I fall to pieces when I am with you

she/her | 23 | writer | ao3 @liesineyes | ask me anything is always open, feel free to talk about anything..

[liesineyes]

𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓶𝔂 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓰

Hie, I am Lily. It is my pen name for ao3. My pronouns are she/her, and I am a writer and a reader.

I mainly write in television fandoms on Wattpad but I want to keep my blog strictly for ao3.

On ao3, I write mainly in - Pit Babe The Series, KinnPorsche.

The fandoms I want to write in future - 911 fandom, Stranger things, Red White and Royal Blue.

𝓣𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝓮

I am twenty three.

English is not my first language and combined with the fact that I am an introvert, sometimes it gets difficult for me to express myself.

I have OCD, so if you see me fixate on one thing, please understand.

I also go through undiagnosed depression from time to time, usually I have periods of high social activity and then I kind of go into hiding to recharge my battery.

I love writing, and reading and occasionally I do some editing too though I am not an expert when it comes to editing.

I don't do well with deadlines or pressure. So if I say I will do this in a week, there is an 80% chance I will end up not doing it. I hate being told what to do.

𝐌𝐲 𝐚𝐨𝟑

liesineyes || ✎ᝰ.

𝓢𝓮𝓹𝓪𝓻𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴 𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓴𝓼

ChayKim (KinnPorsche) -

Faded Night

I choose you

Brusies and butterflies

Pit Babe -

Kim/Kenta series -

The Aftermath

You Aren't Alone Anymore

Learning to Walk Again

New Beginnings

Kim/Kenta -

Staring at You

Charlie/Babe -

Made it out alive (but I think I lost it)

Let me stay for a little longer

Where are you? (I'm here)

- completed.

On-going works -

KinnPorsche, ChayKim -

I fell for you

KimKenta -

Until I Found You

CharlieBabe -

Where Shall We Go?

I do have a lot of drafts which I am going to post soon. stay tuned!

𝓣𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾！

[lunamonchtuna]

— William Shakespeare, Beatrice to Benedick in Much Ado About Nothing (Act IV, Scene i) (via lunamonchtuna)

[mournfulroses]

Tove Ditlevsen, from a poem featured in There Lives a Young Girl in Me Who Will Not Die: Selected Poems

[luke-thompsons]

First dance vs Last dance

[simoneashley]

Anthony, Kate and baby Edmund Bridgerton New clip from Bridgerton Season 4 Part Two

[eliotheman]

”This portrayal of a marginalized group was wrong then and is wrong now” and “This portrayal of a marginalized group was very progressive for the time period and paved the way for more representation while likely limited by factors outside of the creator’s control” are two statements that can and should ABSOLUTELY coexist and be kept in mind when interacting with older media

[bluesandfilms]

"I always thought I was unlucky to live this kind of life. Can see ghost. Is an orphan.. But in fact I have a mother. One who sacrificed everything. My mother is willing to do anything to protect me. There's someone who loves me. Can I hug you, mom? I love you, mom."

[snug-gyu]

a flustered Singha for the tl

GODDESS BLESS YOU FROM DEATH | EP8

[poohpavelforlife]

OKAY so apparently there was a 4.5 min long scene shown just at the fanmeet for the last episode and a kind soul posted it on X , so here it iss!

Making out in the office in a see through glass cabin is INSANE

[liesineyes]

Sharing my thoughts on The Grim Lover novel

- Contains multiple spoilers, tw - suicide/murder

Just finished reading it, and I have to let these thoughts out otherwise I will go crazy. I genuinely didn't expect the novel to be so heartbreaking.

Starting with Won because we see everything mostly from his perspective, I loved the way his character is written. He is an introvert, and he may be someone who comes across as cold to others, but I thought he was really warm and sweet which is weird to say because he kept trying to off himself more than half the book. He broke my heart so many times because of how earnestly he loves Fah.

I can't imagine Pavel calling Pooh P'Fah but it makes me laugh every time I think of it. Their ages were a huge surprise to me.

Fah is also an introvert but he is more lively than Won is, free spirited even though he had a tough childhood. It broke my heart when I read how he was trying to give Won a child despite his own feelings about being a father and the way he got killed was disheartening.

Also can you imagine Pooh with long hair painting in the garden? Oh, I'm about to lose it.

Fourteen is more cold and irritable towards others but Won really manages to push down all his defences whether intentionally or unintentionally. I love how he started as a mean indifferent grim reaper and then was cooking, doing laundry and motivating Won to live, lol.

The murder mystery is a bit dragged but it only feels so with the conclusion, and maybe it is me only because as a reader, I was more interested in the characters than the plot mystery.

Won is very different from Babe and Singha but Fah/Fourteen to me read a bit like Charlie and Thup. Their dynamic, be it Fah/Won or Fourteen/Won is so good and well written. Also, finally Pooh's character is not in a near state of homelessness even though he doesn't get to enjoy it for long, nvm.

Not a fan of the ending of the novel but it made me cry several times while I was reading so I low-key don't regret reading it but wish I was more prepared for it. There are so many scenes that would be simply delightful to watch with PoohPavel acting as Fah/Fourteen and Won.

I kinda find it hard to trust change after the mess they made of Pit Babe, and with Charlie's character. I really really hope they don't do the same with Fah/Fourteen.

But anyways, I'm so excited to watch this show now!!

[duskofthemind]

[oditorie]

[animentality]

[dailybridgerton]

BRIDGERTON 4.03 "The Field Next to the Other Road"

[eloiscbridgerton]

BRIDGERTON 4.04 – An Offer From a Gentleman

[simoneashley]

Kanthony and their baby Bridgerton Season 4 Part Two Trailer

[buddhamethods]

-What are you doing? -Loosening soil. I ordered a porridge for you. It's on the table.

GODDESS BLESS YOU FROM DEATH | Ep.6