You're heavily pregnant when it hits you just how outrageously spoiled sylus' daughter is going to be
sylus x pregnant reader ⥠fluff ⥠1.3k words
Youâre 8 months pregnant with Sylusâ child, and it is no easy feat. But what did you expect? The man is huge. His towering figure and sharp features exude dominance and power, though his soul held nothing of the sort. At least not with you.Â
You're lying on the egregiously expensive leather couch, hand rested on the underside of your belly. You canât do much these days, not that youâre incapable; youâre just too tired. You swear this baby is sucking all the energy out of you.Â
Sylus has been away on some type of âbusiness tripâ for the last week. He has texted you at least 4 times a day, constantly checking on your comfort. He even orders the chef to make you specific foods you mention in passing from halfway across the world.Â
Luke and Kieran (surprisingly) arenât here. They had tagged along on the so-called business trip. You guess that whatever business Sylus was doing was more serious than he let on. He spared the details, not wanting to alarm you. These past months, the twins have been your shadows, ensuring your safety and comfort everywhere you went. Â
Sylus dreaded leaving you. You had become more clingy since getting pregnant; just his scent would bring you comfort. You had no shame about it either, embracing him in the doorway when he returned home, nuzzling his chest to breathe in his scent as deeply as humanly possible. Sylus loved it, petting your hair and saying, âI missed you too, sweetie.â You often found yourself burying your nose into his pillow while he was away.Â
Unfortunately, Sylus had to be away even more often now. With the impending birth of his daughter, he wanted to settle things in the N109 quickly. He needed to make sure his daughter would grow in a safe, stable environment. She would never question her dad's return home or worry if he was injured.Â
You sit up on the couch, rubbing your lower back. God, your back hurts. Just as you were about to grab your phone and text Sylus, you heard the door leading to the garage open. Sylus is finally home. You breathe out a sigh of relief. You slowly lift yourself from the plush couch, eager to greet your husband. You make it not even two steps when the twins come rushing into the living roomÂ
Luke and Kieran, clad in their black uniforms and crow masks, are carrying bags. Shopping bags. Lots of shopping bags. Easily six massive bags hooked onto each arm, with a few of Sylusâ men trailing behind them with even more. âBosslady!â Luke said excitedly, dropping an armful of bags onto the floor. âWe missed you!â Kieran nodded at his brotherâs words, âYeah, and Bossman missed you too. He wouldnât shut up about it.â
You nodded, staring at the mountain of shopping bags that was now invading your living room. âYeah⊠I missed you guys too,â you said, taking a step towards the bags. They're all from baby stores, luxury children's boutiques, maternity wear stores, you name it. âWhereâs Sylus?â you ask, wanting to speak to the true perpetrator.Â
As soon as you mention his name, in he walks, looking as effortlessly gorgeous as usual. For a split second, the idea of dragging him to your bed consumes your thoughts, but you swiftly suppress it. Then you notice his hands. He has more bags. He drops them the moment he sets his eyes on you.Â
He takes two long strides towards you. âSweetie,â he says, pulling you into his chest. âI missed you so, so much.â You pull back and look up into his eyes. His hands quickly come up to cup your cheeks, thumbs brushing your cheekbones. âWe missed you too,â you say, looking down at your swollen belly. He leans down to kiss you, chaste and gentle, but you do the unthinkable. You deny him.
You push against his chest and take a step back. He drops his hands to his side in shock. Did you really just deny him the otherworldly pleasure of kissing his wife? He canât remember the last time you did that, if ever. What could he have done wrong?
You stare directly into his wide, shocked eyes, crossing your arms. âSylus,â you say, long and drawn out, âplease enlighten me as to why there are, like, a hundred shopping bags in our living room.â You gesture to the room.Â
He chuckles and adjusts his watch. âI just thought I would get a few things for you and the baby, kitten,â he says nonchalantly, stepping toward you again and settling his arm around your waist, dropping his head towards your ear. âAs an apology for being away so long,â he whispers.
âSylus,â you grab at his arm, âwe do not need all this. We already have a fully stocked nursery.âÂ
âSo?â
âSo? So we donât need all this unnecessary stuff, Sylus!â
âDonât you want our baby to have the best?âÂ
âYes, but this is too much! Sheâs going to be spoiled!âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with that?â he asks, cocking his head to the side like a curious cat.Â
It hits you then. You had never really thought about it before. This baby was going to be spoiled, and her father saw absolutely nothing wrong with it. What did you expect from the man that had the entire N109 zone shaking in their boots?
Luke, Kieran, and the rest of Sylusâ men have slowly filed out of the room, leaving you and Sylus alone with the mountain of shopping bags.Â
You peel his arm off your body, grabbing the first tissue paper-filled shopping bag that you see. You hold it up towards Sylus and pull out the contents. âSee? Why does our baby need aâŠâ you actually take a good look at whatâs in your hand: âA Swarovski crystal-encrusted onesie! Really, Sylus?â You give him a deadpan look and drop the onesie back into the bag.Â
 âItâs cute, kitten. Do I need another reason?â He crosses his arms and shrugs his shoulders, as casual as ever.Â
You pick up another bag. âA-and this, a Louboutin baby shoe? She wonât even be able to walk.âÂ
âFashion doesnât always mean practicality, sweetie.âÂ
âA pure silk blanket? That's not even useful.âÂ
âIt matches our robes.â
âFour different types of breast pumps? These are like $400 each.âÂ
âI want to make sure you find whatâs best for you.â
âOkay, thatâs actually very sweet. Thank you, honey.â You sigh, defeated. Your husband practically worships the ground that you walk on. You canât even begin to imagine the lengths that he would go to for your children.
He slinks back over to you, placing one hand on your belly and the other around your back to pull you close. You succumb to his embrace, unable to resist your husband's affections any longer. You drop your head onto his chest, wrapping your arms around him. âOur daughter is going to be spoiled, isnât she?â you ask. âYes,â he answers, almost too quickly. âThereâs nothing I can do about it, is there?â he sighs into your hair. âNo, my love, no, there is not.âÂ
You look up at him, getting on your tippy toes, urging him to lean closer. He leans down, your lips inch closer to his, nearly touching. âJust try not to spoil her rotten. Okay, Sy?â His breath fans over your nose.
 âWith a mother like you?â he says, voice dripping with devotion. âShe could never be rotten.â You smile at him.
Finally, after a whole week of being deprived of him, you kiss your husband. It was long, and gentle, and perfect.
Of course your daughter is going to be spoiled. You suppose you are spoiled too. Â
sylus knelt in front of you, hands trembling slightly as he held the ring box open. he had rehearsed it. the whole thing. three times. precise words. calm tone. just like a mission.
but when he looked up at youâreally lookedâeverything unraveled.
âiâŠâ he began, then swallowed hard. âi thought i could say it all. clean. simple. butâŠâ
his voice broke. your breath caught as he looked down, blinking fast, then back up at you. his eyes were soaked in emotion, shining too much.
âi never planned on needing someone,â he whispered. âand then you came along. and now iââ his jaw clenched. âi canât do anything without thinking of you.â
you dropped to your knees in front of him, hands cupping his face.
âi love you so much it scares me,â he choked, finally cracking. âi want to spend every day proving iâm good enough for you.â he opened the box with shaking fingers. âwill you marry me?â
you nodded, crying, saying yes yes yes, and he exhaled, forehead dropping to yours in relief, a shaky, silent kiss pressing against your lips. he didnât say much else. but when he slipped the ring on your finger, his hand wouldnât stop shaking, and his heart had never beat louder.
By the time Sylus gets home, youâve been asleep for enough time to feel well rested.
He goes on about his usual routine: disarming himself, checking that everything is running smoothly, having a steaming shower. If he notices that youâve been staring at him the whole time heâs been coming and going in and out the room, he doesnât say anything.
Maybe heâs not even aware that youâre awake. After all, Sylus doesnât like disturbing you, especially not when youâre sleeping. Or maybe he just likes to feel your eyes on him â heâs mentioned it before. And so, you scan his every move, the way his muscles ripple under the satin robe he likes to wear after showering, and how he flexes as he throws on his pajamas.
You stare at him for so long that youâve started to drift off again. Perhaps you werenât entirely awake and your longing for Sylusâ presence made you conjure him up, almost like a genie had granted you a wish; and your wish would always, always be him.
You feel his lips press to your forehead, his slender fingers softly caressing your cheek before he sits on the bed, the expensive mattress barely dipping under his weight, âGet some rest, sweetie.â
Sylus lies down next to you and now itâs your turn to feel his eyes on you, while he traces your features softly with the tip of his finger, as if he intends to commit you to memory in that precise moment.
For a brief second, youâre tempted to start one of your bantering moments, those when you both pretend youâre not equally crazy about the other even though you spend the entire day longing for him. Even in your busiest moments, your brain still supplies you with brief moments of intense yearning, like your souls are trying to constantly reach for each other.
You both end up falling asleep, but before the sun rises, you wake up again. This time, Sylusâ back is facing you. So strong, yet so soft. Your dragon, in all his glory. So vulnerable, with all his scars, lying there next to you.
Instinctively, you raise your hand, the unbearable need to touch him taking over you. And yet, you stop yourself, fingers tingling as your hand hangs mid-air. Sylus barely shuffles and you lower your hand softly, your eyes burning holes on his pale skin, a confession in the tip of your tongue.
Still, you hold back. You can just stare at his back the whole day. At least until youâre courageous enough to mutter the three words that have been stuck in your throat for so long.
Zayne: On his side, one arm draped over you. Doesn't move much, but his head might end up resting against your chest by 'pure chance'. If he has nightmares, he holds you a little tighter.
Xavier: Doesn't make noise or move at all. Seems dead except for his moving chest. This isn't a problem unless he falls asleep on top of you, crushing you. Immovable object.
Rafayel: Moves around quite a bit, and if he wakes up, he always complains about how 1. You're hogging the blanket and 2. You're not cuddling him. (He literally pushed away the blanket and you himself)
Sylus: While Xavier might crush you by accident, this man does it on purpose. Fully covering your body with his, face neatly tucked against your neck. He snores constantly but softly.
Caleb: Spooning, iron grip version. You're not going anywhere while he's out. Sometimes he talks in his sleep. Your name, mostly. He doesn't tend to snore, but when he does, it's one singular loud as hell snore.
Rafayel's toddler son is a total mama's boy, despite looking just like his father.
"Nine months in my womb and you look just like your idiot father."
The little kid follows you around everywhere you go and demands that you hold his hand. Personal space is non-existent with both your boys. If it isn't Rafayel clinging to you, it is your son who demands cuddles just as often.
Surprisingly, unlike his father, your son is a very quiet and docile child. He listens to you when you ask him to clean up after himself, and he helps you tidy, despite never being asked to.
But despite being a soft-natured child, he is his father's greatest rival.
Pushing his dad's face away softly whenever he gets too close. Pulling on his ear piercing as a way to fidget. Interrupting the two of you.
Arms wrapped around each other, with you on his lap. He deepens the kiss, sliding a hand in your hair, only for a small voice to call out.
"Mama?"
"Hi baby!"
And just like that, he's forgotten again, left strung up behind.
Squeezing himself between the two of you in bed, which is fine, until Rafayel wakes up with a foot in his face, apparently, the passive nature disappears when he's asleep.
After waking up for the eighth time with his son starfished
"Now I know why some animals eat their young."
"Rafayel!"
Rafayel loves his little twin, though (the cuteness aggression he gets looking at the product of your love).
i have the silly husband!zayne in the mind so time to ramble about him đ
husband!zayne who wakes up first and either cooks breakfast or heats up the already prepared meal from the night before that was in the fridge. once you wake up, he's already made you your drink of choice that he's memorized by heart. it's a lot less sweeter for his liking (he'd sneakily take a sip just to make sure he got it right once in a while) but it was one of the details he loves about you
husband!zayne who pulls you into his arms and affectionately squeezes you momentarily just to hear you giggle before he goes to work, your voice and laughter sounds like home to him
husband!zayne who keeps you updated about his work, checks up on you while on break and even sometimes texts you if he has tea to share once he gets back home after work
husband!zayne who, contrary to his professional exterior, is a great storyteller when it comes to sharing gossip. he doesn't need to change his monotonous tone much, his looks and dramatic pauses alone says a thousand words
husband!zayne who feels really guilty when he doesn't get to give you a heads up about an emergency situation that he gets pulled into and makes it up by taking you to both of your favorite pastry store and having a nice afternoon date there
husband!zayne who adores your cooking, even if some days you can only cook a simple meal. he'd suggest simple ways to spice it up next time and if you do take him up on it, he'd give you an honest critique about it
husband!zayne who pulls you into his nightly care routine before bed. shaving his face, skin care, then brushing his teeth. he'd let you shave his face and put on the skin care products on him, he puts your own products on yours and you do this almost every night if you both have enough energy by the end of the day
husband!zayne who loves having you lay your head on his chest, one of his arms wrapped around your waist comfortably as you two chat in hushed whispers about silly jokes and 'i love you's into the dark before falling asleep together
dad!zayne who opens a text from you during his break. it reads, "i've been wondering why it takes them a while to finish. did you know about this?" followed by a video of their child at the sink, taken at an angle that suggests they do not realise they were being recorded.
dad!zayne who plays the video to see their little 4-year-old washing their hands very thoroughly before proceeding to work up their forearms â a manner that is no way unfamiliar to the man himself.
dad!zayne who is impressed that somehow their preschooler managed to learn how to wash their hands like they were to scrub in for surgery. he may have absentmindedly done that a few times at home. did they pick that up from him?
dad!zayne who watches fondly as the child's focus breaks and looks at the camera stunned, finally noticing you. "do you want to say hi to daddy?" you say. they nod enthusiastically, waving at the camera and flinging a few suds away, "hi daddy!"
dad!zayne who has an ice evol, melting under the warmth of his two suns.
idk if this has been done before but aaaa plot bunnies part of me still in disbelief that l&ds of all things has me writing. i feel rusty and lowk out of my element? this was inspired by tiktok doomscrolling.
I wrote this because I really needed to feel a little loved today and if a man isnât going to do it, Iâll write it for myself. Itâs deeply self-indulgent but this is the kind of love I want. Not just any love, but the kind that is all-consuming and unwavering. Iâve never been in love, nor have I ever truly felt loved and as I approach my 30s, Iâm feeling it! Maybe this kind of love is unrealistic, maybe Iâve read too many stories that paint devotion in impossible hues. But if I were to be loved, this is how I would want it.
Sylus had always found the quiet unsettling.Â
His life had always been loud and chaotic, dangerous even. His past life, too, had been filled with sound, of dragon wings beating through the skies and fire roaring over cities. When those cities came for him, their shouts resonated through the air, filling his days with a cacophony that became his white noise, his comfort.
Now, the sounds of guns blazing and motorcycles purring were his norm. Days were his nights and his nights were chaos, loud chaos. He was used to it, thrived in it even.
Silence usually meant that something was wrong. That something was building and chaos would erupt soon. Silence was deadly.Â
But right now, in this moment, with you curled up against him, chest rising and falling, he thought maybe he could learn to love the quiet too. This moment of peace was far too precious, too perfect that heâd be willing to wage war on anything that dared to break the stillness. Â
Poor thing.
Youâd fallen asleep so quickly, curled on his lap. Your body warm and trusting, your cheek pressed against his chest. He could feel the soft puffs of your breath against the skin bared beneath his robe, the way your fingers had instinctively curled around the fabric at his waist before going slack.Â
It was too much. Too tender. Too perfect.Â
His heart squeezed dangerously, threatening to burst with emotions he hadnât allowed himself to feel for milenia. Still, he couldnât take his eyes off you.Â
His hand moved on its own, trailing down your spine, smoothing over the curve of your back, fingers brushing lightly over your hair.Â
Each tiny shift came with the softest little noises of contentment, sounds he wanted to bottle up and keep forever.Â
This is what love feels like.
Heâd experienced it before, with you. Love that was shouted from rooftops, that set cities aflame and was declared loudly, passionately.Â
But this was something else. Quieter. Deeper. Unassuming. An entirely different kind of love to the ones he'd experienced before.Â
It crept up on him in the silence and wrapped itself around his heart, squeezing tightly, narrowing its focus to only you.Â
It wasnât a sudden, violent force, like a city razed to the ground.Â
No, this was entirely different. It was the moment that lobster realised that the pot was too hot to survive, the only choice was to surrender.Â
And in the end, wasnât that feeling of giving in a relief?Â
His throat tightened. His eyes stung.
Sylus exhaled softly, shaking his head gently. âYou really do trust me, donât you?â
The words were barely more than a breath, a desperate attempt to preserve the quiet of the room, but they made that grip on his chest tighten imperceptibly harder.
You had no idea what it meant, how it affected him, to have you like this. Warm and safe in his arms. Completely unguarded.Â
Completely his.
He scoffed lightly, remembering the way you had first met in this life. The fear, the hatred in your eyes, the anguish in his.Â
âYou're impossible,â he murmured, his voice even quieter now, almost reverent. âYou know that?â
You stirred slightly, nuzzling into his warmth, but didnât wake.Â
âOf course you donât. You have no idea.âÂ
Another sleepy noise escaped past the pout of your lips, and he smiled, warm and soft.Â
A little while ago, Luke and Keiran had knocked on the door, the soft sound enough to make a frown crease between your brows. Theyâd entered to find a glare fixed on them, red piercing eyes telling them that whatever they had to say could wait.Â
They left quickly, smart enough to forget the sight before them.Â
Sylusâ fingers traced idle patterns along your arm, his touch featherlight.Â
Youâd tell him off, if you were awake. Tell him to start his day. Order him to tend to Onychinus. You were so selfless, so giving. Youâd put anything and anyone else before yourself.
Luckily, he had no such ideals.
Somewhere, far away, the world still existed. There were people waiting for him, needing him. Things that needed his attention, his approval. None of it mattered.Â
There was no past. No future. Just this.
Just the steady rhythm of your breathing. Just this moment, stretching infinitely, like a dream he never wanted to wake from.
He was selfish when it came to everything but you. And even then, he was still a little selfish.Â
He would keep anyone waiting, if it meant he got to hold you, like this. Heâd run his business into the ground for the taste of your lips.Â
He had, and would again, raise entire continents to the ground to ensure your safety, uncaring of anyone that resided there.Â
Yes, he was selfish.
And he didnât care.Â
A quiet sigh left him. He didnât deserve any of this. Did he? He had ruined too much, burned too many things and left too many ghosts in his wake. Yet, here you were. Pressed against him, completely at ease.Â
His throat constricted. How? How could something as good as you ever belong in the arms of someone like him?Â
No he didnât deserve it, but he would keep it anyway. A dragonâs nature was to hoard.Â
His eyes roamed your face, memorising everything. Each freckle. Each eyelash. The soft curve of your lips, parted just slightly with sleep. He reasoned that you had to have been made by some higher force. That somewhere, there was a god that claimed you proudly as their creation.Â
He was torn by that. By the idea that there was something or someone else out there that had a right to you. But you were a masterpiece and it was the only way you made sense.Â
So if there was a god, let them bear witness. Let them take notes. That his devotion, his heart was offered in quiet surrender to that creation. To you.Â
Slowl, with infinite care, he raised a hand to cup your cheek, brushing his thumb over your lips in a barely-there touch. Soft. Delicate. Sacred. He wanted to kiss you, but he wouldnât. Not yet. He wouldnât wake you.Â
Instead, he leaned in and pressed his forehead against yours, your breathsâ mingling, breathing you in. You smelled warm, like sleep and something sweet, something inherently you. He shut his eyes, just for a moment, letting the sensation settle in his bones.
And when he pulled back he just stared.
Memorising you. Worshipping you.
It had been a long time since he said those words to you.
Reluctant to break the sanctity of the precarious relationship the two of you had, heâd kept them inside. But here, in the hush of the night, with you deep in sleep, he could be honest in ways he never could before.Â
âYou have no idea how much IâŠâ He swallowed, tilting his head back against the couch, staring up at the ceiling, willing away the fullness that threatened to spill from his eyes. âHow much I love you.â
A single tear dripped down his cheek, tracing a glistening path, evidence of his quiet confession.Â
His heartbeat increased, loud and strong in the quiet of the room. He willed it to still, wished he could make it stop beating lest it wake you from your slumber.Â
And then-
A sleepy hum.Â
A shift of your body.Â
And a murmured, drowsy, âLuh you too.â
His breath stopped.
You were barely conscious, probably didnât even know what you were saying, but his chest ached all the same. A deep overwhelming ache.
He looked down to see your bleary, unfocused eyes gazing back at his. Heavy with lingering sleepiness and slow blinks.Â
Your hand cupped his face and swept away more tears that had fallen from his eyes.Â
Hands wrapped around his shoulders, holding him tightly, like you were afraid he would let you go.Â
Silly thing, he would never let you go.Â
Your head nestled into his neck and you pressed a soft kiss to his racing pulse.Â
âLove you, Sylus.âÂ
His arms tightened around you in response, pulling you closer, needing the physical closeness to ground himself, to remind himself that this was real.Â
Your breathing deepened again, soft breaths tickling the skin of his neck in a way that promised heâd have a patch of condensation there in a little while.Â
He didnât care.Â
âI love you too,â he whispered into the silence of the room.Â
His arms flexed around you slightly. His heart, beating a pattern just for you. A silent vow.
This, the two of you, would never be a fleeting moment. It wasnât something he would allow to slip through his fingers like smoke, something he would lose in the chaos of the life he led.Â
No.Â
This was eternal.
He would build up a world from dust to ensure your place by his side. To keep you safe, protected, his.Â
No matter what happened, he would never let this go.
