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[letterstotheforsaken]

(RE)INTRODUCTION

Sources: @exposingforsakenbanjo , doc

Hello everyone, this is Felix. If you know who I am, most likely you will know about Forsakenbanjo / Dollietoon / Inkysnuff, and maybe even vice versa, possibly even know about the actions he so callously fails to take accountability for. Whether one day he ever comes back to right his wrongs is entirely up to debate. For those who don't know either and recently found this account, you can simply read the sources and / or ask questions in my inbox.

Now, what is this account for?

The blog you see above was not made by me, and by default, I have no access to it. While it is good for context, it hasn't been touched in time as well, among other reasons I will talk about soon.

As time moved on, I have come to terms with the fact that many individuals around me when I came out as a victim, even with good intentions, had been there more to hurt, clown, etc to Forsaken than it ever was about me and what I truly needed.

Something I should have figured as someone who has seen a pattern on the internet.

Many things were not handled with much care as I wanted it to be, as much as it SHOULD have been, and I'm here to not only speak on the matter once more, but also maybe find my own way of closure on many aspects of the events that happened. Not only what was spoken, but the pieces that weren't, and most importantly shed some light as I process it all, to you and myself.

With that being said...

Viewer discretion is advised, as many of what's to come may be uncomfortable to view for those sensitive to dark and raw topics

You will be witnessing the raw and honest side of myself during all of this, and I hope maybe I can even make up for the mistakes I made as well.

As of creation of this blog; March 16, 2026:

It's been two years since I was ghosted by my groomer.

One year since my community was targeted and harassed, since I was stalked/doxxed by strangers, since I was forced to come out about everything.

It's been only 6 months since Forsaken chose to ghost his account and go under a new username, instead of confronting the situation.

[letterstotheforsaken]

Dear Julius,

(Yes, I will be putting you on blast because you did the unspeakable.)

I did not tell you to remove any evidence in the Forsakenbanjo Callout document, nor did you bother to communicate with me long after your departure! It also seems to haven't crossed your mind that I can simply undo and reestablish the last version of the doc, make a copy, and/or remove you from access!

Which is exactly what I did!

While you were removing your testimony, you also removed a lot of evidence towards Forsaken, so clearly you care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve!

Although, unsurprising, coming from you, lot of your interactions with me were conditional, two-faced, and insensitive when I allowed you to be in my server and overall be vulnerable with you and the community you and another often hurt!

Now, I did compromise by giving a slight edit to the bottom of the document that you are no longer associated with Toonix or I, but that doesn't mean you will be rid of consequences!

Hope you have a miserable day!

[thadzteacups]

Imagine having to STEAL a document from a 16 year old research as a grown fucking adult 🫩 who happens to also be problematic yourself wanting to eat children. Genuinely fuck yourself and mind your own business, if a person doesn’t wanna be included by a whole bunch of drama then let them go it’s not that deep?? “You care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve” SHUT UUUUUPPP

AS IF YOU WEREN’T HANGING OUT WITH MINORS THAT WERE 12-13 YOURSELF. my gooshhh you people do anything to be so obnoxious.

[letterstotheforsaken]

It's my doc actually

Firstly, there were more respectable ways to go about it as contacting me would have come to a more reasonable compromise, instead of altering my doc without my permission which wouldn't been such of an issue if it didn't remove a bunch of evidence against my groomer

So yes, I have a right to be deeply upset about that, admittedly I was triggered that night I wrote this due to many events happening and what was happening to me behind closed doors, so I won't entirely say all that anger come from Julius's actions alone

Secondly, my cannibalism does not automatically erase that I am a victim myself, nor do I explicitly want to eat kids

There's a very heavy distinction between actively being a predator and wanting to go after children and having thoughts and venting to oneself in their own safe space about said thoughts as a outlet

That kind of ignorant thinking is the reason why many victims are not treated with the care they deserve because they are not deemed "The perfect victim"

I also committed cannibalism when I was 6, it's a bit ignorant to think in any sense I could reverse that fact, but maybe you didn't see my response regarding any of this and have been blindly misled by the very same people (the ones who called me out) who were hurting me privately, whether they knew they were or not is a whole can of worms I don't need to get into right now

As to counter the fact I interact with minors, I only do it in a public setting such as servers as I do not feel comfortable myself to do so privately unless there is another adult/someone of closer age present.

