar and keyboard?? oh and the triangle lol

pets: 1 dog 2 bunnies

read/write fanfics: barely. i do both but not very often

songs on repeat: burn the witch (queens of the stone age) boulevard of broken dreams (green day)

omg i completely forgot about this blog, whoops

anyways, if any of my mutuals wanna chat with me or wtv pls remember to do that here(ik its on my too) just so my blog doesnt get clogged up

also this blog is too much of a mood to ignore

titsay

we could sit together and do nothing all day— i'd still be the happiest

Posting again :3 Calling all mutuals, friends and loyal followers! Here is my DECO MY TREE- please (no pressure) add your own decoration, I love hearing from you all <3

Decorate Friend's Tree for Christmas🎅

You don't have to be my mutual to add one ^^ don't be shy!!

You can all tag me in your ones too!!! I'd love to see them, and love writing affectionate notes to all my friends :3

#if only it were that simple...

TL;DR I have someone for you guys to block and/or report. @/szprycer.

This person sent some troubling DMs to my friend @yourlocalbadgerscales (Jamiee) who is, quite rightly, rather shaken. She received an unprovoked message from this user, of whom she had never interacted with before. This message called her an R-slur, and threatened to rape her mother. This user also mocked Jamiee's identity, and said that a bi-lesbian wasn't even a thing. They also threatened to commit arson against Jamiee, and were being very violent and antisocial. I would go on but this is Jamiee's experience and I don't want to overshare or put words into her mouth. But, to summarise, this person is very problematic.

allthatispeculiar

parents suck istg

frrr

what have yours done now

im off school today. because my cramps are so bad i have been crying and writhing in pain and barely able to breathe etc etc

and theyre like "well [deadname] if you act like this every morning we dont know when you're faking it or not" even tho i dont act like this every morning. my pain was genuinely really bad today. and i dont actually fake my pain just to avoid school. im just in pain a lot so they decided 9/10 times im faking it

and they were also mad at me because i said "well i have homework to do so i can do that instead, plus one of my lessons is online" and my dad got mad at me for not being up to date on my homework. when i have clinical depression and a lot going on at the moment.

and they are also mad cos my room is a mess. because i have depression. they don't get that depression = little to no motivation and energy. and dad was like "well even when i dont want to do stuff like look after you i have to do it so thats not an excuse". im a teenager. having a SLIGHTLY messy room is not the same as looking after another human as a legal responsibility. i know im a lot to deal with cos of my mental and physical health but dad always acts like im the most burdening thing in existence. like. sorry. if you didnt want a kid there are ways to prevent that

and my sister was having some stupid ass tantrum because my dad ate one of the biscuits she made that she said he could have. and instead of dealing with it calmly, my mum escalated it to a shouting match and threatened to throw away my sister's biscuits. which like. obviously wont help. so I have had to listen to screaming all morning from my crappy sister and mother.

and of course. the whole "just because youre on your period doesnt mean you can just stay off school or do nothing". they say this EVERY time and they are clearly wrong because my period is so bad that i CANT go in to school. like my bad im sorry im like this

im just SO fed up because they constantly make me the villain. they think im lying about everything when im not. they think im overdramatic and annoying. they act like im a burden. i really cant deal with them anymore because how shit is it to remind your kid that they were an accident. and like my dads always saying how when i was two or smth he didnt have a job so stayed home with me and it was one of the worst years of his life and he gained weight and got depressed blahblahblah. like. my bad. sorry Toddler Me couldn't be your therapist. sorry i burdened you by being a human life that needed tending to.

I’m so sorry they’re like that :(

My autistic ass almost gave into the urge to tell you exactly what I relate to abt this pharagraph to make you feel seen but I know people hate that… my mum has kindly (💀🙏) enlightened me abt that. So I won’t.

Your sister seems like she’s so annoying to be around. Was she yelled at a lot as a kid, or has she just always been like that?

It’s so unfair that your parents don’t take you seriously either when you literally tell them you’re not doing well. My mum has been the same these last days since I’m home sick.

