#semi-vent?

[scampithebunnyshrimp]

I swear, I'm so bun that it isn't even funny anymore. The lack of big ol' uppy-ears, poof tail, and dewlap disturbs me.

WHY FLESH VESSEL NO RABBIT?!?

I mean yeah, technically I *can* binky... but it's not the same as a bunny bink. I *can* wiggle my nose, but it doesn't feel or look the same. Boobs aren't the same as a dewlap because they aren't fluffy. Et cetera, et cetera.

But I digress...

[lexi-is-short]

I fucking hate having even a semi-deep voice. I dont like being masculine. I dont want to be a man. There is currently no realistic way for me to sound/look feminine. I dont want to be here anymore.

[bs0da]

A little bit of venting about some unnecessary stuff here, but I just wanna see if someone else also has this problem, and perhaps if there is something to do to make it a bit more bearable?..

I don't know why, but when it comes to certain games I love and want to play, I'm just completely unable to play them, purely out of fear of screwing up the gameplay

Like... my most recent example is the Baldi's Basics Plus (surprisingly). There's no issue witht he game, I absolutely ADORE it. I love the total absurdity of it, the gimmicks, the characters... and Micah has my full respect for creating something as fun and creative as this.

But... That also makes me scared of playing the game, simply out of that respect. I feel bad for failing while learning how to navigate it, and each mistake makes me feel not worthy of even being in the fandom.

And that drives me up the wall, cuz it's so much fun and I really want to master the gameplay ;;

It's not only BB+, as I have the same issue with a lot of other great titles I wanted to try out, like RDR2, DBH, Cult of the Lamb and even fucking Minecraft.

I was able to break the curse with Mafia II somehow (Probably the best game I've ever played), and I'm trying to follow the same path with those other games, but it's hard. Unbelievably hard.

Is this a common thing, or am I going crazy?

(Might delete later)

[timdrakescaffeinesupplier]

gonna go cry over her whenever everyone goes to sleep because I'm lucky to have her as a friend but I wish we were more

[katyspersonal]

I am so sad, I need my snacks

*gets a bag of candy that looks like M&Ms but instead it says MLMs and it is just real chibi Micolash and Laurence instead of Red and Yellow, and all candy inside have simplified faces of the rest of Bloodborne male characters drawn on them*

[venusinverted]

the exact reason why we say “cringe culture is dead means cringe culture is dead” is because the hlvrai channel frequently gets raided by people from the general RTVS chats who make fun of people for liking the show or making AUs

[trickedboonblr-moved]

can cis people stop taking "im nonbinary" as "of COURSE you can assume my AGAB based on how i dress and refuse to call me by the correct pronouns and tell everyone im m/f when im not"

[chuuyaism-is-a-religion]