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I'm really not sure that losing it is a great way to end my master thesis, but I'm doing that.
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These two last day, I was smelling this burned smell and I thought "damn, people really keep burning their food". Realized this morning that it's actually the smell of the huge forest fire near Bordeaux that I'm smelling. Bordeaux is at 4h minimum, it's pretty far, but that fire is so important (and I don't think we never got one like this before) One of the buggest cities in France may become one of the victims of the biggest fire we ever had in the country, and I can smell it in my appartment.
please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
⢠infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
⢠youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
⢠only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
⢠manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
⢠journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
⢠even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
we can still save her. but only loudly.
reblog. share. don't scroll past.
I remember when I wrote the neet exam. I was put into my school's neet coaching for 2 years and all they cared about was cranking out results. No care for the health of students, no care for the amount of money spent just to attempt this exam. They had us staying in school from 8 am to 8 pm just studying the same things over and over again, not letting us leave until the end of the day.
I need people to realise just how big of a deal this exam is to students around India. It is basically the only ticket to good education for many people if they want to pursue medicine. Even if you get certified in a different country, you can't legally practice medicine in India without writing the neet exam (correct me if I'm wrong). So many students have commited suicide over the results of this exam over the years. At the risk of sounding insensitive, the suicides after this exams are our equivalent to school shootings in America. Its become normal, its expected at this point.
Not only this, but they rolled out an entirely new way to grade the papers days before the exam and didn't train any teachers on how to actually use it, so a lot of the examinees got way less than they were initially supposed to. It's all a huge mess.
In a country where even the upper middle class people struggle to put their kids through school because the education system is a scam, the livelihoods of entire families have been ruined by this year's bullshit. The health and wellbeing of countless young people have been ruined, permanently damaged by the stress they put themselves through to hopefully pass. I was hospitalized when I was studying for the neet exam once because my blood pressure had dropped so low. I've fainted in school, I've seen my friends faint from days of no sleep. I still struggle with fatigue, insomnia and severe nutrient deficiencies from skipped meals. And this was for an exam I didn't even want to clear.
My life was not destroyed because I had a different goal, I only wrote the exam because it was expected of me, but the students who are now being treated like punching bags by the education system, they are suffering. 2.2 MILLION PEOPLE HAVE BEEN AFFECTED AND YET NO ACTION HAS BEEN TAKEN. This happened in May, it is now July!
This is not the only issue with what's happening right now. Our prime minister is a joke. Our central government is a joke. Our education minister gets to do whatever he pleases while the people he was supposed to serve suffer under him. Sonam Wangchuk is a saint for what he is doing, and as of now he has been forcefully removed from Jantar Mantar and hospitalized. Protesters in Delhi are being violently beaten on the streets and detained for seeking justice.
So please, I implore you all: Indians, do your part! Join a protest if you can. Spread the word. There are online petitions that can be filled. Don't let the voices of your young be drowned out by a corrupt government. Be loud!
Non Indians, please spread the word. This is a tragic development in our country and yet no news outlets are talking about it. If it becomes recognised internationally then the government will be forced to answer. The only people the PM will answer to is other countries. The ruling party has its hands in every pie. Please, don't let them drown us out. For your brothers and sister in India, please.
Don't let their lives be lost in vain.
please read this even if you're not indian. especially if you're not indian.
you've seen the jokes. india is "dirty", indians are "everywhere", why don't they fix their own country. ok. let me tell you why, and what's happening right now while nobody's watching.
first, the history you skipped: britain ruled india for two centuries and drained it. economist utsa patnaik's research estimates around $45 trillion in today's money was taken. the india that got independence in 1947 was one of the poorest countries on earth. every "why is india like this" question starts there. you don't get to profit off a robbery and then mock the crime scene.
now, what's happening RIGHT NOW:
in may the question paper for NEET leaked. that's the national medical entrance exam. over 2.2 million students took it. cancelled. years of studying, families' savings poured into coaching, gone overnight because someone sold the paper. students died by suicide after. these were kids who wanted to be doctors.
