loser || ln1
summary: you’re one of the worlds biggest celebrities staring in 2 of the biggest movies of the year and your long term boyfriend finds it hard to share you with your costar and the word
pairing: movie star!established relationship!reader x lando norris
fc & warnings: zendaya & none really,, just insecure/needy lando and the timelines of the premieres and the races don't align
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user1: NOOOO!!!!! NO Y/N/N AT LANDOSTAND?!?!?
yourbff: time for you to gallivant across the world!!!!
ynuser: yes yes yes!! time for the longest (and probably best) few months of my life!
yourbff: im so excited for you and selfishly cant wait to see both movies 🥰
ynuser: you're going to love them 😍
yourbff: well ofc i will! you are the maybe the best actress ever so
ynuser: girl stop 😭
user2: you guys are sickening (i love you both)
tomholland13: cuties
ynuser: thank you tommy
tomholland13: are you excited to be stuck with me again?
ynuser: of course i am
user3: ugh i need more y/n content. i can’t wait to see you hit the red carpet
lando: i love you too gorgeous. i’m going to miss you so much. i wish you didn’t have to go for so long
ynuser: i am going to miss YOU so much. heck i already do!!! i wish i didnt either and i wish you could come with me but we will be ok
lando: we will be! i just wish sometimes we could stop having to spend so much time apart and you would stop going away for so long
ynuser: lando...... thats not fair. both of us have our jobs. if it wasn't for racing you could come with me
lando: i know i know i know im sorry 😞
user4: look at those paws hes got mm mmm mmm
lnfour: wish you could be at silverstone. we miss you y/n/n!!!
ynuser: i'm gutted to miss landostand!! please send allll of the photos!! miss you tho bb
user12: when are you going to drop him for tom
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variety: y/n y/l/n and tom holland stun at the world premiere of the odyssey in london. you can always count on these two to bring the fashion! odyssey is everywhere in theaters on july 17th
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user3: jaw is on the FLOOOORRRR
yourbff: holy moly ynuser youre so effortlessly perfect 😍
ynuser: i can assure you a LOT of effort went into this
yourbff: shhhh baby shhhh just accept the compliment 😏
user1: i honestly think y/n is the most beautiful woman in the world
theodysseymovie: our athena and telemachus 😌
user34: they would make the absolute best couple
user12: no fr i ship so hard
user33: they are end game don't worry
user81: race car boy can't handle allat
lnfour: W O W
user12: noticing that ln4 admin is here but not lando lmfao
user4: lando is in the likes user12. not everything needs to be used to create drama esppeccccialllyyyyy bc this is even her post!
user8: oh we aboutta eat so good between this and spiderman
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ynuser: just another weekend in new york with your friendly neighborhood spiderman 🕸️
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user1: i dont think ive ever seen someone look so ethereal
lando: so beautiful. love you
ynuser: love you too 🧡🧡🧡
user33: i'm sorry lando but you might be losing her to mr holland
user4: user33 bruh can you guys leave ynlando alone? two people can be friends and COWORKERS without something more!!!!
user2: how do you manage to always 1 up yourself and always wear an even more perfect outfit at each new event
yourbff: W O W WWOWOWOWOWOOWOW MY BEST FRIEND IS SO PERFECT
ynuser: thank you babyyyyyyyy
user81: their chemistry is insane
tomholland13: 💛🕸️🥰
ynuser: 🕸️🙏🏻🤩
user12: marvel knew what they were doing with these two
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bustle: spiderman brand new day co-stars y/n /yl/n and tom holland head out to dinner after their new york city premiere. the two were seen leaving the theater and heading to y/n's favorite restaurant in midtown.
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user1: i need a close up of her outfit omg 😍
user2: everything about her is stunning!!!! im not even looking at that man 😔🙏🏻
user81: and the way they look more like a couple than her and lando is crazzzyyyyyyyyy
user12: and her hand on his arm???? like come on lando stand up this girl aint yours
user4: she has her hand on his arm because they're being swarmed by paparazzi and they're trying to safely navigate through it!!! two people can just be friends!!! i will defend landoy/n till my dying breath guys stop this madness
user33: i stan them so hard its not even FUNNYYYY
user5: shes so pretty its criminal
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lando let out a heavy sigh as he collapsed into one of the leather seats of the private jet, his backpack landing on the floor beside him with a thud. he leaned his head back against the headrest and pinched the bridge of his nose, closing his eyes as the cabin door shut behind them. the last two race weekends had felt never ending but thankfully, belgium was over and he was one step closer to summer break. he should've been relieved to be heading home, if only for a moment, but all he could think about was how y/n was waking up in new york in a few hours without him.
across from lando, oscar watched in silence for a moment before shaking his head. "mate..." he started carefully, "what is your deal?"
