let's not be late

Being late has been a lifelong problem for me.

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I, everyday, fail at getting in my car at 6:35. So I can park at 6.50.

I did not go to movement but it’s like I feel like I did. I’m tired. 

My anxiety is really bad because I don’t know how to live and I doubt everything I do. I think when I say I don’t know what I’m doing. I do know what I’m doing, but I just seem to not do what I want so it’s really Confusing. 

I’m here because I’m not better. I need to be better. It is my choice. Like Jason said, it’s no one else’s fault but mine. Nothing is stopping me from being on time(early)

I feel like I am living someone else’s life.

I don’t even feel like being honest to myself. It’s easier to just suffer and go with the flow.

Just be better. And the rest will follow I guess.

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It’s fucking April 2026! Time goes by so fast.

I need to post my car radio. At the correct time I need to be leaving. Be at work 10 min before.

I’ve had 27 jobs.

8 are on my resume. 9 now. I guess I’ll get rid of Moosejaw. Because that was 8 years ago!!!!!

Fucking crazy. I’m so old. 33. I’ve been through so much.

Maybe I hate working. I lose respect so easily. Why can’t I respect my job?

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So I’m gonna park my car at eight so that means I’m gonna walk in by 810 this is not cool. This is not how it should be. I should be parking my car at 7:40 and then walk up and it’s 750 and I have time I should not do like this anymorepost tomorrow me taking a picture and uploading it where I’m arriving at 7:40

Edit: got fired lol. They’re retarded

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Here’s my screenshot because I got confused. Anyway, let’s start posting the time again so I’m not late again. Let’s help each other be on time. I have a public account right?

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Right now I’m like “let’s lose weight”

Being 150 sucks when I used to be 134. And 120.... #letsloseweight

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DONE WITH THIS PLACE.

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YAY LOOK AT MEEEEE

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look at me go

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i feel weird being on time.

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New plan. Take a picture of the time in the car to make sure I’m on time.

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ya. i don’t give a shit anymore. I have to be here at 8:40. i have to print out my post, 2 posts ago. and tattoo it on my brain. or quit. i have to be more motivated to find another job or house to sell.

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wow i did it again....

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ok. so. i need to be at work at 8:40

in the car. at 8:40. let’s see if i can do it tomorrow. (if they don’t fire me)

what is my problem with the thrill of being late?

i love tumblr so much.

what will make me happy to punch in on time? shift at 9. punch in at 8....

8:50 is too early? 8:55 is perfect right? why don’t i do that?

i was behind a car this morning that sat at TWO red lights!!!!

so stupid.

so i left at 8:30 today. (and that idiot car in front of me) took 40 minutes for me to leave the house and sit down and punch in. 

i have to leave at 8. so i get here at 8:40!!!! STOP BEING SCARED OF BEING EARLY!!!! I HATE THE ANTICIPATION/ANXIETY OF BEING EARLY

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Soooooo

what should I do to get my butt in my chair at 9:55am? haha

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AAAHHHHH!!! IT’S NOT WORKING ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

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New computers New building New login

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please help me. what is the importance of being on time? (early 10 minutes)

it’s so hard for me. if my shift is at 8am i wish i was normal and arrived at 7:50.

but no. and i’ve been using maps to help me with the eta. still no. i’ve been late to my new job. i should be louder about being in real estate.