back 4 good

hw: 75kg cw: 69kg lw: 53kg

[liightasafeather]

i’m back

[liightasafeather]

Join the dinner winners Discord Server!

Check out the dinner winners community on Discord - hang out with 1 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

please join my discord. i'm bored.

love u.

[liightasafeather]

when y'all write stay safe under thinspo.....like do we really want to stay safe when we search for thinspo

[liightasafeather]

actually i don't wanna be the one that's always depressed but i'm always depressed

[liightasafeather]

i don't wanna be the one that's always sad but most of my friends completely left me. and it's my fault. yeehaw.

[sj0]

you have been visited by the seven magic dragon balls your biggest wish will be granted but only if you reblog

[liightasafeather]

hi bich

i always come back in some ways

[skinniminiaa]

Do it for the..

“You got skinny!”

“Wow I can fit my hand all the way around your wrist”

Jealous stares

Size XXS and 00

“You can sit on my lap since you’re obviously the lightest”

Beautiful in anything

“You’re so light!”

“I’ll give you a piggyback ride”

Confidence in dressing rooms

Bikini body

Dainty wrists

Hip bones

Collarbones that dip for days

Slender legs

Thigh gaps

“You look like a model!”

“How did you do it?”

ability to feel confident in your own skin

[liightasafeather]

but PLEASE remember the:

• incredible back pains

• lack of energy

• incredible hunger

• binge probability >1000

• worried stares from people that love you and want you to be healthy

• not being able to enjoy a slice of your favourite pizza

• not going out with friends because of food

• losing every little trace of happiness in yourself

• being your mind's slave

PLEASE IF YOU CAN STILL GET OUT OF THIS: DO IT!!

[liightasafeather]

what recovery gave me

- more energy

- less fear of eating

- more variety in the foods that i eat

but it also gave me

- incredible dysmorphia

- huge huge thighs

- belly and general body fat

sorry but i didn't ask to be fatter what

[jellies-moved-deactivated202006]

OH I FORGOT. I SAW THE GREATEST CAR IN THE WORLD WHEN I WAS COMING BACK FROM THE JOB INTERVIEW I DID TODAY

[jellies-moved-deactivated202006]

[jellies-moved-deactivated202006]

I got the job I had interviewed for in this post and they started me at $13/hr and a guaranteed 20 hours a week thanks everyone for their support in the notes abt the job interview itself and no thanks to the people who said it was cursed

[commandtower-solring-go-deactiv]

Reblog the X3 HEWWO car of career success. Reblog for a decent job

[jbirdoftheriverlands-deactivate]

Emoji spell for extreme good luck for the next two months

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Likes charge. Reblogs CAST

[leenahhhhhhh]

big big mood

[liightasafeather]

yes i'm the same bitch who tried recovery but got too fat so fuck it!!

[lovesick-o]

Enough with the 300 calorie days. Enough with depriving myself of nourishment. I won’t sacrifice my life for an amount of weight that I can lose healthily in a matter of weeks.

This doesn’t mean I’m ready to recover yet, but it’s time for me to be kinder to my body.

[liightasafeather]

help?

i really want to start recovering + an healthier diet but i'm scared of going back to my sw.. and i'm dealing with extreme bloating???? is this normal???

[sn0wflake-thin]

[binge-is-a-bitch]

did i make this right?