"hm?" lando opened his eyes to find oscar sitting with his arms folded across his chest, giving him an unimpressed look.
"you've been acting weird for like... i don't know like weeks now," oscar said. "i know the car's been rubbish but i dont think this is just about the car."
lando let out a short laugh through his nose, "yeah, it is just the car."
oscar didn't even blink, "lando."
"it's the car."
"you're a terrible liar."
lando groaned dramatically, dropping his head forward into his hands, "i'm actually a brilliant liar."
"no," oscar replied. "you're brilliant at pretending everything's fine until you randomly become very outwardly miserable."
a reluctant smile tugged at the corner of lando's mouth, "i do not randomly become miserable."
"you absolutely do."
for a moment, neither of them spoke. the low hum of the engines filled the cabin as the jet taxied toward the runway and back toward monaco. oscar waited, he'd known lando long enough to know that if he stayed quiet, eventually the words would come. lando sighed for what felt like the hundredth time that day. "i just..." he rubbed a hand over his face, "i don't know."
oscar raised an eyebrow, "you don't know?"
"i miss y/n/n."
oscar's expression softened almost immediately, "well... yeah."
"i know everyone misses their partner when they're away," lando continued quickly, "that's not,,,, i. mean... that's not really it."
he reached into his pocket, unlocking his phone before immediately locking it again, "it's just..." lando's voice trailed off again as he thought about how to put words to what he was feeling and oscar watched as he fidgeted with the edge of his phone case. "i mean...have you seen all that stuff online?" lando asked quietly, searching his teammates face for a reaction.
"the tom stuff?"
lando gave a small nod, face falling completely, "i know it's stupid." oscar didn't answer, just waited for lando to continue, "I know they're just promoting their movies and i know he's nice guy and I know she'd never do anything...."
"so what's bothering you then?"
lando looked down at his hands again, "it feels like every time I open my phone, someone's telling her she'd be happier with him."
oscar didn't say anything but he'd seen exactly what lando was talking about.
"they're making edits of them together and so many of their interviews get turned into some headline about their chemistry and every picture that gets posted of them together with their arms around each other..." lando laughed bitterly. "apparently they're soulmates now and im just some poor loser sat at home while she is off living her life with her perfect partner, tom." he shook his head, willing the tears he felt brimming to not fall, "and I know people online don't actually know us or what we have. i know that."
"but?"
"but after seeing it a thousand times..." lando admitted, "...you start wondering if... if everyone else sees something you don't especially when you see things like this...." lando opened his phone which was already on the bustle insta post where you had your hand on tom's arm.
oscar frowned looking at the photo and back at his friend, "lando."
"i know how that sounds."
"it seems like you've been doomscrolling too much."
"i have been doomscrolling," lando nodded running a hand over his face again.
oscar couldn't help the small laugh that escaped him, "yeah, that's clear mate."
lando smiled weakly before looking out the window, "i just hate being this far away. she's doing premieres with him and filming new content with him every day and going to dinners with the him meanwhile i'm watching it all from hotel rooms and airports." he swallowed hard, "and then I feel guilty because she's living out her dream and I should just be happy for her."
"you are happy for her." oscar interjected, knowing how much his teammate cared for you.
"i am but i just wish i got to be there too."
oscar was quiet for a second before leaning forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "you know what I think?"
lando glanced up.
"i think you've spent too much time reading comments written by 16 year olds with marvel profile pictures."
that earned him a proper laugh.
"i'm serious," oscar continued. "you've met tom."
"yeah."
"did he seem like he was trying to steal your partner?"
"not really."
"has y/n ever given you an actual reason not to trust her?"
lando answered immediately, "no."
"so then this isn't about them because they are playing the characters they were contracted to play and smiling for the cameras just like how you drive the car your contracted to and do the media duties that are asked of you."