… yk what I’m just gonna leave that there because no matter how hard I try that’s how I try making people feel better. I’m sorry.

I wish I knew how to cheer you up properly :(

its okay. idm when people try to relate to whats going on for me and it does make me feel seen. but if you make it into a competition or give any "i have it worse" shit i will cry because my emotionally abuse friend did that to me for 2 and a half years. so yeah, if you relate to smth i say or you want me to feel seen or not alone, you can, just dont like. turn it into a full blown trauma dump. thanks <333

my parents dont tend to shout first but they are crappy parents. my sister is just a horrible person though because she will turn the tiniest most irrelevant thing into 3 hours of shouting and hitting and its really scary. also we have the same parents and i almost never get angry. yeah we are different people but i think part of it is just that shes a bad sister

yeah exactly. like. im not lying, why would i lie about this. there is clear evidence i feel that way. just ... shush. ignore the demon on ur shoulder

its okay jamiee <33 youre a lovely person who makes me feel better just by being you. venting helped (thanks for letting me <3) and i really appreciate you

okay I will try to remember that. That’s the person I most of all don’t wanna become and I’m constantly scared I actually am like that and nobody tells me because I HATE those people

yeah, she seems horrible ngl. I barely have any sympathy at all for her if that’s what she does. I mean, people react differently to growing up under the same circumstances, but to me it seems like that’s probably not all that lies behind her behaviour.

yeah like??? WHY WOULD SOMEONE EVEN LIE ABT THATTT

I’m glad to hear that, that’s who I wanna be :) I appreciate you a lot as well, you’re the chillest person ever but also pretty much the first one I think of when I have something I can’t tell anyone else or something I’m wondering abt… or literally anything. You’re the best <3

oh no, youre nothing like her. she was manipulative, guilt tripping, rude, jealous, competitive, selfish, self obsessed, destructive, rude, possessive, angry, creepy, cruel, etc etc. she has done horrible horrible things that i cant even imagine you doing. you are nothing like her. i promise. if i could see even a bit of her in you i would find it difficult to talk to you but talking to you is so easy. youre a social battery charger not a drainer <3

yeah. my parents think she has autism but im not really sure about that. she might be neurodivergent but i doubt shes autistic. she is a very bad sister to have to deal with. everyone is always like "omg i want a little sister!" until she copies everything you do, steals your stuff, gets mad over nothing, makes everything a competition, makes you feel guilty when you dont wanna talk to her, etc. having siblings sucks tbh

YEAH LET ME JUST LIE ABOUT THAT?? IF I WASNT ILL HOW WOULD I SHOW SYMPTOMS

<3333 no ur the best! ur kind, generous, patient, funny, friendly, sweet and silly :33 you are one of the first people i go to when im not feeling great cos i trust you so much and ur so lovely

Okay, good. Thanks.

jadjsodisiiIWJSIAI THANK YOUUU ☹️ THANK YOU SO MUCH

We can share my little brother instead, he’s the greatest and so sweet

<333333 its okayy

yesss we love your little brother 😌🫡

parents suck istg

frrr

what have yours done now

im off school today. because my cramps are so bad i have been crying and writhing in pain and barely able to breathe etc etc

and theyre like "well [deadname] if you act like this every morning we dont know when you're faking it or not" even tho i dont act like this every morning. my pain was genuinely really bad today. and i dont actually fake my pain just to avoid school. im just in pain a lot so they decided 9/10 times im faking it

and they were also mad at me because i said "well i have homework to do so i can do that instead, plus one of my lessons is online" and my dad got mad at me for not being up to date on my homework. when i have clinical depression and a lot going on at the moment.

