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1/7/2017

Wow okay so it’s only been like a whole month since last time.. Uh..#Rip

Last semester ended really well. I ended up with a 3.7, and my cumulative GPA is like a 3.4 now, which is really good. Um..I interviewed Merra and Dom over finals week to try to make up for stuff and that was really good, I’m so glad I got to do that before they both left (Merra is studying abroad and Dom is graduated now). I uh....hm..I went to a movie with Abbie Em, Cam and Chrissy and some of their friends friday of Finals week and that was really fun. Friday was just all around a great way to end the semester so that was nice :) 

I went home and there were some delays and I got in about 12:30, got home around 1:45, so I didn’t go to church sunday. I went to Sara’s party and met her friends and stuff that Tuesday, and that was super great. We saw two movie things at the museum I went to when I was super young, uh, we at at the mall, where we shopped at Hot Topic, we also went to Build a Bear Workshop where we made Baenut Elsa Butter and Baelly, bears for each other. We went to a bookstore and looked around cause I wanted to and then we also went to a trampoline park and that was fun too. Um, we ate at Firehouse subs and stuff and then she took me home. Twas fun. 

Christmas was good, we ate at Dynasty on Christmas eve and then opened presents. I got a gift card from Jeremy for Subway, Lady Midnight a book by Cassandra Clare from dad, uhhhh, some clothes and stuff from Mommy and Papa, and they got us a TV and internet and cable and stuff. They’re paying the bill for like 12 months, which is really great.

I spent New Years Eve with Sara which was also fun, we went to Oscar Store and then we ate Ice Cream at Maggie Moo’s, before just hanging at her place and messing with fireworks.

Uhm, we watched Moana and Sing yesterday, which was nice, we also ate at McDonald’s and then just hanged at her place for a while. It was really sad watching her get so sad that I was leaving, she cried a bunch, but idk what to do rlly.. Rip. We exchanged our envelopes and that was nice. I gave her ten and she gave me eleven. 

I watched all of Yuri On Ice over break so now I can talk about that with Babe and Em xD So that’s nice. 

Mom and Papa and I talked about school...a lot. I’m pretty sure I’m adding a Bio major so I can get a degree in four years. Molecular and Cellular Biology is what I’m adding, with a Premed emphasis, which will be nice. So, for next semester, I switched my classes around, and I’m taking Music Theory and Aural Skills II(5), Microbiology(4), O-chem II(4), Immunology(3), Biochem(4), Philosophy of love and sex(2), lessons with Dr. C(1), recital and program attendance(0), Worship forum(0), and Men’s Glee Club(0). It’s gonna be..really gross...sadly..but uh..I think I can do it. I’m ready for the challenge anyway, haha. I don’t really know what I wanna do with my life but like..I know I love Cedarville, so hopefully things go well and I can keep my scholarships :)

idk what else to say, but I’ve said alot, haha. Once I’m back at school it’ll probably more likely for me to make more common entries haha. Talk to y’all soon :)

