How I think weak hero class 2 would react to you saying you want to break up
here is class 2, here is class one
this does not include Na Baek-jin, Geum Seong-je, Choi Hyo-man, Baek Dong-ha, and more. but i don’t have a problem writing for them so lmk. and my apologies i feel like these suck
this angst isn’t that bad, i don’t think… enjoy !!!
SEO JUN-TAE
Jun-tae never got girls, in fact almost everyone looked over him at school. He was just the boy who brought everyone snacks. Then you came in, his life was horrible but you lit his whole world up. He loved you so dearly, and so did you. You never thought you would break up.
Until you had to move schools across the country.
“You’re moving schools? but doesn’t that mean…” He trials off, searching your eyes. “Jun-tae..” “Y/n please don’t do this to me.” Jun-tae’s little sobs break through the surface. “You’re everything I have, y/n please I can’t lose you!” He looks at you with that same hopeless look in his eyes, the same look that he had when you saw him getting bullied one time, the way you met and fell in love. Unable to hold it any longer, you start crying too, a whole relationship gone and down the drain. You hug for a long while just hyperventilating in each other's arms, until you get a text. “Jun-tae..Jun-tae” you say softly as you lift up his face. “I have to go pack for my flight.” you say reluctantly, wishing the words were never leaving your mouth. Hearing that, his lips quivered violently as another choked sob leaves him and his eyes close. You have to look away to keep from crying again, the sight alone making you want to curl up into a ball and call it a day.
you hope that in the near future you’d come back, and somehow Jun-tae would still be waiting for you, but the likelihood of that happening is little to none. You hate for it to end this way but, you both knew it couldn’t work long distance. So there, you carry all your love with you to that flight to London, hoping to give it back one day.
PARK HU-MIN
Eunjang High was the only school that wasn’t in the union, so therefore everyone hated them. They got beat up relentlessly with no mercy, and it was all because of Ba-ku. He never wanted to join the union, mostly because Na Baek-jin ran it. Once inseparable, they were like two peas in a pod, until Hu-min taught him how to fight, that’s when hell broke loose. They fell out in early childhood years but still carry a sort of care for one another, a pretty fucked up type of care but it’s still there. Park Hu-min joined the union after his former best friend threatened to keep beating up his best friends and sending his father to jail. No one knew, yet. He grew distant and didn’t answer calls from anyone, not even his girlfriend. He had already pushed his friends away, so you decided to end it before he could hurt you next.
*Ring* once, *Ring* twice, then straight to voicemail. This was the 4th time at least with no answer. You sighed heavily, then sat down your phone slightly defeated. You should’ve known better than to think he would after what he did. But then the phone rang. Once, then twice, before the third you picked it up faster than ever before, answering it and putting it up to your ear. “Hello?” There was a moment of silence. “Ba-ku, what’s going on with you?” Your voice picks up quietly as you struggle to find words. The whole situation had taken a toll on you severely, especially since you and him were once inseparable. But you knew what had to be done. “Ba-ku…I think we both know this relationship is over.” That’s when he finally spoke with a heavy sigh. “Look’s like you beat me to it.” Your heart broke, you expected a fight, especially since he used to be so devoted to you. Now it felt like you were talking to a hollow shell of your boyfriend. “It’s for the better Y/n.” Then he hung up. You cried, and cried, not knowing how he could’ve ended it so easily. On the other end of the phone, Ba-ku lowered the phone from his ear, staring straight ahead. He had just got done stealing a motorcycle and taking it to the union when he had got the 4th call right before seeing it go to voicemail. He had called back hesitantly, but he soon regretted it. His whole world was already crashing down, he knew he needed to break up with you but just couldn’t bring himself to do it. But you doing it before him just killed all the fire he had left inside of him. He hated his life right now, and felt as if he was throwing it away. Although it hurt to let everyone go in his life, he knew it was the right thing to do.
GO HYUN-TAK
Your parents thought he was a bad influence, so they made you do something that you would've never imagined.