and out of that came a protest movement. a gen z group called the cockroach janta party, started by a 30 year old named abhijeet dipke, got 22 million instagram followers within DAYS. they've been doing a sit-in at jantar mantar in delhi demanding education minister dharmendra pradhan resign.
and then there's sonam wangchuk. if you've watched 3 idiots, he's the real engineer the character was based on. built solar schools in ladakh. invented ice stupas so himalayan villages have water. spent his whole life on education. he's 59 and he's been on hunger strike for 17+ days now. reporters went to see him this week and he was too weak to talk. and the troll armies are calling him "anti national" and "foreign funded". a man starving himself for other people's children. that's the thing here, anyone who asks a question is suddenly a traitor.
it's not one incident, it's everywhere you look:
⢠infrastructure worth thousands of crores failing within months of the ribbon cutting. tunnels collapsing in regions where heavy rain is a guarantee, not a surprise.
⢠youth unemployment near 10% for ages 15 to 29, 13.6% in cities. in a country of 1.42 billion where more than half the population is young.
⢠only about the top 3% of indians earn above 10 lakh a year. meanwhile billionaire wealth keeps ballooning and the headlines celebrate it.
⢠manipur burned for over two years. an ethnic conflict, tens of thousands displaced, and the prime minister barely said the word manipur while it happened.
⢠journalists raided. critics' houses bulldozed. activists sitting in jail for years without trial under laws like UAPA. our press freedom ranking has cratered.
⢠even the petrol is a fight now, ethanol blending pushed through while drivers complain about their engines and get no straight answers.
and through all of it, the PM, who came to power on religious polarisation (americans, sound familiar?), travels abroad for photo ops and has not held one single open press conference in over a decade. not one.
what i'm asking:
if you're not indian: share this. our media mostly won't cover any of it because the big outlets are owned by the same billionaires the government serves. the only reason wangchuk's fast is getting any coverage is people refusing to look away.
if you ARE indian: speak up even if you're comfortable. especially if you're comfortable. join the protests. add to this, correct me, translate it. staying quiet is a choice when nothing in this post touches your life.
india is not "dirty". india was robbed, and it's being robbed again, from the inside this time. but it's also the country where a 59 year old will starve for strangers' kids and 22 million young people will rally behind a party literally named after cockroaches, because cockroaches survive everything.
we can still save her. but only loudly.
reblog. share. don't scroll past.
I remember when I wrote the neet exam. I was put into my school's neet coaching for 2 years and all they cared about was cranking out results. No care for the health of students, no care for the amount of money spent just to attempt this exam. They had us staying in school from 8 am to 8 pm just studying the same things over and over again, not letting us leave until the end of the day.
I need people to realise just how big of a deal this exam is to students around India. It is basically the only ticket to good education for many people if they want to pursue medicine. Even if you get certified in a different country, you can't legally practice medicine in India without writing the neet exam (correct me if I'm wrong). So many students have commited suicide over the results of this exam over the years. At the risk of sounding insensitive, the suicides after this exams are our equivalent to school shootings in America. Its become normal, its expected at this point.
Not only this, but they rolled out an entirely new way to grade the papers days before the exam and didn't train any teachers on how to actually use it, so a lot of the examinees got way less than they were initially supposed to. It's all a huge mess.
In a country where even the upper middle class people struggle to put their kids through school because the education system is a scam, the livelihoods of entire families have been ruined by this year's bullshit. The health and wellbeing of countless young people have been ruined, permanently damaged by the stress they put themselves through to hopefully pass. I was hospitalized when I was studying for the neet exam once because my blood pressure had dropped so low. I've fainted in school, I've seen my friends faint from days of no sleep. I still struggle with fatigue, insomnia and severe nutrient deficiencies from skipped meals. And this was for an exam I didn't even want to clear.