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12/9/2016

Ugh so much has happened!!! So.. Thanksgiving was really good. I went home and spent Thanksgiving with family, um.. we ate at a country store for Thanksgiving supper which was nice. Sara and I were with each other all day Friday and that was really sweet. We watched Pitch Perfect and did face masks and went to UMHB to take pictures and just all around the day was great. Saturday and Sunday were pretty much lazy days that break and I studied a whole bunch on Organic for the exam. Last week was okay, I cant think of anything too terribly exciting but I'm probably forgetting something... Last Friday, abbie and Emily went to like Lebanon to see her sister in a little musical play. We met her family and went to her house as well and it was really sweet. We almost stayed the night there but ended up going home. On the way back they asked about like my first kiss and I said it'd take a while to truly explain, but they said they had time. When I was going through my story, we ended up on the side of the road when I started the rougher portions and it was just.. really great. I cried but they love me and that makes me so happy. Last weekend 😂😂 I went to Columbus with Emily and Abbie to Devin's birthday party, which was super duper fun. There was lots and lots of dancing, and several new people as well. Sam and Tyler and Ty were there as well, along with several new people. Chrissy and Camden showed up a bit later. There was just so much dancing..and some drinking.. We all slept like in the living room for one giant cuddle puddle and it was great, and then the next morning, Sunday, we left to go get Abbie's tattoo! It was a super fun experience when we did that, but also super miserable for her. While we were there it was just so hard watching her in so much pain, but she's a lot better now. We ate at tim Hortons and she couldn't eat anything cause the pain was making her feel bad. Wednesday we had an Ochem exam which was nice, I got a C on it despite the studying I did.. but that's okayy. I also had two final things on Tuesday and also the last class for music and emotion on Monday, A's in all of them, which is nice :) Thursday I went to see some acting /directing scenes where Caleb did the first second third thing but in like olden™ words which was cool. Then, I had studio class at Dr. Clevengers house which was fun, and I performed adequately which was super great. When I got back, Abbie and Natalia and Lila and Laura and Emily and the other Abby were waiting for me to come back so I could watch what Abbie made for me. It was a video of all the people she could find saying how much they love me and like ahhhh it was like, the sweetest thing. She got Dr. Holloway and Dr. Beck and just so many people to say happy birthday to me and just omyword. The amount of people that said it to me too yesterday was just so heartwarming, the messages I got and just ughhhh. I'm so glad there are people here who like me :) Campus Christmas was also a thing on my birthday and that was pretty cool I guess. Natalia and Lila and Caleb and I went around a bit and then ended up watching Princess protection program together which was super awesome. Also, after we had gone to bed, Dom and Michael showed up and hung out for a bit, which let to Drew and I bring locked out of our room, which meant a call to campus safety, but that was easily set up. Also, Mojo and Alex are running for SGA and asked if I'd like to help them out with their campaign and I said yes after quite a bit of figuring out if they were good people or not. I spoke with them and it overall seemed like they were very genuine. I interviewed Wren June for BtF as well, that was nice. Friday also! mom got Chucks to make me a cake, and they got me a table as well and just ughhhh. Sara also had a card which I opened and we're going to build a Bear workshop when I get back sometime 😎😎 My birthday was made magical by the people who love me and that makes me really happy. Ugh over and out :)

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11/25/2016

Ugh..I never get on here enough to actually blog about my life. Tour finished up really really well. I got to stay in Cal's house which was super fun. I ate supper with Natalia and Lila after I got back and we spent a lot of time together. The week after was pretty bland..I got accepted into the worship major if I so decide to chase after that route..but idk, there's just so much that would go along with that and it's not my wallet tuition is coming out of so.. yeah.. Break started on Tuesday after classes, of which I had like zero, so that was pretty cool. I saw Josh and Leann and Grant Dennison and Aaron Navarro in the Dayton Airport on Tuesday as I was waiting to fly out, so that was pretty interesting. I saw Tom too, he was on my plane. I ate wingstop for supper when I got to Dallas. Oh! BTW, Mr. Weinstein, who happens to be nat's boss, drove me to Dayton airport! -- Ahem, I got to see daddy when I got to Killeen at like 11 texas time, from which we proceeded to go home and I slept for like ever, pretty well. Wednesday was pretty normal, I didn't do too much, We ate at McDonald's and I saw Mommy and Papa and Jer, and Dad and I went to different stores like we always do. Saw Kevin the Cavy and posted a little thing about that on instagram. That was cool. Thanksgiving was great, we ate at this sketch place in Oscar Texas called, coincidentally, Oscar Country Store or something, but we took pictures together so that was actually pretty cool and fun. Today Sara and I spent a lot of time together for the first time since I left for fall semester, so that was really really great. I didn't sleep well at all last night, so I was really tired at the beginning..but it was really good. We went to walmart and target and Natural grocers..and bought some glue and activated charcoal for face masks which we did. That was pretty fun. We also played pokemon Go at UMHB where we took a bunch of selfies, which was also super fun. I've gotten so much more comfortable taking selfies and stuff like that and it makes me pretty happy. My face doesn't seem quite as hideous as it has in the past now, and that's definitely an improvement. We went back to the apartment after eating at Whataburger and watched Pitch Perfect, before it was about time for Dad to get off work. Sara cried a whole bunch when it was about time for her to leave,...and I felt really bad. I hate how much I affect her as aperson, and how she doesn't really have anyone else like me in her life, cause she needs more people to love her and care for her so she can believe she deserves it. Anyway, after she left, Dad and I ate some and played a board game and that's about it. It's been a really good break, even though last night was a little bit rough. It's all good tho.

