Letters to Justine C.

Missin' you every single day. Writing all the unspoken feelings for you just to lessen the pain. I hope that you read this blog someday. This is for you.

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97th Day of Waiting

3rd of May 2016, 03:28 AM

Kailan ka babalik Justine? I’m still hoping that you’ll talk to me again. Still waiting for your PM on messenger or SMS. It’s so hard for me to move on ‘coz there’s still a little hope in my heart that you will come back and talk to me again.

Usap na tayo ulit. Madami na akong dapat ikwento sayo, madami din akong gustong sabihin. I have something important to tell you and you need to know this (those words that my heart wants to say). So please, don’t keep me on waiting, PM as soon as you can. I miss you so much :(

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A Letter for Justine. 6th of March, 2016

Hi Justine,

How are you? Hope you're doing fine. I'm still waiting for you to send me a message, even a simple "Hi!" would be fine. It's been months now, Justine since we had our last conversation. I don't know if I did something wrong, because you just ghosted and didn't reply to my messages. I'm missing you so much, you are so present in my mind all the time. I saw some tagged pictures of you last time, I just noticed that you are getting fat than before. Despite of that, you are still the most handsome and the cutest guy I've ever known. You know what? While I'm doing this letter, I'm listening to Halsey's song entitled Colors and looking also at your pictures at the same time. I really miss you so much, it made me cry.

I wonder if you have another "kalandian" right now. Does she makes you happy? Is she prettier than me? Or smarter than me? If you have another one, she is lucky enough to have you. If I am in her shoe right, I will not let you go and I will give you all the love that you deserve.

My birthday is coming soon, Justine. I'm looking forward for your birthday greeting or birthday message for me. Just PM me in facebook or just post a simple note on my wall. If you'll do that on my birthday, I would be really happy if you will do that.

I think that’s it for now. Good night, Justine. I miss you so much. See you in my dreams.

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T'was 12th of August when we "swiped right" to each other. I let you enter into my life knowing that we'll just end up hurting each other. There's no such thing as forever, but still I choose to let you in.