You and Go-tak were an inseparable pair. Always together, holding hands, or in his lap. You’d be in the first row at all his basketball games, cheering the loudest when he’d score or win. Gosh, this man loved you with every ounce of power in him. He’d defend you, take care of you, take up for you in the snap of a finger. Go-tak is a little bit of a bad boy, teasing others and almost getting into fights but it never escalated. One of the main reasons you found him attractive is his ambition to never back down from a challenge. You met through his good friend Hu-min, who knew you’d end up getting together because you were each other's exact types. “Hey I'm hosting a little get together, it’ll be fun! don’t be a party pooper, plus, there’s something I want you to meet~” Hu-min exclaimed to Go-tak, shaking his shoulder, which he pushed off. “Gosh you're so annoying Ba-ku.” He said, looking away in mock annoyance. “So your…coming?” “You're impossible..” And the rest was history.
Go-tak looked around helpless, scoffing slightly, then back at you. “Well, there has to be something you can do right? something you can say?” He says as you stare at him, tears welding up in your eyes. He grabs one of your hands gently “Right..Y/n?” then you saw a tear drop. You had never seen Go-tak cry, only one time when he lost an important basketball tournament in the final game a long time ago. Seeing his tear made yours reciprocate and drop as well, slowly, deliberately, and agonizing. “Go-tak…I tried, I tried and they didn’t..” you say as your voice cracks on the last word. “They didn’t listen, I love you, I’m sorry.” A choked sob leaves both of you almost simultaneously “I’m so sorry Go-tak..” you heave. His hand slaps over his eyes as he tries to stop crying, sniffling and back going up and down fast. “Y/n you can’t do this to me! I need you!” he slightly yells in pain, head falling on your shoulder. You hated that you were doing this to him, breaking his heart like this. If only your parents just saw the potential in the love of your life, everything would be okay. But they don’t trust you, or him. Making a final decision, you just hold him for a while, knowing it’ll be your last time.
How I think Megumi and Choso from jjk would react to you saying you want to break up
ngl i wrote these for a friend and decided to share it with you guys. i’ve never watched this anime so forgive me if it’s inaccurate 💔 going off of what my friend said
FUSHIGURO MEGUMI
You hated for it to end this way, as for Megumi you didn't know so much. He’d always so closed off, distant, and too himself. It was destined to fail from the start, but you still gave it a chance. You can’t even remember who you got together, just remember begging him to go out with you just once. He finally accepted after the 5th time, then you went out again, and again. You truly loved Megumi, so much it hurt, and all you wanted was for him to show that he loved you too, and he did, he just didn’t—or rather couldn’t show it. and on top of that, he was going on dangerous missions almost all the time, and lately he was out a lot of them. He’d come back home bloody and injured, which made you more and more on edge about his whereabouts.
On one particular night, he got back super late. It was at least 3 in the morning, and you had been up all night just thinking about your relationship. Megumi walked through the door blood stained , spotting you on the couch. “Why are you still up?” he asked, controlled voice but slightly concerned. “I couldn’t sleep.” you say flatly, still staring straight ahead. “You shouldn’t be up this late.” Megumi gruffed out as he walked to the kitchen to wash his hands and look for something to eat. He was so calm, too calm it was almost gut wrenching to you, no “I missed you” or “How are you?” from him, just nothing. All you can do is sigh heavily. This sigh was enough to catch his attention, he turned off the water and looked up at you from the kitchen opening, tilting his head slightly. “Something wrong?” he asked, uninterested. “I’ve been thinking a lot about us..” you say quietly, finally turning your head to look at him. He knew where the conversation was heading, so he straightened his head back up. “Mm.” he mumbled. “I think we should…go our separate ways.” The silence was deafening, so quiet you could hear a leaf hit the pavement outside on the cold autumn night.
“Well..what did i do?” Megumi asked. “I just…I can’t be with someone who I know could die on a mission at any second. I love you Megumi, but the constant worrying tells me it’s not worth it. And… I don’t feel like you love me.” Megumi’s lips slightly quivered with controlled contained emotions, but you could slightly see the tiniest bit of hurt in his cold eyes. You stare at him for a second, searching his eyes for anything—for him to say anything, but nothing fell from his lips. No hesitation, no true sense of what’s going on in that head of his. You sigh one more time, just grabbing your keys and leaving, not knowing where you're even gonna go this late in the night. Megumi just watched you leave your shared apartment, gripping the counter so hard it could break. “Fuck..” he said, knowing he just lost you, and there was nothing he could do about it.