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11/13/2016

Today is our second day of tour. Last night we sang in Milford and then the next morning at berean Baptist Church, which was really cool. Our host home was pretty uptight but it was good too. I’ve bonded some with Cory which is fabulous, and I’m rooming with Brian so we’re having fun too. We just got done at Jamestown Baptist where Cal’s dad is the worship pastor :D He and his wife requested to have me so brian and I are staying at Cal’s house in his room. Sleeping in bed with Brian is going to be..difficult.. but I think I’ll make it. The last few weeks have been pretty uneventful I think aside from tour.. I got my ethics paper and music and emotion project done, which only leaves three research papers to do now for the semester WOOOO

Anyway, just wanted to post SOMEthing while I have a chance. Togeblog out

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11/5/2016

Wow it’s been forever again, rip. Uh.. I just got back from a Sandi Patty Concert with MGC omg it was really really great! We sang for almost two hours! I met a bunch of new people tonight, Paul, Chrysler, Regan, Jackie, Connor, Leann, and Hannag, all freshman, were in the van with me, so that was pretty cool

Last week was just all around stressful, I had three exams since last friday, o chem, Aural skills, and Cell bio, and I got a D in O chem, which was really really saddening..

ooh! Last weekend I pulled an all nighter with Caleb, Natalia, and Lila after alt night. I saw Captain American Civil war and really loved it before going to walmart with them at about 1 in the morning, where we stayed until almost four xD We went to Tim hortons and then went back to campus after curfew was over. Three of us showered, and then went to the indian mounds to watch the sun rise, where we sang hymns until it was light out. We then ate breakfast at Beans n’ Cream before heading back to campus finally, at like 10-ish. I didn’t go to sleep, but the others did, before we went on a trip to walmart in order to buy stuff for halloween :) There was a PEB halloween party in Alford, and Lila and I dressed up as Goth, which was super fun. They spent forever doing my makeup and painting my hair, and it was just super fun and I feel like I actually looked good, which isn’t something I often feel I can say, so that was cool. The party was really fun, and I definitely enjoyed hanging out with them and stuff. We took some pictures afterward, and then we went back.

This week was a rather tough one for most of my friends, which kind of sucked. Lila’s been contemplating a lot of stuff between her and drewberry, which I feel is kinda sad, but it’s also good that she’s thinking about this stuff now rather than when it’s too late to think about. And, at this point, Natalia and Caleb are considering that they might really like each other, which is super sweet, but it’s also super stressful on Natalia cause she’s scared she’s gonna ruin things. I told my story, almost completely in full to Natalia, which was super scary, but it was also really good for me, and I think it made our friendship that much more good. Last night she asked me some questions about it and that was nice, because now I feel she understands me more too.

Also, yesterday(friday), Abbie and Emily and I went to walmart just for fun before coming back to campus to eat at Subway, and then to head to the Inversions concert. It was super fun and I loved having quality time with Abbie. Even though we always hang out, Abbie and I are kind of finally figuring out a little bit more about each other, and I think that’s really sweet.

Sara’s been struggling a lot this week, and I really don’t know what to do about it, she keeps getting upset over the friends I have here, but there’s not much I can do about it and it just kind of keeps making me upset about the way I act when it’s literally who I am. I hope she feels better soon, for both our sake. I just wish I could do more to help her from here.