Sylus had never been the kind of man to hesitate. ruthlessness, precision, and controlâthese things came naturally to him. he could break a man with a word, send empires crumbling with a command, and yetâŠ
three simple words had him struggling
âI love you.â
he had never said them before. never needed to. but with you, he wanted to. he needed to
he just⊠couldnât.
the first time he tried, you were curled up beside him on the couch, watching some movie he wasnât even paying attention to. your head rested against his shoulder, his arm lazily draped around you, fingers tracing absentminded patterns along your wrist. you were warm. soft. comforting in a way he didnât know how to describe
the words pressed against his throat. all he had to do was say them. three words. three stupid, simple words
he opened his mouthâ
âdo you want more popcorn?â you asked, sitting up slightly
he closed it. inhaled through his nose. forced a smirk âtch, i donât eat that cheap stuffâ
you rolled your eyes âliar. you had a whole handful ten minutes agoâ
âthat was differentâ
you snorted, throwing a piece of popcorn at him. he caught it between his fingers, flicked it back at you, and just like that, the moment was gone.
the second time, you were half-asleep in his bed, tangled up in the sheets with one of his hoodies drowning your frame. he watched you, his fingers brushing over your cheek, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear
the words sat heavy on his tongue
âI loveââ
you made a soft sound, shifting slightly âmm⊠Sylus?â
he swallowed hard âyeah?â
âstop staring. creepy.â
he huffed a quiet laugh, pressing a kiss to your temple instead. you drifted back to sleep within seconds, and he exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair
what the hell was wrong with him?
the third time, he almost had it
you were sitting on the balcony, the night breeze ruffling your hair as you gazed out over the city. he stood behind you, leaning against the railing, watching the way the neon lights reflected in your eyes
âI love yââ
âhey,â you interrupted, turning to look at him âwhy do you keep staring at me lately?â
he stiffened âwhat?â
âyou just seem like⊠you wanna say something. but you donâtâ
Sylus clicked his tongue, forcing his usual smirk
âmaybe I just like watching youâ
your brows furrowed slightly, but then you smiled, shaking your head
âyouâre weirdâ
he watched as you turned back toward the skyline, his hands curling into fists
coward.
he didnât get another chance
because the next time, you beat him to it
you were both in the kitchen, doing absolutely nothing special. he was leaning against the counter, watching you stir your coffee, and you just⊠said it
âI love you, Sylusâ
just like that. so casually. so effortlessly.
his brain short-circuited
you blinked at him, waiting. then, slowly, a frown crept onto your face. ââŠSylus?â
he swallowed, gripping the edge of the counter. he had waited so damn long to say it first, and now you had stolen the moment right out from under him
his expression mustâve given him away, because you suddenly broke into laughter
âoh my god were you trying to say it first?â
his eye twitched
you covered your mouth, still giggling. âI canât believe youâre actually pouting about this. youâre so cuteâ
his scowl deepened âshut upâ
âno, really, itâs adorable. the big bad Sylus, all sulky because I said it firstâ
he groaned, dragging a hand down his face âthis is a disasterâ
you stepped closer, resting your hands against his chest âhey,â you murmured, smile softening
âit doesnât matter who said it first, you know. you donât have to force it. just say it when youâre readyâ
he exhaled slowly, eyes dropping to yours. something in his chest squeezed tight, and finally
âI love youâ
you beamed âsee? that wasnât so hardâ
he sighed, tugging you forward, burying his face against your shoulder âshut upâ
A quiet hospital room, the rhythmic beeping of a monitor, and a steady hand in yours. The tension lingers in the airâuncertainty, hope, fearâall colliding in the seconds before fate takes its course. And then, with a single breath, everything shifts.
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Pairing: Zayne x MC/Reader
I'm no way near know what labor feel like, so I try my best!
The hospital room is quiet, save for the steady beeping of the monitors and the occasional distant chatter from the hallway. The dim lighting casts everything in a soft glow, making the space feel cozier than it shouldâeven with the sterile white walls and medical equipment surrounding you.
Zayne sits beside your bed, his ever-present clipboard in hand, reviewing something with a look of calm focus. Heâs been like this for the past hourâchecking notes, double-checking them, then checking them again, as if he personally intended to oversee every detail of your care.
You watch him for a moment before finally breaking the silence. âYou know, for someone who isnât my actual doctor, you sure look like one.â
His gaze lifts from the clipboard, cool and composed as ever. âI am a doctor.â
You snort. âYeah, but not mine. Youâre off-duty, remember?â
Zayne tilts his head slightly, a thoughtful hum leaving his lips before he counters smoothly, âNot yours?â He leans forward, resting an elbow on the bed as his cool fingers brush over your knuckles. âI seem to recall you calling me yours quite often.â
You narrow your eyes, catching the deliberate way he twists your words. âOh, so weâre doing this now?â
His thumb brushes along your hand, his expression composed but undeniably pleased. âDoing what?â
You let out an amused huff. âNever mind.â
He doesnât push, just holds your hand a little firmer, his touch steady. âEither way, I have no intention of being off-duty when it comes to you.â
You roll your eyes, squeezing his hand. âWow, so controlling.â
His brow lifts. âI prefer âthorough.ââ
You laugh, squeezing his hand. âRight, right. Thorough.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, a comfortable one, before Zayne shifts slightly, his eyes dropping to your belly. Heâs been doing that a lotâwatching, his expression unreadable but his touch careful every time he rests a hand there.
You follow his gaze, smiling softly. âGetting impatient?â
His thumb brushes against your skin absently. âI wouldnât say impatient.â Then, after a pause, he adds, âEager, perhaps.â
The honesty in his voice makes something in your chest tighten. You bite your lip, fighting back the sudden wave of emotion, and instead lean back against the pillows with an exaggerated sigh. âI swear, if this kid doesnât come out soon, Iâm charging rent.â
Zayne exhales a quiet chuckle, the sound low and warm. âThey do seem rather content staying where they are.â
âYou think theyâll be as stubborn as you?â you tease, tilting your head toward him.
His gaze flickers toward you, amused. âI was going to ask if you thought theyâd be as stubborn as you.â
You grin. âSo, weâre both in trouble, then.â
Zayne hums, his fingers tracing absent patterns over your skin. He doesnât say it, but you can see it in his eyesâthe quiet anticipation, the depth of feeling he doesnât always put into words. You feel it, too, this strange, overwhelming mix of excitement and nerves, the knowledge that any moment now, everything will change.
And then, as if on cue, thereâs a sudden shift in your bodyâa pressure, a faint discomfort that makes your breath hitch.
You blink, startled.
Zayne immediately picks up on it. âWhat is it?â
You hesitate, then laugh lightly. âI think⊠my water just broke.â
His posture straightens in an instant, that calm, practiced focus settling over him. But you donât miss the way his fingers tighten slightly around yours, or the flicker of somethingâsomething almost like nervesâthat flashes through his expression before he reins it in.
âWell.â You exhale, shifting carefully. âGuess they finally decided to stop freeloading.â
Zayneâs lips press together in what might be a smile, but his gaze is already sharp, assessing. He reaches for the call button with his free hand. âLetâs not keep them waiting, then.â
The contractions start soon after, steadily intensifying with each passing minute. Nurses move in and out of the room, checking your vitals, monitoring the babyâs heart rate, and preparing everything for delivery. The air shiftsâcalm, but purposeful.
Zayne never leaves your side.
He holds your hand, his grip firm but careful, his other hand occasionally brushing over your forehead, pushing damp strands of hair back with cool fingertips. Every now and then, you hear the soft murmur of his voiceâlow, steady words of reassurance, though you barely process them between each wave of pain.
You squeeze his hand through another contraction, breathing through it as best as you can. He doesnât flinch, doesnât complain, just lets you cling to him as tightly as you need.
When the pain eases slightly, you slump back against the pillows, exhaling a heavy breath. âYou know, Iâm starting to think we shouldâve made a scheduled exit plan for this kid.â
Zayne huffs a quiet chuckle, though his eyes remain sharp, watchful. âThat wouldâve been ideal, yes.â His fingers smooth over your knuckles. âUnfortunately, they seem to have other plans.â
You groan. âStubborn already.â
His lips twitch slightly. âWonder where they get that from.â
You roll your eyes but donât have the energy to fire back. Another contraction rolls through, sharper this time, stealing your breath. Your fingers tighten around his instinctively.
Your muscles seize, the pressure mounting unbearably. Each breath feels like dragging air through fire, your body fighting against itself in the desperate push forward. The contractions are relentless, but thereâs no telling how much time has passed between them anymore. Minutes? Hours? It all blurs together, an endless cycle of pain and fleeting relief.
You gasp through another one, clinging to Zayneâs hand as your head slumps back against the pillows. Your limbs feel heavy, the exhaustion sinking into your bones, deeper than any mission injury youâve had. For a brief moment, it feels like too muchâlike you canât do this, like your body is failing you.
Your breath stutters. âIââ The words donât come. You shake your head instead, a flicker of panic rising beneath the fatigue.
Zayne catches it instantly. His grip shifts, firm and grounding, his cool fingertips brushing against the back of your hand. âBreathe,â he murmurs, his voice steady, unwavering. He lifts your hand slightly, pressing his lips against your knucklesâa fleeting touch, but the warmth lingers. âYouâre doing well.â
You force yourself to take a breath, then another. The haze doesnât clear completely, but the panic easesâjust a little.
You shake your head, barely able to get the words out. âI canâtââ
âYes, you can.â His grip tightens just enough to remind you heâs there, solid and unwavering. âOne breath at a time.â
The room is a blurârushed voices, the steady beep of monitors, the sharp scent of antiseptic and sweat. You can hear the doctor saying something, the nurses murmuring encouragement, but itâs all distant, muffled under the sheer weight of everything happening to you.
And thenâanother contraction crashes into you, sharp and all-consuming. You barely register the way your body tightens in response, instinct taking over as the doctorâs voice cuts through the haze.
âAlmost there.â he says, quiet but firm. âJust a little more.â
Zayneâs hand never leaves yours. His voice, cool and certain, is the only thing anchoring you as the final stretch begins.
You donât know if itâs minutes or seconds, but when the next contraction comes, your body takes over. You pushâevery muscle screaming, every fiber of your being focused on this one thing.
And thenâweightless relief.
A newbornâs cry pierces the room.
Everything that just happened crashes into you all at once. The pain, the exhaustion, the overwhelming sense of finally. You let out a shaky breath, your body trembling with the aftershocks, your vision swimming with unshed tears.
Zayne exhales slowly beside you, and when you turn your head, heâs already looking at you. His eyes are unreadable for a moment, as if even he needs a second to process that itâs over. Then, something shiftsâsomething so quiet, so deeply felt that words arenât needed.
His fingers brush your temple, the touch featherlight, reverent. Then you hear it againâthe cry, small but strong.
The sound nearly knocks the breath from your lungs. A choked, startled sob bubbles in your throat before you can stop it, your body sagging against the bed. You barely register the movement around youânurses bustling, hands moving quickly, a soft, wriggling weight being placed onto your chest.
Tiny. Warm. Yours.
Your hands tremble as you touch her, brushing over impossibly soft skin, feeling the rise and fall of her first breaths. Her cries settle slightly as she squirms against you, as if already seeking the comfort of your presence.
Zayne doesnât say anything.
You turn your head toward him, and for the first time since this all started, you see something unguarded in his expression. Heâs staring, utterly still, his gaze fixed on the baby in your arms like heâs trying to memorize every inch of her. For someone always so controlled, so certain, thereâs a flicker of something else. Like heâs seeing something impossible. Something fragile and new, and undeniably real.
His fingers hover for a second, hesitation creeping into his movements that are usually precise. Then, finally, he lets them brush over the delicate curve of her head. The warmth is unfamiliar, delicate, alive in a way that almost doesnât feel real.
The moment his fingertips graze her skin, his breath catchesâso slight itâs almost imperceptible. Then, as if remembering himself, he exhales slowly, his touch impossibly gentle. The baby shifts under his fingers, a tiny movementâbarely anything at all. And yet, something in his expression tightens, a flicker of something deep and unreadable settling in his gaze.
For once, thereâs an almost imperceptible delay in his movements, as if heâs afraid the smallest touch might shatter the moment.
Itâs quiet between you, even as the room hums with movement. The weight of everything lingers, exhaustion, aweâsomething too deep to put into words.
Zayne leans in slightly, pressing a cool, lingering kiss to your temple.
âThank you.â
Itâs barely a whisper, yet it carries more weight than any grand declaration ever could.
The relief washes over you, but itâs tinged with something strangeâa lightness in your limbs that doesnât quite feel right. You blink, trying to shake it off, but the room swims slightly at the edges.
You turn toward him just as another wave of lightheadedness washes over you.
Itâs subtle at first, a sudden wave of dizziness, sharp enough to make your grip falter, but then your vision blurs slightly at the edges. Your grip on the baby weakens for just a secondânot enough to be dangerous, but Zayne notices immediately.
Immediately, his head lifts. His gaze sharpens. âWhat is it?â
You swallow, blinking hard. âIââ Your tongue feels thick and sluggish, like your body is struggling to keep up. âFeel weird.â
His hand is already at your wrist, checking your pulse. A second later, he glances at the monitors, his expression hardening almost imperceptibly.
âGet a blood pressure reading,â he orders, his voice cool, controlled.
A nurse moves quickly, wrapping the cuff around your arm. The numbers flash across the screenâtoo low.
Her expression shifts. âHer pressure is dropping.â
Zayne doesnât hesitate. âCall the attending. Now.â
The room shifts instantly. Nurses move in taking your daughter away, adjusting IVs, lifting your hospital gown to check the monitors. Words blur togetherâblood pressure instability, excessive bleeding, immediate intervention.
Thenâcool fingers brush your cheek.
âStay awake.â
Zayneâs voice. Steady. Firm.
You blink up at him, trying to ground yourself. âMânot going anywhere,â you mutter, attempting a smirk. Itâs weak.
His fingers linger for half a second before he pulls back. His gaze flickers toward the attending nurse as she steps in, then back to you. âItâll be alright.â
Itâs not a reassurance. Itâs a certainty.
The attending doctor barely spares him a glance before issuing instructions. âWe need to stabilize her before we proceed. Doctor Li, I need you to step out.â
You feel him stiffen beside you.
His grip on your hand doesnât tighten, but you feel the hesitation, the way he lingers for just a second too long, his expression unreadable.
For a moment, he doesnât move. Then, slowly, he exhales, his grip loosening like letting go is a battle within itself. He nods.
His fingers brush over your wrist one last time before he pulls away.
âIâll be right outside,â he murmurs.
And then, for the first time since this all startedâheâs gone. The space he leaves behind is too cold, too empty.
Zayne stands just outside the door, his hands clasped behind his back, shoulders squared in that composed, unshakable way that gives nothing away. From a distance, he looks like a man simply waitingâpatient, motionless, his breathing even. But up close, the cracks are there.
His grip is tightâso tight his knuckles press white against his skin. His shoulders donât relax, donât shift, as if held in place by sheer force of will. And then, after a long moment, his fingers uncurl, his hands drop to his sides. He exhales slowly through his nose, a measured breath that does nothing to ease the tension gripping him.
Still, the tension lingers, wound tight in his chest. And thenâwithout thinkingâhe moves.
His back touches the wall first, cool against the tension coiled in his muscles. Then he lowers himself into a crouch, forearms resting loosely over his knees. He doesnât bow his headâdoesnât close his eyes. He just waits, eyes fixed on the floor in front of him, unmoving.
Minutes stretch. Nurses pass by, but no one stops him.
Eventually, a different nurse approaches, speaking in a quieter voice, like she knows sheâs interrupting something unspoken.
"Dr. Li, your daughter has been moved to the nursery," she informs him. "Sheâs doing well. She responds quickly, no signs of distressâbreathing is steady, vitals are stable."
Zayne listens, absorbing each detail without a single wasted motion.
"Is she warm enough?" His voice is steady, measured. A doctorâs questionâbut something else lingers beneath it, quieter. Something almost hesitant.
"Yes," the nurse assures. "Sheâs in an incubator for now, just for monitoring, but everything looks good."
He nods. "And her blood oxygen levels?"
"Normalizing well."
Another nod. His expression doesnât change, but his fingers twitch slightly against his knee. He exhales through his noseâmeasured, controlled. He has his answers. His daughter is being taken care of.
Still, he doesnât move.
The nurse hesitates, then glances toward the closed door beside him. "Your wife should be waking up soon."
He knows. Thatâs why heâs still here.
The nurse doesnât press further. She just offers a polite nod before walking off, leaving him alone in the hallway once more.
And when the door finally opens, when a different nurse steps out and says, "Doctor Li?"âheâs already standing before she finishes his name, walking inside the room.
The door clicks shut behind him, but he doesnât move right away.
For a momentâjust a momentâhe stands there, gaze settling on you. A flicker of something crosses his faceânot relief, not entirely. His fingers twitch, just slightly.
Youâre propped up against the pillows, the soft glow of the monitors casting shadows across your face. Thereâs exhaustion written in every inch of you, but your eyes are open, meeting hisâawake, breathing. Present.
His shoulders shift, a tension heâs been holding finally looseningâjust slightly.
Then, slowly, he exhales, a quiet breath he didnât realize he was holding. Only then does he step forward.
He moves to touch you, then hesitatesâjust for a second. His gaze lingers, tracing the IV line, the faint tremor in your fingers where they rest against the sheets. When he does touch you, itâs careful, as if making sure you wonât disappear beneath his fingertips. His thumb presses slightly against your wristâa quiet reassurance. A confirmation.
"You were waiting," you murmur, voice hoarse, the words threading through the rawness in your throat. You shift slightlyâjust enough for the sheets to rustleâbut even that small movement leaves you breathless for a second. His fingers shift slightly against your wrist, like he notices.
His lips press together faintlyânot quite a frown, but not neutral either. "Of course."
You huff a tired breath, tilting your head just a little. "And our daughter?"
"She's in the nursery," he answers immediately, his voice steady. "The nurses assured me she's stableâno complications."
A slow, relieved exhale leaves your lips.
Zayne watches you, his gaze flickering over every detailâthe way your fingers twitch weakly against the blanket, how you start to lift your hand but let it fall back to the sheets, your breath just a fraction uneven. He knows youâre alright now, youâre awake. Youâre here.
His hand moves, fingers trailing up until they settle against your cheek. His touch is cool, grounding, and when you lean into itâjust barelyâhis thumb skims over your skin in a slow, absent motion.
You wake slowly, warmth pressing against your side, the rhythmic sound of beeping monitors lulling you into awareness. It takes a second to register everythingâthe hospital room, the soft weight of blankets over you, the faint scent of antiseptic lingering in the air.
Your body feels different than beforeâless exhausted, though a dull soreness still lingers, like a distant ache instead of the overwhelming fatigue from the first day. Manageable. Easier.
And then, you hear it.
A quiet, steady voice murmurs something too soft to make out.
You blink your eyes open, the room still dimmed by the evening light filtering through the blinds. And there, sitting beside the hospital bed, is Zayne.
He leans forward slightly, adjusting the tiny bundle in his armsâyour daughter, cradled carefully in his hands. His voice is quiet, patient, as if heâs explaining something to her, even though sheâs far too small to understand.
You donât move at first, just watching. Itâs rare to catch him like thisâsettled, no longer on edge, his focus entirely on her. His usually sharp gaze softens, tracing over every tiny feature as if memorizing her all over again.
You donât know why you expected him to overthink this. The man analyzes data for a living, after all. But somehow, fatherhood has come to him as naturally as breathingâeach movement careful but sure, each touch precise yet gentle. No hesitation, no uncertainty, just a calm, measured certainty in every move he makes. And yet, itâs not clinical. Thereâs something soft in the way he holds her, something instinctive. Natural.
A small smile tugs at your lips. âIâm not sure sheâs ready to appreciate the commentary just yet.â
Zayneâs head lifts immediately, sharp instincts ever-present, but this time, he doesnât tense. âYouâre awake.â
âNo, Iâm talking in my sleep.â
His gaze flickers over your face, checkingâbecause of course he isâbut he doesnât comment on it. Instead, he exhales, slow and quiet, before glancing back down at the baby. âShe was fussing earlier.â
You shift, pushing yourself up slightly, but before you can get far, Zayne is already moving. One hand settles gently against your back, supporting you as he adjusts the pillows with practiced ease.
You give him a look. âYou know, I did survive before you started micromanaging me.â
âAnd yet, here you are, letting me,â he murmurs, completely unbothered as he smooths the blanket over your legs.
You huff, but thereâs no real bite behind itâbecause, well, heâs right.
His fingers brush over your wrist, lingering just long enough to check your temperature, before his gaze flickers to the baby. âYou should feed her now.â
You glance at your daughter, her tiny fists barely peeking out from the blanket. âYouâre giving her back just like that? Thought youâd keep hogging her.â
Zayne doesnât react immediately, but the corner of his mouth twitchesâslightly. âShe does seem comfortable with me.â
âSheâs a newborn, Zayne. She canât even tell you apart from a blanket yet.â
He hums, clearly not convinced, but still, he shifts forward, carefully placing the baby in your arms. His movements are precise, ensuring sheâs supported properly, as if she might shatter under anything less.
Once youâve settled, he watches closely, like heâs analyzing every part of the process, committing it to memory.
You raise an eyebrow. âYouâre going to supervise the entire thing, arenât you?â
His gaze meets yours, unblinking. âObviously.â
A laugh bubbles up before you can stop it, tired but genuine. âYou really are fussing.â
Zayne doesnât deny it. Instead, he reaches over, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear with precise care. âYou just woke up. Someone has to.â
Summary: At the end of the day, both of you are a team. Even it sounds like a no big deal, it should be discussed.
Kim Mingyu had just become a father, and the entire group was ecstatic. Finally, the ever-enthusiastic, kid-loving Mingyu had a child of his ownâone he could pour all his affection into instead of borrowing everyone elseâs. The mood was lighthearted, laughter and clinking glasses filling the air as everyone gathered for a celebratory dinner.