CHOSO KAMO
Choso was the perfect man. So attentive and caring. He really values his family and his relationships. You’re his sunshine, his light in the darkness, relationship so perfect people would think it’s fake. Therefore he promised to himself he would never hurt you, and that was exactly the problem.
Choso was so gentle that he never wanted to touch you in the way you wanted. Every time you’d get to going farther than kissing, he’d redirect your attention to something else. “Sweetheart…how about we just watch a movie?” and at this point, you grew so sexually frustrated it hurt. You wanted to give Choso all of you completely to show him you're committed, but he just couldn’t imagine accidentally hurting you. Right now you're trying once again, short shorts and tight t-shirt. Right now you're just kissing on top of him, his touch is gentle, one hand on your neck and one on your waist. As your hand started to travel lower, he suddenly stopped your hand gently. “Baby, how about we-“ “We what, Choso?” your tone shocked him slightly. “What’s wrong?” he asked, suddenly worried. “This is ridiculous..” You mumble as you get up from his lap. He just stared at you, hurt and slightly pouting. “Choso, do you even love me?” you asked seriously but softly. His whole composure cracks from your question. “Baby, what are you talking about? Of course I love you, your perfect..a-and beautiful, and so-“ you cut him off before he can finish. “Then why would you do anything with me?” you ask, voice barely above a whisper. All of it got to you at once. “Y/n…it’s complicated. I-I just don't want to hurt you.” he says, looking down ashamed. “Choso, I can't do this anymore.” his head snaps up at that. “You don’t mean that Y/n, let me tell you you're joking.” but the look in your eyes indicates you're not joking. Finally, Choso let out a choked sob, and he falls to his knees off the bed and in front of you. His hands find your legs, gripping them tightly as he looks up at you bawling his eyes out. “Y/n please don’t do this, please, please. I love you so much, I can’t live without you..” he sobs uncontrollably, the words coming out in broken English. The sight alone makes your heart ache for him as you feel tears swell up in your own eyes. “Choso..you have to try for me.” you beg subtly. “I don’t want to hurt you, my precious. I’m just so scared.” he says, still looking up at you with love and fear in his eyes. “Please Choso…try, for me?” you tilt your head slightly, helping him to his feet. “…Okay. Just don’t ever do that again.” “I won’t” you say, intertwining your fingers. “Pinky promise?” he asks quietly. “Pinky promise” you say at the same volume, lacing your pinky’s together. Let’s just say you got what you wanted, and so did he.
How Weak Hero (Class 1) would react to you saying you want to break up
yooo haha i haven’t been on this account in a long ahh time. but enjoy these head canons i loved writing them. also will be doing class 2🥹 (here is class two💋💋)
warning is filthy angst, if you read this ily🥹
YEON SI-EUN
It was a random Tuesday, so out of nowhere. “I want to break up, Si-eun.” your voice cut through the thick air and tension in the school classroom. He just stared at you, breath slightly staggering but not enough to notice, not sad, not upset, zero emotion. He’s always been this way, whenever something good happens or bad, no reaction, like he was born without them. and that’s what pushed you to the edge, you were too much of a happy person, and you felt as if you deserved an equally happy partner. Si-eun, on the other hand, has heard this countless of times before. his mother abandoned him, came back into his life, his best friend was in a coma, he has little to no friends, he has multiple enemies who’ve beat him up countless times. He’s only shown emotion a few times, and every time he did, he pushed it further and further down. You, were his only escape. He loved you with all his heart, but just can’t show it. Your bubbly persona was enough to put him in a trance, the life he needed in his life. He needed you. And you needed him, something he couldn’t give to you. Despite his heart quite literally breaking into a thousand pieces, he maintained his unconcerned expression. “Fine, you should’ve just never got involved in the first place.” he put simply, before turning and walking out of the classroom. You should know better than to think he’d fight for you, but you cry anyways. Alone, walking through the hallway, all Si-eun feels is his heavy footsteps and the guilt he’s carrying for letting you go so easily. But he’d much rather let you go, than to hurt you once more.