"...yeah."
oscar nodded, "and i get it."
lando looked up at him, surprised.
"i mean it," oscar said. "long distance sucks and i know that first hand. you're in a new country every week thats not the one she's in and it's really easy to let your brain fill in the gaps of whats happening when you're not there to see it for yourself." oscar pointed at lando's phone, "but stop feeding those insecurities. every edit you watch and every comment you read and every article you open... it's like you're basically asking the internet to make you feel worse."
another silence settled between them as lando tried to internalize what oscar was saying to him.
after a moment, oscar smiled, "you know what's actually funny?"
"what?"
"i've talked to her more these past few weeks than i think you have."
lando blinked, "...what? you've been talking to y/n/n?"
oscar shrugged, "she asked me if you were alright and has been asking me to keep tabs on you because you aren't talking to her like normal."
lando's brow furrowed, "what?"
oscar sighed, "she's worried about you mate."
the knot in lando's stomach tightened, "she is?"
oscar nodded, "lando..." he said softly. "she's missing you just as much as you're missing her and she has very much noticed that you're pulling away."
"i'm such a bloody idiot."
"no but if you mess this up with the love of your life because you're jealous of a man who we both know doesn't want to steal your girl and that more importantly,, your girl does not want then yea, you are a 'bloody idiot.'"
lando paused for a moment, "we have like a day before we have to be in hungary... reckon i should go to new york even though mclaren will kill me?"
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f1gossip: in a surprising turn of events.... lando norris?????? in new york city?? the man who was just in belgium and is supposed to be in hungary tomorrow morning was spotted with his beautiful girlfriend on the streets of the city that never sleeps. will lando make it to hungary media duties on time tomorrow? our guess is no
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user1: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
user3: oh mclaren are not going to be happy with this but boy AM I HAPPY about this
user4: lando said thats MY Y/N and DONT forget it
user5: dada spending his only free hours in nyc with his woman might be the hottest thing hes ever done
user6: no shot he makes it back on time , hes so lover boy im
user7: haters real silent on this post huh
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lando brushed a piece of your hair behind your ear as he lay beside you, his fingers lingering against your cheek for a moment before falling back onto the pillow. he'd been trying all evening to find the courage to tell you how he was feeling but every time he'd thought about bringing it up, he'd convinced himself it wasn't worth ruining the little time you had together since you'd only roughly 14 hours in total before he had to get right back on the plane and fly to hungary for his next race.
your eyes fluttered open as you shifted beneath the covers, readjusting your arm underneath your pillow. "what is it lan?" you asked softly, noticing the worried look on his face.
"i.." lando hesitated, "i wanted to talk to you about something."
your brow furrowed as you watched him sit himself up onto his elbow.
"okay..." you pushed yourself upright feeling anxiety bubble in your chest, "about what?"
lando sighed, "well... oscar told me you've noticed I've been acting a bit weird lately and i need to tell you why."
"lan, you're scaring me." you sat up properly now, crossing your legs beneath you fully facing him.
lando immediately shook his head. "no, I'm sorry. im not trying to scare you. I just..." he rubbed a hand over his face, "i think I'm just struggling a bit."
your expression softened, "with what?"
"everything," he gave a soft dejected laugh, "i've just been feeling like i'm missing a lot."
you stayed quiet waiting for him to continue.
"im missing things like your first day on set and all the months filming and all the amazing premieres and all the fittings for your perfect outfits..." he shook his head, "and I know that's just how it is. i know we're both busy and I knew what our lives were going to look like when we first got together because it's always been like this but knowing that doesn't make it easier." he let out another heavy sigh, "i've been watching everything through my phone and then I come here for 14 hours and suddenly I'm reminded of how much better my entire life is when i get to actually be with you."
your heart ached as you reached for his hand, "lando..."
"i've missed this." he gestured between the 2 of you, "just lying here and being able to touch you and getting to hear you laugh in the same room instead of through the phone." he swallowed, "and now I'm leaving again in a couple hours."
you squeezed his hand, "i know."
"and I hate that."
"me too."
"I don't want these couple hours to be over."
you smiled sadly, "neither do I."
lando looked down at your hands, "and i think all of these feelings have been festering and i think that's why I've been unable to handle all the stuff i'm seeing online."