and they are also mad cos my room is a mess. because i have depression. they don't get that depression = little to no motivation and energy. and dad was like "well even when i dont want to do stuff like look after you i have to do it so thats not an excuse". im a teenager. having a SLIGHTLY messy room is not the same as looking after another human as a legal responsibility. i know im a lot to deal with cos of my mental and physical health but dad always acts like im the most burdening thing in existence. like. sorry. if you didnt want a kid there are ways to prevent that

and my sister was having some stupid ass tantrum because my dad ate one of the biscuits she made that she said he could have. and instead of dealing with it calmly, my mum escalated it to a shouting match and threatened to throw away my sister's biscuits. which like. obviously wont help. so I have had to listen to screaming all morning from my crappy sister and mother.

and of course. the whole "just because youre on your period doesnt mean you can just stay off school or do nothing". they say this EVERY time and they are clearly wrong because my period is so bad that i CANT go in to school. like my bad im sorry im like this

im just SO fed up because they constantly make me the villain. they think im lying about everything when im not. they think im overdramatic and annoying. they act like im a burden. i really cant deal with them anymore because how shit is it to remind your kid that they were an accident. and like my dads always saying how when i was two or smth he didnt have a job so stayed home with me and it was one of the worst years of his life and he gained weight and got depressed blahblahblah. like. my bad. sorry Toddler Me couldn't be your therapist. sorry i burdened you by being a human life that needed tending to.

I’m so sorry they’re like that :(

My autistic ass almost gave into the urge to tell you exactly what I relate to abt this pharagraph to make you feel seen but I know people hate that… my mum has kindly (💀🙏) enlightened me abt that. So I won’t.

Your sister seems like she’s so annoying to be around. Was she yelled at a lot as a kid, or has she just always been like that?

It’s so unfair that your parents don’t take you seriously either when you literally tell them you’re not doing well. My mum has been the same these last days since I’m home sick.

… yk what I’m just gonna leave that there because no matter how hard I try that’s how I try making people feel better. I’m sorry.

I wish I knew how to cheer you up properly :(

its okay. idm when people try to relate to whats going on for me and it does make me feel seen. but if you make it into a competition or give any "i have it worse" shit i will cry because my emotionally abuse friend did that to me for 2 and a half years. so yeah, if you relate to smth i say or you want me to feel seen or not alone, you can, just dont like. turn it into a full blown trauma dump. thanks <333

my parents dont tend to shout first but they are crappy parents. my sister is just a horrible person though because she will turn the tiniest most irrelevant thing into 3 hours of shouting and hitting and its really scary. also we have the same parents and i almost never get angry. yeah we are different people but i think part of it is just that shes a bad sister

yeah exactly. like. im not lying, why would i lie about this. there is clear evidence i feel that way. just ... shush. ignore the demon on ur shoulder

its okay jamiee <33 youre a lovely person who makes me feel better just by being you. venting helped (thanks for letting me <3) and i really appreciate you

okay I will try to remember that. That’s the person I most of all don’t wanna become and I’m constantly scared I actually am like that and nobody tells me because I HATE those people

yeah, she seems horrible ngl. I barely have any sympathy at all for her if that’s what she does. I mean, people react differently to growing up under the same circumstances, but to me it seems like that’s probably not all that lies behind her behaviour.

yeah like??? WHY WOULD SOMEONE EVEN LIE ABT THATTT

I’m glad to hear that, that’s who I wanna be :) I appreciate you a lot as well, you’re the chillest person ever but also pretty much the first one I think of when I have something I can’t tell anyone else or something I’m wondering abt… or literally anything. You’re the best <3

oh no, youre nothing like her. she was manipulative, guilt tripping, rude, jealous, competitive, selfish, self obsessed, destructive, rude, possessive, angry, creepy, cruel, etc etc. she has done horrible horrible things that i cant even imagine you doing. you are nothing like her. i promise. if i could see even a bit of her in you i would find it difficult to talk to you but talking to you is so easy. youre a social battery charger not a drainer <3

yeah. my parents think she has autism but im not really sure about that. she might be neurodivergent but i doubt shes autistic. she is a very bad sister to have to deal with. everyone is always like "omg i want a little sister!" until she copies everything you do, steals your stuff, gets mad over nothing, makes everything a competition, makes you feel guilty when you dont wanna talk to her, etc. having siblings sucks tbh