AHN SU-HO
You rush down to the school front yard, heart pounding out of your chest. As soon as you make it to the front courtyard you stop in your tracks. There he was, Su-ho, your boyfriend, in a fight with someone, on top of them and punching repeatedly. He’s clearly winning, blood dripping from his opponents face and Su-ho’s knuckles. Before Su-ho could land another hit, you run up and shout in front of the crowd. “Su-ho!” voice loud enough to make everyone stop talking. Su-ho turns his head and sees you, face dropping immediately. Then, dead silence. Everyone is staring at you and Su-ho, as if expecting one of you to say something, anything. But nothing comes out, you just stare at him on the brink of tears. He drops his fist and the guy’s collar at once. You could’ve yelled, you could’ve said anything, instead you just turned and walked away, finally letting the tears fall on your face and down your neck. Su-ho finally starts running after you, knowing he messed up badly this time. You told him countless times before, “Stop fighting Su-ho, I'm not dating a delinquent.” but he never ever listened, fighting was his calling. The desire and your projection were clashing hard—like gasoline to a fire. “Y/n, wait! Please wait!” Then you finally stop, turning sharply to face him. “We’re done, Su-ho! I’m tired! I’m so fucking tired of telling you to stop, over and over and over! You obviously love it more than me, so stay loyal to the beatings.” your words and tone could cut through stone, at least to him. “Y/n…you don’t mean that..” he says, trying to convince himself more than you. “No, I do. I absolutely do.” You conclude, and walk away. Su-ho tries to weakly call for you, but you never stop. He finally lets himself drop to his knees, all the weight falling down right back onto his shoulders. Now you're gone and the only thing left is the matching bracelet on his wrist, which was now ironically covered in blood. Now, all the fighting seemed worthless, because he lost one of the most important people in his life. He loved you so much, but couldn’t change for you.
OH BEOM-SEOK
He knew good and well it was coming, he knew he had changed. Once super shy and bullied, now doing the bullying and getting involved with them, even putting a former friend into a coma. The news never got out because his dad was a famous politician, so he buried it quickly with tip off’s and lawyers. “You are such an idiot, get him on the first flight to the Philippines. Send him to be a transfer student.” It didn’t even hurt Beom-seok, there was nothing left for him in Seoul, except you. You were his everything, sweet with tender loving care. Everything was so perfect in the beginning. But you noticed, how he avoided eye contact, how he’d stay out late. You were friends with Si-eun too, and that’s when he told you that Beom-Seok put Su-ho in a coma. Your world shattered because he was like a brother to you, then you grew to hate your boyfriend. Everything happened so fast you wouldn’t never known it hit you. Then you got a knock at your door, and you opened it already knowing who was standing on the other side. Beom-seok, unreadable expression. “What?”, “I’m transferring, to the Philippines.” he says. “That’s all you have to say?” you ask in disbelief. “You put my best friend in a coma! You nearly got him killed Beom-seok!” He just stared at you, then looked down in guilt. “You know, the relationship was never gonna work if you were moving schools so, it’s over.” you then proceeded to shut the door in his face. Beom-seok let the tears he was holding fall down his face, now finally regretting everything he’s done. He threw a friendship away over a stupid misunderstanding, lost another friend for being dumb, and now lost his girlfriend because he just couldn’t hold in his anger. He turned away from your door, walking off the porch and into the darkness of the night, having to go get ready for his flight. But no new country could ever wash away what he did in Korea, and what he lost.
Summary: You were always there for Colby, But where was he when you needed him the most?
Warnings: Death of a family member, 1 cuss word i believe, angst, Colby not being there
Word count: 1.5k
hey… i know it’s been 2 months and i feel really bad😭 i’m just horrible at consistency, love u guys! I kinda changed up the song a little bit. just to let you know there will be no part 2!
Where Are Ü Now is about caring and praying for an ex who didn't return the favor, and longing for someone who could comfort them in their time of need.
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“Colby, what's wrong?!”
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I ask when I see him curled up on the floor, sobbing uncontrollably. “They rejected our email Y/n… t-they don’t want us at their building.” I knew exactly what he was talking about. There had been this haunted place Sam and Colby always wanted to go to, but it seems like they don’t want them there. I sigh, “I’m so sorry colby” I say as I hug him. He hugs back, crying into my shirt and clinging to me like a lost dog. “Do you wanna go get some ice cream?” I ask in hopes of cheering him up. “Yeah, that’ll be nice. Thanks Y/n.”