Between bites of grilled meat and sips of soju, the topic naturally shifted to parenting.
"How do you even raise a kid properly when theyâre growing up?" Mingyu mused, his eyes full of wonder.
The members who already had children began chiming in, eagerly sharing their own experiences and philosophies. Meanwhile, the single ones remained largely unbothered, focused on their food and drinks, merely listening in amusement.
Then, out of nowhere, Seungcheol turned to Jihoon.
"How about you, Jihoon? Do you scold your daughter?"
Jihoon, caught off guard, blinked in surprise. He wasnât expecting to be pulled into the discussion so suddenly.
Jihoon was a father of twoâa five-year-old son, Junho, and a three-year-old daughter, Jena. His children were widely adored, even by Mingyu, who often declared them to be the easiest kids to take care of. They were well-behaved, gentle, and politeâtraits they no doubt inherited from both of their parents. It was hard not to love them.
Jeonghan, the ever-observant older member, leaned back with a knowing smirk. "Thereâs always a difference in how a father treats his son versus his daughter," he commented. "No matter how hard you try, you just canât bring yourself to scold a daughter the same way."
Joshua and Jun nodded in agreement, chuckling.
Seungcheol, however, wasnât convinced. "If I need to scold them, I scold them," he stated firmly.
Jeonghan chuckled. "Thatâs because you only have daughter. Itâs different when you have both. Jihoon, what do you think?"
Jihoon let out a sigh, thinking back. Had he ever actually scolded Jena? He honestly couldnât remember. Every time she looked up at him with those big, glistening eyes and her plump, rosy cheeks, he felt himself melt. Her giggles could soften even the hardest of hearts.
But Junho? Oh, he had plenty of memories of scolding Junho. When Junho made a mess, he scolded him. When Junho tripped over a cable, he scolded him. It wasnât that he loved one child more than the otherâit was just different.
"I think Jeonghan hyung has a point," Jihoon admitted, scratching the back of his neck. "I donât think Iâve ever actually raised my voice at Jena⊠but with Junho, it happens naturally. I donât even think about it, it just comes out."
The table erupted into laughter, knowing nods exchanged between the fathers.
"See?" Jeonghan grinned. "Daughters just have their dads wrapped around their fingers."
Jihoon sighed, taking a sip of his drink. "Yeah⊠itâs dangerous."
The conversation continued, filled with more stories, advice, and teasing remarks, but Jihoon couldnât help but glance at his phone, where his lock screen displayed a photo of Junho and Jena togetherâsmiling brightly, unaware of just how much power they had over their fatherâs heart.
"Are the kids asleep already?" Jihoon asked as he stepped inside, setting down his bag and spotting you curled up on the couch with a book in hand.
You turned your head toward him, a soft smile gracing your lips. "They've been asleep for a while now," you replied, glancing at the clock. "It's way past their bedtime."
Jihoon bit his lip, guilt creeping in as he realized how late it was. "Sorry, love. Seungcheol hyung wouldnât let anyone leave early," he murmured, making his way to you. He plopped down beside you, wasting no time in wrapping his arms around your waist, pulling you close.
You ran your fingers through his hair, letting his head rest against your shoulder. "It must've been fun, though. It's been a while since you guys had a gathering like that."
Jihoon hummed in agreement, his voice laced with exhaustion and amusement. "Mingyu was absolutely ecstatic about having a daughter. We even started listing potential names for her."
You chuckled, already knowing how ridiculous things could get when the group brainstormed anything. "Don't tell me someone suggested 'Bap.'"
Jihoon pulled away just enough to look at you, laughing as he nodded. "Oh, absolutely. We threw in every possible name that could go with Kim. It was chaotic."
Shaking your head in amusement, you leaned into him. "It sounds like kids were the main topic of the night."
"Pretty much," Jihoon admitted. "We ended up discussing a lot of parenting stuffâit was actually pretty informative. I can't believe how much the guys have changed now that theyâre married." He let out a soft chuckle, still wrapping his mind around the fact that his once carefree bandmates were now giving fatherhood advice.
You smirked. "I bet Wonwoo, Dino, Vernon, and Seungkwan struggled to keep up with that conversation."
Jihoon grinned, nodding. "Oh, they were completely in their own world. The world of being single."
You playfully smacked his arm. "Don't make fun of them," you scolded, though the amused glint in your eyes betrayed you.
Jihoon only smiled, his gaze softening as he cupped your face. Without another word, he leaned in, pressing his lips to yours in a lingering kiss, one that carried both affection and exhaustion.
When he pulled back, his voice was a gentle murmur. "Let's go to bed, love. You must be tired too."
With a small nod, you set your book aside, letting Jihoon pull you up with him. Wrapped in the warmth of his embrace, you followed him to your shared room, ready to end the long day in the comfort of each otherâs arms.
*
"Hey, there's no need to scold her. It's not a big deal," Jihoon muttered, his voice carrying a slight edge.
It was his day off, and the two of you were sitting on the couch, finally enjoying some downtime. That peace was short-lived when Jena toddled over, her big, pleading eyes locked onto Jihoon.
"Daddy, can I have a candy?" she asked, her tiny hands clutching his arm.
Jihoon glanced at the clockâalmost lunchtime. "Not right now, sweetheart. Youâll spoil your appetite."
Jena's pout deepened, and she tugged on his sleeve. He hesitated, but eventually, he caved, slipping her a small piece of candy.
That should have been the end of itâexcept she came back for more.
This time, you were in the room.
"Jena," you said, your tone patient but firm. "If you eat candy now, you wonât enjoy your lunch."
Jena didnât like your response. Her expression twisted, and within seconds, she burst into tears, her tiny frame shaking as she threw herself into a tantrum. You let her cry, waiting for her to calm down, but when the wailing only grew louder, you had enough.
"You wonât get anything you want by throwing a tantrum, Jena," you said, your voice sharp enough to cut through the noise. "If you want something, ask politely. And if someone says no, itâs because they have a reasonâa reason thatâs good for you."
Jihoon shifted beside you. "Sheâs just a kid," he muttered, crossing his arms.
You turned to him fully, your patience thinning. "Thatâs exactly why she needs to learn now. If we keep giving in, sheâs going to think crying is a way to get what she wants."
Jihoon sighed, rubbing his temples. "I just donât see why it had to be such a big deal. It was one piece of candy."
Your jaw tightened. "Itâs not about the candy, Jihoon. Itâs about discipline. She needs to understand that rules exist for a reason."
He exhaled heavily, his lips pressing into a thin line. "I get that, but you donât have to be so strict about it."
You scoffed, crossing your arms. "And you donât have to be so soft just because sheâs cute. Youâre teaching her that she can get her way if she looks at you the right way. Do you want that to become a habit?"
Jihoon didnât respond immediately, his gaze flickering between you and Jena, who had finally calmed down and wandered off to join Junho, drawing sea creatures on the DIY board Mingyu had made.
After a long pause, he sighed. "I just donât like seeing her cry."
Your expression softened slightly, but you held your ground. "Neither do I. But I'd rather deal with a few tears now than have her grow up thinking she can manipulate people to get her way."
Jihoon leaned back against the couch, running a hand through his hair. He hated to admit it, but you had a point. Still, a part of him felt torn.
Days later, Jihoon was sitting in his studio, lost in the rhythm of a song he was working on. Jena sat comfortably on his lap, bouncing along to the beat with a wide grin, her tiny hands clapping excitedly. Jihoon couldnât help but smile at her, the warmth of fatherhood settling deep in his chest.
A sudden knock at the door pulled him from the moment. He turned just in time to see you walk in, your brows furrowed in concern. Without hesitation, you scooped Jena up from his lap.
"Junho is crying outside. What happened?" Your voice was firm, laced with worry.
Jihoon let out a slow sigh, already knowing this conversation was inevitable. He rested his elbows on his knees, rubbing his hands together as he tried to explain.
"He was playing in here with Jena while I was working," Jihoon began, his tone calm but a little exasperated. "He tripped over one of my cables and shut my computer off."
You frowned. "And?"
"I just gave him a word or two. Nothing big."
Before you could respond, Jena reached for your face, her little hands patting your cheeks as she babbled, "Mama, donât get mad at Daddy!"
You softened slightly, pressing a quick kiss to Jenaâs forehead before setting her down and guiding her outside to play with her brother. Then, you turned back to Jihoon, crossing your arms.
"Was your file deleted?"
Jihoon sighed again, running a hand through his hair. "No, babe. But thatâs not the point. This isnât the first time itâs happened."
"Heâs crying outside, Jihoon. Iâve never seen him cry that hard. You hurt his heart, babe."
Jihoon scoffed lightly, shaking his head. "Itâs because you were there. He wasnât crying because he was hurtâhe was crying because he wanted you to talk to me. I know him, heâs my son."
Your eyes narrowed slightly. "How can you say that? You shouldn't invalidate his emotions like that. He's only five, Jihoon. He probably feels awful about what happened, and now he feels like he disappointed you."
Jihoon met your gaze, his own dark and steady. "I didnât invalidate his emotions, and you know that. Just like you told me with Jena, kids need to learn. I gave him words, not punishment. He cried because he wanted your attention, not because I was too harsh on him. Why donât you understand that?"
The room fell into a brief silence, the tension thick between you. Jihoonâs jaw was tight, and you could see the conflict in his expressionâhis natural instinct to be strict versus your softer approach when it came to Junho.
Your lips pressed into a thin line. "Maybe he just wanted comfort."
Jihoon let out a short, humorless laugh, running a hand through his hair. "And maybe he needs to understand that actions have consequences. I didn't yell at him. I didnât punish him. I just told him to be careful, but the moment he saw you, he turned on the waterworks."
You took a deep breath, trying to stay calm. "He's a child, Jihoon. He makes mistakes, and he looks to us for guidanceânot just discipline."
Jihoon leaned back in his chair, his jaw tightening. "And you think I don't know that?"
Silence stretched between you, heavy and thick.
Finally, you sighed, your voice quieter. "Just talk to him, okay? He needs to know youâre not angry at him."
Jihoon hesitated before nodding, running a hand over his face. "Yeah⊠okay."
You watched him for a moment longer before stepping back. "Iâll be outside... with the kids."
Jihoon sat there, staring at the closed door. His chest felt tight, not just from the tension between the two of you, but from the realization that, despite everything, he was still figuring out how to be a good father, and a good husband.
*
Later that night, the weight of the day still lingered in the air between you and Jihoon. The house was quiet, the kids fast asleep in their rooms, but the unresolved tension from earlier sat heavy on your chest as you lay in bed beside him. Jihoon was turned to the side, his back facing you slightly, his breaths steady but not quite asleep.
You sighed softly, shifting closer to him, resting your chin against his shoulder. "Jihoon..."
He hummed in acknowledgment, but he didnât turn around.
You hesitated for a moment, then exhaled. "Iâm sorry for getting upset earlier."
Jihoon finally rolled onto his back, eyes flickering open as he looked at you. "You donât have to apologize," he murmured.
"I do," you insisted, searching his expression. "I know you werenât trying to be too harsh with Junho. And I know you love him more than anything."
Jihoon let out a soft sigh, rubbing his face. "I just donât want to raise him to think he can get away with things by crying," he admitted. "I donât want him to grow up feeling entitled."
You nodded, understanding his perspective. "I get that. And I donât want that either." You reached for his hand, intertwining your fingers. "But I also donât want him to feel like he has to suppress his emotions just to be âstrong.â Heâs still a kid, Jihoon. Heâs learning how to deal with feelings, and he looks up to you so much. The way you talk to him shapes the way he sees himself."
Jihoon was silent for a moment, staring up at the ceiling. Then he turned his head toward you, his gaze softer now. "So, what do we do?"
You gave his hand a gentle squeeze. "We find a middle ground. You donât have to stop disciplining him, but maybe sometimes, instead of scolding him right away, we explain things to him first. Let him understand why something was wrong before we correct him. He respects you a lot, Jihoon. If you talk to him, heâll listen."
Jihoon sighed, but this time, it was less of frustration and more of understanding. "Yeah... Youâre right." He turned fully to face you, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand. "Iâll try to do better."
You smiled, warmth filling your chest. "Me too."
Jihoon let out a quiet chuckle, tugging you closer until your head rested against his chest. His arms wrapped around you, his body warm against yours. "Parenting is harder than I thought," he murmured, voice laced with exhaustion.
You laughed softly. "Tell me about it."
A comfortable silence settled between you, the tension from earlier melting away. Jihoon pressed a soft kiss to the top of your head. "Love you," he whispered.
You closed your eyes, letting the steady rhythm of his heartbeat lull you. "Love you too."
A few days later, after much discussion, you and Jihoon decided to seek advice from a child behaviorist. It wasnât about proving who was right or wrongâit was about understanding Junho and Jena better, about making sure you were raising them in a way that nurtured them both emotionally and mentally.
The session was eye-opening. The specialist listened to both of your parenting styles and observed how you and Jihoon interacted with the kids. At the end of the analysis, they gave you their insight.
"If raising a child is like sailing a ship," the behaviorist said, looking at both of you, "then both parents need to steer in the same direction. If one pulls to the left and the other to the right, the ship wonât move forwardâit will just struggle against itself."
That line hit home.
Later that evening, after putting the kids to bed, you and Jihoon sat together at the dining table, the analysis report in front of you. Neither of you spoke at first, both processing everything.
Jihoon exhaled, rubbing his temples. "So basically, we have different methods, and we donât talk about it enough."
You nodded, tracing the rim of your glass with your finger. "I think we both just assume weâre doing whatâs best without really checking in with each other first."
Jihoon leaned back in his chair, arms crossed. "It makes sense, though. Youâre more patient with the kids, and Iâ" he sighed, "âI tend to be strict, especially with Junho."
You reached for his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. "Youâre not wrong for wanting to teach him responsibility. And Iâm not wrong for wanting him to express himself. But if we donât agree on how to balance that, weâll just confuse him."
Jihoon looked down at your joined hands, then back up at you. "So, what do we do now?"
You smiled, squeezing his fingers. "We do what we shouldâve done from the start. We talk. Before making a decision about the kids, we communicate. If one of us feels like the other is being too harsh or too lenient, we address it togetherânot in front of the kids, but privately. We back each other up so they donât feel like they have to pick sides."
Jihoon nodded slowly, letting your words sink in. "And if we donât agree?"
"Then we find a compromise," you said simply. "Just like we do with everything else in life."
Jihoon let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head. "I guess I didnât realize how much teamwork parenting actually takes."
You smiled. "Neither did I."
He looked at you for a moment, then lifted your hand to his lips, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. "Alright, then. Letâs be better together."
You grinned. "Together."
That night, as you both lay in bed, Jihoon pulled you close, his hand resting protectively on your waist. "Thanks for pushing me to do this," he murmured.
"Thanks for meeting me halfway," you whispered back.
And just like that, the ship of your family was back on course, both of you steering it forwardâtogether.
*
"Oh my god!" You gasped as you saw Jena clutching Junho's favorite toyânow in two broken pieces. Your heart sank as you rushed toward her, gently prying the shattered toy from her small hands. Junho, who had been sitting beside Jihoon watching his favorite TV show, turned his head at the sound of your voice.
"My robot!" Junho yelled, his face a mix of shock and devastation as he took in the sight of his broken toy.
Jena, still too young to understand the gravity of what she had done, simply turned away and began to walk off. But Junho was faster. He grabbed her wrist, turning her to face him.
"Jena, did you do this?" His voice wavered with disbelief.
Jihoon and you exchanged glances, concern flickering in your eyes. Jihoon exhaled through his nose, subtly signaling for you to stay calm.
Tears welled up in Jenaâs eyes as she stood frozen by the wall, sniffling softly. Junho, however, was not done. Without another word, he stormed off toward her toy basket.
Your stomach twisted when you saw what he was afterâJenaâs beloved bunny plushie. Before you could stop him, he grabbed a pair of scissors from the nearby desk and held the plushie up, placing the blade at its neck.
"No... No... No!" You rushed toward him, your heart pounding.
"Junho, stop! Revenge is not the answer!" You pleaded, blocking his way.
Jena let out a wail, running straight to you, desperately reaching for her bunny. Your thoughts raced. How had things escalated this quickly? Where had he learned this behavior?
Jihoon, now standing, swiftly stepped in. Without raising his voice, he took the plushie from Junhoâs hands, his firm but calm presence instantly halting the situation.
Junho blinked up at his father, taken aback. To him, he had just wanted to scare his sister, to make her understand how it felt to lose something precious. But now, he was the one facing Jihoonâs disapproval.
Jihoon crouched to Jenaâs level, his voice even. "Jena, you broke your brotherâs toy. You need to say sorry."
You hesitated for a moment but then loosened your grip on her, letting her step forward. Yet, instead of apologizing, Jena stubbornly reached for her bunny in Jihoonâs grasp, her little hands stretching desperately toward it.
Jihoon sighed. "You made a mistake, Jena. If you don't take responsibility, Iâll have to throw this away."
Jena gasped, her little hands gripping the hem of your shirt as she stared at Jihoon in sheer horror. Tears welled up in her round eyes, her lower lip trembling as she realized what was happening.
"No, Daddy! No!" she cried, her voice breaking as she stomped her feet. "Not my bunny!"
You felt your chest tighten at the sight of her distress, but Jihoon remained firm, his expression unreadable as he held the plushie just out of reach.
"Then say sorry, Jena." His tone wasnât angry, but it was resolute.
Jena sniffled, but instead of apologizing, she lunged forward, trying to climb Jihoonâs leg to reach her toy. He gently blocked her, and her frustration turned into wails.
Junho, who had been standing stiffly a few feet away, clenched his fists. His face was still tear-streaked, but now, guilt flickered in his eyes as he watched his sister fall apart. His earlier anger seemed to fade into something softerâuncertainty, maybe even regret.
Jihoon sighed, running a hand through his hair. "Jena, you broke your brotherâs toy. It was his favorite. If you donât take responsibility, how is that fair?"
Jena only cried harder, shaking her head furiously. "I didnât mean to! I didnât mean to!"
You crouched beside her, rubbing slow circles on her back. "Baby, I know you didnât mean to, but when we make mistakes, we have to say sorry. Thatâs how we make things better."
Jena hiccuped between sobs, but she wasnât budging.
Jihoon turned to Junho, handing him the plushie. "Junho, you tell me. Should I throw it away?"
Junho's eyes widened as he looked at the bunny in his hands. His fingers tightened around it for a second, but then he looked at his sisterâher face blotchy from crying, her tiny body trembling.
Slowly, he shook his head. "NoâŠ" His voice was quiet, unsure. "Jena can't sleep without it."
Jihoon watched him carefully. "But she broke your toy. Doesnât that mean itâs fair?"
Junho bit his lip. He glanced down at the bunny, then at Jena, then finally at youâlike he was searching for the right answer. After a long moment, he let out a deep breath and walked over to his sister.
"Just be careful when you play with my toys, okay?" His voice was soft, hesitant, but sincere.
Jena sniffled, looking up at him with red-rimmed eyes. Then, in a flash, she threw herself at him, wrapping her little arms around his waist.
"Iâm sorry, oppa!" she cried. "I didnât mean to break your robot!"
Junho hesitated before patting her head. "Okay, okay⊠just donât do it again."
You and Jihoon exchanged glances, both of you exhaling at the same time. The tension in the room slowly dissolved, replaced by something lighterârelief, maybe even pride.
*
"Woah⊠How does she have your attitude? She nearly refused to say sorry, babe!" you said in disbelief, a teasing lilt in your voice as you eyed Jihoon knowingly.
Jihoon raised an eyebrow, already sensing where this was going. "Whatâs that supposed to mean?"
You smirked. "She has the pride of Lee Jihoon."
Jihoon let out a chuckle, shaking his head before pulling you into his arms. His warmth was comforting as you lay together on the bed, the tension from earlier slowly melting away.
"You were so stressed back then," he murmured, his fingers gently tracing patterns on your back.
You let out a deep sigh. "How could I not be? Junho was holding scissors, babe. He was actually about to cut her plushie. I canât even begin to imagine what couldâve happened if things went wrong."
Jihoon tightened his hold around you, his voice low and reassuring. "Donât worry, love. I always step inânow or later. I would never let anything happen to them."
His words should have eased you, and in a way, they did. But still, the thought lingered in your mind. You let out another sigh, resting your head against his chest. "But I was surprised too, honestly. Where did he even learn that kind of reaction? Has he been watching something�"
Jihoon blinked before realization dawned on him. "Wait⊠we've been rewatching Jujutsu Kaisen together."
Your eyes widened as you pulled back to look at him. "Are you serious? And you let him?"
Jihoon let out an awkward laugh. "I mean, he loves it! And itâs not that badâ"
You shot him a look. "That show has fights, curses, and literal revenge plots. Junho just tried to traumatize his sister with a scissor! Connect the dots."
Jihoon winced, rubbing the back of his neck. "Okay, okay⊠maybe Iâll put a pause on anime night for a bit."
You groaned, burying your face in his chest. "Unbelievable."
Jihoon let out a soft chuckle, his fingers lazily trailing up and down your spine. "You stress too much, babe."
You scoffed, shifting slightly in his embrace. "Of course, I do! Iâm literally trying to keep our kids from turning into little menaces."
He hummed in amusement, his hand slipping under the hem of your shirt, fingertips brushing against your bare skin. "And I love that about you⊠but you should let yourself relax too."
You shivered at his touch, but you tried to keep your composure. "Easier said than done, babe."
Jihoon smirked, his lips grazing the shell of your ear. "Well, lucky for you, I know exactly how to help with that."
You narrowed your eyes at him, already recognizing the shift in his tone. "Babeâ"
"Shhh," he murmured, pressing a slow, lingering kiss on your jaw before tilting your chin up to meet his gaze. "Just trust me, love. Let me take care of you for a bit."
You swallowed, feeling the heat rise between the two of you as Jihoonâs fingers traced slow, teasing circles on your skin.