YEAH LET ME JUST LIE ABOUT THAT?? IF I WASNT ILL HOW WOULD I SHOW SYMPTOMS

<3333 no ur the best! ur kind, generous, patient, funny, friendly, sweet and silly :33 you are one of the first people i go to when im not feeling great cos i trust you so much and ur so lovely

parents suck istg

frrr

what have yours done now

im off school today. because my cramps are so bad i have been crying and writhing in pain and barely able to breathe etc etc

and theyre like "well [deadname] if you act like this every morning we dont know when you're faking it or not" even tho i dont act like this every morning. my pain was genuinely really bad today. and i dont actually fake my pain just to avoid school. im just in pain a lot so they decided 9/10 times im faking it

and they were also mad at me because i said "well i have homework to do so i can do that instead, plus one of my lessons is online" and my dad got mad at me for not being up to date on my homework. when i have clinical depression and a lot going on at the moment.

and they are also mad cos my room is a mess. because i have depression. they don't get that depression = little to no motivation and energy. and dad was like "well even when i dont want to do stuff like look after you i have to do it so thats not an excuse". im a teenager. having a SLIGHTLY messy room is not the same as looking after another human as a legal responsibility. i know im a lot to deal with cos of my mental and physical health but dad always acts like im the most burdening thing in existence. like. sorry. if you didnt want a kid there are ways to prevent that

and my sister was having some stupid ass tantrum because my dad ate one of the biscuits she made that she said he could have. and instead of dealing with it calmly, my mum escalated it to a shouting match and threatened to throw away my sister's biscuits. which like. obviously wont help. so I have had to listen to screaming all morning from my crappy sister and mother.

and of course. the whole "just because youre on your period doesnt mean you can just stay off school or do nothing". they say this EVERY time and they are clearly wrong because my period is so bad that i CANT go in to school. like my bad im sorry im like this

im just SO fed up because they constantly make me the villain. they think im lying about everything when im not. they think im overdramatic and annoying. they act like im a burden. i really cant deal with them anymore because how shit is it to remind your kid that they were an accident. and like my dads always saying how when i was two or smth he didnt have a job so stayed home with me and it was one of the worst years of his life and he gained weight and got depressed blahblahblah. like. my bad. sorry Toddler Me couldn't be your therapist. sorry i burdened you by being a human life that needed tending to.

I’m so sorry they’re like that :(

My autistic ass almost gave into the urge to tell you exactly what I relate to abt this pharagraph to make you feel seen but I know people hate that… my mum has kindly (💀🙏) enlightened me abt that. So I won’t.

Your sister seems like she’s so annoying to be around. Was she yelled at a lot as a kid, or has she just always been like that?

It’s so unfair that your parents don’t take you seriously either when you literally tell them you’re not doing well. My mum has been the same these last days since I’m home sick.

… yk what I’m just gonna leave that there because no matter how hard I try that’s how I try making people feel better. I’m sorry.

I wish I knew how to cheer you up properly :(

its okay. idm when people try to relate to whats going on for me and it does make me feel seen. but if you make it into a competition or give any "i have it worse" shit i will cry because my emotionally abuse friend did that to me for 2 and a half years. so yeah, if you relate to smth i say or you want me to feel seen or not alone, you can, just dont like. turn it into a full blown trauma dump. thanks <333

my parents dont tend to shout first but they are crappy parents. my sister is just a horrible person though because she will turn the tiniest most irrelevant thing into 3 hours of shouting and hitting and its really scary. also we have the same parents and i almost never get angry. yeah we are different people but i think part of it is just that shes a bad sister

yeah exactly. like. im not lying, why would i lie about this. there is clear evidence i feel that way. just ... shush. ignore the demon on ur shoulder

its okay jamiee <33 youre a lovely person who makes me feel better just by being you. venting helped (thanks for letting me <3) and i really appreciate you

parents suck istg

frrr

what have yours done now