This is for many reasons regarding my own trauma, but that doesn't mean interacting with minors should be inherently predatory, as you can have healthy relationships with younger people as long as you aren't breaking boundaries or being parasocial

Considering how much I have grown and researched regarding the topic, for me to simply exclude myself from analyzing one's behaviors would be hypocritical

I do my absolute best to be everything my idol/groomer wasn't every day and call out predatory & parasocial behaviors whenever I see it

I do not view myself as problematic since what I was called out for was my mental illness that doesn't affect anyone but myself mainly, since it mostly results into me hurting myself mentally or physically anyhow

The only interaction one could be affected is if I'm having an episode and I FEEL close enough to the individual to express my extreme distress, considering I do not feel safe to myself in the moment

Which I apologize for as I misunderstood how one (even at the same age as me) was able to handle a situation like that, and I'll continue to rely on myself from now on as I always end up having to do

Furthermore, it is very much deep, and I don't appreciate you minimizing my trauma and feeling justified simply because I'm not someone you believe deserves the same amount of care and respect as others do

Julius himself and many others have disrespected my trauma and my boundaries publicly in my own server previously, which is why I called the interactions we had conditional, two-faced, and insensitive as I've been insulted constantly during that time to the point I have actively cried and developed insecurity

Other server members as well hold similar sentiment regarding the interactions we've shared, and also their own experiences, yet I still defended him and his friends despite the lack of mutual care

Him being younger doesn't suddenly change the fact he still needs to take accountability, as so do many other people as well

Overall, this whole take of yours is just overall very immature and sanist in every form and hurts not just me, but a lot of people who struggle and/or victims from a situation and I hope you can grow from that

[thadzteacups]

Fucking bullshit, I’m talking about the situation Julius had to handle for you because you couldn’t handle that Forsakenbanjo guy and act as if you were Oswald from QFTIM.

So what if you were committed to cannibalism at six how does that make it any better? No I’m not gonna trust an adult who has desires for meat, bloody stuff and wants to “eat” kids just because oh noooo that doesn’t sound weird at all, your words not mine. And yeah maybe this was from the people who called you out because at least those people are aware of how weird and irresponsible you are to have done SO many stupid shit whether it was serious or not, Personal or not n’ much more vro.

Also “MINIMIZING” your trauma?? Of course I don’t wanna get to know about your personal experiences and situations that aren’t any of my business I’ve NEVER even thought about making fun of something like that as a victim of myself. :/ fucking crazy of you to even assume that and accuse me of that when all I ever discussed was YOU cheating as a partner, your desires of meat and all your bad flaws about people and those you interacted with as well as your concerning takes which you didn’t even bother researching.

I’ve been 🍇 and SA’ed as a young child and even as a teen with no justice at all against those horrible people who did that to me. And you don’t see me excusing my actions with my trauma and all of that crap. At YOUR big age what the fuck do you mean “and hurts not just me, but a lot of people who struggle and/or victims” like dude grow up.

“Also it’s my doc” NO the fuck it isn’t?? You yourself said “I can simply undo and reestablish the last version of the doc make a copy, and/or remove you from access”

Now didn’t that tell you that they didn’t wanna be included at all and you just HAD to rant all of this down on your vent account too, why did him deleting and wanting to leave this all behind affect you so much huh??? Why don’t you make an actual doc yourself that doesn’t include copying and reposting it; giving yourself the credit and just MAKE one yourself?? Oh I know! It’s cause you can’t write anything good and reasonable takes like your “why do we have phobias” opinions and more. A minor wanted nothing to do with you and you just dragged them back to your problems.

Do your own writing, evidence and research because if you don’t have any of that stuff and evidence it shows you didn’t show that much effort and care into the drama that was created in the first place. Easiest thing to do is just LEAVE US ALONE. my gosh, I hope you have a miserable day

[letterstotheforsaken]

"Julius had to handle for you because you couldn’t handle that Forsakenbanjo guy and act as if you were Oswald from QFTIM."

So.... Are we not going to acknowledge the elephant?