Maybe⊠just this once, you could let him distract you.
They say love never dies. It doesn't simply disappear. Love stays, it remains in the air - the lingering scent of a lover's perfume, the phantom of their touch, all the tokens of the life they shared with you scattered around the place you call home.
It's been a year since the day Chan died.
At first it was a challenge to come to terms with it. He struggled a lot. Although in hindsight it seems it was for the best. He has no idea how he'd cope seeing you trying to accept what happened. By the time he snapped out of it, you already stopped crying everyday - for a while at least. Mourning is a process full of ups and downs. And grief has a funny way of being constantly present in human lives.
Chan wonders. His love lasts. It's not going anywhere. And that's something he's going through now. He's proud of it - proud of his feelings. It makes him feel like he's stayed true to his heart even after death just like he's promised on your wedding day. At the same time he's aware of how vulnerable it makes him. Chanâs decided the moment you laughed at him when he said heâs gonna marry you one day that he will stay yours forever. You donât have the same obligation, though, no matter how much itâd shatter him if you did fall in love with someone else. At the same time he only wants to see you smile like you did before. But would you smile like that for anyone but him? You never did.
You go through your wedding album at least once a week. You don't disturb his side of the bed. You still haven't gone through his things. You still wake up and look at him. Only no matter how much you try, you don't see him. It makes him happy to still be able to experience it. And that makes him feel guilty in turn.
For him it's like there was no life before you. He was born. He met you. And heâs loved you until his death.
He loves you now, too.
In a way, heâs grateful as well. In this unnatural life he gets to love you since the moment he was born.
In this life, he gets to wake up next to you every morning.Â
It's been five years since Chan's died.
You've moved on, it seems. You've always been great at lying to anyone who isn't Chan. But one detail can ruin the entire illusion. He's seen it. The way you need to take a deep breath when someone new asks about the wedding ring on your finger. People who know you already know better than ask or comment about it. He feels like a teenager with a crush all over again and feels the butterflies in his eternally empty stomach whenever you say you're happily married. Yet something in his soul dies further too.
He wants to tell you itâs okay. Youâve done enough. Youâve loved him enough. You should be free now. And even so Chan selfishly adores your loyalty. He kisses you goodnight every night without fail. He sings to you when you canât sleep and cheers you on. It doesnât matter you donât know; if youâre so good to him unaware he can witness it, how could he do anything but match your energy?
Perhaps itâs right that love doesnât simply go away. It might transform and shift, hide away, but not disappear.Â
Chanâs lost track of time, but thatâs pretty easy when all your days blur together and your only pastime is people watching. Person watching. Whatever. His eyes never stray - just like he promised you. He hopes you remember.Â
Youâre growing more and more beautiful and he finds himself falling deeper and deeper. Youâve changed, youâve grown. As much as he mourns not being able to go through the difficult and happy times with you, he knows heâd never be able to know you as well as he does now. Alive he had no way of knowing who you are when youâre all alone, and now he does and all he can think about is how lucky heâs been to share his life with you.
He thinks you can feel his presence now. Lying to himself is his new hobby. But sometimes itâs easy to believe when after a long day you curl up in your bed and sigh in bliss as soon as he lies down behind you. Itâs silly, he knows. Heâs so lonely though. Itâs no help that he talks to you all the time if he gets no answer, if no smile is really directed at him. He misses you. And youâre always close enough to touch.
His heart trembles, the closest thing it can to do beating now, thinking about whatâs going to happen next. Chan doesnât think he can handle being separated from you. The vows clearly state âtill death do us partâ but it wasnât his death thatâs done it - so will it be yours? What then?
He holds you tighter as if you could slip through his fingers more than you already do with your every movement. He always used to doubt himself, but heâs never doubted choosing you. Not even now. Not even when losing you and losing himself in the process is on the line.
Heâs not ready to let go. Not when all heâs ever wanted was to hold your hand.
Pairing: Idol Scoups X Solo Idol Y/n
Genre: Romance/Angst/Second chance romance/Drama
Plot: After a highly publicized breakup with Seungcheol, Y/n finds herself caught between the past and the present as she navigates love, heartbreak, and the pressures of fame. With the world watching her every move, unexpected encounters, media scandals, and unresolved emotions complicate her journey. As tensions rise and feelings resurface, she is faced with a choiceâone that could change everything.
Authors note: Hey everyone! I know itâs been a while since I last posted, but Iâm finally back with a new story! Iâve put a lot of effort into this one, and I really hope you all give it a chance. Writing this wasnât easy, but your support always keeps me going. Thank you so much for your patience and for sticking with meâI truly appreciate it! Please keep commenting; your words inspire me more than you know. Hope you enjoy the story! Love you guys đâš
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The bustling chaos of the airport filled Y/nâs senses. She pulled her cap lower over her face and adjusted her sunglasses, hoping to slip past unnoticed. It was her first public appearance since announcing the cancellation of her engagement, and she knew the media frenzy that awaited her.
But the fans were relentless. As she walked toward the departure gate, a small crowd gathered around her, their voices overlapping in a cacophony of questions.
âY/n! Is it true you and Seungcheol broke up because of Sewon?â
âDo you regret ending the engagement?â
âWhat happened between you and Seungcheol?â
Y/n stopped in her tracks, her heart pounding. She forced a calm expression, though her hands trembled as she gripped the strap of her bag.
âIâm sorry, but I wonât be answering any personal questions today,â she said firmly, her voice steady despite the turmoil inside.
The cameras continued to flash, and the murmurs grew louder, but Y/n kept walking. Her chest tightened with every step, each question cutting deeper than she cared to admit. By the time she reached her gate, she felt like she could barely breathe.
Finding a quiet corner, she slumped into a seat and closed her eyes, willing the tears to stay hidden. The echoes of the fansâ words lingered in her mind, reopening wounds she thought she had begun to heal. But as painful as it was, Y/n reminded herself why she had made the decision to walk away. It was for her own peace, her own worth things she refused to compromise any longer.
Seungcheol stared at his phone, his thumb hovering over Y/nâs contact. He had hesitated so many times before, unsure if she would even want to hear from him. But tonight, the emptiness in his apartment felt unbearable, and he couldnât shake the need to hear her voice.
Taking a deep breath, he pressed the call button. The line rang, each tone dragging out the silence he dreaded. Finally, the call went to voicemail.
âHey, Y/n,â he began, his voice low and uncertain. âItâs me. I⊠I just wanted to check on you. I know I donât have the right to ask, but I hope youâre doing okay. I miss you."
He paused, the words catching in his throat.
âI⊠Iâm sorry for everything. I hope someday we can talk. Take care, Y/n.â
Ending the call, Seungcheol let out a shaky breath and set the phone down. The emptiness lingered, but for the first time, he felt a flicker of hopeâhowever smallâthat things might one day be different.
A day later, Seungcheol sat in front of his phone camera, his expression a mix of determination and vulnerability. He had debated for hours about making this video, but the backlash Y/n was facing left him no choice.
Pressing record, he took a deep breath and began to speak.
âHi, this is Seungcheol. I know a lot has been said and speculated about my relationship with Y/n and the engagement we ended. I want to start by saying that Y/n has always been someone I deeply respect and care for. The decision we made to part ways was mutual, and it was a deeply personal matter.â
He paused, his eyes glancing down briefly before returning to the camera. âBut what I cannot stand by and watch is the way sheâs being harassed and blamed. Y/n does not deserve the hate or the accusations being thrown at her. She made the decision that was best for her, and I respect that wholeheartedly.â
Seungcheol leaned forward slightly, his tone growing firmer. âI also want to address the rumors about Sewon. She is a friend, nothing more. Any assumptions beyond that are untrue and have caused unnecessary pain to everyone involved.â
He exhaled slowly, as if releasing the weight of his words. âIâm asking, sincerely, for everyone to stop harassing Y/n. She deserves peace and privacy, just as any of us do. Please be kind. Thank you.â
With that, he ended the recording and uploaded the video, hoping it would help ease the storm Y/n was facing. As he sat back, he realized that while he couldnât undo the past, he could at least try to make things right in the present.
Two days later, Seungcheol found himself dialing Y/nâs number once again. To his surprise, this time, she answered.
âHello?â Y/nâs voice was calm but distant, guarded.
âY/n,â Seungcheol said, his voice heavy with emotion. âThank you for answering. I just⊠I needed to talk to you.â
She remained silent, and he took it as his cue to continue. âI know I hurt you. I know I let you down in ways I canât even begin to make up for. But I want you to know how sorry I am. Truly. You didnât deserve any of thisâthe doubts, the pain, the public scrutiny. None of it.â
âSeungcheol,â she interrupted, her tone sharp yet composed. âI didnât answer this call to hear your apology. Iâve heard it before. What I needed from you was action, not words. And you failed me when it mattered most.â
He swallowed hard, the weight of her words cutting through him. âI know. I just⊠I hoped there might be a way to fix this. To fix us.â
âThereâs no fixing this,â Y/n said firmly. âNot anymore. I gave everything to this relationship, and I lost myself in the process. I wonât do that again.â
Her words were final, and Seungcheol felt his chest tighten. âI understand,â he said quietly. âI just want you to be happy, Y/n. Thatâs all Iâve ever wanted.â
âI hope you find happiness too,â she replied
Three years ago
Under the bright lights of Y/nâs solo concert, Seungcheol and the members of Seventeen stood backstage, waiting for the show to begin. The crowdâs energy was electric, and their excitement mirrored the audienceâs.
When Y/n finally took the stage, she owned it. Her presence was magnetic, her voice captivating as she performed with a passion that seemed to radiate beyond the stage. Seungcheol found himself mesmerized, his admiration growing with every song.
âSheâs incredible,â Jeonghan whispered, nudging him. âNo wonder everyoneâs in love with her.â
Seungkwan nodded enthusiastically. âSheâs not just talented; sheâs got this aura. Itâs impossible not to admire her.â
As Y/n finished her set and thanked the audience, her smile was radiant, lighting up the entire arena. Seungcheol couldnât help but feel a spark of something deeperâa connection he couldnât quite explain.
When they were finally introduced backstage, Y/n was gracious and warm despite the exhaustion evident in her eyes. She greeted each member with genuine kindness, and when her gaze met Seungcheolâs, he felt his heart skip a beat.
âYou were amazing out there,â he said, his voice steady despite the nervous flutter in his chest.
âThank you,â she replied, her smile soft and sincere. âIâve heard so much about you and your group. Itâs an honor to finally meet you all.â
That night, Seungcheol found himself lingering after the others had left, gathering the courage to speak again. âY/n,â he began, his voice quieter this time, âI was wondering⊠if youâd like to grab coffee sometime. Just us.â
Her eyebrows rose slightly, surprise flickering across her face. Then, she smiledâa real, genuine smile that made his heart race. âIâd like that,â she said simply.
And so, it began. Coffee turned into late-night conversations, shared laughter, and a deep bond that grew stronger with each passing day. For Seungcheol, falling in love with Y/n was as natural as breathing, and in her presence, he felt like he had found a kindred spirit. The world seemed brighter, and the burdens of their demanding careers felt lighter when they were together.
Though their love story had its share of challenges, those early days were a reminder of the connection that had once brought them so much joy. And even now, as Seungcheol reflected on everything they had lost, he couldnât help but cherish the moments that had made him fall in love with her in the first place.
As their coffee meetings turned into a weekly ritual, Seungcheol found himself looking forward to those moments more than anything else. Y/n had a way of making him laugh, even on his worst days. She listened intently, offering advice when he needed it and silence when words werenât enough.
One evening, after a particularly long day of rehearsals, Seungcheol showed up at their favorite cafe, his exhaustion evident. Y/n noticed immediately and pushed a steaming cup of tea toward him.
âYou look like youâve been through a war,â she teased gently.
He chuckled, running a hand through his hair. âSomething like that. But seeing you makes it all worth it.â
Her cheeks flushed, but she hid it behind her own cup. âFlattery will get you nowhere, Choi Seungcheol.â
âOh, I donât know,â he replied with a playful smirk. âIt got me here with you, didnât it?â
Their banter flowed effortlessly, the connection between them growing deeper with every interaction. Over time, Seungcheol began to realize that Y/n wasnât just someone he admiredâshe was someone he wanted by his side, through every high and low.
One night, as they walked along a quiet street after another coffee date, Seungcheol stopped abruptly. Y/n turned to him, puzzled.
âWhat is it?â she asked.
He hesitated, his heart pounding. Then, he took a deep breath. âY/n, I know weâve only been seeing each other for a short time, but⊠I like you. A lot. And I was wondering if youâd give us a chanceâlike, a real chance.â
Y/n stared at him, her expression unreadable. For a moment, he feared he had ruined everything. But then she smiled, her eyes softening.
âIâd like that,â she said simply.
Relief and joy washed over Seungcheol, and without thinking, he reached for her hand. She didnât pull away. Instead, she squeezed his hand gently, and they continued walking, their steps perfectly in sync.
It was the beginning of a love story that would change both of their lives forever.
Three years into their relationship, Seungcheol knew he couldnât wait any longer. He wanted Y/n to know how deeply she meant to him and how much he wanted to build a future together. With the help of the Seventeen members, he meticulously planned the proposal.
The venue was a private rooftop garden, adorned with twinkling fairy lights and surrounded by blooming flowers. It was the same place they had shared their first late-night conversation about their dreams and fears. Seungcheol wanted the moment to feel intimate, just as their relationship had always beenâa sanctuary from the chaotic world around them.
Y/n arrived at the venue under the pretense of a casual date. As she stepped onto the rooftop, her breath hitched at the sight before her. A path lined with candles led to Seungcheol, who stood waiting under an arch draped in soft, white fabric and flowers.
He smiled nervously as she approached, his hands clasped tightly in front of him. âYouâre here,â he said, his voice tinged with both excitement and nerves.
âWhat is all this?â she asked, her eyes glimmering with curiosity and emotion.
Taking a deep breath, Seungcheol dropped to one knee, pulling out a small velvet box from his pocket. Y/n gasped, her hands flying to her mouth as tears welled in her eyes.
âY/n,â he began, his voice steady despite the pounding of his heart. âFrom the moment I met you, you turned my world upside down in the best way possible. Youâve been my rock, my partner, and my greatest love. Every day with you feels like a gift, and I canât imagine my life without you by my side.â
He opened the box, revealing a delicate ring that sparkled under the soft glow of the lights. âWill you marry me?â he asked, his eyes searching hers.
Tears streamed down Y/nâs face as she nodded, unable to find the words. âYes,â she finally managed to say, her voice breaking. âA thousand times yes.â
Seungcheol stood, slipping the ring onto her finger before pulling her into a tight embrace. The sound of soft applause broke out as the Seventeen members emerged from their hiding spots, cheering and congratulating the newly engaged couple.
The night was filled with laughter, love, and promises for the future. For Seungcheol and Y/n, it was a moment they would treasure foreverâa testament to the love that had grown between them, steady and unwavering, through every challenge and triumph.
But as the weeks passed, cracks began to appear in their seemingly perfect engagement. It started when Seungcheol grew closer to Sewon, a fellow idol he had known for years. Initially, Y/n didnât mind; she trusted Seungcheol and knew how important friendships were in their industry. But gradually, his priorities seemed to shift.
Missed calls, delayed responses, and canceled plans became more frequent. Whenever Y/n tried to address the issue, Seungcheol brushed it off, claiming he was busy with group schedules and projects. However, Y/n couldnât ignore the pattern: most of his excuses coincided with him spending time with Sewon.
One evening, after yet another postponed dinner, Y/n decided to confront him. She waited for him in their shared apartment, her heart heavy with unease. When he finally walked through the door, his tired expression did little to soften her resolve.
âSeungcheol, we need to talk,â she said firmly.
He sighed, dropping his bag onto the couch. âCan it wait? Iâm exhausted.â
âNo, it canât,â she replied, her voice trembling slightly. âYouâve been distant lately, and I feel like Iâm not even a priority anymore. Whatâs going on?â
He rubbed his temples, frustration flickering across his face. âY/n, I told you, itâs just work. You know how demanding our schedules are.â
âIs it work?â she pressed, her eyes searching his. âOr is it Sewon?â
At her words, Seungcheolâs expression hardened. âWhy are you bringing her into this? Sheâs just a friend.â
âThen why do I feel like Iâm competing with her for your attention?â Y/nâs voice cracked, the pain she had been suppressing spilling out. âYou cancel our plans to meet her, you talk about her all the time, and you donât even see how itâs affecting us.â
âYouâre overthinking this,â he snapped, his tone sharper than he intended. âSewon has nothing to do with us. Youâre making a big deal out of nothing.â
Y/n took a step back, stunned by his dismissiveness. âNothing?â she echoed, her voice barely above a whisper. âDo you even hear yourself, Seungcheol? Iâve tried to be patient, to understand, but I canât keep pretending that everythingâs fine when itâs not.â
He looked away, his jaw tightening. âI donât know what you want me to say.â
âI want you to choose us,â she said, tears streaming down her face. âBut it feels like youâve already made your choice.â
The room fell silent, the weight of her words hanging heavily between them. Seungcheol opened his mouth to respond but stopped himself. Instead, he turned and walked toward the bedroom, leaving Y/n standing alone in the living room, her heart breaking.
The days that followed were filled with strained conversations and unspoken tension. Y/n tried to hold on, hoping that Seungcheol would realize what was at stake, but his continued indifference only deepened the rift between them. Meanwhile, the rumors about him and Sewon began to spread, fueled by fan speculation and media reports.
Y/n found herself caught in a storm of doubt and heartbreak, unsure of how to salvage a relationship that seemed to be slipping through her fingers. And as much as she loved Seungcheol, she couldnât ignore the growing feeling that she was fighting for something he no longer valued.
âThanks for coming,â he said as she sat down across from him.
Y/n nodded, folding her hands on the table. âWhat did you want to talk about?â
Seungcheol sighed, his fingers fidgeting with the edge of his mug. âIâve been thinking a lot about us⊠about everything.â
âAnd?â Y/n prompted, her heart pounding in anticipation.
âI donât think Iâm ready for marriage,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. âI thought I was, but the more I think about it, the more I realize Iâm too young. Thereâs so much going on in my career, and I feel like Iâm being pulled in so many directions.â
Y/n stared at him, her chest tightening. âWhy didnât you tell me this sooner? Before proposing?â
âI thought I could handle it,â he said, his eyes filled with regret. âI thought my love for you would be enough to overcome everything else. But now, Iâm not so sure.â
Her lips trembled as she spoke. âDo you even want to be with me, Seungcheol? Or am I just another thing youâre unsure about?â
âOf course I want to be with you,â he said quickly, reaching across the table for her hand. She pulled away, shaking her head.
âYou canât have it both ways,â she said, her voice breaking. âYou canât ask me to commit my life to you while youâre unsure about yours.â
Her voice was sharper now, the edge of frustration cutting through. âIs it about Sewon?â
Seungcheolâs silence spoke louder than words. Sewonâs name had become a sore point between them in recent months. A close friend and fellow idol, her bond with Seungcheol had always been evident. While Y/n had trusted him implicitly, the whispers of fans and the media began to seep into her mind, planting seeds of doubt.
âSheâs just a friend,â he said, but his tone lacked conviction. âYou know that.â
âDo I?â Y/nâs voice cracked, betraying the pain she had tried so hard to mask. âDo you realize how it feels to constantly see her by your side, laughing with you, leaning on you? And the worst part? Youâve never once tried to reassure me."
Seungcheol reached across the table, his hand hovering over hers. âI never meant to hurt you. You have to believe me.â
âThen why does it feel like Iâm the only one fighting for this relationship?â She pulled her hand away, tears threatening to spill. âWeâre supposed to be partners, Seungcheol. But lately, it feels like Iâm competing for your attention.â
âMaybe⊠maybe we need some time apart,â he finally said, his voice barely above a whisper.
Y/n felt her heart shatter. The engagement ring on her finger suddenly felt like a burden, its brilliance mocking her pain. She slipped it off and placed it on the table between them.
âIf thatâs what you want,â she said, her voice steady despite the storm raging inside her. âThen I wonât stop you.â
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, tears brimming in his eyes. âI never wanted to hurt you.â
Y/n felt her heart shatter. The engagement ring on her finger suddenly felt like a burden, its brilliance mocking her pain. She slipped it off and placed it on the table between them.
In the weeks that followed, Y/n channeled her heartbreak into her music. Late nights in the studio became her solace as she poured her emotions into lyrics and melodies. Each song she wrote was raw and vulnerable, capturing the pain, confusion, and longing she felt.
When her album was released, it became an instant hit, resonating with fans and critics alike. Tracks like "Falling Out of Love" and "Shadows of Us" topped the charts, their haunting lyrics striking a chord with listeners. In interviews, Y/n remained composed, describing the album as a reflection of her personal journey but never delving into specific details about her relationship with Seungcheol.
One particular song, "Unspoken Goodbye," drew widespread attention. Its lyrics painted a vivid picture of unreciprocated efforts and the ache of realizing love wasnât enough to hold two people together.
âI reached for you in the dark, but you were already gone. Promises turned to whispers, and now I sing alone.â
Fans speculated endlessly, piecing together clues from the lyrics and her recent public appearances. Some sympathized with her, while others continued to draw comparisons between her and Sewon, fueling debates online.
Through it all, Y/n remained focused on her craft, using her art to heal. Though her heart was still mending, her music gave her
Months after the release, Y/n was invited for an exclusive interview with a renowned media outlet. The interviewer, known for their probing questions, eventually brought up the topic that many were curious about.
