Letters to 승철

In hopes that my words reach you.

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups [03.03.2020] My lovely leo, You're here. :) . . . This morning, the sun was up and at the same time, it was pouring soft rain. It was the most beautiful sight... Until you. I dropped a quick prayer, went to work. I was going back and forth the school grounds multiple times, even went ahead and ran under the crying sky. The crying sky was happy for me. For you. You're here now. You always said that the skies cry because it was jealous that we're meeting, right? You're here now. Hands shaking, now my smile isn't fading. Now you're here. And I thank God. I thank the Lord for giving me strength right until this moment. As I watch you smile your brightest smile, I am comforted and relieved. I am positive and at peace. I have many words to say but the important this is that you're here now. You're here. :) -This heart is finally back again. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) "now I see daylight...I only see daylight." https://www.instagram.com/p/B9ROwPZAxc2/?igshid=96jp1vsygpra

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, If now, I'm holding a flower I picked, You are the flower I keep in my garden, roots in the ground, diligently taken care of, because I want you to live Brightly, and forever looking up at the sunlit sky. The flower I picked May wither in my hands, But you, I'm always Always going to choose To watch over To love Because you fill up my garden With your soul, eyes, and smile. Hey, Cheol? Today, I'm seeing sunlight. Things went fine. The day was good. And I am grateful. Really, really grateful. I hope good things also happened to you today. No matter how simple they may be, I hope it made you smile. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9O4H8JAK5a/?igshid=2gtjvgfw9js8

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, I miss you. I miss when this whole world of mine used to revolve around you. I miss having to look forward each day not because I am excited for you to come back, but because I know you're already there, doing something that makes you laugh and smile with love. I miss hearing your voice on vlive, seeing you slay the stage. I just...I just miss you. There are days like this. Days when I have to set aside my optimism and just settle with the crystal clear fact that I'm missing you. I guess our world back then, was a whole lot different from now. But we're growing, right? The world has become different, and so have we. We'll emerge victorious in this battle. I know. God is with us. Always. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9MJr5qAJsQ/?igshid=1v22c7kqq45zf

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Those are ocean eyes Deep, warm, and stunningly bright Where butterflies go Strawberry red lips Stretched into a lovely smile Where the flowers bloom Good-looking fair face Like soft mallows freshly baked Where thoughts always stay . . There. Now, I'm not actually a poet. But this, I made for you. I think I'm about to enter this poetic phase where I have to dive deep to the world of poems. It's acads, but I'm enjoying it. I'm going to work hard, dearest leo. You, you be well. And the members. And I deeply pray for your family in Daegu, too. And all in your country. In our country. In the world. We'll get through this, safe and sound. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9JlCNygNhc/?igshid=w78wz7zh39xv

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, It's been a hundred and four days. And to be honest, with everything that's going on, I would love for you to stay inside until there are no severe threats to you and the guys' health. I want you to be mentally, and physically healthy. Let's pray for everyone's health. Seventeen. Carats. Non-carats. With God's will and grace, we'll only have happy and healthy days ahead. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9HACTCgFeX/?igshid=1mm4n00ycv2mp

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, How are you getting by? I am certain that as much as I long for your smile like this, you are also longing to give your brightest to us. Someday, I pray that God will let me see you up this close. Someday when the world's a whole lot better. As I pray for you, I pray for the world, too. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9EXY16FMqz/?igshid=ohy7jgatu2hp

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, When your cheeks are full and your dimples show, that. That's my healing. I think this month's going to be super, super busy. I don't know how it'll go, but, I am going to work hard knowing that you will as well. Let's run together. When you come back, together with the guys, the flower may be falling but I'm sure it's going to be a beautiful, comforting sight. Keep eating well, my dearest leo. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9BuGA3gTWM/?igshid=1c09pzjalaedz

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, You'll be back with the brightest smile than anyone. That's what you said right? So I won't worry too much, you said that. Thank you. It's as if you're also counting the days til you come back. Let me dare think that you really, really miss us, too. I know you do. So, we'll take care of ourselves as you take care of yourself. Let's be happy and healthy from now on. I really, really miss you, too, my dearest leo. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8_UXxogoLz/?igshid=1db0i60azwoga