I asked Julius, he could of said no, and that would have been okay, because realistically all I asked (from what I can remember) was for him to correct and make my document more accessible, as I tend to ramble at the time and make spelling errors, and/or even make a testimony if he was comfortable considering his involvement regarding the alterhuman drama, least that was my intention

Again, he could have said no, and I would have asked someone else, or checked it myself

I did not force anyone to do anything and to automatically say it's because "I couldn't handle Forsakenbanjo" is extremely disgusting behavior

Because yeah.... I was scared. My groomer is a large content creator with a big following... He still terrifies me. I needed support from people because realistically I felt extremely hurt and alone, but I felt more safe knowing people were supporting me and having my back on the situation

Otherwise, I would have been more silent about the struggles I faced

You are making a reference to QFTIM which is extremely tone deaf to the situation as I am a victim of grooming. You're treating this situation like it's some game, which... most used to do, unfortunately.

Not to mention, you're strawmanning, I never said nobody could have boundaries in regarding to who they want to interact with, and I made that very clear in my doc that if you were uncomfortable with that information alone, then you had a right to leave

I'm not forcing anybody to stay, either by pity or fear, I rather them go and not have a relationship forced

You do not fully know what happened in closed doors regarding the ex-past relationships I had with friends and such, so you have no idea how hypocritical they truly are regarding all this, and their past harmful behaviors towards me, but realistically this isn't bout them right now, because that's between me and them

You say that you aren't minimizing my trauma but even if that's not your intention, you are. It's not an accusation, it's how it's presented to me, especially your new response worsening your tone

Also, I have never cheated, and I'm assuming A said I did, when A is extremely polyphobic, whether he admits it or not. I openly communicated to him about my newfound feelings for someone else while also still having feelings towards him, and realizing I couldn't stay closeted forever, and asked him what he wanted to do regarding that instance

Realistically, I am deeply sorry that I still hurt him, and I regret to this day, and feel I should have been more sympathetic to the situation, but I was also under a lot of stress as well during that situation as I was coming out to him, to my family, and also having to handle everyone's feelings at once

Does not justify that I have hurt him, and if I had the ability, I would apologize once again, as I have before, but I know I never cheated on him, and I deeply valued our relationship to the point where I even wanted to help him after breaking up

I can hurt people, that's something I know I'm capable of, and I hold myself accountable for that and grown as a person

I do not like that phrase "I'm a victim of *blank* so therefore *blank*" because not everyone is you, and you can still fall into sanist and ignorant behaviors.

I'm not using my trauma to justify anything, I am who I am, I ate someone, therefore I am a cannibal. It's a cause and effect that I have to live with daily. You don't know what that's like. The only people who can criticize that specifically if they are also someone who deals with my struggles and exact situation, until then, I don't think you have to say anything.

This all can be easily explained in my doc actually, as I already explained before about how I actively wanted help and was trying to get better even without access to help but this situation regarding the vents posted publicly ruined said mental health progress deeply

And yes, it is my doc. I hold ownership. It's not Julius's doc as it's not his groomer, not he holds ownership. I made the doc, and I gave him access to write. Nothing more.

I have done my own research and have actively done things, and I'm not going to repeat what I said in my first response regarding the removal of evidence and why it's wrong

Again, he could have reached out, and we could have compromised something, it's about courtesy

And frankly, I understand if you want me to "leave you alone" but you did respond to this doc with a reblog and comment, so you obviously wanted a response or reaction

That or to ridicule me without consequence

Overall, you only have insulted me this entire time, when even in the original post, I only criticize behaviors to this day

[letterstotheforsaken]

Dear Julius,

(Yes, I will be putting you on blast because you did the unspeakable.)

I did not tell you to remove any evidence in the Forsakenbanjo Callout document, nor did you bother to communicate with me long after your departure! It also seems to haven't crossed your mind that I can simply undo and reestablish the last version of the doc, make a copy, and/or remove you from access!

Which is exactly what I did!

While you were removing your testimony, you also removed a lot of evidence towards Forsaken, so clearly you care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve!

Although, unsurprising, coming from you, lot of your interactions with me were conditional, two-faced, and insensitive when I allowed you to be in my server and overall be vulnerable with you and the community you and another often hurt!

Now, I did compromise by giving a slight edit to the bottom of the document that you are no longer associated with Toonix or I, but that doesn't mean you will be rid of consequences!

Hope you have a miserable day!

