Lexi :3

Not mentally stable, but im alive.

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My sweet, sweet baby. May you rest in peace, Samsung Messeges.

[murkysealcaldera]

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Sorry

Ik I said I'd stop doing posts about my mental health (and there's still not a slur giving a shit abt if I do or not), but I cant take it anymore. I drive everyone away. Nobody wants to talk to me. Nobody likes me even platonically. I've grown less and less talkative and I've started to take less care of myself. I loght not be here for much longer, so... sorry if I dont post anymore. I thank everyone ive met on this app. It has been a blessing and one of the best things to happen to me.

I love each and every one of you amazing people on tumblr who made my life even a little bit better.

See you on the flip-side.

PLEASE DISREGARD THE PART ABOUT ME harming myself!!!

IM FINE NOW (for now)!

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Currently trying to cover a song using every instrument I own rn and I can't find the notes to the vocals bc im gonna transcribe them into Bb for my trumpet and I really dont wanna have to hand write every single note and try to put everything in the correct place, rests and all! Is there any program and or website that will allow me to do this (for free ofc)?

[sunshineghost-deactivated201508]

happy 4th of july ! :’)

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Fuck it, we ball.

This country has gone to shit.

I love America as much as the next bloke, but whatever out government has become is a disaster and a disgrace to the constitution.

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America 250 Semi-Rant?

I've been looking forward to today for a while now, but every plan I had I cant do. Everything I wanted to do yesterday I missed.

The parade in DC was canceled, its too hot where I am to do much and there's a certain man who I shall not name as president for the big 250.

Today just feels boring. Genuinely more boring than a normal day.

Im actually really sad that this is a very under-hyped 4th of July because its the one day where I can fully bask in the sun or relax in a pool while fireworks bloom and explode in the distance. Now its too damn hot.

I wish today was fun.

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I do not understand this poly stuff and I want to.

Are there ones where everyone loves eachother? What is it called?

Are there ones where they just date multiple people? What is it called?

I do not understand is. I want to understand it. PLEASE INFORM ME 😭😭

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Kweeee :3

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Ik these past few posts have been me js ranting abt personal stuff and im really sorry about that. This is the last post about myself ill make for a while and ik there's not really a soul who gives a fuck so idek why im writing this. Maybe its because its really the only way to say anything without a person trying to help bc I dont want help. I just want someone to listen. I want someone to listen to my problems and not give advice. I want to listen to their problems and not give advice. Something along the lines of talking to a plush animal but the plush could also tell their sorrows. No feedback. Nothing. Just two people listening to eachother.

Holy damn I wrote a bit much.

Uhh..

Back to what I was originally making this post about.

I HATE HAVING THESE STUPID MOOD SWINGS OR WHATEVER THEY ARE. IT'S RUINING MY ENTIRE GOD DAMN LIFE! I DRIVE AWAY EVERYONE!! I DONT WANNA BE STUPID ANYMORE.

I DONT WANNA BE THE PROBLEM.

I dont wanna live like this.

[dogpuppy]

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Bottom

idk if this is Kass or the milk dude.. 😭😭

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dont wanna live cant get help nor willing to get help. Ik this post has no meaning, but I just wanted to say it cz I might not post again. Sorry

Im fine now! :)

[dogpuppy]

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I fucking hate having even a semi-deep voice. I dont like being masculine. I dont want to be a man. There is currently no realistic way for me to sound/look feminine. I dont want to be here anymore.

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what if I licked u

Try it.

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TIRED OF DODGING SPOILERS. WATCHING EPISODE 9 RN. WISH ME LUCK, NERDS.

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Holy fucking peak.

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TIRED OF DODGING SPOILERS. WATCHING EPISODE 9 RN. WISH ME LUCK, NERDS.