My life was not destroyed because I had a different goal, I only wrote the exam because it was expected of me, but the students who are now being treated like punching bags by the education system, they are suffering. 2.2 MILLION PEOPLE HAVE BEEN AFFECTED AND YET NO ACTION HAS BEEN TAKEN. This happened in May, it is now July!
This is not the only issue with what's happening right now. Our prime minister is a joke. Our central government is a joke. Our education minister gets to do whatever he pleases while the people he was supposed to serve suffer under him. Sonam Wangchuk is a saint for what he is doing, and as of now he has been forcefully removed from Jantar Mantar and hospitalized. Protesters in Delhi are being violently beaten on the streets and detained for seeking justice.
So please, I implore you all: Indians, do your part! Join a protest if you can. Spread the word. There are online petitions that can be filled. Don't let the voices of your young be drowned out by a corrupt government. Be loud!
Non Indians, please spread the word. This is a tragic development in our country and yet no news outlets are talking about it. If it becomes recognised internationally then the government will be forced to answer. The only people the PM will answer to is other countries. The ruling party has its hands in every pie. Please, don't let them drown us out. For your brothers and sister in India, please.
Don't let their lives be lost in vain.
They should invent a magic way to get rid of anxiety. Like, I have shit to do, I can't be nauseous and stressed all day when everything is closed for the weekend so I will not get any answer!
all the rights that come with marriage you should be able to have without marriage btw. you should be able to designate a person who can visit you in the hospital regardless of your relationship to that person.
it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kidsâ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like âenjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best itâs gonna getâ. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worst thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? iâm tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 sheâll be so depressed sheâs just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids donât need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, itâs a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future thatâs worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and iâm about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. iâm sorry you hate your life but you donât get to dump your issues on these kids. donât piss me off and leave these babies alone!
Going to vomit from how stressed I am about finding a job linked to my fucking diploma.
Normal good parents: I'm worried for my kid, so I'm going to put in place a safety net, and I will propose my help and support them so it's not too stressful and they have hope and determination.
My parents: I'm worried for my kid, so I'm going to keep bothering them to know where they are and remind them how it's worrying me, so they don't only have to deal with their stuff and their own anxiety over it, but also mine, and that they need to find a solution as fast as possible for my benefit. Yeah, I know they have an anxiety disorder, why do you ask?
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It's too hot to do anything in my stingy apartment. Drawing? Writing? Finishing my thesis? Looking for a job and a new apartment? Sorry, I'm currently melting into a puddle.
We are going through a heatwave, and other archeologists are not digging for their safety, but us, interns working unpaid for an association (made and ruled by archeologists), they are making us work through the heatwave, under the sun.
And when I complain, the others are like "well, it's not that hot right now" because it's not the hottest hour of the day yet. But making us work when it's the most chill (and it is still hot) just means that we are hot all day long, without profiting of when it gets colder to chill our body, instead heating it by working.
So tired of women (cis and trans) talking down to me about systemic misogyny like I have no idea what it is or how it works because I'm genderqueer.
Ladies, I was assigned female at birth. Currently, I don't think there is a single country letting you be genderqueer, non-binary, multigender or the likes on your official documents, and if there is, there aren't many of them. It's not the case for mine, the gov is accepting to let binary trans folks change their papers, but any discussion about non-binary options, even just including non-gendered vocabulary, is met with anger and disgust. I am perceived as a woman by 99.9% of the people that interract with me irl, because of that gender marker I cannot get rid off and my boobs I do like. I do not feel safe telling most people, even other queer people, that I'm genderqueer and not a woman. I'm forced everyday to be a woman in the eyes of everyone. It breaks my heart, but I will probably die with that "female/woman" marker on my documents.
Yes, I could change it for "male/man" but I'm not a man, so I don't want to. I would not feel more like myself if I did that.
When I was 14, a professor implied I was a sex worker because of my chest and my body. I was raised by a father who treat me differently than the boy he wished he had. I fucking know misogyny, I do not need a lesson from women about it.
There's this post from a Obey Me community on Tumblr (that I'm not a part of) that keeps popping up on my dash, and it's so fucking acephobic, so I need to talk about it.