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Colby and I have been dating for close to a year now and… how's it been? it’s hard to explain. Of course all of us have our ups and downs and you're supposed to go into it supporting your partner. I never had a problem doing that, but I can help but feel like Colby doesn’t do it. I can think of quite a few times when I felt down, and he was nowhere to be found. But maybe I'm overreacting, maybe he didn’t find those important.
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“Hey Tara!” I say as I pull up to the coffee shop door. “Hi Y/n! Long time no see huh?” she says. “I know! I’m so glad you could meet up with me today, really!” I tell her. “Of course.” We both walk into the coffee shop, order a cup and sit down by the window seat. “So, how’s life been? With colby? I know your 1 year anniversary is coming up." She breaks the silence. “Yea about that.. I don’t know Tara. I’m always there for him especially when he’s down, but I don’t feel like he’s there for me.” I say. “Oh really? I’m so sorry to hear that, can you tell me one time this happened?” She asks. I sigh, “This one time, I got rejected from the modeling agency that I really wanted to be apart of. I cried and everything, it was really important to me. And I just know Colby knew because Sam called me and asked me about it, and he definitely told Colby about it. But I never got a phone call, text, nothing.” I explained. “Oh wow;” Tara pauses “well maybe Sam didn’t tell Colby?” “But Colby calls me everyday, so the one day something happens to me, he doesn’t call? It’s like he doesn’t want to deal with it, with me. I gave him attention when nobody else was paying, why can’t he do it for me?” I say, starting to tear up. “Aw Y/n, don’t cry.” Tara says as she wipes the tear off my face. “If it really bothers you, talk to him about it. Maybe he’ll understand.” she concludes. Before I can respond, I get a phone call and I answer, mouthing a “sorry” to Tara. “Hello?” I ask. “Hello, is this Ms.L/n?” the other person asks. “Yes, who’s asking?” I ask. As soon as the person stops talking, I sink down in my chair. Starting to cry, I ask “A-are you serious? Where is she?” I ask. They respond again and I start crying harder. Tara on the other end of me mouths “What’s wrong?” I hang up the phone. “She’s dead Tara…”
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I’m currently sitting on my couch sobbing uncontrollably into my pillow and screaming in pain. I can’t believe she’s gone. I get a phone call, I secretly hope it’s Colby. It’s just Sam. I answer, still sobbing. “Y/n i’m so sorry…” Sam immediately says. “I don’t know what to do Sam, my sister, she’s gone..” I say, starting to cry harder. “I know, " Tara told the friend group… Y/n I'm here for you, I’ll go to the funeral.” He says. “Thank you Sam, where’s Colby?” “He’s up in his room I think, Tara told him too” and he’s up in his room? not on his way over here? “Where are you now when I need you?” I whisper, sobbing more. “Y/n, how about I come over? we can order food, watch a movie..” “That'll be nice, thank you Sam”
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It’s now been 2 days since my sister died, and I've been so depressed. All the planning over the phone, we decided to have the funeral as soon as possible, so she can rest peacefully. She died in a car accident, driving on a really rainy day. A big 18 wheeler went off track and It's back wheel collided with my sister's car. It spun her out of the road, and into a tree. The scene was gruesome, as I was told, because I didn't want to see it. My sister was my best friend, and now she’s gone.. The other sad part is, Nothing. My phone was as dry as cobwebs, with no texts or calls from Colby. Now I'm all alone, my joy turned to moping. All of my friends sent something, but him. That made it even worse for me, my sister dying and this is the cherry on top. My own boyfriend doesn’t care about me.
