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happy to report that the sex ban has gone off without a hitch this week

#i actually feel so much better than last week idk how the fuck I was doing all that #as a consequence sex dreams are ramping up

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Im :3ing on his dick

#kinda yah

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DRUMMER magazine

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Hey I'm going to rhe storeDoUWantMe I mean do u need anything

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weekend was so fun but also i need a break i think lol.

#justin told me to do very little today. so now i have permission #going to make a collage and get groceries........#market prep all last week + not nearly enough sleep. market on saturday then a get to know u date which was actually a blast !!!!!!#we got pizza and talked about survivor then went to a board game bar and he taught us how to play a couple of games #well. then awesome group sex.#chores day yesterday then a date with a cute guy i met at the market we also got pizza and played arcade games. first solo date in a while #it was cuuute.#but this week i just need to pull back into myself a little. i feel like my brain hasn't been stimulated lately bc ive been so busy !#justin recommended a documentary for me to watch so im going to do that and make art <3 #then tomorrow is commission work day ! so stoked on what im working on tbh #j

takes a break from threesome to check tumblr

anxious as fuck today. i can always tell im in a bad headspace when all i want is distraction

#MEANING i need to face being alone. put my phone down. it helps that i have to get ready for a market next weekend #I just need to get my heart in it again

How long have you been going to the gym?

i've only been back to it after surgery for a month and a half !! but before that a couple years.... getting serious about trying to build muscle now though 😍

#asks

feeling the urge to fill the void

#do i follow it or resist

night out with my gay guys

#checked out the gay bar that opened last week it’s actually rlly cuuuuuuute #um I got home at 4. and for what purpose was i out so late.#good talks with adrian. we ran into max so he joined us.#gave a lesbian a pep talk to go kiss the girl that said ‘I could pop your head like a basketball’ L O L #guy at the drunk burrito place thought I was hitting on him when I asked what his (order) number was #many cuties said i was a cutie. everyone thought me and Adrian were dating #me

feeeling very much like myself this week more than i have in a long time. yesterday had a meeting about a gig that makes me nervous but im taking it regardless (screen printing another artist's work for him). had a second meeting and ran into kris at the coffee shop!!! under stressful circumstances. he invited me to pilates and bc alex is out of town + i didn't want to go home yet i joined and it was so fun..... i feel my strength is almost back to where it was before surgery :3 after the sun set i walked and talked to alex on the phone. at home had another call with someone who i kind of then and there decided to put less energy into trying to appeal to. pinned + sewed my mayfly project. stayed up late af on a facetime with someone i then and there decided to put much much more energy into...!

today!!!!:

grade finals and submit grades for the semester

gym

finish sewing my mayflies

go to the lab and do actual work

print my new linoblock

??????? watch the big lebowski with someone who at this point hasn't texted me back about it ???

#me #one of my students sent me an email at 3 am and started it with 'hey twin'. uh lmao

ok seriously need to take better care of myself this week......

#im like why am i falling apart. oh maybe bc i dont sleep i drink too much i dont give myself any time alone #extend myself like crazy helping loved ones meanwhile #behind on everything i need to do #made out / gave head too much now my piercing is irritated. unrelated #need to go to the dentist THIS WEEK.#bc i wont have insurance starting in june. so yayyyy. oh my god. trying not to freak #blood test tomorrow. refilling all my prescriptions so i have back ups.....#me