Idc that you are queer, or even ace yourself, if someone, especially an asexual, is talking about how they hope for less sexual options in a romance game, answering them with "Actually, I want dialogues to be more sexual and for more sexual content, and there should be because they are adults and demons" is acephobic. And running to a non-ace community for validation after being called acephobic is not helping asexuals, only encouraging more acephobia, as the comments on that post are literally saying that we, asexuals, shouldn't play romance game if we don't want sexual content.
If the person who made that post see this: yes, your first comment was acephobic and your post also was, as you helped paint sex-repulsed asexuals as a problem, as prude, as children.
Kind of tired of how other queer and asexual folks keep pushing compulsive sexuality, and moralizing having sex or sexual thoughts.
Like, I'm tired of the "better be a pervert than a prude", the "we all are a little freaky", the "asexuals write the best smut", the "we don't want prudes to be writing hcs"... Like, we have to participate in sexual topics and behaviors to be normal, or we are prudes (can y'all stop judging and insulting people based on their personal experience with sex? Y'all learn that "virgin" was a bad insult and turn to use "prude" instead but you are still doing the same bs)
The fucking "Well, if people call you a puritan, maybe it's because you sound like one" posts being frequently posted in the asexual and sex-repulsed tags, because asexuals need to watch how they talk and complain about sex being forced unto them again, and again, and again, or they will be linked to purity culture (even tho purity culture STILL WANTS PEOPLE TO HAVE SEX, BUT ONLY AFTER MARRIAGE AND IN A HETERO RELATIONSHIP. PURITY CULTURE IS NOT SEXLESS), while queer folks continue again and again to paint it as morally superior to be a pervert (it's morally neutral. You being horny 24/7 doesn't make you morally superior to anyone).
Y'all love to reblog posts that say the basic "asexuals are valids!" but also reblog and post a ton of posts saying that being a "prude" is bad, not being a pervert is bad, every human is a pervert deep inside and people that denies it are bad, not being into kinky sex is bad, not being comfortable with some kinks is bad, not wanting to participate in some sexual acts is bad... So no, I do not feel valid and I do not feel supported, I feel exactly the same as before I discovered asexuality: broken and inhuman.
a while ago we saw someone get mad at a sex-repulsed ace for saying they were uncomfortable with perversion being pushed as a moral necessity and their response was to say, "no, by not wanting sex, you're ALSO a pervert, because the definition of pervert in the dictionary is 'someone who goes against the societal norm.'" then someone reblogged and passive-aggressively added, "people love complaining about things without looking up the dictionary" and it just really, really put us off. it just feels like them trying to shield themselves from criticism instead of actually listening to people who are uncomfortable with what they're saying.
"oh but the dictionary definition is this" doesn't mean anything when the commonly understood definition is clearly being used in this context. i severely doubt OP had sex-repulsed aces in mind when talking about it being a moral imperative to "get more perverted" because i have to imagine the post was being written with the commonly understood definition in mind.
like. is it really that hard to understand why someone who's sex-repulsed would be uncomfortable with being called "perverted" even if it's technically "accurate to the dictionary"? is it really that hard to show compassion and understanding to people who, by your own admission, are also going against the societal norm?
by the way, if anyone wants an easy shorthand for "going against societal norm" in this context, that already exists. it's "queer".
When I have people on this same website argue against me that asexuals killed or persecuted for being "sexual deviants" (because they don't follow the norm) do not count as asexuals being targeted for their sexuality because the word "asexual" isn't pronounced/written or they don't know what we actually are, they really only count us as "pervert" to be acephobic, and we aren't when it can be used against us.
I also do not want to be called a pervert, just like I don't want to be called a whore for how I dress or to call someone a whore because they have a lot of sex. Just because people doesn't mean harm while doing it doesn't erase the historical negative connotations that are still used today. (Also, implying that someone is a sex worker because they like sex is still fucked up, idc. It's erasing the relationship they have with their sexual partner(s) and reducing it to a worker and customer one)