[thadzteacups]

Imagine having to STEAL a document from a 16 year old research as a grown fucking adult 🫩 who happens to also be problematic yourself wanting to eat children. Genuinely fuck yourself and mind your own business, if a person doesn’t wanna be included by a whole bunch of drama then let them go it’s not that deep?? “You care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve” SHUT UUUUUPPP

AS IF YOU WEREN’T HANGING OUT WITH MINORS THAT WERE 12-13 YOURSELF. my gooshhh you people do anything to be so obnoxious.

[juliusthekat]

Deleting comments is actually pathetic, what is this, tiktok?? And here I thought **I** was the "bad communicator"

[letterstotheforsaken]

no I blocked you a long time ago on my main and so it didn't go through when you made that comment

let's not start berating people over an assumption

[letterstotheforsaken]

Dear Julius,

(Yes, I will be putting you on blast because you did the unspeakable.)

I did not tell you to remove any evidence in the Forsakenbanjo Callout document, nor did you bother to communicate with me long after your departure! It also seems to haven't crossed your mind that I can simply undo and reestablish the last version of the doc, make a copy, and/or remove you from access!

Which is exactly what I did!

While you were removing your testimony, you also removed a lot of evidence towards Forsaken, so clearly you care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve!

Although, unsurprising, coming from you, lot of your interactions with me were conditional, two-faced, and insensitive when I allowed you to be in my server and overall be vulnerable with you and the community you and another often hurt!

Now, I did compromise by giving a slight edit to the bottom of the document that you are no longer associated with Toonix or I, but that doesn't mean you will be rid of consequences!

Hope you have a miserable day!

[thadzteacups]

Imagine having to STEAL a document from a 16 year old research as a grown fucking adult 🫩 who happens to also be problematic yourself wanting to eat children. Genuinely fuck yourself and mind your own business, if a person doesn’t wanna be included by a whole bunch of drama then let them go it’s not that deep?? “You care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve” SHUT UUUUUPPP

AS IF YOU WEREN’T HANGING OUT WITH MINORS THAT WERE 12-13 YOURSELF. my gooshhh you people do anything to be so obnoxious.

[letterstotheforsaken]

It's my doc actually

Firstly, there were more respectable ways to go about it as contacting me would have come to a more reasonable compromise, instead of altering my doc without my permission which wouldn't been such of an issue if it didn't remove a bunch of evidence against my groomer

So yes, I have a right to be deeply upset about that, admittedly I was triggered that night I wrote this due to many events happening and what was happening to me behind closed doors, so I won't entirely say all that anger come from Julius's actions alone

Secondly, my cannibalism does not automatically erase that I am a victim myself, nor do I explicitly want to eat kids

There's a very heavy distinction between actively being a predator and wanting to go after children and having thoughts and venting to oneself in their own safe space about said thoughts as a outlet

That kind of ignorant thinking is the reason why many victims are not treated with the care they deserve because they are not deemed "The perfect victim"

I also committed cannibalism when I was 6, it's a bit ignorant to think in any sense I could reverse that fact, but maybe you didn't see my response regarding any of this and have been blindly misled by the very same people (the ones who called me out) who were hurting me privately, whether they knew they were or not is a whole can of worms I don't need to get into right now

As to counter the fact I interact with minors, I only do it in a public setting such as servers as I do not feel comfortable myself to do so privately unless there is another adult/someone of closer age present.

This is for many reasons regarding my own trauma, but that doesn't mean interacting with minors should be inherently predatory, as you can have healthy relationships with younger people as long as you aren't breaking boundaries or being parasocial

Considering how much I have grown and researched regarding the topic, for me to simply exclude myself from analyzing one's behaviors would be hypocritical

I do my absolute best to be everything my idol/groomer wasn't every day and call out predatory & parasocial behaviors whenever I see it

I do not view myself as problematic since what I was called out for was my mental illness that doesn't affect anyone but myself mainly, since it mostly results into me hurting myself mentally or physically anyhow

The only interaction one could be affected is if I'm having an episode and I FEEL close enough to the individual to express my extreme distress, considering I do not feel safe to myself in the moment

Which I apologize for as I misunderstood how one (even at the same age as me) was able to handle a situation like that, and I'll continue to rely on myself from now on as I always end up having to do