âHow do you feel about Seungcheol now?â they asked, leaning forward slightly. âAfter everything thatâs happened, do you still think about him?â
Y/n paused, her hands resting gently on her lap as she considered her words. She met the interviewerâs gaze, her expression calm but tinged with melancholy. âA piece of my heart will always love him,â she admitted, her voice steady but soft. âI could never hate him. He was a significant part of my life, and what we shared was real and meaningful.â
She took a deep breath before continuing. âIt hurts me to see him getting hurt. Despite everything, I donât wish pain or hardship upon him. I think thatâs what love truly isâwanting the best for someone, even if theyâre no longer in your life.â
Her candid response resonated with fans and viewers alike, painting a picture of grace and emotional maturity. It reminded everyone that even in heartbreak, love could leave behind a legacy of compassion and understanding.
Seungcheol watched the interview late at night, alone in his apartment. Her words echoed in his mind, filling him with a mix of regret and longing. The song, the interview, everything she had shared publiclyâit all made him realize just how deeply he had hurt her and how much he missed having her in his life.
On an impulse, he picked up his phone and dialed her number. It rang twice before she answered, her voice cautious. âHello?â
âY/n, itâs me,â he said, his voice trembling slightly. âIâI saw the interview. And the song. I just⊠I needed to tell you how sorry I am. For everything.â
She was silent for a moment before responding. âSeungcheol, weâve already been through this. Iâve moved on, and you should too.â
âI know I messed up,â he said desperately. âBut seeing you, hearing your wordsâit reminded me of everything we had. I miss you, Y/n. I miss us.â
Her voice remained calm but firm. âYou miss what we had, Seungcheol, but that doesnât change what you did. You made choices that hurt me deeply, and I canât just forget that.â
âIâll do anything to make it right,â he pleaded. âPlease, just give me another chance.â
She sighed softly, her tone filled with a mixture of sadness and finality. âSometimes, love isnât enough. Iâll always wish the best for you, but I canât go back to the way things were. Take care of yourself, Seungcheol.â
Before he could say anything else, she ended the call, leaving him staring at his phone, the weight of her words sinking in. For the first time, he truly understood that some things, no matter how much he wished otherwise, couldnât be undone.
Months passed, and Y/n eventually entered a new relationship. Her new boyfriend was kind, understanding, and patientâeverything she thought she needed to heal. On the surface, they seemed happy together, and the public saw it as her fresh start.
But deep down, Y/n couldnât shake the emptiness she felt. The laughter didnât feel as genuine, the conversations didnât spark the same warmth, and despite her efforts to move on, her heart still ached for the love she had lost.
She found herself reminiscing about Seungcheol more often than she cared to admitâhis bright smile, the way he always made her feel safe, the late-night talks where they dreamed about their future together. No matter how hard she tried to deny it, a part of her still belonged to him.
And no matter how much she wanted to forget, she couldnât.
One evening, Y/n took the stage at a major rock festival, her energy electrifying the crowd. She had always loved experimenting with different genres, and this performance was one of her most powerful yetâraw, intense, and full of emotion. She poured her heart into every note, her voice carrying the weight of everything she had been through.
Backstage, her old friend Seungkwan watched from the wings, deeply moved by her performance. He had always been close to Y/n and seeing her like thisâfierce yet fragileâmade him realize how much she was still hurting.
Unable to ignore it any longer, he reached out to Seungcheol. âHyung, you need to come see her. You need to hear her.â
Despite his initial hesitation, Seungcheol agreed. The two arrived at the concert venue unnoticed, blending into the sea of fans as Y/n performed.
Seungcheolâs heart clenched as he watched her under the bright lights, singing her heart out. He could feel her pain in every lyric, see the lingering sadness in her eyes. It was a painful reminder of everything they had lost.
And in that moment, he realizedâhe had never stopped loving her.
The moment Y/n stepped off the stage, her adrenaline was still pumping. The roar of the crowd echoed in her ears, but even their deafening cheers couldnât drown out the heaviness in her heart. She barely had time to catch her breath before a familiar voice cut through the haze.
âY/n.â
She froze.
That voice. That tone.
She turned slowly, her eyes widening as she met Seungcheolâs gaze. He stood just a few feet away, his expression unreadable, but his eyesâthose same eyes she once drowned inâwere filled with something raw. Something she wasnât ready to face.
Before she could say a word, her boyfriend Minseong appeared by her side, placing a gentle hand on her shoulder. âHey, is everything okay?â he asked, glancing between Y/n and Seungcheol.
The tension was suffocating. The members of Seventeen and her own group lingered nearby, uneasy, unsure if they should step in.
Seungcheol let out a bitter chuckle, shoving his hands into his pockets. âSo this is him?â His voice was sharp, edged with something close to resentment. âThe guy you moved on with?â
Y/nâs jaw clenched. âCheolââ
âDid he ever make your heart race the way I did?â Seungcheol asked, his voice rising. âOr did you just force yourself to move on because you were scared?â
The room fell silent.
Y/n took a shaky breath, her eyes burning. âYou donât get to do this,â she snapped. âYou donât get to walk back into my life after all this time and question my choices. You were the one who let me go.â
Seungcheol stepped closer, his frustration bubbling over. âLet you go? Y/n, you walked away!â His voice cracked slightly, and for a moment, the anger wavered, revealing the hurt beneath. âYou left me. And now youâre here, acting like none of it meant anything?â
âIt meant everything,â she shot back, her voice trembling. âAnd thatâs exactly why I had to leave.â
Her boyfriend shifted awkwardly beside her. âMaybe we should talk about this laterââ
âNo.â Y/n shook her head, eyes locked onto Seungcheol. âYou donât get to stand here and act like youâre the only one who suffered. Do you think it was easy for me? Do you think I didnât spend nights wondering if I made the right choice?â
Seungcheolâs breath hitched.
Y/nâs hands balled into fists. âI waited, Cheol. I waited for you to fight for me, to give me a reason to stay. But you didnât. You let me leave. So donât you dare show up now, acting like you still have a say in my life.â
Seungcheol stared at her, chest rising and falling with the weight of everything he wanted to say. The members of Seventeen shifted uneasily, exchanging glances.
Seungkwan finally stepped in, his voice gentle but firm. âHyung, maybe this isnât the right timeââ
But Seungcheol ignored him. His eyes stayed on Y/n, desperate, pleading. âTell me one thing,â he murmured, his voice barely above a whisper. âAre you really happy?â
Y/n faltered.
Her lips parted, but no words came out.
And in that silence, Seungcheol got his answer.
The morning after the heated confrontation backstage, the internet was in chaos. News outlets, gossip sites, and social media platforms were flooded with headlines, each twisting the story in its own way.
"Y/n and Seungcheol's Backstage Clash: Former Lovers Turn to Heated Argument at Music Festival!"
"Caught on Camera: Y/n and Seungcheol's Explosive Fight â Tensions Boil Over in Front of Seventeen and Industry Insiders!"
"Seungcheol Confronts Y/n Over Their Past â Did She Ever Move On?"
Fan-recorded videos from the concert venue circulated online, showing snippets of their intense exchange. Though no official statement had been released, lip readers and âinsidersâ claimed to have deciphered the argument. The drama escalated as netizens took sides.
đŁïž "Y/n deserves to move on. Seungcheol had his chance, why is he acting up now?"
đŁïž "You can literally see the pain in Seungcheol's face... he's still in love with her."
đŁïž "Not Seungcheol pulling a âare you really happy?â moment like itâs a K-drama đđ"
đŁïž "Her new boyfriend just standing there while Y/n and Seungcheol basically confess their unresolved feelings đ"
Within hours, major entertainment news outlets picked up the story. Some reporters speculated on whether the ex-couple had lingering feelings, while others accused Seungcheol of being possessive. Articles broke down the timeline of their past relationship, analyzing every interaction theyâd had in public since their breakup.
A particularly viral article from Dispatch read:
"Inside Y/n and Seungcheolâs Emotional Backstage Confrontation: A Love That Never Faded?"
"Sources close to the artists claim that the fight was years in the making. âThey never fully moved on from each other,â an anonymous staff member revealed. âEveryone knew there was unfinished business between them.â"
Another gossip site went even further:
"Did Y/n Settle for a âSafeâ Relationship? Fans Speculate That Her New Boyfriend is Just a Rebound!"
Y/nâs company quickly released a short statement:
"Y/n had a private conversation with a colleague. We ask for your understanding and request that unfounded speculations be avoided."
But Seungcheolâs company remained silent, fueling more rumors. Some fans believed it was because he had nothing to deny.
Meanwhile, Seventeenâs members were being bombarded with questions during schedules. Seungkwan, who had been there that night, looked visibly uncomfortable when asked about it during a live stream.
âAh⊠itâs not my place to say anything,â he murmured, avoiding eye contact with the camera. âI just hope people donât believe everything they read online.â
Three days after the backstage altercation between Y/n and Seungcheol shook the internet, the idol finally addressed the controversy.
At midnight, Seungcheol went live on Weverse, looking visibly tired. Dressed in a simple hoodie and cap, he sighed before speaking, his voice softer than usual.
âFirst of all, I want to sincerely apologize to the fans,â he began, his fingers laced together as he bowed slightly. âI never wanted to cause a scandal or bring unnecessary attention to anyone, especially Y/n. That night⊠things got emotional, and I let my feelings get the best of me.â
He paused, exhaling shakily. âI know many of you have seen the videos and read the articles. Thereâs no excuse for what happened. It was a private conversation that, unfortunately, became very public. And for that, I take full responsibility.â
His eyes flickered with emotion as he hesitated before continuing. âI also wonât lie to you. The truth is⊠I never stopped caring about Y/n.â
The comment section exploded instantly.
Seungcheol swallowed hard, his hands slightly shaking. âI donât expect anything to change. She has her own life now, and I respect that. But I also donât want to pretend anymore.â
đŹ âDID HE JUST CONFESS???â
đŹ âWait wait wait HOLD ON.â
đŹ âHE STILL LOVES HER??? SEUNGCHEOL WTFâ
đŹ âSomeone check on Y/nâs boyfriend bc thereâs no way heâs okay rn đâ
âI loved her. I still do. And thatâs something I canât hide, no matter how much time passes.â
A heavy silence filled the air. The weight of his confession was undeniable.
âI donât regret what we had, and I will always be grateful for the memories. But I also know that some things⊠canât be undone,â he murmured. âNo matter what happens, I just want her to be happy.â
He looked straight into the camera. âTo the fans who were disappointed in me, Iâm sorry. To Y/n, if you ever see this⊠Iâm sorry for putting you through this again.â
With one final bow, he ended the live.
But the internet was just getting started.
Within minutes, hashtags like #SeungcheolApologizes, #CheolStillLovesY/n, and #Y/nResponseWhen? trended worldwide. Fans were dividedâsome heartbroken over his pain, others hopeful that this was the beginning of something new.
A few days after Seungcheolâs confession sent the internet into a frenzy, Seungkwan found himself standing outside Y/nâs apartment, nervously shifting on his feet. He had sent her a text earlier, asking if he could talk, and to his surprise, she had agreed.
When the door finally opened, Y/n stood there, arms crossed, an unreadable expression on her face. She looked tiredâexhausted, really. And Seungkwan hated knowing that he had contributed to it.
She stepped aside, allowing him in without a word. He hesitated for a second before walking inside, the air between them thick with unspoken tension.
Taking a deep breath, Seungkwan turned to face her. âY/n, I⊠Iâm so sorry.â His voice was barely above a whisper.
She raised an eyebrow. âFor what exactly?â
His stomach twisted. He knew she wasnât making it easy for himâand honestly, he deserved it.
âFor dragging Seungcheol to your concert,â he admitted, guilt evident in his voice. âI thought I was helping. I thought if he saw you, if he heard you sing, heâd finally get some closure. I never meant for things to spiral like this.â
Y/n let out a dry chuckle, shaking her head. âClosure?â She scoffed. âSeungkwan, I was finally starting to move on, and now look at this mess. Do you know how many headlines Iâve had to ignore? How many people have been asking me about my relationship, about Seungcheol, about us?â
Seungkwan lowered his head, shame washing over him. âI know. And I canât tell you how sorry I am for putting you through this again. I never wanted to make things harder for you.â
She studied him for a moment before sighing. âI know you didnât mean to hurt me,â she said, voice softer now. âBut you should have stayed out of it, Seungkwan. It wasnât your place to interfere.â
Seungkwan swallowed hard. âI get that now. And if I could take it all back, I would.â His voice cracked slightly. âI justâseeing you like that on stage, I knew you were still hurting. And I saw how much hyung was struggling too. I thought⊠maybe, deep down, you both just needed a push.â
Y/nâs shoulders slumped, and for the first time, Seungkwan saw the raw emotion in her eyes. âYou donât think I know that?â she whispered. âYou donât think Iâve spent every single day wondering if I made the right choice?â
His breath hitched.
âI still love him, Seungkwan,â she admitted, the words hanging heavy in the air. âBut that doesnât mean we can go back to how things were.â
Seungkwan felt his chest tighten. He had hopedâprayedâthat maybe, just maybe, things would fall back into place. But Y/nâs expression told him everything he needed to know.
âI get it,â he murmured. âAnd I swear, I wonât interfere anymore.â He looked at her with sincerity. âI just want you to be happy, Y/n. Whether thatâs with Seungcheol or not.â
For the first time that night, Y/nâs expression softened.
âI know,â she said. âAnd I appreciate that.â
The tension between them eased, just slightly. And as Seungkwan left that night, he hopedâmore than anythingâthat one day, Y/n and Seungcheol would find the happiness they both deserved.
The buzz surrounding Y/n and Seungcheol hadnât died down, and after weeks of speculation, Y/n finally agreed to an exclusive interview. It wasnât to explain herself, nor was it to address the scandal directlyâshe simply wanted to remind the world who she was beyond the drama.
Sitting across from the interviewer in a beautifully lit studio, Y/n looked poised and elegant, her aura calm despite the chaos that had surrounded her lately.
Halfway through the interview, the inevitable question came.
âY/n, with everything that has happened recently, I think what everyone wants to know is⊠are you happy?â
The studio fell into silence, and for a moment, Y/n only blinked, as if carefully choosing her words. The interviewer watched her expectantly, and fans watching from behind their screens held their breath.
Then, Y/n smiledânot forced, not hesitant, but genuine.
âI am happy,â she answered simply, nodding. âI have people around me who love and support me. Iâm doing what I love. Iâm growing, learning, and becoming a better version of myself every day.â
She paused, her fingers gently running along the armrest of her chair. âI think happiness isnât just about one person, or one moment. Itâs about finding peace within yourself, no matter whatâs happening around you.â
Her words sent waves across social media. Some fans cheered her on, proud of her strength, while others couldnât help but read between the lines.
No matter how people interpreted it, one thing was clearâY/n wasnât letting the past define her anymore.
đŹ âShe didnât say she moved on. She said sheâs happy⊠but that doesnât mean she doesnât love him anymore.â
đŹ âIf sheâs happy, then thatâs all that matters. She deserves it.â
đŹ âSo this is really the end for her and Seungcheol?â
đŹ âWhat if sheâs saying this to convince herself? She looked kind of sad for a second.â
And whether Seungcheol was part of her future or not⊠that was a story only time would tell.
Just when the internet was beginning to settle down after Y/nâs interview, a single post sent fans into a frenzy once again.
Late at night, Y/nâs boyfriend uploaded a picture to his Instagram storyâan intimate yet casual shot of him and Y/n. She was leaning against him, laughing softly, while he had his arm draped over her shoulders.
But what truly set the internet ablaze was the caption.
"Thanks for letting her go."
Within minutes, screenshots flooded Twitter, Instagram, and online forums. Fans and netizens had mixed reactionsâsome supporting the new relationship, others furious over what they saw as an unnecessary dig at Seungcheol.
It didnât take long before Seungcheolâs name began trending again, fans anxiously waiting to see if he would respond.
đŹ âOHHHHH HEâS PETTY FOR THAT đâ
đŹ âNo way he actually posted this đđđâ
đŹ âSeungcheol, donât look at your phone bro.â
đŹ âHe really said âI won.â But did he, though?â
đŹ âY/n deserves to be happy, but this caption was not it.â
However, Seungcheol remained completely silent. No statements. No cryptic posts. No subtle likes or unlikes.
Following the viral Instagram story from Y/nâs new boyfriend, media outlets wasted no time in picking up the drama. Within hours, headlines flooded every major entertainment site, further fueling the ongoing controversy.
đą K-Buzz News: "Y/nâs New Boyfriend Takes a Dig at SeungcheolââThanks for Letting Her Goâ Sparks Debate!"
đą AllK-Entertainment: "Is It a Low Blow? Y/nâs Boyfriend Posts Shady Caption Amidst Seungcheolâs Confession!"
đą Dispatch Exclusive: "Aimed at Seungcheol? Y/nâs Boyfriend Under Fire for His Controversial Instagram Post!"
The articles analyzed every angle of the situationâsome supporting Y/nâs boyfriend, claiming he had every right to express his love publicly, while others criticized him for being unnecessarily petty.
One report even included insights from an anonymous industry insider:
"Itâs no secret that Seungcheol and Y/n had a deep history. For a new boyfriend to make such a statement so publicly⊠it seems more like a declaration of victory than genuine love. Fans are divided, and understandably so."
Online discussions became more heated, with netizens and fans picking sides.
After days of silence, Seungcheol finally broke his silenceâand he did it in the most Seungcheol way possible.
đŹ âI mean⊠heâs not wrong, Seungcheol DID let her go.â
đŹ âThere was no need for this. If he was confident in their relationship, he wouldnât have posted that.â
đŹ âIs Y/n okay with this? Sheâs been trying to move on peacefully.â
đŹ âThis is getting so messy. I just want all of them to be happy.â
During SEVENTEENâs sold-out concert, emotions were already running high, but no one expected the leader to address the controversy head-on.
Right before launching into a rap solo, Seungcheol took a deep breath, smirked slightly, and let the mic drop to his side for a second. The crowd fell silent, sensing something was about to go down.
Then, he looked out at the audience and said, âSomeone decided to run their mouth⊠but I canât just let that go, right?â
The stadium erupted in screams.
Without missing a beat, the beat dropped, and Seungcheol spit bars sharper than knives, delivering what fans immediately recognized as a freestyle diss aimed directly at Y/nâs boyfriend.
âYou think you won, but why you still talkinâ?
Got my leftovers, but youâre still stalkinâ.
Holdinâ her hand, but you checkinâ my pageâ
You insecure, man, just stay in your lane.
The crowd went wild, some covering their mouths in shock while others jumped, hyped at the unexpected callout. Seungcheol didnât stop there. He ended the rap with one last line that sent chills through the venue:
Talkinâ like you won but you donât know the game,
Sheâs not a trophy, she donât need a new name.
You flex online but we know itâs pretend,
If you gotta talk about me, are you really her man?â
âReal love donât need a caption, it just stays.â
đ„ FANS. LOST. THEIR. MINDS. đ„
đŹ âDID CHEOL JUST DISS HIM LIVE???â
đŹ âHE REALLY SAID I CANT LET THAT GO LMAOOOâ
đŹ âThat was directed straight at him and everyone knows it đâ
đŹ âThe way Seungcheol handled this was straight SAVAGE but CLASSY.â
As expected, clips of the performance exploded online within minutes. Hashtags like #SeungcheolDissTrack #StayInYourLaneand #ICantLetThatGo trended worldwide.
đŹ âDID HE JUST CALL HIM INSECURE???â
đŹ âSeungcheol said âyou got her but youâre STILL madâ LMAOOOâ
đŹ âThis man had enough and snapped đđâ
đŹ âY/nâs boyfriend better not check Twitter today.â
đŹ âThe fact that he did this in a FULL concert with THOUSANDS of people watching⊠legendary.â
Even fellow SEVENTEEN members couldnât hide their reactionsâMingyu was seen howling with laughter, Hoshi dramatically clutched his chest, and Jeonghan smirked knowingly.
Meanwhile, Y/nâs boyfriend remained silent on social media. No response. No clapback.
Because at that moment, Seungcheol had already won the battle without even trying.
The K-pop world is ablaze once again as Seungcheol's recent concert performance has sparked a fresh wave of controversy.
Leading outlets like Dispatch, AllKPop, and K-Buzz wasted no time covering the unexpected diss.
đą Dispatch Headline: "Seungcheol's Savage Rap Sparks Speculation â Is Y/n's Boyfriend the Target?"
đą K-Buzz: "âStay in Your Laneâ â Seungcheol Sends a Clear Message During SEVENTEENâs Concert!"
đą AllKPop: "Seungcheol Breaks Silence in the Most K-Pop Way Possible â Fans Call It the Ultimate Clapback!"
The viral moment had fans dissecting every line of the rap, with many convinced that the lyrics were aimed directly at Y/nâs boyfriend following his controversial Instagram post.
The reaction online was immediate:
One industry insider told Dispatch:
"Seungcheol is known for writing deeply personal lyrics, but this performance felt different. It was raw and deliberateâhe knew exactly what he was doing."
Neither Seungcheol nor his agency released an official statement, but fans noticed that SEVENTEENâs official social media accounts carefully avoided posting clips from that performanceâfurther fueling the speculation.
đŹ "He didnât even name-drop, but we all know who heâs talking about."
đŹ "Seungcheol said âstay in your laneâ and mic dropped. ICONIC."
đŹ "If I were Y/nâs boyfriend, I would deactivate every social media app right now."
đŹ "Seungcheol is fighting demons with a whole concert tour."
Meanwhile, Y/nâs boyfriend remained silent on the matter, with some fans calling his Instagram caption âthe worst mistake of his life.â
As the drama unfolds, all eyes are now on Y/n, waiting to see if she will respondâor if sheâll continue to rise above the storm swirling around her.
After the chaos from Seungcheolâs viral rap performance, Y/n couldnât stay silent any longer.
Furious over the public spectacle he made, she reached out to him directlyâand it wasnât a pleasant conversation.
The tension was thick the moment he answered.