Josh was here last weekend! That was really great. He taught me how to play pool and I hugged him in Chuck’s, which was super duper.. Anyway, I think that’s about it. I’ll try to do a bit better about checking in next time, cause this was a lot of typing for just one post xD

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10/23/2016

It’s uh..not fall break anymore! XD Uhm..I’m still passing all my classes, which is really good, and my weekend was pretty great too. I’ve been spending a LOT of time with Lila and Natalia lately, which has been really good. They keep taking pictures of me and giving me complements and idk it’s nice. I’ve not had too much school struggle lately, but I keep pushing back assignments I should probably get ahead on. TBH though, I’ve got time and other people probably haven’t started yet either, so I’ll be fine, I’m sure of it.

Uhm..We went to Juvi treatment center ministry and played football with the guys again, and that was pretty fun. I skipped music classes from wednesday through Friday, mostly because I couldn’t find much motivation to get up, but also just because music has really had me down. Like, I enjoy practicing at this point, but I also really don’t because of the grades attached to it. Idk, it’s good and it’s bad. I love it and I don’t..

Saturday(yesterday), Lila and I went around downtown and campus and took pictures, and we bonded together, and that was all around really good, and Abbie and I studied in the HSC for like six hours on O chem, and while we didn’t get a WHOOOle bunch done, we felt a bit more prepared for our exam on Friday. We have a cell bio exam a week from Wednesday, but that shouldn’t be too bad either. Overall, the big worries are the papers/presentations in Music and Emotion along with Ethics, but neither of those should be too terrible at all. Anyway..that’s about it! Togekiss out~

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10/13/2016

It's fall break! It's really been a while, again..since I've posted here. Um..School is going well. I'm trying to use break to get ahead on schoolwork while I can, and I need to practice some too, cause I'll need to play pieces for juries and stuff. I made a B on my Cell Bio exam and an A on my Ethics Midterm, and I'm trying to get ahead in the Ethics quizzes as well, so I have more time later in the semester and stuff. I've been getting really close with Natalia and Lila over the past couple of weeks, which has been nice, since I rarely see Sarah anymore. I did hang out with her last weekend cause we went to see Relient K and Switchfoot in concert, which was pretty cool. Junior Jam was Saturday too, so I got to see her then. Aural Skills is going really well! I have an A in the class right now, which is so much more than I could have ever hoped for halfway through the semester. It's tough, but it's teaching me practice and admittedly, it's pretty helpful. Sara seems to be getting a little bit better, but it's still really difficult because she doesn't ever believe a word I say if it's positive or in regards to how much I care about her.. I talked with her last night on the phone cause I couldn't on Sunday because of homework I couldn't get done Saturday(due to Junior Jam) Uhhh, let's see uhm..Yeah, Idk, I've been pretty sad lately and sleep hasn't really been on my side, but it's also been really good cause I'm meeting new people and stuff.. Idk, I'm trying my best to make things go well, and I hope they will. Togekisss....Out!

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10/7/2016

Today is the last full week before fall break which is really great. I got a B plus on O chem which made me super duper happy, cause I'll likely pass at this rate 😂 I went to a Relient K and Switchfoot concert today with Cal and Mom, Sarah and Jeremy and Nathan, and it was super cool. That was like my first concert so it was great to be with friends for it. We ate at a fries place for supper which was fun too. Wednesday I played football with the guys at the treatment center before playing DND. Uhhh hm I didn't win Mr. Cedarville, Gabe did, which is still super great. He deserved it. I'm really considering running for SGA president next year, so that'll be interesting. Hm, yeah. Idk. Life has been good, and fall break is finally here soon. Yayyy.

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9/30/2016

Wow I literally never record anything... I wish I did.

