hyoseop smirked, most likely he didn’t just have the money to go to a theme park, but he wanted to invite her, for some reason he wanted to give her what she seemed to want from him. “you got my number, right? then i’d like you to text me a date you’re free” he smiles to her, softly and warmly. “i don’t think i’ve ever been to a theme park before, but i’d love for my first time to be with you”.
“you can do those things with me you know… i think i’d be willing to learn how to give a manicure or pedicure for your sake, and i do work in a coffee shop, so i do know how to make you coffee if that’s what you want” he doesn’t look at her as he walks, but he does see her clearly, imagining how she’d look, would she smile at his words? probably not, she doesn’t seem to be surprised or that happy about any of his kind gestures. perhaps he’s just stuck to nothing, wouldn’t show any special emotion at his words, he should probably hope for that rather than she gets as ‘excited’ as with the pinning. “my day was fine, i haven’t done anything special” how long has it been since somebody asked how his day was?…
“well, for starters--” mirae shifts a little uncomfortably, tilting her head to lightly match hyoseop’s gaze, a slightly self-deprecating smile dancing upon her lips. “maybe perhaps a lot of people have heard unsavoury things about me.” a wisp of a whimsical smile turned her smile slightly upwards. “i know what people say about me.” her eyes shift, adjusting her weight slightly. “i act out, am too loud, too weird--or the best, i’m crazy.” she chuckled. “ i’m sure you wouldn’t want to date me too after hearing that i kicked my ex in the balls with 5 inch heels.” she leaned in conspiratorially, the self-deprecating smile turning into that of a light smirk.
surprise etches her features at his words, just a blossom of mild affection blooms in her chest at his apparent desire to demand nothing from her and fully accept her just as she was in return.
“that’s nice.” she finishes quietly with a nod, keeping her mouth shut over how she truly felt seen for the first time in a long while, quickly turning her eyes towards the horizon as a faint blush tints her cheeks. “not many people say that to me.” it was why she always never failed to be herself--if others expected things of her and told her how to expect things of herself, it was a definite thing that she was going to do it completely--the other way.
that was who mirae was, after more than a few decades of being under someone else’s watchful eyes.
“you’ve already made yourself memorable.” she murmurs, finally turning to face him as she notices his slight nervousness--the joking tone that slides into place to mask his slight terror and fear--of what exactly, she truly didn’t know. but he needed reassurance, and if it was something that she could give, she would gladly do so. “to me at least.” she pokes him in the chest. “and i’m not as popular as you think i am.” she watches him through her lashes, half hating the fact that he was so tall, as she tilted her face up to look at him fully in the eyes. “sometimes, in moments that you least expect of yourself, you unintentionally make yourself memorable. like you did. for me.” she reverts back to her playful self as she sticks her tongue out at him. “not that i’m going to tell you what it is anyway.”a half smile slid over her lips. “and i’m always free.” she murmured softly. “at least, for now.” the punishment that was wrought on her for fighting with minseok had no doubtedly gave her all the freedom she never knew she needed in this world--mirae had gone on walks by the sea, in the park, cycling, hiking--name almost everything that she had possibly missed whilst being in the middle of a hectic schedule, that this break was almost a breath of fresh air for her, as if she stood on the peak of the ansan mountain and refilled her lungs with fresh morning air, like a breath of new life.
“i’ll text you the date.” she chuckled. “so keep your eyes and ears peeled for me on your phone.”
she wonders if hyoseop can surprise her any further when he suddenly mentions about being willing to learn how to give a medicure and pedicure for her sake, or even make coffee for her. was this part of a ploy to make her soften? because it was. these ordinary things that others didn’t really take note of were considered to mirae as precious things that told her silently that someone took notice and was willing to take notice of her. for someone who had to fight for attention for so long--it was nice.
good. nice. wonderful. she felt herself shake slightly at his offer, giving him a genuine eye-smile for the first in a long time.
“i would love that.” she admits, letting her hand lightly bump against his own. “god knows i don’t know how to make proper coffee.” she laughed gayly, throwing her head back slightly as she recalled her family’s reaction to her own cooking once (except her brother, who inhaled the food with rigorous gratitude). “let alone cook.” a flash of ivory teeth sparked as she gave him a wide smile. “i think you did do something special. you just--haven’t realised it yet.” her steps turned lighthearted as they continued on their way to his workplace, her hands lightly clasped behind her back. “why don’t you recommend me some of the things on your coffee menu at your workplace..?”