âWhat the hell was that, Seungcheol?â Y/n snapped, skipping past pleasantries. âDid you really have to turn this into a public mess?â
âDonât play dumb!â Her voice was sharp with frustration. âYou knew exactly what you were doing! You turned this into a damn spectacle, and now everyone is talking about it.â
Seungcheol, still heated from everything that had happened, scoffed. âOh, but your boyfriendâs post wasnât a spectacle? He went out of his way to take a shot at me, and I was just supposed to stay quiet?â
Y/n exhaled sharply, her patience wearing thin. âYou donât have to stoop to his level! Do you even realize what youâve done? Fans are eating this up, and now it looks like some childish feud. And me? Iâm stuck in the middle of it.â
Seungcheol was silent for a moment before he muttered, âHe started it.â
Y/n let out a humorless laugh. âOh, grow up, Seungcheol. This isnât about winning or losing. This is my life you keep dragging into the spotlight.â
Her voice softened slightly, but the hurt was still there. âI just wanted to move on. Why couldnât you let me?â
Seungcheol clenched his jaw, feeling the weight of her words. âIs that really what you wanted?â His voice was quieter now, raw with emotion.
Y/n hesitated for just a second. But she forced herself to stay firm. âYes. And if you actually cared about me, you would have respected that.â
The call ended before Seungcheol could respond.
For the first time in a long time, he felt like he had truly lost her.
After their heated call, Seungcheol couldnât shake the guilt gnawing at him. He knew he had hurt Y/n, and no words could undo the mess he had made.
So, instead of words, he chose actions.
Every single day, he sent her favorite flowers, carefully arranged and delivered without a note. He didnât expect a responseâhe just wanted her to know that despite everything, he still cared.
At first, Y/n thought it was from a fan or maybe her company, but as the days passed, the steady arrival of fresh bouquets started to make her wonder.
Then, one evening, she finally acknowledged themâposting a picture of the flowers on her Instagram story.
đž "One of my fav things." đž
Fans immediately flooded the comments with love, but one particular comment caught her attention.
đŹ "Minseong is so sweet for doing this!"
Y/n didnât respond, assuming her boyfriend, Minseong, was the sender. But before she could even process it, a verified comment appeared below.
đŹ Seungcheol: "Theyâre from me."
The internet exploded.
đ„ Fans Lost Their Minds đ„
Y/n stared at the comment, her heart dropping into her stomach. She had unknowingly posted a gift from Seungcheol, and now the entire world knew.
đŹ "OH MY GOD. SEUNGCHEOL, WHAT?!"
đŹ "The audacity⊠but also⊠the romance??"
đŹ "Minseong is getting secondhand embarrassment right now LMAO."
đŹ "This man does NOT give up."
đŹ "Y/n, girl, we need a response ASAP."
The moment Minseong saw the comment from Seungcheol, he was furious. His name was trending alongside Seungcheolâs, and fans were speculating about their relationship.
That night, he stormed into Y/nâs apartment, his jaw clenched, his voice laced with anger.
âDo you have any idea how humiliating this is for me?â he snapped, tossing his phone onto the table. âThe whole internet thinks Iâm some fool whoâs been competing with your ex this entire time!â
Y/n, still overwhelmed by everything, took a deep breath. âMinseong, I didnât know the flowers were from him. I thoughtââ
âYou thought what?!â he cut her off, his voice rising. âThat Iâd waste my time doing some grand romantic gesture when I know youâre still stuck on him?â
Her eyes widened at his tone. âThatâs not fair.â
Minseong let out a bitter laugh. âFair? Youâre the one making me look like an idiot while secretly holding onto the past.â He stepped closer, his presence suddenly suffocating. âYou liked it, didnât you? Knowing heâs still chasing after you?â
Y/n took a step back, her chest tightening. âI didnât ask for this. I was moving onâwith you.â
Minseong scoffed, running a frustrated hand through his hair. âNo, Y/n. You werenât. You were just pretending to.â
His words struck deep, but before she could respond, his hand slammed down onto the table, making her flinch. He didnât hit her, but his anger was dangerously close to boiling over.
That was it. The final straw.
Y/nâs voice was firm, unwavering. âWeâre done.â
Minseong froze. âWhat?â
She exhaled, steadying herself. âThis isnât love, Minseong. You donât trust me. You donât respect me. And I refuse to stay in something that makes me feel like this.â
His expression hardened, but he didnât fight her decision. He knew he had lost. Without another word, he grabbed his things and left, slamming the door behind him.
The moment he was gone, Y/n finally let herself breathe.
It was over. For good.
Following the sudden news of Y/n and Minseongâs breakup, fans speculated about the reasons behind their splitâespecially after the viral Seungcheol flower incident.
To address the growing rumors, Y/nâs company released an official statement:
đą [OFFICIAL STATEMENT FROM Y/NâS AGENCY] đą
*"Hello, this is [Agency Name].
We would like to address recent reports regarding Y/nâs personal life.
After much discussion, Y/n and Minseong have decided to part ways. They will continue to support each other as colleagues and friends. We ask that fans respect their privacy during this time and refrain from spreading speculation that could harm either party.
Regarding the recent online discussions, Y/n has no involvement in any public disputes, and we kindly ask for understanding as she focuses on her career and well-being.
Thank you for your continued support."*
â [Agency Name]
Fan Reactions
Late at night, Y/nâs phone buzzed with a message from a number she hadnât seen pop up in a long time.
đŹ "âNo involvementâ?? Her ex-boyfriend literally humiliated her, and theyâre acting like nothing happened??"
đŹ "I just know Minseong is punching the air right now."
đŹ "Seungcheolâs somewhere smirking."
đŹ "Hope Y/n is okay. She deserves better."
đŹ "They didnât even deny the flowers were from Seungcheol. Interesting⊠đ"
Seungcheol.
Seungcheol: Hey⊠How are you feeling?
Seungcheol: I heard about everything. I just⊠I wanted to check on you.
Y/n stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard. She knew she should ignore him. After everything that had happened, after all the chaos, it would be easier to just move on.
But a part of herâthe part that still remembered how safe he once made her feelâcouldnât.
Y/n: Iâm fine.
It wasnât a lie, but it wasnât the whole truth either.
Seconds later, her phone started ringing. Seungcheol was calling.
She hesitated before answering. âWhat do you want, Seungcheol?â
His voice was gentle, laced with something softer than usual. âI wanted to hear your voice, baby.â
Y/nâs breath hitched. âDonât call me that.â
He chuckled, but there was an undeniable sadness behind it. âI canât help it. Youâll always be my baby.â
She closed her eyes, gripping the edge of her blanket. âYou donât get to say that anymore.â
Seungcheol sighed. âI know I messed up. I know Iâve made things worse instead of better. But I meant what I said⊠Iâm not giving up on you.â
Y/n swallowed, her heart racing. âYou canât just decide that.â
âBut I can decide to keep trying,â he countered, voice firm. âI let you go once. Iâm not making that mistake again.â
Silence stretched between them. Y/n hated how her heart betrayed her in that moment, how it ached at the sound of his voice, how it longed to believe him.
âI donât know if I can do this again, Seungcheol,â she whispered.
He exhaled, his voice softer this time. âThen let me show you that you can.â
The world was buzzing with excitementâboth Seventeen and Y/n had been nominated for the Billboard Music Awards. Social media exploded with congratulations, and fans couldnât stop talking about how fate kept bringing them back into the same spaces.
That night, Y/n was in her hotel room when her phone lit up. Seungcheol was calling.
She stared at the screen, debating whether to pick up. But a part of her already knewâshe would always answer when it was him.
With a sigh, she swiped the call open. âWhat do you want now, Seungcheol?â
His deep chuckle came through the line. âCanât I just call to congratulate my baby?â
She rolled her eyes, trying to ignore the way her heart skipped a beat. âI told you to stop calling me that.â
âIâll stop when you stop running away from me,â he said smoothly.
Y/nâs breath caught in her throat. âIâm not running.â
Seungcheol scoffed. âThen tell me why every time I reach out, you push me away. Every time I try to come closer, you take another step back.â
She clenched her jaw, looking away as if he could see her through the phone. âBecause itâs easier that way, Seungcheol. You and I⊠we always end up hurting each other.â
His voice softened. âNot always.â
âEnough times.â
A pause. Then, âAnd yet⊠here we are. Still picking up each otherâs calls.â
Y/n closed her eyes. He wasnât wrong. No matter how hard she tried to stay away, something kept pulling them back together.
âJust tell me one thing, baby.â His voice was quieter now, more vulnerable. âIs there still a part of you that wants me?â
Silence.
Y/n knew her answer. But she also knew that saying it out loud would mean stepping back into a storm she wasnât sure she could handle.
So instead, she whispered, âGoodnight, Seungcheol.â
And then she hung upâleaving him with the silence that said everything he needed to know.
The stadium roared with cheers as Seventeen was announced as the winner. The members hugged, overwhelmed with emotions as they took the stage to accept their first-ever Billboard Music Award.
Backstage, the energy was electric. Staff members, fellow artists, and friends were congratulating them left and right. Amid the chaos, Y/n found them.
Dressed in a sleek black outfit, she approached with a small smile. âCongratulations, Guys.â
The members turned to her, pleasantly surprised. Seungkwan was the first to pull her into a hug, followed by Joshua and Hoshi. They had always been close to her, and despite everything that had happened, there was no awkwardnessâonly warmth.
Then, her eyes met Seungcheolâs.
He stepped forward, his expression unreadable. âYou are here.â
Y/n smirked. âWouldnât miss it.â
The members exchanged knowing looks before slowly dispersing, giving them space.
Now alone in a quieter corner of the backstage area, Seungcheol studied her carefully.
âThank you for coming,â he said softly.
She shrugged. âYou worked hard for it. You deserved to win.â
Seungcheol took a step closer. âAnd do I deserve another chance?â
Y/n inhaled sharply. âSeungcheolââ
âListen to me, baby,â he cut in gently. âI know Iâve messed up before. I know I let you go when I shouldnât have. But I swear to you, Iâve never stopped loving you.â
Her heart pounded, but she kept her face neutral. âItâs not that simple.â
âI know,â he admitted. âBut I also know you still feel something for me. You wouldnât be here if you didnât.â
She opened her mouth to argue, but he was right, and they both knew it.
Seungcheol sighed and reached for her hand, his touch hesitant but warm. âOne date. Thatâs all Iâm asking. No pressure, no expectations. Just you and me, like old times.â
Y/n bit her lip, her walls threatening to crumble.
One date.
That was all.
What was the worst that could happen?
ââŠFine,â she whispered.
Seungcheolâs face broke into a boyish grin, his dimples showing. âReally?â
She rolled her eyes. âDonât get ahead of yourself. Itâs just one date.â
He chuckled, squeezing her hand. âOne date is all I need.â
Breaking News: Seungcheol & Y/n Spotted on a Date!
The entertainment industry was buzzing with new headlines the morning after Seungcheol and Y/nâs long-awaited reunion.
Photos had surfaced of the two enjoying a quiet evening at a luxurious yet cozy restaurant. Fans noted how they laughed easily, leaned close to talk, and looked at each other like no time had passed.
đč "Seventeenâs Seungcheol & Y/n Reignite Romance? Spotted on an Intimate Date!"
đč "Old Flames Reunite: Seungcheol and Y/n Seen Boarding the Same Flight Together!"
đč "Eagle-Eyed Fans Notice Y/n Wearing Her Old Engagement RingâIs Love Back in the Air?"
âLook at the way Seungcheol is staring at her⊠Heâs so in love.â â A fan commented on Twitter.
âItâs crazy how they just fit together. Like they were never apart.â
If the dinner date wasnât enough, a bigger surprise came the next morning when both Seungcheol and Y/n were spotted at the airportâboarding the same flight.
Fans went into a frenzy.
A Few Months LaterâŠ
âWhere are they going together??â
âThis feels like a drama plot⊠a romantic getaway???â
It started with a simple Instagram post.
Y/n wasnât one to flaunt her personal life, but tonight, something felt different. She uploaded a picture of her hand resting against a bouquet of white rosesâand on her ring finger, a brand-new engagement ring sparkled under the dim light.
đ CAPTION: âSome things are worth finding your way back to.â
The internet exploded.
đ„ BREAKING NEWS: Y/n Is Engaged!
"Months after rekindling her romance with Seungcheol, fans noticed Y/n sporting a dazzling engagement ring. While no official statement has been released, the caption and the ring say it all!"
As the world celebrated, somewhere in the quiet of their own little world, Seungcheol pulled Y/n into his arms and whispered against her forehead:
đ Fans React:
đŹ âTHEYâRE REALLY ENDGAME OMG đđâ
đŹ âSeungcheol, you romantic fool, YOU DID IT!!â
đŹ âThe way this love story has come full circle⊠IâM SOBBING.â
âTold you Iâd never stop trying, baby."
Seungcheol Confirms Marriage to Y/nâFans Go Wild!
Seventeenâs leader, Choi Seungcheol, has just dropped the biggest bombshell during an album promotion eventâhe and Y/n are officially married!
"We Got Married Recently" â Seungcheolâs Unexpected Announcement
During an interview for Seventeenâs latest album, the members were discussing the inspiration behind their new songs. When asked about the meaning behind a particularly heartfelt track, Seungcheol smiled knowingly.
âThis oneâs special. Itâs about someone I love. Actually⊠I guess itâs the perfect time to say itâY/n and I recently got married.â
The room went silent for a second before exploding into chaos.
The members clapped and cheered. The interviewers were speechless, fumbling for words before finally stuttering, âWaitâmarried?! Like, officially?â
Seungcheol grinned. âYeah. Officially.â
As if that wasnât enough, minutes after the interview aired, Seungcheol posted a never-before-seen picture of Y/n on his Instagram.
The photo was simple yet stunningâY/n sitting in their living room, wearing one of Seungcheolâs oversized hoodies, holding a cup of tea with a soft smile.
The caption?
âWifey. â€ïžâ
The Internet Breaks: Fans & Celebrities React
Within minutes, social media exploded.
Even celebrities joined in.
đč "WHAT DO YOU MEAN WIFEY????? SEUNGCHEOL PLEASE EXPLAIN.â
đč âNot only are they back together, THEYâRE ACTUALLY MARRIED. MY HEART CANâT TAKE THIS.â
đč "This man just dropped a marriage announcement like it was a casual Tuesday.â
Jeonghan commented: âWow, we lost him for real. Congrats, bro.â
Seungkwan: âI DESERVE CREDIT FOR THIS!!!â
Hoshi: âDoes this mean I can still be part of your love story? đâ
Following Seungcheolâs viral "Wifey â€ïž" post, fans eagerly waited for Y/nâs responseâand she did not disappoint.
She uploaded a candid photo of Seungcheol in their home, wearing a cozy sweater, running a hand through his hair as he smiled at something off-camera.
The caption?
âHubby â€ïžâ
As expected, the internet went absolutely wild.
Mingyu: âWow, you two are really doing this, huh?â
đč âWIFEY AND HUBBY POSTS ON THE SAME DAY???? THEY ARE SO IN LOVE IâM CRYING.â
đč âY/n is now officially the luckiest person alive. Like. LOOK AT HIM.â
đč âTHEY REALLY GOT MARRIED AND NOW THEYâRE CASUALLY POSTING ABOUT IT LIKE THIS ISNâT THE BIGGEST NEWS EVER.â
Jeonghan: âI give it 3 months before Seungcheol starts posting âMy wife is the most beautiful person in the worldâ every single day.â
Woozi: âCongrats, now please stop writing sad songs about her.â
Felix (Stray Kids): âThis is actually the cutest thing Iâve seen in my life.â
After days of trending worldwide, Seungcheol and Y/n finally sat down for their first official interview as husband and wife. Fans had been eagerly waiting to hear their love story straight from them, and the couple did not hold back!
1ïžâŁ Why Did Y/n Give Seungcheol a Second Chance?
đŹ Y/n: âA lot of people asked me this, and honestly, I asked myself the same thing at first. But⊠Seungcheol never stopped trying. Even when I was stubborn, even when I told him to move on, he just kept proving to meâthrough his actions, not just wordsâthat his love for me never changed.â
đŹ Seungcheol: [laughs shyly] âIt was never even a question for me. I just knew she was the one, and I was willing to wait however long it took.â
2ïžâŁ How Did Seungcheol Propose?
đŹ Seungcheol: âI was nervous. Like, really nervous. I had planned everything perfectly, but when the moment came, my hands were shaking.â
đŹ Y/n: [laughs] âI noticed! He dropped the ring box at one point.â
đŹ Seungcheol: âI wanted it to be special, but at the same time, I didnât want some big public thing. So, I took her to the place where we had our very first date. Just the two of us. I told her everything I feltâwhy I loved her, why Iâd never stop choosing her. And then I got down on one knee and asked.â
đŹ Y/n: âAnd I said yes. Obviously.â
3ïžâŁ How Did the Seventeen Members Help?
đŹ Seungcheol: [groans] âOh my God. They were worse than me.â
đŹ Y/n: âIt was adorable, actually.â
đŹ Seungcheol: âSo, before I proposed, the guys decided they had to be involved. I thought theyâd just help with the setup or something, but no⊠they insisted on singing âMarry Meâ by Jason Derulo while I was proposing.â
đŹ Y/n: âI walked into the venue and suddenly all of Seventeen was standing there, singing with way too much passion.â
đŹ Seungcheol: âJeonghan was even pretending to wipe tears like he was my mother.â
đŹ Y/n: [laughing] âIt was so chaotic but also the sweetest thing ever.â
4ïžâŁ Why Did You Keep the Marriage a Secret for So Long?
đŹ Y/n: âWe really wanted to enjoy this moment for ourselves first. In this industry, so much of our lives is public, and we just wanted a little while where it was just us.â
5ïžâŁ How Did Seungcheol Win Y/n Over Again?
đŹ Y/n: [teasingly] âHe was persistent. Annoyingly so.â
đŹ Seungcheol: âI sent her flowers every day, wrote her letters, checked in on her, reminded her of all the little things I remembered about her. I just wanted her to know that no matter how much time passed, my love for her never changed.â
đŹ Y/n: âAt first, I was so set on keeping my distance, but then one day⊠I realized I didnât want to run anymore.â
đŹ Seungcheol: âSo, you admit I won?â
đŹ Y/n: [laughs] âYou never had to âwin.â You were already the one.â
6ïžâŁ Final Thoughts?
đŹ Seungcheol: âI know our story has been crazyâlots of ups and downs. But I think thatâs what makes it special. We grew, we changed, and we still found our way back to each other. And now⊠I get to call her my wife.â
đŹ Y/n: âAnd I get to call him my husband.â
đŹ Seungcheol: [grinning at her] âBest title Iâve ever had.â
As expected, social media exploded with love and admiration for the couple.
đč âThis is literally a K-drama but real life.â
đč âSeventeen SINGING while he proposed? I need a documentary on this whole love story.â
đč âThey were always meant to be. Iâm so happy for them.â
With their love stronger than ever, Seungcheol and Y/nâs journey continuesâbut this time, as husband and wife.
hello hellooooo i love all your work!!!! and i saw that requests were open so here i ammmm
i was wondering if you could do a girl dad cheol like reader came home from work one day and saw cheol and their daughter all dressed & dolled up like princesses
thank you so much!!!
â âą CSC .á Princesses at home
âș content â parents Choi Seungcheol x fem reader
âč genre .á fluff.
â word-count â 1.3k.
â summary âComing home from work to witness dress up.
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â§ feedback & reblog are highly appreciated! this is my first even nsfw fic so bear with me.
The long, exhausting day at work had drained you, but you still couldnât wait to get home. The weather had been gloomy, and the rain had soaked through your coat, but the thought of your family waiting at home warmed your heart.
As you turned the key in the front door, the familiar scent of your husbandâs cooking greeted you. But that wasnât what caught your attention. What did, however, was the sound of music playing in the living room.
You hung up your coat and stepped further inside, freezing in place at the scene that greeted you.
âDaddy! Look, Iâm a princess!â your daughterâs voice echoed through the living room.
You blinked, not quite processing what you were seeing. Choi Seungcheol, your husband, was standing in the middle of the living room. But it wasnât just any ordinary scene. He was wearing a tiara. And, if that wasnât enough, he was holding a glittery pink wand.
âMe too, me too!â Your little girl, Seunghee, twirled in front of him, her dress sparkling with every movement.
Both were completely dolled up in princess costumes. Seungcheol, in full princess mode, looked absolutely ridiculousâyet, somehow, incredibly adorable. He wore a dress in pastel pink with a matching tiara perched atop his head, while Seungheeâs dress was a delicate lilac with silver threads that caught the light.
You leaned against the doorframe, unable to contain the chuckle that escaped your lips.
âSeungcheol,â you called, your voice tinged with disbelief. âWhat... what is going on here?â
Seungcheol looked up at you, his eyes widening. For a moment, he froze in place, clearly caught off guard. But then, his face broke into that mischievous grin you loved so much.
âOh, hey, babe! Welcome home!â He raised his glittering wand like he was greeting royalty. âWeâre just having a little âPrincess Time.â I thought itâd be fun.â
 For a moment, you could barely speak, your mind trying to process the sight before you. But then, Seunghee tugged on your pant leg, her face lit up with excitement.
âMommy, look! Daddy is a princess too! Weâre matching!â she exclaimed, twirling around in her dress again, the ribbons fluttering behind her.
You couldnât help itâyour heart melted. Despite how ridiculous it was, the moment was far too sweet to make you upset. Seungcheol was always a bit of a softie when it came to his daughter, and you knew he would do anything to make her happy. And if that meant dressing up like a princess, so be it.
You stepped into the living room, leaning down to Seungheeâs level. âYou look beautiful, sweetie,â you said, smoothing her hair.