"the stuff online?" you questioned though you had a pretty good idea of what he was talking about.
"i know what you and tom are doing and i know you're friends and i know you're acting just like you're supposed to but when you're already feeling like you're missing from someone's life, it's hard not to let that stuff get in your head."
you put a finger under lando's chin forcing him to loo up at you, "you don't have anything to worry about."
"i know."
"tom is my coworker and we've gotten close because we're spending basically every day together but that's it. he knows you and you know him and he's never once made any sort of pass at me and i wouldn't make one towards him either. sony asked us to be friendly at the premieres and in interviews because we're peter and mj not because we have anything outside of that."
lando nodded, "no i know. you are his mj and that is so important to so many people and i know it shouldn't get to me but i'm.... i'm jealous of how much he gets to see you."
"lando, you don't have to compete with him. he's seeing me a lot now but once we're done with press i'm not going to see him until the next spiderman and thats going to be a awhile."
"i'm not trying to compete with him."
you smiled gently, "i think you are a little but you don't have to compare to or compete with anyone including tom because absolutely no one will ever be you."
he looked at you as you continued to speak, "nobody there knows me the way you do. nobody knows what I look like when i first wake up or what my favorite thing to drink is when my tummy hurts or what my dreams look like for my future and nobody knows how I get when I'm stressed or what i do when I've had a bad day."
lando smiled faintly, "and nobody else has seen you eat an entire packet of biscuits in bed at 2 in the morning."
you laughed, "that was one time."
"it was not."
"ok, maybe twice."
he laughed quietly and you smiled. "my point is, everyone you're comparing yourself to are part of my WORK life but you are my life."
"you really mean that?" he asked in a much smaller voice than you were used to hearing from the usually confident world champion.
"of course I do." you moved closer to him until you were sitting in his lap. "i miss being at your races and seeing your family and spending time with you in monaco."
"you don't have to say all that."
"i'm serious." you ran your fingers through his hair as you rested your forehead on his. "i wish I could be at more of your races and i wish i could be there when you get out of the car after a bad quali and i wish I could sit in the garage and watch you win and i wish i could just be around for all the little things too but I can't always do that," you continued, "and you can't always be at my events so maybe we stop treating the time we can't have as something we're losing and start really trying to make the most of whatever we can get no matter how short."
lando smiled, "like 14 hours?"
"exactly."
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lnfour: he is going to flip when he sees you're here! i have his phone so he hasn't seen this heeheheh
ynuser: yayayay!! come get me from williams !!! rebe has been trying to help me hide but people are talking
lnfour: yeah im omw! oscar had to intercept lando from some photographers asking about you
ynuser: oh goodness ty oscar 😭
user1: HUNGARY PLEASEEEE I FEEL IT IN MY BONES
tomholland13: spending our day off well it seems! wish lando good luck for me x
ynuser: luckily paris isn't too far away from hungary!! i'll send him your best 🧡
user2: you are fking radiant
yourbff: need that top! need that bag! need the whole outfit! p.s. have fun surprising the little car man love you both 😘
ynuser: vintage chanel top is all yours BUT this lv is mine sorry babyyyyyy and omg he was so excited to see me he nearly passed out. the relief on his face almost brought me to tears
yourbff: oh thats so sweet im sick 🤢
user3: holy crap please say hungary our man needs you
oscarpiastri: thank god you're here
ynuser: i am so happy to be here! i almost forgot how fun race weekends are
oscarpiastri: they were more fun last year 😔
user4: pls pls pls pls be in hungary!!! last time you were there when he had pole he ended up winning. we need a win so bad
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ynuser: 14 hours in hungary to see my boy back on the top step where he belongs 🧡
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user1: hey y/n gonna need you at every race so we can go b2b
user4: Y E S!!! he's never lost when she was there and he was on pole!!! petition for y/n/n to be at every race 🙏🏻
lando: petition signed!
user4: ASLDMGANFGDFGM LNADO HI
lando: the best surprise. thank you for being here gorgeous
ynuser: no place id rather be my world champion 🧡
user4: user12 you been real quiet recently. anything to say here?
tomholland13: lets go lando!
lando: 🙏🏻🤩🕸️
lnfour: ln win was inevitable! thats our guy!
ynuser: thats our guy!!!!!!!
user5: will forever be my favorite couple
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