I was nominated for Mr. Cedarville last week, and I don’t think I’ve ever been happier about the people who love me :) Lots of other stuff has happened, but I don’t remember it really.. I’m doing well enough in Aural Skills which is super great. I went to see Jane Eyre which was super exciting; first play and stuff, and it was really good. I liked it a lot. Tonight was the homecoming night concert thing, and that was great. After it was over, I watched Secret life of Pets with Lila and then spent the rest of the night hanging out with Kirby, Natalia, Lila and Heather, which was cool. Even though things are going well, I’ve been struggling a lot with feeling okay, and that makes me kind of upset sometimes, but it’s okay I guess. Nothing bad has happened yet, but I need to be careful.

I’m growing closer with the guys in my hall, which is really great, and I started meeting with my D-Group and going to the treatment center ministry. DnD is still going on on Wednesday nights, which has been fun too. I don’t really know what else to say. I keep saying this but I’ll try to be more active..I’d really like to have an actual record of my life, rather than super vague summaries every few weeks XD Someday

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9-1

Haha..it’s been like a kajillion years since I last posted here.. School started and classes are disgustingly busy, but there’s just so much to include in one post to really say much..I’ll just start over like tomorrow like doing a daily post thing cause there’s just so much I could say xD 

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8-19-2016

Omg it’s been three days once again :x I really need to keep these coming nightly cause it’s so much easier to forget that way.. But okay so Wednesday, Jules and I basically sat through meetings and stuff after JT drove me in the rain to the SSC. It was pretty boring but also relatively manageable. Austin Doub, one of the incoming freshman in Dr. C’s studio is in my group, which I found pretty cool. Uh, so, We texted the group and tried to get ahold of them and stuff, and that was that. The day was nice and the evening was to, and I went to sleep after talking with Sara some. Didn’t really get to see anyone except for a couple faces here and there. 

Thursday morning, Jules says he’s sick and won’t be able to make it, and I was lowkey coming down with something too, which was awkward af. So I told the Sting interns and they gave us two replacements, and said if I was feeling better I could come back if I wanted to, but I totally didn’t have to. So, I kept going to meetings and met with my kickball team, just to meet them, and ended up not going to play with them so I wouldn’t chance getting more sick. The day was pretty boring at that point, cause I wasn’t really doing anything. I eventually made my way to the prayer meeting, and spent like 45 minutes talking with Miriam around the lake, which was pretty cool. She’s with Dan now, and I’m really happy for the both of them, even though I high key feel pretty bad for Little nathan. Oh! I totally met Austin too, cause Brian found him in the practice rooms and stuff, so I got to meet him and the three of us ate supper in Chuck’s together. So uh, yeah, that was that night. 

Friday, I woke up and kind of lounged around and met a bunch of the new freshman in my hall, which was nice. I left before Drew got here, because I had to go meet Sarah cause she’d gotten here =D I got to play a game of league with her and stuff, and that was nice, and then we went to eat with James and Caleb and Blake and that was also really cool. I got to meet the people in my Sting group, along with the two new STING leaders(Julianna and Meredith). The students were Austin Doub, Thomas Tye, Trevor Lacey(a strange one tbh..) Natalie Steenwyk, Shaun Mitchell, Jacob..something, Sara Grether, and Hannah..something. Rebecca didn’t show up, which was kind of sad. Oh can’t forget Sydney xD Anyway, we spent quite a bit of time playing some icebreaker games to get acquainted and stuff, which was nice, and then we spent some time waiting in lines after the rain and stuff died down. So, yeah, that was pretty nice. I finally ended up going back to my dorm close to Eleven, when I finally got to meet Drew, who seems nice enough. He’s quiet but he seems like he’ll be pretty chill, so I’m sure it’ll all work out nicely.