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I’m now packing, getting ready to get on a plane back to my hometown so I can go to the funeral. All of the sudden there’s a knock on my front door. I argue with myself, debating if I should open the door or not. I ultimately decide to, walking downstairs and to the front door. I open it and it’s Colby, he’s crying. Maybe he does care… “Y/n, another place rejected me. I need you right now..” he sniffles. I sigh angrily, looks like I was right. he doesn’t care, he never cared. “Colby, I have no time for this.” I turn around heading back upstairs. Colby looks confused, almost as if he’s wondering why I didn't comfort him this time. “What's your problem?” he asks and he follows me upstairs. “Nothing.” I reply dryly, going into my room. “Stop lying to me.” Colby responds coldly, walking in after me. I turn to face him, “You wanna know what my problem is? It’s you!” I yell. He looks taken aback, not expecting my outburst. “What did I do?” he asks, starting to get irritated, I can hear it in his voice. “Colby, are you serious or are you just dumb? I have no time to be dealing with you right now!” I tell him. “Well tell me what I did-!” “My sister is dead and you expect me to sit here with you?!” He suddenly goes silent. “I know you knew too, Sam told me that Tara told you. And you know what’s really sad? Everybody texting me except for you. I knew you never cared about me! You just see me as a dog you can drag around and use for support! Well, I need support too!” i pause, starting to tear up
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“I can think of all the times When you broke down, I never left you! I gave you the key when the door wasn’t open, but you won’t admit it!” I stop, sobbing. “Y/n, it was never like that.” Colby argues. “But it was, I gave you the shirt off my back. What are you saying? Just to keep you warm. Now I know you won’t do the same. And I was on my knees, when no one else was praying. I was praying for you. Why is it so hard to pray for me!?” I yell again. “Y/n-“ “Get out.” I say. “What?” Colby says. “We’re done. By the time i get back, I want all of your stuff out of my house, matter of fact. you can take it now” I grab my suitcase, dragging it downstairs. “It can’t end like this Y/n please listen to me-“ I interrupt. “You can grab all of your stuff right now, here” I takeoff my promise ring and put it in his palm. I try to hold back my tears. “When you leave, put the extra key you have under the doormat.” I say. “Y/n please! I can’t lose you, i-i need you” he’s crying. I sniffle “My uber is here. I have to go.” I start to walk out the door. Colby grabs my arm but I quickly shake it off of me. “Don’t you ever touch me again. Hurry up and get your stuff so you can get the hell out of my house.” I say coldy as I leave the house, Colby decides to not go after me, knowing it won’t change anything. I haul my suitcase into the uber, sitting in the back and telling the driver the directions. now i’m really alone, and it’s right when..
i’m so sorry i forgottt😭 we’re all human so forgive me (he’s so old now😭) THEIR ALMOST 30 but anyways happy 28th you old geezer, love you bunches❤️❤️❤️
i’m want to write something… new. So ima let y’all decide. all these are suggestions on what song i should write about. the 2 most voted i’m doing. Look up the meaning of the song so you can see what you like about it (y’all i’m kinda craving angst so that would be the bomb.com if you choose something that’s angsty :) i’ll add the songs so you can get a preview. couldn’t add company reached my limit
angsty ones are residuals, stay, don’t check on me, grass ain’t greener, heartbroken, drunk texting, where are you now. so basically all of them
seriously, i don’t think you guys know how much of an impact you’ve made on. let me talk to you, 1 on 1.
dear person: hiii! i just want to let you know that i’m so so grateful to have you to support me and my work. (i also love the people who just stumbled upon this) also i wanna let you know: you are loved. i love you, your mom loves you, everyone loves you.❤️ no matter how down your feeling, just remember that i’m here for you. you might not know me personally but you can always reach out to me to talk about your problems or just to talk about anything (i’ll respond i promise) you are amazing and i love you!!🎀
Such a beautiful person, who’s been here for 28 years! I’m wishing you a happy happy birthday and i hope that you get to cherish many many more. Sam and Colby lift up my life so much you have no idea, i love you to pieces. Happy Birthday Sam!🎂🎉
(i love this song and i feel like it perfectly describes yk back at the trap house days because everything was so carefree back then)
Such a beautiful person, who’s been here for 28 years! I’m wishing you a happy happy birthday and i hope that you get to cherish many many more. Sam and Colby lift up my life so much you have no idea, i love you to pieces. Happy Birthday Sam!🎂🎉
(i love this song and i feel like it perfectly describes yk back at the trap house days because everything was so carefree back then)
Summary: You and Sam have been together for 7 months, but you slowly come to realization that your just shadow of someone else..
Warnings: very sad😢, no happy ending
word count: 1k
hii guys!! Wait, don’t hate me, ik I said I would rewrite something but…. be happy! I’m write the pt 2 to 4 page letter, and pt 3 to i hate you, right?
“Did I cross the line?”