Furthermore, it is very much deep, and I don't appreciate you minimizing my trauma and feeling justified simply because I'm not someone you believe deserves the same amount of care and respect as others do

Julius himself and many others have disrespected my trauma and my boundaries publicly in my own server previously, which is why I called the interactions we had conditional, two-faced, and insensitive as I've been insulted constantly during that time to the point I have actively cried and developed insecurity

Other server members as well hold similar sentiment regarding the interactions we've shared, and also their own experiences, yet I still defended him and his friends despite the lack of mutual care

Him being younger doesn't suddenly change the fact he still needs to take accountability, as so do many other people as well

Overall, this whole take of yours is just overall very immature and sanist in every form and hurts not just me, but a lot of people who struggle and/or victims from a situation and I hope you can grow from that

[letterstotheforsaken]

June 3, 2026 ! VENT

Cringe animation blehhhhhh

Being stuck in this cycle of trying to save the world but also trying to save myself is exhausting

I'm not sure anymore what will make me happy

I got blamed the other day, saying it was my responsibility to fix everything, acting as if I was the one who was grooming others in the first place

I shouldn't be the one hearing those words, I'm not the groomer

Grooming should have never happened

It's not my fault that I was stained by the actions of others

I only was looking up to him, because he was at one point the reason to keep moving forward in life, instead of the reason I almost took mine

It's not even the first time I've been victim-blamed

I've been told before I've was a lot better at listening when I was with my groomer in my life, which is insane cause they live witnessed my constant attempts and crying on his shoulder for reasons I couldn't explain at the time

Lot of people tell me that I should just let go of this already, but letting go to means like staying silent again, expecting them to learn when clearly, he hasn't

They don't learn, they never learn, they continue to prey, that's what they do

He is repeated offender of this exact bullshit every time

The fact he didn't take accountability and just repeated his cycle is exact proof of this

I don't want another person to suffer like I did

I feel like an impatiently exhausted Wounded Angel waiting for justice while the Golden Hand idly stands prompted yet unmoving

Probably the hardest thing to deal with enough as it is knowing I can barely look at my anyone in the eye knowing I'm like this

I'm stuck at an age again

I'm done with life; I have barely any energy for tasks

I feel done with people, I'm tired of being stuck in a Schrodinger's box

Sometimes I just want to disappear

[letterstotheforsaken]

Dear Julius,

(Yes, I will be putting you on blast because you did the unspeakable.)

I did not tell you to remove any evidence in the Forsakenbanjo Callout document, nor did you bother to communicate with me long after your departure! It also seems to haven't crossed your mind that I can simply undo and reestablish the last version of the doc, make a copy, and/or remove you from access!

Which is exactly what I did!

While you were removing your testimony, you also removed a lot of evidence towards Forsaken, so clearly you care more about yourself, than an active predator getting justice like the victims deserve!

Although, unsurprising, coming from you, lot of your interactions with me were conditional, two-faced, and insensitive when I allowed you to be in my server and overall be vulnerable with you and the community you and another often hurt!

Now, I did compromise by giving a slight edit to the bottom of the document that you are no longer associated with Toonix or I, but that doesn't mean you will be rid of consequences!

Hope you have a miserable day!

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 29, 2026 ! VENT

I remember I posted a suicide note on my main once

I know many people probably don't know about it or not, but that very much was a thing that happened during my abuse

I was blacking out due to an argument between me and Forsakenbanjo, I don't even remember what happened during it

All I just remember open my eyes to find my arm all bloody and him texting me to delete the suicide post because his "mutual" was freaking out and asking if I was okay

I just remember him sounding exasperated that I'd even react that way (<- no previous instances of ever doing it before)

I'm not a "perfect" victim

I only was reacting to the abuse, without even realizing I was

To this day, I'm still surviving the only way I know how

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 29, 2026 ! VENT

Crazy confession but I did say I was going to be raw and open so you all can see the effects of how far one's mental can go after experiencing grooming

Behind closed doors...