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Is it day ninety-nine? Perhaps I lost count. Hey Cheol? Today I learned that loving means giving MORE than what is due. Am I loving you by the way I dedicate every night to writing you a letter? It's not my nature to do so, to be honest. Am I loving you by pushing my limits and striving hard to run with you side by side? Because once, I was a good-for-nothing kid. Am I loving you by choosing to concern myself with you even if sometimes, I fear that attachments can be bad? At times like this, since you've been away, there's a part of my heart that's always, always worried. Am I loving you? Am I giving you MORE than what I could? I hope I can say yes to these questions. I pray to God that I can love you and give you more than what is due. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B888CTGAwFf/?igshid=1umxlsbl3eott

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, I am learning to understand the joy of quiet times. When nothing out of the ordinary happens. When mornings starts slow and the nights are calm and quiet. I missed days like this. Perhaps you're experiencing your own quiet times. I hope you are thoroughly enjoying it. When we see each other again, let's be better individuals who relish in all the time and memories and miracle given to us. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B86LUo2AAhb/?igshid=4s3zrb3hz0qt

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Hey Cheol? With all the words I heard today, I have another dream again. I dream of speaking and inspiring. Of being able to give, give, and give again. Like what you did. You, with Seventeen...just in a slightly different way. Will I? One day? I pray to God for that. I also pray that one day, I'll be able to give you something, too, my dearest leo. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B83lWVigozB/?igshid=13zfxp4ck0pmc

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, There's something magical in working late with people you once thought were only going to be strangers. Complaints. Laughter. The sun shining brightly until it bids you goodbye. And there's joy in hoping for another good day tomorrow with these friends, as the sun rises up and smiles at you again. I thank God for that. And I thank God that you have those kinds of friends, too - even better because they're basically family now. With that, we know we'll get through. God is good. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat https://www.instagram.com/p/B81HQZSFV1t/?igshid=11xgr89v95h68

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Hey Cheol? (I think I'm going to love using this as a letter starter, too. It makes me familiar to you.) I asked a friend earlier, whether worrying is a sign of little faith. I thought she'll agree. I mean, all along, I believed it was. She begged to differ. She said there's a purpose...why we worry. It's what makes us humans. Something like that. I reflected on it. You know what I got? Maybe...maybe worrying is a sign that your faith needs to grow stronger. That it CAN grow stronger. Maybe it's like struggling...it tells you you're growing. These past few weeks were bouts of struggle. Mentally, I wasn't as strong as I thought. But I can still count my blessings and be grateful for it. I can still smile at the little things that most take for granted. Writing to you is a way of healing and reflection. This, as my other journal, is very important to me. Thank you, Cheol. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8yeAi4FkMn/?igshid=1do57ekfr26rp

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Hey, Cheol? I screwed up. And brought others down with me. It won't bother me that much had it only been me. At times like this, what should I do? How do I become a good leader like you? I don't deserve second chances if I keep screwing up like this. I'm sorry. I miss you. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8wAIEBAg2a/?igshid=xztd8z87v041

[letters-for-a-leo]

To 최 승철, @sound_of_coups My lovely leo, Let me use this letter to greet your beloved two dongsaengs, one who is sunshine to me, and the other a co-pacifier, a HAPPY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! One sings us songs that cheered him up in hopes of doing the same for us. One writes his lyrics to express words that will mean a lot to us, too. One is a chaotic energy, full of smiles and screams and laughter. One is a calming energy, filled with uniqueness and awe. One has a voice full of power and passion. One has rhythms you would have playing in your head all day long. So, what I'm saying is, this kind of synergy, Seokmin and Hansol, being in the same family as you, makes me happy. Happy birthday to them, and, like with Chan's birthday, I hope you thirteen were able to spend it happily. #getwellsoonscoups #scoups #seventeen #svt #세븐틴 #happydkday #happyvernonday #seungcheol #에슥쿱스 #weloveyouseungcheol #generalization_leader #hiphopleader #hiphopteamleader #seventeenleader #leaderscoups #brightafterrain #mycelestialmiracle #carat (ctto) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8tOdxTAfi2/?igshid=n7om6vytda7b

[thoughtkick]

“You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart.”

— Louise Erdrich (via quotefeeling)

[thoughtkick]

“Do you ever have those random nights where your brain won’t shut off, even though your body feels like five hundred pounds of exhausted.”

— Becky Albertalli (via resqectable)