Anyway, this Togekiss is out! :3

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8-16-2016

Okay so, it's been three days xD Sunday, I went to church, got to say goodbye to Miss Hatsell and the rest of the Sunday School group, and basically just hung around at home until Mommy took me to JCPenny so that we could buy some shorts. Other than that, the day was relatively boring, which was fine with me, I guess, having a day off from like hectic stuff, but Mommy was stressing so much about Monday and my taking off to go to Cedarville.. Which leads to yesterday, the day I flew off to go to Cedarville (!!!) It was actually really really stressful right at the beginning because we got there like 5 minutes after the cutoff so I wasn't going to be allowed to take my stuff with me, like two of my four bags couldn't come, which definitely would have sucked, but thanks to a late flight(and God), I was able to get a flight that was a little later but I could still connect with the flight I had to Dayton, so I ended up being able to go. I cried when I left, cause I knew I was making a lot of people very sad, but I also knew that I was going to be able to start at Cedarville again with all the people I really loved and stuff, and that was a great feeling. Even though I was sad I was going, it's good to know there are people here who love me and will help me anyway. So, I got to Cedarville around 7:45 or something like that, Leslie and Caitlyn picked me up and dropped me off at St. Clair, my new dorm. Thanks Student life! And..yeah, I moved in and met my new RA, Jon, something or another. I bought some stuff at Dollar General and ended up going to bed way too late, at like 2 in the morning. I woke up this morning and just kind of lounged around until it was time for me to go to my first Sting meeting, which was at Seven. Between then, I got to go to Subway and see several of my friends, though none of my super close ones. I got to see Lindy and Sam, along with Allison, Hannah, Kristen, James, Brett, Vitaly, Danny, Uhh..yeah, maybe some more, Oh! Yeah, JT, Becca, Aaron, and Joe, too. It's really nice seeing all these old face. Isaac too, though he totally forgot my name xD Anyway, I'm in the Sting Group with Jules as my co-leader, and I'm sure that'll be fun. He's pretty quiet, but he's nkce and not super intimidating at all, so it'll be fun having someone quieter than loud old me, even though I probably won't be super loud around all the new people. I'm honestly super excited to meet all these new freshman and "acclimate" them to the campus xD IT'll be reallyfun, even if wakig up at 8 each morning is sort of a pain.

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8-13-2016

So Friday was a pretty uneventful day all around. I slept until like 9 in the morning after going to bed at like, 6 in the evening, it was pretty great. I didn't really do much other than go say hello to Dr. Riser and eat with the family at Whataburger. We checked some stores in the mall for like clothes I wanted, and Dad and I saw Suicide Squad, and that was pretty nice. I've got You don't own me and Heathens stuck in my head XD Today, Saturday, wasn't too eventful either. I went and bought some stuff in order to finally finish up Sara's gift, and I ate a pizza with Daddy and we went around to some stores and stuff. At like 6 or 7, Sara came over and we swam and then watched Warm Bodies, and we gave each other our little packages. As much as I hate to believe it, tonight might have been the last time I see her until like, December or late November, and it's really freaking sad..but I mean, I can't really change my mind at this point, can I.. Idk, I wish life weren't filled with so many difficult decisions. Sara's going to Corpus Christi in the Spring, so it's not like my staying around here would even do that much good, we'd still only be able to see each other on the weekends..but I guess that's more than we will after I leave. Idk, I'll miss her and Daddy and Mom and Papa and Jer a lot, and I'll miss being able to stay at home, but I also feel like Cedarville is the place I need to be, and I feel the challenge is something I want to keep me focused. I'm gonna see how this semester goes, and if it doesn't go super well, I'll consider transferring in the Spring, but probably to a place like A&M or UT, cause I don't see any reason in paying 10k more for a school that doesn't even truly believe what they teach in the fullest, which is about what I'd get anywhere else.. It's hard, really, making life decisions when you're eighteen, and it's even more hard when each of those decisions are going to forever change the outcome of someone else's life, even if you know it's not the biggest change ever, it's still a change and you're still affecting someone permanently. I'll pray about it and I'll hope that whatever decision I make will be for the best, regardless of my human error..

