Lucy Quinn Fabray-Evans Name's Quinn Fabray. Yes, Quinn is my middle name. No, you do not need to know my first name, it's unimportant. I'm a director and an actress. Wife to Sam Evans and mother to Lucy Evans. I am also the birth mother to one Beth Corcoran, but that doesn't entirely matter anymore. Best friend and wannabe lover to the ever lovely, and ever talented, Santana Lopez. I'm not the Stepford wife everyone thought I'd be. I'm my own woman. I smoke vape, I drink, and somewhere along the way I realized religion wasn't really for me. Not saying I don't believe in God, because I do, but my God is far more accepting of everyone. wife - mom - director
I think weāre both lucky to have our moms in our cornersā¦. Even if it doesnāt feel that way all of the time.
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Youāre not my only parent and when I was younger, when things started with all of the bullying, dad wasnāt as busy as you and he couldāve stepped up. Either way, it was really the schoolās fault. They let everything get way out of hand⦠I donāt know. Itās weird. I like Jayne a lot, but I donāt understand why sheās with my dad. Honestly, I wish I had time before you and dad started seeing other people to accept that you two are getting a divorce.
Yeah, I suppose.
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Still, doesnāt mean I donāt feel bad about it. Maybe you should ask her? I mean, you might be surprised. I can understand that and if itās any consolation, Santana and I havenāt entirely put a label on things. I mean, Iām pretty sure weāre something, but what is a grey area...
Itās hard to accept that. I couldnāt imagine how Iād feel, but your sister should always be in your corner and yours isnāt and that sucks.
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Yeah, Iām definitely not pregnant. Iāve never had sex, Iām not sure I sure I even ever want to have sex. Anyway⦠I guess Iām okay⦠I donāt know. This year was really hard and I donāt really have many friends so⦠Itās just hard. I didnāt think the bullying would follow me to college.Ā
Iām lucky I have my mom in my corner still. And there are days I think I donāt. Just donāt tell your grandma I think that, itās a long story.
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Hey, whatever works for you, Luce. Iām sorry to hear that, baby girl. I wish I could do something to stop it, to make it better and maybe I should have done more when you were younger. I think I got so swept up in my career that I stopped putting family first sometimes. Howāre you adjusting to Jayne and your dad definitely being a public thing now?Ā
It probably does and it doesnāt help that I take after you looks wise at least I think I do. Honestly, your sister isnāt worth the pain. You have family here who love you, so it doesnāt even matter if things are hopeless with her.
Well⦠I may have went to a frat house party, gotten super drunk and high and danced on a table until Jayne found me.
The extent to which you take after me certainly doesnāt help matters, thatās for sure. Sheās not and people have been telling me that for years, but I missed her and I thought I could get it to work, but some people refuse to change and thatās something I need to accept.
Well then... I mean, youāre obviously still in one piece and youāre not pregnant, and your hair is still blonde, so... could be worse. Like, I feel like I should be mad, but I canāt really do anything about it now. You okay, though? I mean, youād tell me if something was bothering you, yeah?
I honestly believe that no one has earned the right to judge you, particularly for who you love. Anyone who genuinely cares for you should be happy that youāve found that person.
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My sister has always held very similar beliefs to our father, if you want to call him such, and that man kicked me out at 16 because I was pregnant. I donāt even want to think about what heād say about me now. Iām sure my mom will be happy, I think... Might get anĀ āI told you soā cause I think she once asked if I was into who Iām now with but eh... My daughter and ex husband are supportive. So, youāre certainly right about that.
Iām glad sheās in London and we donāt have to see her all of the time. She always seemed to look down on me even though I was an honors student in high school just because Iām not perfect. You shouldnāt be used to it, especially from your sister.
Oh⦠Uh⦠Nothing. Itās nothing.
Yeah, I agree. Think that has more to do with me, than you. Frannie and I havenāt seen eye to eye since... Pink hair, so... since I was 17 or 18. For your grandmotherās sake I try and fix things but I think at this point it might officially be hopeless.
Screw what your PT thinks. Sometimes you just have to live your life. Sheās the epitome of a way to right winged conservative. Iām sorry she was such a bitch to you. Anything I can do to make it better?
Did dad or Jayne text you about me while you were gone?
Yeah, it was definitely in my favor. Part of me is glad sheās in London...Iām used to it. No, Luce, Iām fine.
Iāve had the pleasure of going exactly once, and I think I enjoyed it because I wasnāt famous and no one cared about taking my picture. Itās such a circus, but itās a fun circus to watch. That sounds awful⦠Iām sorry.
I have been many times now, it was weird going as just a guest, though. Not having something Iād directed be there. It is certainly a fun time. I should have been expecting it, but some part of me was holding out hope that sheād changed.
Iāll admit to being slightly jealous, not that Iām a filmmaker, but as a photographer, I think Cannes during the festival would be a very interesting place to be. Is it rude for me to say fuck her, then?
Itās a beautiful thing, honestly. I love it. Not at all. Iām sure my nephew has said worse, and I know I have.
Iām looking forward to it. I miss all of the red carpet events you used to take me too and one in France seems like a dream. Aunt Frannie is not nice most of the time, it sucks that she was a bitch to you for finally loving who you love even if I donāt like her too much. What did she say to you?
You and me, both. Even if my PT definitely didnāt approve... She always did take after Russell in her views. Not sure what I was expecting, given what Tom has told me. Nothing I want to repeat.
I wish you couldāve taken me with you to France, itās such a beautiful country. Why did you even bother to go see Aunt Frannie? She can be such a bitch sometimes.
It was a lovely time and one of these days I will. Because sometimes I like to hope sheās changed... I had also just made a stop in London and figured Iād be nice. I regret it.
The Cannes Film Festival still proved to be one of my favorite times of year, even if I wasnāt there as an active director. Though, I could have done without the visit to my sister... Getting berated for finally being honest about who I love was quite the payment for trying to be nice.
Greetings to the new friends I was making on here before I vanished completely. Had to fly back home for a bit, spend time with my dad and take care of some things. Howās everyone doing? And if youāre a complete stranger, still feel free to say hello.
Fan-fucking-tastic. My mom was in NYC and didnāt even bother to tell me. No text, no call, noĀ āhey, letās grab lunch.ā I had to hear it from a mutual friend.
I didnāt think Iād be packing up my desk at work until the day I retired, or you know, found somewhere better and yet here I am staring into a box with the contents of my desk with no idea what lies ahead when it comes to my career or anything else.
Probably a lot of down time and trying not to annoy your kid... Or maybe thatās just me...