âAnd you, my dear princess,â you continued, turning to Seungcheol, âmake a rather convincing royal figure.â You raised an eyebrow in playful skepticism, âAre you sure this isnât your secret dream job?â
Seungcheol shrugged exaggeratedly, flicking a pretend lock of hair from his shoulder. âI could totally see myself as a ruler of the kingdom. Iâd make sure thereâs cake every day.â He winked.
Seunghee giggled at his antics.
You shook your head, smiling fondly at both of them. âIâm gone for one day, and look at what happens.â You let out a mock sigh. âI leave for work, and I come back to a full-blown royal ball.â
Seungcheol gave a dramatic bow, holding out his hand to you. âWould you care to join us, my queen? The ball is just beginning.â
You couldnât resist. As tired as you were, you took his hand, allowing him to lead you into their game.
As the music played in the background, you found yourself swept up in the lightheartedness of the moment. You twirled around with Seunghee, laughing as Seungcheol pretended to be a prince who was terribly bad at ballroom dancing.
You realized, watching him try to guide their wobbly waltz, that there was no one else youâd rather be with. The fact that Seungcheolâyour tough, strong husbandâwould do something as silly as this just to make your daughter laugh made your heart soar. You had no idea how, but somehow, he managed to keep both you and Seunghee happy with his antics.
After a few more twirls and laughing fits, you finally managed to get the story behind the impromptu princess session.
âOkay, so how did this all come about?â you asked, sinking onto the couch, with Seunghee nestled in your lap.
Seungcheol plopped beside you, still wearing the tiara with the utmost pride. âWell, Seungheeâs been obsessed with princesses recently,â he began, running his hand through his hair, messing it up slightly. âShe kept talking about dressing up as one, but we didnât have any costumes at home.â He paused dramatically. âSo, I took matters into my own hands. I went online, found some dresses, and⊠well, here we are.â
You raised an eyebrow, not sure whether to be impressed or confused. âYou bought yourself a princess dress?â
Seungcheol nodded, his grin never fading. âI thought it would be cute if we matched. And itâs been a while since I had a good laugh with Seunghee. You know how much she loves her fairy tales.â
Seunghee chimed in, âDaddyâs the best! Heâs the best prince(ss) ever.â
Your heart swelled; it was hard to argue with that logic. Seungcheol wasnât just a great dad; he was also the kind of father who would go above and beyond, even if it meant looking a little silly.
âButâŠâ you said, turning to him with a teasing smirk, âhow does the âKing of the Houseâ feel about all this princess business?â
Seungcheol raised his chin high, puffing out his chest in mock pride. âIâm embracing my inner royal self. I may be the king of this castle, but sometimes the queen and princesses need to have their fun.â He winked at you, his voice taking on that playful tone that always made you laugh.
âGuess Iâm outnumbered,â you sighed, pretending to be exasperated.
âDefinitely,â Seungcheol replied with a grin. âBut at least Iâm enjoying it. And Iâm sure Seunghee will remember this for the rest of her life.â
You looked down at your daughter, who was now holding your hand, beaming up at you. âIâll never forget this, Mommy,â she said, squeezing your hand.
As the night wore on, you all settled into a quiet routine. You ordered takeout since cooking felt like a distant memory, and the three of you ate together while still in your princess costumes. It was a simple meal, but the joy in the room was contagious. Laughter echoed off the walls, and for that one evening, nothing else mattered except your little family.
Later, after dinner, Seungcheol suggested watching a movie âsomething light-hearted and family-friendly. You sat together on the couch, your daughter nestled between you and Seungcheol, all of you still dressed in your sparkling dresses.
As the credits of the movie rolled, Seunghee drifted off to sleep, her head resting against Seungcheolâs chest. You watched them both, feeling a sense of deep contentment.
âYou know,â you said softly, running your fingers through Seungheeâs hair, âI never would have thought Iâd come home to a princess party hosted by my husband.â
Seungcheol chuckled, gently smoothing his daughterâs hair. âWell, sometimes the unexpected moments are the best. This oneâs a keeper.â
You smiled, leaning against him. âIt is. I think sheâll remember this for a long time.â
âAnd so will I,â he said, pressing a kiss to the top of Seungheeâs head. âMaybe weâll make it a tradition. Princess Day, every once in a while.â
Your heart warmed at the thought. Seungcheol was always full of surprisesâand you wouldnât have it any other way.
For tonight, you were just a familyâno work stress, no distractions from the world beyond these four walls. Just laughter, love, and a tiara-wearing dad sparkling with joy.Â
And in that moment, it was perfect.
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Love, On Air || Choi Seungcheol (valentine's special)
⥠Pairing: choi seungcheol x f!reader
⥠Genre: best friends to lovers, romance, fluff, slice of life
⥠Word Count: 7.8k
note: Happy Valentineâs Day! đ This is a special Valentineâs edition based on the poll results(so if you votedâcongrats, you manifested this đ). A massive shoutout to @facethesunflower for proofreading and making sure this didnât turn into a total disaster. đ Hope you enjoy this fluffy, slightly dramatic, finally-they-confess moment.
Remember: if your best friend is acting suspiciously like Cherry⊠maybe itâs time to connect the dots. đđ
The clock hits 9 PM. You take a deep breath, adjusting the headphones on your ears as the familiar hum of the radio booth wraps around you. The room is small, dimly lit by the soft glow of the equipment and the neon sign flashing LIVE on the wall.Â
"Alright, weâre live in 3... 2... 1..."
Your hand hovers over the soundboard as you smile into the mic.Â
"Good evening, lovely listeners, and welcome back to The Heartbeat Hour, your go-to late-night show where we talk all things love, relationships, and everything in between," you say, your voice smooth and warm, like a cozy blanket on a cold night. "Iâm your host, __ , and tonight is extra special because weâre in the heart of Valentineâs week. So, buckle up, folksâthis weekâs all about confessions, crushes, and, of course, giving you some advice to help you sort through your feelings."
You press the button for the first song request, the soft strains of a romantic ballad filling the room. As the music plays in the background, your eyes scan the requests that have been flooding in. The chat box is constantly ticking with messagesâlisteners asking for advice, sharing their love stories, or seeking songs that speak to their hearts. You feel that rush, the adrenaline of knowing youâre connected to so many people in real time.
"Now, Iâve got a message here from a listener who needs a little help," you say, pulling up the request. "This oneâs from 'Cherry,' who writes in: âIâve been crushing on someone for a while, but Iâm not sure how to confess. Any advice?â"
You let out a small breath, your fingers tapping rhythmically on the desk as you think. This oneâs a classic. You've seen it all before, but every confession still feels fresh. You smile softly into the mic.
"Ah, 'Cherry,' I get it. Confessing your feelings can be scary, but itâs also one of the most real things you can do. Hereâs my advice: Keep it simple. No need for grand gestures, no elaborate speeches. Sometimes, the best way to let someone know how you feel is through a small, sincere gesture. Maybe write a note or give them a little gift that shows youâve been thinking about them. And when you tell them how you feel, just be honestâthereâs no such thing as a perfect confession. Just be you."
You pause, feeling the warmth of the words settle into your heart. The music swells in the background, adding to the ambiance of the moment.
"Remember, 'Cherry,' itâs not about getting it perfectâitâs about being brave enough to say it. And hey, the worst that can happen is they donât feel the same way. But you know what? Youâve still won because you were true to yourself. So take a deep breath and go for it. You got this.â
You let the silence linger for a moment, Cherryâs words still hanging in the air. Then, with a small smile, you reached for the controls.
"Alright, Cherry, and everyone out there holding onto feelings they havenât found the words forâthis oneâs for you. Maybe itâll give you the courage to say whatâs in your heart, or at the very least, remind you that youâre not alone."
With a soft click, the studio filled with the delicate, wistful melody of "From the start" by Laufeyâa song that is the ultimate friends to lovers song for all delusional daydreams.
Leaning back in your chair, you glanced out at the city lights reflecting against the glass. Somewhere, maybe Cherry was listening, hesitating over a letter they werenât sure theyâd ever send. Or maybe, just maybe, they had already begun writing.
After an hour of song requests, confessions, and quiet laughter shared through the airwaves, the LIVE sign dims. You take off your headphones, stretching your neck as the studio falls into silence. Another night, another show wrapped up.
Gathering your notes, you stack them neatly before grabbing your now-lukewarm latte from the desk. The faint chatter of coworkers drifts through the hallsâother RJs wrapping up, producers discussing schedules.
"Great show tonight, ___," someone calls out in passing.
"Thanks! See you tomorrow!" you reply with a small smile, pulling on your coat.
Near the exit, your producer glances up. "Donât forgetâtomorrowâs segment is longer for the Valentineâs special. Get some rest!"
"Got it. Night, everyone!"
Pushing open the station doors, you step into the cool night air. The city hums in the distance, but here, itâs quietâstill. You take a slow sip of your latte, savoring the warmth against the crisp breeze.
And then, just a few steps away, you see him.
Leaning against his car, hands tucked into his coat pockets, Seungcheol watches you. The street lamp casts a soft glow over him, catching the faint curve of his lips.
You stop in front of Seungcheol, raising an eyebrow. "What are you doing here?"
He tilts his head, acting like itâs the most casual thing in the world. "I was just passing through."
You narrow your eyes. "Passing through? Your workplace is nowhere near here."
"Okay, fine," he chuckles, pushing himself off the car. "I thought Iâd pick you up. Itâs been a while since we had dinner together."
"Ah, I see. You missed me." You smirk, taking another sip of your latte.
"Donât flatter yourself, " he scoffs, but the amusement in his eyes gives him away.
You let out a laugh, shaking your head before walking around the car. "Alright, alright. Letâs go before you start crying about how I never have time for you."
He pulls open the passenger door for you with a teasing bow. "Your chariot awaits, my lady."
Rolling your eyes at his theatrics, you slip inside, and he shuts the door before making his way to the driverâs seat.
As he starts the engine, Seungcheol glances at you. "Nice show today."
You blink. "Oh? Whatâs up, Choiseung? Youâre complimenting me?" You raise an eyebrow, grinning.
He scoffs, shaking his head. "Forget it. Shouldâve just let you believe no one listens to your rambling at night."
"Too late. Iâm taking this to heart forever," you joke, leaning back in your seat.
A few minutes into the drive, Seungcheol reaches into his coat pocket and hands you a neatly folded envelope.
"Here."
You glance at it, then at him. "Whatâs this?"
"Just open it."
Curious, you unfold the letter inside. His familiar handwriting stretches across the page, carefully written, filled with warmth. Itâs a simple noteâthanking you for being in his life, for always listening, for just being you.
Your heart softens as you read.
"Ohh, Cheol... this is so sweet. Thank you so much, friend." You smile, touched by the gesture.
The moment the word leaves your lips, he freezesâjust for a second.
Then, with a short nod, he looks away, gripping the steering wheel a little tighter.
"Yeah⊠friend." His voice is light, but something about it feels off.
You donât notice. Or maybe, you just donât understand.
"Hm? Did you say something?"
"Nothing," he clears his throat, turning into a street. "We should hurry before the restaurant gets packed."
You let it go, tucking the letter safely into your bag as the city lights blur past.
Dinner is simpleâwarm bowls of stew and easy conversation. You catch up on each otherâs lives, laugh over childhood memories, and argue over who should pay the bill (which Seungcheol wins, as always). Itâs comfortable, familiarâjust like itâs always been.
But every now and then, Seungcheol watches you with something unreadable in his gaze. Something just beneath the surface.
Later, he pulls up in front of your place.
"Thanks for dinner, Choiseung." You grin, unbuckling your seatbelt.
"Yeah, yeah. You can pay next time."
"Iâll believe that when it happens." You laugh, stepping out of the car. "Goodnight!"
He waits until you disappear inside, only driving off once your lights flicker on.
And then he waits.
Seated in his car, he watches as your silhouette moves around the room. Itâs only when your lights finally turn off that he exhales, rubbing the back of his neck before driving away into the quiet night.
The next day passes in a blur of work, coffee, and the usual routine. You go through meetings, reply to emails, and try not to fall asleep at your desk. Itâs just another regular dayâuntil night falls, and youâre back in the studio, headphones on, mic live, slipping into the comfort of your show.
"And that was 'Moonlight' to set the mood for tonight," you say, adjusting the volume on the console. "Now, letâs see whatâs on your mind, listeners. Late-night confessions, random thoughts, love lettersâI'm here for it all."
A familiar name pops up in the chat, and you smile.
"Ah, a message from âCherryâ again," you muse, skimming through it.
"So, Cherry says: âI wrote them my feelings, but I feel like they didn't get the hint. Any advice?ââ
You lean back, thoughtful.
"Confessions are tricky, arenât they? But if words feel too heavy, why not try something else?"
You pause, then smile.
"Hereâs an ideaâmake a playlist. Fill it with songs that subtly express your feelings, and share it with them. You can name it something meaningful, like âFor Youâ or âSongs That Remind Me of You.â Maybe theyâll get the hint, maybe they wonât, but either way⊠music has a way of saying what we canât."
A soft melody plays as you set up the next song, your voice lowering.
"Speaking of confessions⊠Cherry, this oneâs for you."
___
After the show, you gather your things, stretching as the familiar hum of the studio fades into the quiet of the night. Stepping outside, the cool air brushes against your skinâand there he is, leaning against his car, arms crossed, waiting.
"You again?" You arch a brow, teasing.
Seungcheol smirks. "What can I say? Madam needs her personal chauffeur." He pushes off the car, opening the door for you with a playful grin.
You scoff, rolling your eyes as you slide in. "More like my chauffeur needs his daily dose of validation."
He chuckles, shutting the door before rounding the car. "Can you blame me? Gotta make sure my most important passenger gets home safe."
You shake your head, biting back a smile as he starts the engine. The familiar warmth of routine settles between you, comfortable and unspoken.
As you drive, soft music fills the spaceâa melody unfamiliar yet strangely intimate. You pause, listening. Itâs not his usual sound. Gone are the heavy beats and sharp rhythms he prefers. Instead, the speakers hum with gentle tunes, lyrics drenched in longing.
You glance at him, amusement flickering in your gaze. "Since when did your taste in music change this much?"
His fingers flex over the steering wheel, eyes fixed on the road. "Dunno. Just felt like switching things up."
You hum along absentmindedly, letting the melody wrap around you, comforting in ways you donât fully understand.
Seungcheol exhales quietly, gripping the wheel a little tighter, sneaking a glance your way. Because this playlist isnât just a mix of songsâitâs a confession. One he can only hope youâll hear.
As Seungcheol pulls up in front of your place, he shifts the car into park but doesnât make a move to unlock the doors just yet. Instead, he drums his fingers against the steering wheel, stealing a glance your way.
"__, since tomorrowâs the weekend... you wanna hang out?" His voice is casual, but thereâs something just a little hesitant in the way he says it.
You blink before breaking into a small smile. "Huh, itâs been a while since weâve gone there."
He nods, still avoiding your eyes. "Yeah. Thought it might be fun."
You tilt your head, watching him for a second before nudging his arm. "Well, if youâre paying, Iâm definitely in."
He scoffs, rolling his eyes but grinning nonetheless. "Yeah, yeah. Just donât go overboard with the snacks."
You laugh, reaching for the door handle. "No promises. See you tomorrow, Choiseung."
As you step out, he waits, watching until your lights flicker on inside. Only then does he drive off, the soft hum of the playlist still playing in the background.
The next day, the weekend air carries a hint of excitement as you step outside, spotting Seungcheol waiting by his car. Dressed casually in a hoodie and jeans, he looks effortlessly relaxedâexcept for the way he keeps checking his phone, as if trying to act nonchalant.
"Wow, youâre actually on time today," you tease, walking up to him.
He scoffs, sliding his phone into his pocket. "Please, I was born punctual."
You snort. "Sure, if 'punctual' means making me wait at least ten minutes every time."
Seungcheol rolls his eyes but opens the car door for you anyway, his usual playful smirk tugging at his lips. "Just get in, before I make you walk to the amusement park."
You laugh, sliding in as he rounds the car. Soon, you're both on the road, the soft hum of music playing in the background.
"So, whatâs the plan, tour guide?" you ask, glancing at him.
He shrugs, tapping his fingers on the steering wheel. "Nothing fancy. Just rides, food, and you trying not to chicken out on the roller coasters."
You gasp dramatically. "Excuse you, I do not chicken outâ"
"You literally backed out last time," he deadpans, making you groan in protest.
The banter continues, filling the car with laughter as the amusement park comes into view, the vibrant lights and distant screams of thrill-seekers setting the perfect scene for the day ahead.
As Seungcheol parks the car, you glance at the towering rides ahead, the excited chatter of parkgoers filling the air.
"Alright, where to first?" he asks, stretching as he steps out of the car.
You scan the park, lips pursed in thought before pointing towards the roller coasters with a challenging grin. "Since youâre so confident, letâs start with that."
His eyes widen for a split second before he huffs. "I wasnât the one who backed out last time, remember?"
You laugh, linking your arm with his and pulling him along. "Exactly. Time to redeem myself."
The line moves faster than expected, and soon, you're seated, the bar locking in place. You grip the handles tightly, sneaking a glance at Seungcheol. He looks relaxed, but the way he exhales deeply before the ride starts doesnât go unnoticed.
The moment the coaster shoots forward, your screams mix with laughter, adrenaline rushing through your veins as you grip the bar for dear life. When it finally slows, you glance at Seungcheol, only to see him looking at you instead of the rideâs descent.
"What?" you ask, breathless.
He shakes his head, a small, fond smile on his lips. "Nothing. Just glad you didnât chicken out this time."
You roll your eyes, nudging him playfully as you both step off the ride, your legs slightly wobbly from the rush.
The day continues with more rides, playful bets on who can win the most arcade games (he cheats, you swear), and an unnecessary but hilarious attempt at a claw machine.
"Face it, I'm just naturally gifted," he boasts, tossing you a small stuffed bear.
"Naturally full of it, maybe," you grumble, but take the bear anyway, hugging it to your chest.
Finally, as the night settles, you both find yourselves on the Ferris wheel, the gentle hum of the ride filling the comfortable silence. The city sprawls below, glowing under the streetlights, and in the distance, fireworks begin to bloom in the sky.
"Didnât think today would be this fun," you admit, leaning back against the seat, the cool glass behind you a contrast to the warmth in your chest.
Seungcheol glances at you, something unreadable in his expression. He exhales softly, his fingers tapping against his knee.
"Yeah... I, uhâ" He hesitates, licking his lips, his voice quieter now. "There's actually something Iâ"
But before he can finish, a particularly loud firework crackles in the sky, painting the cabin in flickering colors. You turn quickly, eyes lighting up as you take in the view.
"Oh, look at that one! Itâs so pretty" you say, completely missing the way Seungcheol sighs, his half-spoken words swallowed by the moment.
He leans back, running a hand through his hair, a wry smile tugging at his lips.
"Yeah," he murmurs, gaze lingering on you instead of the fireworks. "It is pretty."
After placing your order, Seungcheol suddenly pushes back his chair. âBe right back,â he says, flashing a quick smile before heading toward the counter.
You donât think much of it, scrolling through your phone until the waiter returns with your drinks. As they set your cup down, you notice the delicate heart design floating atop the foam.
You tilt your head, stirring it slightly with your spoon. âOh? Is this some kind of Valentineâs special?â you ask, amused. âDid you get one too?â
Seungcheol, whoâs just returned to his seat, glances at his own plain coffee and shrugs. âYeah⊠no.â
You raise a brow. âHuh. Guess they just like me more.â
He chuckles, taking a sip of his drink, but you donât notice the way he hides his small, satisfied smile. Because the truth is, he had asked for that heartâjust for you.
//
The next evening, the soft glow of the studio lights casts a warm hue as you settle into your seat, adjusting your headphones. Outside, the city hums with life, but a sudden downpour has turned the streets into shimmering reflections of neon signs.
"Looks like weâre in for an unexpected downpour tonight," you say, adjusting your headphones with a small chuckle. "So if you're heading home, grab an umbrellaâor better yet, find someone whoâll share theirs with youâif not, maybe this is your chance for a classic movie moment. You know, the whole âone umbrella, two peopleâ thing."
With a quick tap, you queue up a slow, dreamy melody.
"Wherever you are tonightârushing through the rain or just watching it fallâI hope this keeps you warm. Stay safe out there." As the song plays, you sit back, stretching your arms with a sigh.Â
As the show wraps up, you take off your headphones, letting out a small sigh as the last song fades into silence. The studio, once filled with the hum of voices and music, now feels still. Gathering your things, you push open the door, stepping into the quiet hallway.
Outside, the rain still falls in soft sheets, blurring the glow of streetlights. You pause near the entrance, rummaging through your bag. No umbrella. Right. You meant to bring one this morning, but in the rush, it completely slipped your mind.
 You pause at the entrance, contemplating making a run for it, when a familiar voice calls out.
"Figured youâd forget yours."
You blink as Seungcheol steps forward, holding out an umbrella, his usual smirk in place. His hair is slightly damp, his coat dusted with droplets, like he had hurried here without much thought.
A small flutter, barely noticeable, stirs in your chest. You shake it off with a teasing smile. "What, no chauffeur duty today?"
He chuckles, tucking a hand into his pocket. "Uhh, not tonight. I have to stay late for that project."
You tilt your head, a little surprised. "So you came all the way here just to give me this?" You motion toward the umbrella in your hand.
"Yeah," he says simply, as if itâs the most obvious thing in the world.
Before you can say anything else, his phone buzzes. He glances at the screen, sighs, then looks back at you. "I gotta go. Text me when you get home, okay?"
You nod, watching as he jogs toward his car, the red taillights fading into the rain.
For a moment, you just stand there, gripping the umbrella a little tighter. You donât know why, but the weight of it in your hands feels different.
Then, shaking off the thought, you open it and step into the rain, heading home.
//
As morning arrives, the first thing that comes to mind is Seungcheol. You blink at your phone, thumb hovering over his contact.
