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Liam Payne 1/5 of One Direction.RP PAGE.. NOT THE REAL LIAM SORRY TO DISAPPOINT

[liamjpaynejfc]

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[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] Fine. We'll talk about it then. [text] Even though you're pissed at me, I just feel weird not finishing our conversations by saying love you. You know? Because something could happen, and I don't want to go a long time without telling you. So... Love you, Li. Even if you hate me.

{Text} You’re damn right I’m pissed at you, Tommo. But in the end you’re still my brother.. And we have a lot to talk about on Saturday before the show so I’ll meet you guys at the airport. Love ya too.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I'll be there okay? [text] And Li? Please don't hate me. I'm so scared that you boys are going to hate me after this, and I just can't handle that. Okay? Please...

{Text} You better be.

{Text} We’ll talk about it when you get back on Saturday... It’s not going to be easy.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I'm cursing because I'm frustrated. You don't know how badly it hurts, having always been insecure with my standing within this band, and being told that I'm the reason we're going to fail. You and Niall might as well be stabbing a knife through my heart and wrenching it right out of my chest right now. If he isn't ready to come back for Saturday, I'm still coming. I'm not going to leave you boys alone to perform. I'M BEING SELFISH BECAUSE I DESERVE TO PUT MYSELF FIRST FOR ONCE.

{Text} I will just tell you now.. That if you are not in South Africa on Saturday I’m done.. I’m washing my hands and walking away.

[tonkinsphoebej-blog-blog]

Is that bad?

[liamjpaynejfc]

Depends on how old you are, but it would be very inappropriate for me to ask.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] Will everyone please stop fucking saying that I'm going to be the reason this band breaks up? Because it fucking hurts, you know? I'm doing this because Zayn needed me, and I'm selfish and I need him too. It isn't going to break up the band or do anything wrong, Liam. What the hell could I fuck up by going to see him? Huh? There's no concert this week until we go to South Africa, and we're both going to be there. Besides, the fans will just think I'm MIA. They don't even know I'm here.

{Text} And if he decides he’s not ready to come back Saturday.. What then Lou? What if come Saturday he can’t come back... Then what are you going to do? Leave the rest of us hanging? And let me just say one thing Lou.. STOP FUCKIN CURSING AT ME. I haven’t said a single curse word this whole text, and I’m not blaming you, I’m just saying that you need to look at the bigger picture. Stop being so damn selfish and realize that all of us are affected by this not just you!!

[tonkinsphoebej-blog-blog]

I’d do the same, actually. I just saw the cereal in the grocery store the other day and had to give it a try. Nothing can replace coffee though. It never fails me.

[liamjpaynejfc]

You really just had Lucky Charms for the first time?

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I'm sorry. I really fucking am. I wasn't thinking when I left, and I should have gone and told you in person, but I figured you were all asleep. Please don't hate me.

{Text} I don’t care if the whole damn building was on fire when you decided to leave. You need to realize that you are so close to messing this up for all of us. We all understand why Zayn left, the stress, the anxiety, we get it. He needs time to deal with it, doesn’t mean you had to leave too.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I'm sorry, Li. And this is going to sound really selfish, but this was something that I needed to do alone. You need to watch out for Haz and Ni, yeah? You watch them, and I'll watch Zayn. I'll make sure he's okay. He didn't have to take his pills in order to sleep last night, which was a huge thing. I think part of the anxiety is being away from us. I think he thinks we hate him.

{Text} Next time you want to leave, you need to tell us about it first. We’re all in this together. Everything is going to fail fast if people keep leaving without saying a single word.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I hadn't planned on going, ya know? And then I was talking to him, and fuck, Li, he was dejected and in such a bad place, I needed to be with him. I couldn't just be here for a week with no shows and do nothing. It was a last minute decision a few hours after the concert.

{Text} I wish you would have came to me, Tommo. I would have went back with you and that’s the honest truth. I worry about him too. I just didn’t go back to see him cause he doesn’t need all of us crowding him. Just look after him, make sure he’s getting better.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] It's not like I'm missing a show! You guys are just hanging out. And it wasn't like I did much, I stayed in my room basically the whole time. I'm sorry I left you three behind, but I really needed to do this, Li. I hope you understand. The both of us have a flight scheduled to get us in on Friday, so we will have plenty of time there before the concert.

{Text} It would have been nice for you to tell us before hand, Yeah? Instead you just left and that’s what has me a bit frustrated. It’s not the fact that you left to look after Zayn, it’s that you left without saying anything.

[dakotasgrey]

When did women’s restrooms become more disgusting than the mens? Seriously, ladies how can we be this lazy to not make sure that the toilet actually flushed!? I do not need to know what you did in that stall! Anyways, how about you guys? Are thee any disgusting human habits that pet your peeve?

[liamjpaynejfc]

Actually that is a stereotype. Mens restrooms are actually very clean despite what people like to believe it looks like. Does drinking out of the milk cartoon count as a disgusting human habit?

[tonkinsphoebej-blog-blog]

So I’ve just had my first bowl of Lucky Charms. I’m not a huge breakfast person and they don’t sell them in Australia, at least not where I grew up anyway. It was nowhere near as satisfying as my usual cup of coffee, but all the sugar definitely woke me up and got me going. I can’t remember the last time I had this much energy.

[tonkinsphoebej-blog-blog]

[liamjpaynejfc]

I would choose the coffee over the cereal any day of the week. Coffee just seems to do so much more. Especially on mornings where you don’t sleep at all.

[liamjpaynejfc]

[text] I'm sorry, LiLi. I really am. I couldn't handle Zayn alone in LA while we were all here. We don't have another show until next Saturday, and I had to go back to him. I flew back home, and we'll both be on the plane to our shows in South Africa on Friday. Please don't hate me. This is something I had to do. Love you xx

{Text} That’s not cool, Lou. It’s understandable that you care as much as you do, but you’re leaving the rest of us in a difficult position. It’s hard enough without having Zayn here and it’s going to be even more difficult without you here too. Just… Make sure he’s okay and that you both are back for Saturday, we can’t do this without you two.

[lewisxtommo-blog]

  He has a mental disorder, they need to stop blaming him for other shit. It’s fucking killing me, Li. I want to fly over there to be with him. He’s taking this so hard. I Skyped him last night and he just cried and cried. It breaks my heart seeing him this way.

[liamjpaynejfc]

I miss him and I think that the way the whole situation is being handled is a bit ridiculous. Like you said, he didn’t do anything and he doesn’t deserve to be treated the way he is. I’d tel ya to fly over there but honestly, it’s hard enough without Zayn, we can’t do it without you too. They just need to leave him alone and let him get through this.

[sethhmacfarlane-deactivated2015]

You’d of been lucky if you did. Welcome to Hideaway, though!

[liamjpaynejfc]

I didn’t, I wanted to but I couldn’t do it.

[qtgomez]

Such a bad ass are you, staying up untill you met everyone.

[liamjpaynejfc]

I tried but I failed!