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You have been with Sam for 7 months and it's been the best time of your life. You got together in August of last year. He always took you on dates, cuddled, and he's always telling you how much he loves you. Seriously, everyday, every minute, every second. As if he's trying to say something beyond that. But it never really bothered you, all you needed was love and affection from him.
Flashback
You were about to go out with Kat to a party hosted by your good friend Jess, it was her birthday and she said you could bring a plus one.
“Kitty Kat, are you ready?” you shout from down the hall. “Almost, let me touch up my make-up really quick.”
“Hey, y/n. Have you got a text from Sam lately? It seems like he's been getting distant..” Kat says as she walks into your room. “I haven't, maybe it's just work, you know doing all that traveling.” you respond, trying not to let her mind go to conclusions. “You always read my mind y/n.”
She was your girl, you showed her the world
People often mistaken you and Kat as twins, you dressed, looked, and acted eerily similar. “Yea Kat, that's why I'm your twin.” You chuckle. She cracks a smile and looks at you, trying to convince you that she believes you.
She was crying on my shoulder, all I could do was hold her
Kat was currently in your arms sobbing outside of the birthday girl’s house. She had just caught Sam, with Jess. Not dancing as a birthday celebration, grinding and kissing each other. “They weren't drunk y/n! I know how Sam looks when he's drunk!” she choked out with her tears.
“Kitty Kat…” Your heart ached for her. “Are your sure it was him?” you ask. “Yes, it was him! With his blond hair and blue eyes you wouldn't miss it.” She says with no signs of her stopping anytime soon. “8 years y/n…. 8 years down the drain..”
Only made us closer, until July
You and Kat were no longer friends, after you got with Sam. He ended up pursuing you to go on a date with him, which turned into a couple dates, then all the sudden you were dating.
“Sam?” you appear around the corner of his room. “Yes kitty?” he says, looking away from his computer to get a view of your face. “I have a question. Don't you ever feel bad?” you answer without giving him a chance to say anything. He looked dumbfounded as he said “What about?” “You know, for dating me?” You say, barely below a whisper. “Why would I feel like that?” he talks as he inches closer to you. “Kat was my best friend Sam.”
“Y/n, I love you. Kat is the past, for me and you. I would be better if you just moved on and forgot about it, stay focused on me and your life.” Sam says looking in your eyes with a certain look, but not a look of empathy. “I know that you love me, you don't need to remind me.”
I should put it all behind me, shouldn't I?
“Hi Colby! Have you seen Sam? He hasn't been answering my calls.” you ask. “He just left, and y/n, i've been meaning to talk to you.” he says with a look of concern. You sit down with a confused look on your face, signaling him to continue. ‘Look, there's no easy way to say this but.. Sam isn't over Kat. After she caught him and broke up with him, he's been depressed ever since. I don't think he will ever get over that anytime soon at the rate this is going. What I'm trying to say is, I think you're just a distraction. I'm so sorry y/n.”
Well good things don't last, and time moves so fast
It all made sense now. How he always told you he loved you. You always knew you recognized the places he took for dates, it was always the places that he took Kat to. The way you looked, talked, and acted like Kat. No wonder why he would go after you, Even the way he called you kitty. You couldn't believe what you did.
I’d never ask who is better. Cause she couldn’t be, more different than me
“Sam! Are you kidding me?” You screamed at him. Your once soft and loving eyes were now replaced with fiery and dead ones. “I don't know what you're talking about y/n! Colby lied to you, I can't believe you trust him over me!” Here we go again, with the gaslighting.
“Sam! Why didn't you tell me?” you say, breaking down and sliding your back against the door. Now you know how she felt, left in despair as she finally learned the truth. “Fine y/n, do you really wanna know? Yes, I still miss Kat! I miss her so much! You're just her shadow, someone I needed to distract me. You will never be like her!” he concluded. “you know what..” you mumble as you leave the room, slamming the door.
You say no one knows you so well, but every time you touch me, I just wonder how she felt
Now I wonder. Did he see her, in the back of his mind. In my eyes?
You slowly come to realize, you lost 2 important people in your life. Due to your selfish ways, you lost your best friend and a good friend because you let him gaslight you into distancing yourself away from her. He wanted her to be jealous that you was with him, that's all he wanted. He never loved you, he loved the way you were like the person he wanted the most out of everything.
I know you didn't mean to hurt me, so I kept it to myself
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