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8-11-2016

So it's been a few days again 😂😂 the last three days I've literally been completely focused on Calculus it's kinda sad, but it's finally over and I aced the class. And I'm so so so happy my friends passed the class too. After all the work people put in theu deserve to pass, after all. I didnt get much sleep..at all.. and it kinda wore me out and I started not feeling the greatest toward the end, but it's over and I'll have the weekend to rest now so that's really great. Hoping I get to spend some quality time with Sara and Dad before I go, and I hope this all works out.. tbh I've started reconsidering school and I just really don't know whether I should change or not.. I'm gonna miss everyone from Cal 2 so much, we bonded together so well. I'll probably most miss Chelsea just because it seems she understood me the most, but I'll definitely miss everyone else too. This has been a great summer.

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8-7-20116

I forgot to post Saturday haha, but yeah Saturday wasn't super bad. I went to eat breakfast with Mommy around 10 and then I headed to the library to study for a while, until about 4, when Sara came to pick me up so we could play pokemon Go and so I could hang out with her and take a test at her place. After I took my test (88 wooo), we tried to explode some fruit XDXD That was pretty fun. It didn't really work out all that well, but we tried and we had fun doing it. We ate supper at bushes with her family, and then went to HEB to get something for Sara's hair, and then I went home and studied some more. Sunday was pretty okay as well, I went to church and got to introduce Papa to Miss Hatsell, and that was really nice, and after we ate, I went to the math tutorial lab and studied with Vicky and Ana and Scott and Jennie until about five, and then I studied with Vicky and Ana until almost midnight..good times..studying for Cal 2..ugh.. But yeah, it was overall a good weekend, if not a bit too busy for my taste.

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8-05-2016

I have a habit of forgetting to actually post here haha.. Yesterday(as in, Thursday), I spent the night with Sara, and that was really nice. It was probably the last time I'll see her for a long period of time until I come back for a break, so I'm glad we got to have a night together. She found out I have other blogs other than the ones I showed her, but I don't really want to let her know about the others, including this one. She thinks I don't trust her, but really, it's not that..Idk, I just don't want her to worry. I know it sounds like I don't, but really, when I'm sad, like super sad, there's nothing she can really do that I couldn't ask her to do already..Idk. Today's lecture in Calc was suuuuper bad, I didn't really understand everything. We went over Power and Taylor series and Linear/Quadratic Approximation, and I literally have no clue what I'm doing with the homework, and neither did anyone else, which makes the fact that no one stayed after to do homework because it was a Friday that much more hilarious. After I left, Mommy took me to go eat Chinese food at Yank sing, and Sara and her family just so happened to be eating there at the same time >_< So Sara and her mom met Mommy, and that was pretty okay. She and I went shopping at Rue Guy and Staples for clothes and some school supplies, and then we went home and switched my old phone out for the new on Samsung sent. It took a while, but I finally have the new one. Sadly, I don't have any of my old apps, so I'll have to fix that tomorrow maybe. I finished my Calc homework finally, after struggling really hard to try to understand, and I just finished watching some biology lectures, and I really don't know how this is all gonna turn out. hopefully I'll still do well on Calculus, but I'm really worried about how I'll end up doing on Biology.. We'll see, it couldn't be that bad. Anyway, that's about it, pretty long entry cause I forgot to do it the other night, haha. Goodnight my lovelies..whoever you aren't. <3

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8-2-2016

So today, it was pretty nice. I went to class and we got homework done at about 3, and Sara came to visit. After everyone left, Sara and I went to play Pokemon Go together, and that was nice. We went by her house to grab some stuff and then we went to the apartment to swim, and we swam for like five hours, it was pretty great. We had a lot of fun, and Dad got us pizza. I didn't get any work done, but it was great to take a real break, since I won't be able to see Sara when I'm at Cedarville..Sigh.. Had to do laundry though XD DAd had to dry the stuff like 3 times because there was so much to dry, but it's all good. Tomorrow is gonna be exciting..More calc 2!..