Texting him isnât anything newâyouâve done it countless times before. But for some reason, tonight, it feels⊠different. Maybe itâs your coworkerâs words still echoing in your head, or maybe itâs the way heâs been occupying your thoughts more than usual.
Before you can overthink it, you start typing.
You: Did you get home okay?
A second passes. Then another. You bite your lip, debating whether to add something else.
You: And did you even sleep well? Donât tell me you stayed up all night working.
You press send before hesitation can creep in. Almost instantly, the dots appear.
Seungcheol: Wow, checking up on me? I must be special.
You roll your eyes, already imagining the smug grin on his face.
You: Forget I asked.
Seungcheol: Wait, waitâ I did sleep. Kinda. Had a long day, but Iâm home now.
You: Good. Donât overwork yourself.
Your fingers hover over the screen for a beat before you add one last message.
This time, he takes a little longer to respond.
Seungcheol: You too.
You lock your phone, exhaling softly as you sink into your pillow.
Maybe itâs nothing. Maybe youâre just overthinking. But the warmth unfurling in your chest suggests otherwise.
At work, the usual hum of chatter fills the office. Youâre halfway through your emails when a coworker slides into the seat beside you, a teasing grin already in place.
"I saw you yesterday," they start, leaning in slightly. "With a guy. Was he your boyfriend?"
Your fingers freeze over the keyboard.
"What? No!" The denial is immediate, instinctive. Too quick. You clear your throat, forcing a casual shrug. "Just a friend."
Your coworker chuckles, clearly amused. "Mmm, sure. You shouldâve seen your face just now."
You scoff, shaking your head. "Oh, please. Itâs not like that."
They raise an eyebrow, smirking as they lean against your desk. "Right. Just a friend, huh?"
You roll your eyes, waving them off, but as they walk away, their words linger.
Just a friend.Â
Youâve said it a hundred times before. So why does it feel different now?
The soft glow of the studio lights wraps around you like a familiar embrace as you settle in for another night on air. The playlist hums in the background, filling the quiet spaces between your thoughts as you scroll through messages from listeners.
One catches your eye.
âI think Iâve fallen for my best friend. It wasnât suddenâmore like a slow, creeping realization. One day, I caught myself smiling at my phone just because they texted me. I donât know if they feel the same, and Iâm scared to lose what we have. What do I do?"
You hesitate for a moment, the words settling heavier than they should. Thereâs a flicker of something familiar in them, something that makes you sit up a little straighter.
You take a breath and lean toward the mic. âThatâs⊠complicated,â you begin, your voice even, steady. âFalling for a best friend is tricky. It sneaks up on you when you least expect it. One day, theyâre just⊠them. The same person theyâve always been. And then suddenly, everything feels different.â
Your breath catches slightly. A part of you wants to laugh at the timing, but instead, you clear your throat and lean into the mic.
You exhale softly, fingers absentmindedly tracing the edge of your notes. "I think the scariest part isnât even confessingâitâs the thought of what happens after. What if they donât feel the same? What if things change? But⊠at the same time, isnât it worth knowing? Isnât it better than wondering âwhat ifâ forever?"
The words come naturally, maybe a little too naturally, and you catch yourself mid-sentence, blinking at the realization. Your fingers tighten slightly around the papers in front of you.
You shake it off with a light laugh. "Anyway, Iâm not a love expert. But if youâre listening⊠maybe ask yourself thisâwould you rather take the risk or live with the regret?"
As the segment transitions, you queue up the next song, the soft melody of Can't Help Falling in Love by Kina Grannis filling the airwaves. A bittersweet smile tugs at your lips as you lean back in your chair, staring at the ceiling.
//
The idea of a team dinner had been floating around the office for weeks, but it wasnât until today that your producer finally put his foot down.
âWeâre going,â he declared, arms crossed as he leaned against your desk. âNo more excuses, no more âletâs do it next week.â Tonight, we eat.â
Your coworker snickered, spinning lazily in their chair. âYou just donât want to go home and cook.â
âExactly,â he admitted shamelessly. âBesides, itâs been a while since we all hung out outside of work. You in?â
You hesitated for a beat, glancing at your screen before sighing. It wasnât like you had anything better to do. âYeah, Iâm in.â
And that was that. A few hours later, you found yourself walking toward the restaurant with the rest of your team, the air buzzing with conversation. Your producer was still arguing about food, insisting that this place was âdecent at bestâ while another team member defended it with an almost personal level of passion.
You laughed at their banter, falling into step behind themâuntil something made you slow down.
A familiar figure stood just outside the restaurant, hands tucked into his coat pockets. Even before he turned, you knew who it was.
Seungcheol.
Your brows lifted slightly in amusement. âAre you a stalker?â you teased as you approached. âYouâre literally everywhere I go.â
He turned toward you, chuckling under his breath. âNo, Iâm here with someone. My cliââ
âShall we go?â
The voice belonged to a woman who stepped up beside him, her posture poised, her tone polite. She looked⊠elegant. The kind of effortless elegance that didnât even need to try.
Your gaze flickered between them, something unreadable tightening in your chest before you smoothed your expression. âWhoâŠâ
The woman met your eyes and smiled. âOh, Iâm Lee Hana. Iâm working with Seungcheol on a project.â
You nodded, lips curving into something light, something easy, even as something else tugged inside you. âRight. Nice to meet you.â
Seungcheolâs gaze lingered on you for a second longer than it should. âWhat are you doing here?â
âOh,â you blinked, shifting slightly. âOur team is having dinner.â You motioned toward the restaurant behind you. âYou know, bonding and all that.â
He nodded, but before he could say anything else, Hana touched his arm lightly. âShall we?â
There was a pauseâbrief, barely thereâbefore he cleared his throat. âUh, yeah.â Then he glanced at you again. âBye, then. Have fun.â
And then he was gone, walking away with her at his side.
You watched them leave, something unspoken pressing against your ribs. Itâs not jealousy, you told yourself. Not really. But the feeling stayed anyway.
A voice broke through your thoughts. âOh, isnât he the umbrella guy?â
You turned to see your coworker standing beside you, glancing after Seungcheol with mild curiosity before their gaze shifted back to you. âDid he come here with a woman?â
You said nothing, but that seemed to be enough of an answer.
They hummed knowingly. âYou really must be just friends.â And with that, they walked inside.
You stayed there a second longer, staring at the spot where Seungcheol had just been, before shaking yourself out of it and following them in.
The night air is crisp as you walk back home, the sounds of the city buzzing softly in the background. Your team dinner had ended a while ago, but instead of feeling full and satisfied, thereâs a strange heaviness in your chestâa weight you donât quite understand. Â
As you turn the corner to your apartment complex, you slow down, your steps faltering. Â
There, leaning against his car with his arms crossed, is Seungcheol. Â
Your brows knit together. âWhat are you doing here?â Â
At your voice, he straightens, slipping his hands into his pockets. âYou didnât look well back at the restaurant,â he says, his tone light but laced with something elseâconcern, maybe. âSo, I thought Iâd check on you.â Â
You blink at him. âYou drove all the way here for that?â Â
He shrugs. âItâs not far.â Â
Liar. His office is nowhere near your place. Â
Thereâs a brief pause. The usual banter is on the tip of your tongue, but for some reason, the words donât come out as easily tonight. Maybe itâs because he actually showed up. Maybe itâs because you donât know what to do with the way your heart stutters at the sight of him standing there, waiting for you. Â
You shift your weight. âDo you⊠want to come in for coffee?â Â
At that, he chuckles, shaking his head. âCoffee? At this time?â He tilts his head at you, amused. âYou must really hate me if you donât want me to sleep tonight.â Â
You scoff, rolling your eyes. âThen Iâll give you plain water. Just come in.â Â
His lips twitch into a smirk before he pushes himself off the car. âIf you insist.â Â
And just like that, he follows you inside. Â
The door clicks shut behind you as you step inside, flipping on the lights. The familiar warmth of your home settles around you, but with Seungcheol standing in your living room, it suddenly feels⊠different.
âYou can sit,â you say, gesturing vaguely to the couch as you move toward the kitchen.
He hums in response, wandering over but not immediately sitting down. Instead, he looks around, eyes flickering to the small details of your spaceâthe stack of books on the coffee table, the blanket draped lazily over the couch, the half-full cup on the counter from this morning.
âBy the way,â you start, keeping your voice casual as you pour warm milk, âwho was that woman earlier?â
Seungcheol hums in acknowledgment, but when he answers, itâs after a slight pause. âJust a client. Iâm handling a project for her company.â
âAh.â You nod, stirring the coffee a little too forcefully. âLooked like you guys were close.â
He lets out a small laugh. âAre you interrogating me right now?â
You scoff, bringing the mugs over to the table and handing him one. âNo. Just making conversation.â
You drop onto the couch beside him, curling your legs under you. Heâs been here so many times before, and yet tonight, the usual comfort feels a little differentâlike youâre hyper-aware of the way he leans back, his long legs stretched out in front of him, the way he watches you over the rim of his mug.
âYou seemed off earlier,â he says after a beat. âSomething wrong?â
âNo,â you lie, but even you donât sound convinced.
Seungcheol doesnât press, just tilts his head slightly, studying you like heâs figuring out a puzzle. âIf you say so.â
After a while, he stretches, glancing at the time. âI should go.â
You nod, following him to the door. He lingers for a second, hands shoved in his pockets.
âText me when you wake up, yeah?â
You frown. âWhy?â
He shrugs. âJust âcause.â
You roll your eyes, but something about the way heâs looking at you makes your chest tighten. âFine.â
He smirks. âGood.â
And then, with a small wave, heâs gone.
You stand there for a second, staring at the closed door, fingers curling tightly around your cup.
The theater is dim, the soft glow from the screen casting flickering lights across Seungcheolâs face. The film has barely begun, but the hum of quiet conversations and the rustling of popcorn bags fill the space around you.
Youâre not sure who suggested this movie. Maybe he did. Maybe you did. Maybe it was just one of those thingsâwhere he casually texted, "Movie?" and you didnât even think before replying, "Sure."
The movie plays, but your focus wavers. Youâre aware of him. Of the way his shoulder is just barely brushing yours. The way his fingers drum lazily against his knee. The way he shifts slightly every now and then, getting comfortable.
And then, his hand moves to the popcorn bag between you.
Your fingers accidentally graze his. Just for a second.
You donât think much of itâuntil it happens again.
The second time, neither of you pull away immediately. Itâs not intentional, not deliberate. Just⊠a pause. A moment that lingers for a beat too long before he finally retracts his hand.
Your pulse stutters, but you keep your expression neutral.
A few more scenes pass. Youâre getting lost in the film when suddenlyâ
A jump scare.
Itâs sudden enough that your breath catches, and before you can stop yourself, your hand darts out, grasping the closest thingâhis arm.
Seungcheol doesnât move. He doesnât flinch, doesnât say a word. Just glances down at your fingers curled around his sleeve.
You realize what youâve done a second too late. Heat creeps up your neck as you start to pull away.
But thenâ
His arm shifts just slightly, just enough that your hand slides from his sleeve to his wrist, fingertips brushing against his skin.
You donât move. Neither does he.
The moment stretches, unspoken, unacknowledged. Not quite intentional. But not exactly not intentional, either.
And suddenly, the movie is the least interesting thing in the room.
The movie ends, and the crowd slowly shuffles toward the exits. You stretch your arms as you step out of the dimly lit theater, the cool night air greeting you.
"That wasnât as scary as I thought," you say, glancing at Seungcheol.
He scoffs, shoving his hands into his pockets. "Sure. That explains why you nearly ripped my sleeve off."
You roll your eyes, nudging him lightly with your elbow. "That was one time."
He smirks. "Uh-huh. And what about the other time? And the time after that?"
You narrow your eyes at him, but thereâs no real bite behind it. Heâs enjoying this way too much.
"Okay, whatever. Where are we eating?" You change the subject swiftly, and Seungcheol hums, pretending to think.
"Ramen?" he suggests.
Your stomach growls at the mention of food, and you nod. "Sounds good."
Itâs a short walk to the small ramen shop tucked away on a quieter street. The place is cozy, warm, and familiarâone of those late-night spots youâve both ended up in more times than you can count. The moment you step inside, the comforting aroma of broth and spices fills the air.
Seungcheol orders for both of you, as he always does, rattling off your usual without even asking. The cashier doesnât even blink, already used to it by now.
You shake your head with a small smile. "One day, Iâm going to switch things up just to mess with you."
He leans against the counter, grinning. "No, you wonât."
Heâs right, and you hate that he knows it.
The two of you settle into a booth, the conversation flowing easily between bites of food. Seungcheol steals a piece of your fish cake without asking. You retaliate by swiping a sip of his drink. It's effortless, familiar.
By the time you step back outside, the streets are quieter. The late hour drapes the city in a peaceful hush, the occasional headlights casting long shadows on the pavement.
Neither of you say much as you walk, but it isnât an awkward silence. Just the kind that lingers when words arenât needed.
At some point, Seungcheol slows his pace, falling into step beside you instead of slightly ahead.
The street lights flicker above, the air crisp but not too cold. You rub your hands together out of habit.
A beat passes before Seungcheol exhales through his nose and, without a word, reaches out.
His hand brushes yours, just barely.
You think it might be an accident until he does it again.
This time, he doesnât move away.
And neither do you.
The apartment is quiet when you step inside, the familiar space wrapping around you like a well-worn blanket. You toe off your shoes, set your bag down, and exhale, as if the night still clings to your skin. The soft hum of the refrigerator is the only sound filling the air, but your mind is anything but quiet.
You wander into the kitchen on autopilot, reaching for a glass, but your fingers hesitate over the cabinet handle. The thought slips in, uninvited.
What if he already knows?
The question lingers, settling into the corners of your mind like an echo. You shake your head as if that alone could shove it away, but it doesnât work.
Maybe itâs the way he laughed tonightâsoft, genuine, like the sound itself belonged to you. Or the way he leaned in closer, just enough that his warmth almost touched you. Maybe itâs nothing at all, just the way he exists around youâfamiliar, steady, yet suddenly⊠different.
You close your eyes for a moment, trying to chase the feeling away, but itâs stubborn. Because now that youâve noticed it, you canât unsee it. Every teasing remark, every lingering glance, every small, meaningless momentâitâs all been leading to this.
And the worst part?
You donât even know when it started.
You sink onto the couch, pressing the cool glass against your palm, grounding yourself. You try to convince yourself itâs nothing. Youâve always been close. Heâs always been there.
But tonight, when his hand brushed yours and he didnât pull away⊠when he said goodnight like he meant something elseâŠ
Your heart had stuttered.
You bite your lip, staring at the ceiling, willing your heartbeat to settle.
...What if he already knows?
//
The studio is quiet except for the soft hum of the equipment. The city lights flicker through the window, casting faint shadows against the booth. You scroll through the messages, eyes landing on a familiar name.
Cherry.
âI tried everything you saidâgave them a letter, took them out, spent so much time together. And honestly? I swear they like me too. But⊠nothing. What do I do?"
You let out a breath, tapping your fingers lightly against the desk.
"Okay, first of allâdonât give up. I know itâs frustrating when someone doesnât read between the lines, but sometimes, people need things to be said plainly. No metaphors, no subtlety. Just⊠real words."
You lean back slightly, eyes flickering toward the dim window of the booth, where the city blurs in the distance.
"Because hereâs the thingâwhat if they do feel the same way? What if theyâre just as scared as you are? Wouldnât you rather know than spend your days wondering?"
The words come easily, almost too easily, and for a split second, you wonder if youâre really just talking to Cherry anymore.
You exhale and push forward.
"So hereâs my advice, Cherry. Tell them. No hints, no half-confessions. Just look them in the eyes and say, âI like you.â And if they donât feel the same? At least youâll know. At least you wonât have to live with âwhat if.â"
Your hand hovers over the controls for a moment longer than necessary before finally pressing the next song cue.
The melody flows through the studio, soft and steady. And yet, your heart is thudding slightly faster than it should.
The night air is cool against your skin as you step out of the building, the faint hum of the city filling the quiet. Work is done for the day, your coworkers already heading their separate ways after a few lingering goodbyes.
You stretch your arms slightly, exhaling as you adjust the strap of your bagâonly to freeze mid-motion.
Heâs there.
Standing just outside the entrance, hands tucked into the pockets of his jacketâexcept for one, which lingers behind his back, hiding something.
Your heart stirs, something instinctive. âSeungcheol?â
His lips twitch in a small, almost nervous smile. âHey.â
âYouâre waiting for me?â You shift your bag on your shoulder, stepping toward him.
âYeah.â A soft exhale. âI had to.â
You tilt your head slightly. âWhy?â
Seungcheol hesitates, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. Then, with a slow exhale, he pulls his hand from behind his backârevealing a bouquet of flowers, delicate and vibrant under the streetlights.
Your breath catches.
Your fingers brush against his as you take it, the warmth of his skin seeping into yours.
âSeungcheolâŠâ Your voice is softer now, unsure. The gesture feels too deliberate, too thoughtful. It makes your heart ache in a way you donât fully understand.
He watches you for a second before exhaling, running a hand through his hair. âI shouldâve said this sooner. A long time ago, actually.â His voice drops slightly. âI thinkâno, I knowâIâve liked you for a while now.â
Your breath catches.
He holds it out to you, a faint chuckle escaping his lips. âI know itâs kind of cheesy, but... I saw this and thought of you.â
Your fingers brush against his as you take it, the warmth of his skin seeping into yours.
âSeungcheolâŠâ Your voice is softer now, unsure. The gesture feels too deliberate, too thoughtful. It makes your heart ache in a way you donât fully understand.
He watches you for a second before exhaling, running a hand through his hair. âI shouldâve said this sooner. A long time ago, actually.â His voice drops slightly. âI thinkâno, I knowâIâve liked you for a while now.â
The world feels like it slows down.
His eyes flicker with somethingâuncertainty, vulnerability, an honesty so raw it makes your chest tighten.
âSo Iâm done pretending.â His voice is quiet but firm. âI like you. Iâve liked you for a long time.â
You swallow, fingers tightening around the flower as your heart stumbles over itself. The weight of his words settles over youânot heavy, not suffocating, but something warm, something undeniable.
For a long moment, you donât speak. You donât know if you can.
Seungcheol watches you carefully, his usual confidence laced with something softer, something uncertain. You can tell heâs waiting, bracing himself for whatever comes next.
So you inhale slowly, steadying yourself.
âYouââ Your voice falters slightly before you clear your throat. âYouâve liked me for a long time?â
He nods, lips curving into a self-deprecating smile. âYeah.â A beat. âI thought you knew.â
Your breath catches.
Did you?
You think backâto the lingering glances, the easy laughter, the way heâs always been there, steady and constant. The way he looks at you when he thinks you donât notice. The way your heart has been shifting, your feelings unraveling into something you werenât ready to name.
âIâŠâ You pause, lips parting, your heart beating so fast itâs dizzying. And then you laugh, a little breathless, shaking your head. âGod, I feel so stupid.â
Seungcheol blinks, caught off guard. âHuh?â
You meet his eyes, and this time, thereâs no doubt, no hesitation.
âI like you too, you idiot.â
For a second, everything is still.
Then Seungcheol lets out a sharp breathâa laugh, almost disbelievingâand suddenly, that teasing smile you know so well is back, but thereâs something else in his expression now. Something real. Something unshakable.
âYeah?â His voice is quieter, laced with something warm.
You nod, lips pressing together. âYeah.â
And then, he pulls you inâhis hand resting at the back of your head, fingers threading into your hair.
His lips press against yours, gentle at first, then firmer, like heâs been holding this in for too long. His other hand stays over yours, the bouquet still between you, petals brushing against your skin.
The city buzzes in the background, but all you can hear is the quiet rush of your own heartbeat. And in that moment, with his warmth, his touch, his everythingâ
It just feels right.
You pull away just enough to look at him, breathless, your forehead still resting against his. His hands remain on your waist, warm and grounding, as if neither of you wants to let go just yet.
And honestly? You donât think you ever want to.
A soft laugh escapes you, light and airy. âYou know⊠a listener of mine also loves their best friend,â you murmur, tilting your head slightly. âThey tried everythingâsubtle hints, letters, taking them outâbut their best friend was too dense to get it.â
Seungcheol chuckles, his thumb brushing over your wrist. âSounds familiar.â
âRight?â You sigh dramatically. âSo, I told them to just confess. No hints, no half-confessions, just⊠real words.â
He hums, nodding thoughtfully. âGood advice.â
âYeah,â you grin, looking up at him. âI wonder how it went for them.â
Seungcheol pauses for a second, then leans in just a little, his voice playful yet quiet. âIâd say pretty well.â
You blink. âHuh?â
His lips quirk up, and suddenly, the way heâs looking at you feels a little too knowing.
And then, before you can process it, he says itâjust two words, but they hit you like a ton of bricks.
âI know.â
You stare. âWhat?â
He grins, tapping a finger against your forehead lightly. âYour listener. Cherry.â
Your brows furrow. The pieces are there, but your brain refuses to connect them. âWhat about them?â
He hesitates, as if savoring the moment, before finally confessing, âItâs me.â
Silence.
You tilt your head, processing his words. â...Youâre Cherry?â
Seungcheol nods, clearly holding back a laugh at your expression.
For a second, you just stand there, staring at him.
Then, with a dramatic gasp, you lightly smack him with the bouquet in your hands.
âOwâhey!â He feigns pain, stumbling back slightly, but the wide grin on his face betrays him.
âYou idiot!â You hit him again, though thereâs no real force behind it. âYou made me give love advice for your own confession?â
He catches your wrist, still laughing. âHey, it worked, didnât it?â
You narrow your eyes at him, but before you can retaliate, he tugs you forward, pulling you into another hug.
This time, it feels different.
Familiar, warm, but with something new. Something neither of you have to question anymore.
You sigh against his shoulder, shaking your head. âI canât believe you.â