I was abusing substances

I was also abusing any kind of medication I could get my hands on, even during the relationship(?), and didn't feel like eating either, to the point I lost amounts of weight I worked at gaining

No crazy hard drugs but I don't recommend experimenting like I did

I've gotten better with alcohol specifically, but I promised myself I'd never touch liquor again, but after what happened, it tore me apart

I was heavily trying to escape the reality I was forced to wake up to everyday

Before I ever dated him, I never thought to do half the things I did during then

I just seriously lost the plot

I physically cannot have it anymore for my health atm but that happened for different reasons

If you all seen me before vs after, you'd be in shock how different I am now, for better or for worse

Only a few people see me at my absolute lowest

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 29, 2026 ! VENT

Yesterday was horrible for me

I get fading in and out of consciousness the entire time because I started to remember things I shouldn't have when I was just trying to enjoy my day

I spent the entire day just searching for more evidence

I feel like a crazy person because I couldn't even stop myself from focusing on what I went through instead of studying my Hiragana

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 29, 2026 ! VENT

What sucks is there's probably so much evidence of my abuse, including the nights I've listed in the doc, just barely out of my reach and I won't be able to access it

Outlook emails, Chats on many platforms, Discord DMs, literally pictures, all of it lost within time because I wanted to act responsible as an ex and respect his wishes, hide evidence from my parents, or simply just inaccessible

I think this is getting to me again, he even invaded in my dreams again last night, which hasn't happened in ages

I dreamt he started expanding again on socials and I had to witness his face reveal on video, talking about how happy he is

I think my brain refuses to picture his face in my dreams, because his face was not his- it looked like a mosaic of different features, even though I remember what he looks like

The entire house didn't care how much I was freaking out, pointing to the screen and telling them he was back, but nobody even bothered to even look at me or the video, almost as if they were repulsed

I just had to sit there looking at the screen, like I always did, holding onto a secret that wasn't even really one, it's just nobody bothered to hear

I thought I was getting better, did I relapse?

Of course I did, I fell down pretty hard

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 26, 2026 ! VENT

"Social media lowkey scares me don't expect me to say much"

Yeah I wonder why

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 25, 2026 ! VENT

You can go great fucking lengths to create a new alias but not even come up with a fucking statement of what you did? Not even a apology?

You are so fucking lazy & priviledged

You know what I gave up for you, you know what you took from me

Yet you sit there comfortably on your chair? YOu feel proud? You feel confident? Huh? HUH?

You ruinedd my lifee You ruined me

Why

Why are you still heree

Why can't you just

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 25, 2026 ! VENT

I almost throwing up oh gosh

Why why whyy

Everything is too bright I can barely thinkk

WHY WHY ARE YOU SO FUCKING STUPIDD

COULDN'T YOU JUST DISSAPPEAR FOREVER?

OUGH

MY HEADDDDD

[letterstotheforsaken]

YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID, FORSAKEN.

Ahahaha... Yeah...

I guess no matter how far away I am from him, he always finds a way to pop back into my life again, and again, and again cause the algorithm fucking LOVES to torture me

And I guess he ALSO just so happens to have the survival skills of a fricking fart because his dumbass decides to ever think

"Hmm, maybe I should reblock my ex again on all my socials?" not just to save his ass knowing his digital footprint is absolute disgusting but also for my wellbeing??

Like genuinely, at this point, it feels sort of MOCKING

I'm honestly just done, I can't take this anymore

It's been about a while now, and suddenly everything wants to do trials with me I'm genuinely sweating, shaking, and I'm can barely breathe I can barely think

so yeah, I'm not going to stay quiet this time.

"Erm, that's a bit extreme-" If you don't know the full context, STFU AND READ THE PINNED. IF YOU DO AND STILL THINK I'M BEING EXTREME, THEN FUCK OFF. I'M TIRED. I'M TIRED OF THIS HELL.

I ahet everyone.

I ahet

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 19, 2026 ! VENT

You can't like artwork/posts of me and then reblog my abuser's artwork

It just doesn't work like that getchashittogether!

It just doesn't work like that getchashittogether!

It just doesn't work like that getchashittogether!

</3

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 19, 2026 ! VENT

At the end everything results back to him

I wonder if I'll ever be happy knowing he is still roaming on this earth after what he did to me all those years ago

[letterstotheforsaken]

May 19, 2026 ! VENT

"YAYAYYA SOMEONE LIKED MY POSTTT, I think I know who this person is! Let me take a look anddd-"

*user reblogged Forsakenbanjo's artwork 42 mins ago*

*it's literally his ship art including Hysteria (me) and Euthanasia (at the time, him)*

...

I'm gonna kill myse-