💋Im Jack's Broken Heart💋

do you ever miss yourself???

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises

[vicious-infatuation]

♕ 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚢 𝚈𝚘𝚞 ♕

The way I felt about him I had a hard time putting it into words. He was like literal magic in a person, and the way my soul wanted to entangle with his was but couldn’t killed me. I’d never believed in that first sight kinda love until I saw him and my soul just went “oh there you are..” He was beautiful, but not just on his person. That soul of his was peeking thru that shell of skin like the sun peeks thru curtained windows in the morning. Kissing you awake gently with sweet little nothings. Begging you to come out, and let it touch your skin, and show you everything you’ve been missing while tucked away in bed.

When he looked at me it was a moment I’ll forever seal in my mind, as a breathtaking beauty. I knew he was going to be my undoing, but god I’d let him ruin me 1000 times if it meant I got to feel that for just a while longer. Like I said he was magic, and I unfortunately was a circle of salt.

I’m not saying he was perfect. Well he was, but even hero’s have flaws. But overall it was me that complicated and ruined everything for myself. When people tell you to always expect the unexpected just prepare yourself for anything. Like there’s a saying like you go into work one day and have an office chair. Now that chair is not a duck but the chances of you coming in and your chair being a duck are never zero. I’ve thought about that a lot recently. How yes my life may not have turned into a duck but I sure found a way to duck it all up.

I met him when my life was already complicated. I felt worthless, pathetic, useless, ugly, and so many other things. I felt trapped in a place because well it was a bad situation. I’d only ever had one boyfriend in my 22 years on this planet, and I waited all that time for a joke of a man. A man that wouldn’t even let me get ice cream with my mom.

It was what I felt I deserved and I was going to sit in it. When I met him he showed me everything I thought I knew was not even breaching the surface of what love could be. He showed me more of that in 12 hours than I’d felt in two years. Now I’m sure most of you would think that makes me easy, but you don’t understand that feeling I felt when I saw him.

He gave me a sense of clarity and taught me to really see. It was passion, it was hot, it was old souls catching up to each other after an eternity of searching for the other. It was everything that I’d dreamed of and read about, and I knew that from the first 30 seconds. He was wild and untamable but it was a beautiful chaos I couldn’t help but want to run feee in.

The way it felt to lay in his arms and just be I wouldn’t need anything else. Just simply him. I thought I could have that and it be obtainable, but the chances of things turning to a duck are never actually zero.

MS

[iglovequotes]

[writingmaz]

Dialogue Prompts

Training with Tension

Warnings: brief sexual references

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⇥ “Is that the best you can do?”

⇥ “I won’t go easy on you.”

⇥ “Don’t worry. I’ll go easy on you.”

⇥ “Quit going easy on me.”

⇥ “Hit me.”

⇥ “You need to do better than that.”

⇥ “I’ve been wanting to kick your ass all week.”

⇥ “Is this necessary?”

⇥ “Try again.”

⇥ “Pick it up.”

⇥ “You’re pissing me off.”

⇥ “Am I making you angry? Good. Use it.”

⇥ “You’re not that mad, or you’d hit harder.”

⇥ “Let me show you how.”

⇥ “Not bad.”

⇥ “Get off me.”

⇥ “You’re heavy.”

⇥ “Are you okay?”

⇥ “I can’t tell if you want to hit me or kiss me.”

⇥ “Do you like me this close to you?”

⇥ “If you wanted me this close to you, you could have just asked.”

⇥ “Are you that red because you’re out of breath or because you’re flustered?”

⇥ “You can do better than that.”

⇥ “Aw, you’re adorable when you’re mad.”

⇥ “How does it feel getting your ass kicked by someone smaller than you?”

⇥ “I thought this would be more of a challenge.”

⇥ “You talk a lot of shit for someone pinned on their back.”

⇥ “I could get used to seeing you on top of / underneath me.”

⇥ “Is that your weapon or are you just happy to see me?”

⇥ “Go on. Show me what you got.”

[lyralit]

nobility titles (in order of importance) - writing prompts

empress / emperor - rules over an empire, composed of several kingdoms or countries. highest rank

king / queen - rules over a kingdom. could be a part of an empire, but still quite powerful

duchess / duke - rule over a duchy (a part of a kingdom, ex. a province or large territory). second only to the literal king and queen

marquis / marchioness - support dukes and duchesses, don't usually own territory

countess / count/earl - rule over cities. have their own castles. pretty cool guys

viscount / viscountess - rule over smaller lands, like towns or villages. they can also be the children of counts/earls and countesses

baron / baroness - the 'servants' of nobility. usually only people who have their own land + a noble rank.

⚜️.

princess / prince - the descendants of royalty

knight / dame - usually military folk with titles (addressed as "sir")

lady / lord - addressing anyone below the rank of queen / king (unless their title is princess / prince)

[writingmaz]

World Building

Types of Government

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⤷ anarchy

➝ society without enforced government

⤷ aristocracy

➝ small, elite ruling class holds power over lower socioeconomic strata ; members chosen based on wealth

⤷ autocracy

➝ controlled by one singular person of power without restraints

⤷ communism

➝ state owns and operates industry on behalf of the people ; citizens are apart of a classless society that distributes goods & services as needed

⤷ democracy

➝ power held by the people through voting in order to ensure fair representation and prevention of abuse of power

⤷ dictatorship

➝ power held by one person or a group of people who control the masses

⤷ fascism

➝ control of the people by promoting ancestral/cultural values & eradicating foreign influences

⤷ federalism

➝ union of smaller states which are self-governed yet united under a central government

⤷ junta

➝ militaristic rule after taking over by force

⤷ monarchy

➝ authority is vested in a single figure for life and passed down hereditarily ; level of power may vary from absolution to nonexistent

➝ constitutional monarchy: limited power as outlined in a constitution // absolute monarchy: unlimited power

⤷ oligarchy

➝ authoritative power rests with a small faction of people or families who are deemed worthy due to wealth, education, and/or family history

⤷ plutocracy

➝ ruled by the wealthy

⤷ republic

➝ democratic model in which the people elect representatives

⤷ socialism

➝ collective and cooperative ownership of production, opposed to private

⤷ stratocracy

➝ ruled by the military following wars and expansion

⤷ technocracy

➝ scientists are decision makers ; rulers are chosen based on experience/knowledge/skill

⤷ theocracy

➝ power rests with religious figures ; scriptural laws and legal codes are coincided

⤷ totalitarian

➝ total control by government including the prohibition of opposition & extreme regulation of public/private life

⤷ tyranny

➝ absolute control by ruler with an oppressive power

[vicious-infatuation]

“You crushed me and I swear to god you enjoyed it. You told me you loved me and then were afraid of commitment. “I guess you just happened to be there.” Is what you told me like it was supposed to make me feel better for the fact that you completely broke me. I trusted you and to me that’s more than love. I gave you my soul and you returned it back to me empty.”

— Marcella stokes

[destroymylife]

[lil-goosey]

How I’m tryna be right now..

[you-are-miamore]

It’s weird I wrote your name on a bathroom wall while I was shit faced drunk saying I loved you.. even tho I hated you then. We were friends for so long that I couldnt even tell you when it began. I told you about other boys I thought I liked, but after so much time and thinking about you so much... I feel as tho they were feelings for you that I knew I couldnt have so I put them into others, and most nights you’re the reason I can’t sleep right. I often think of a life we could have but that day won’t ever come I know that in my head. But deep down I want it too. Because deep down I really fucking love you..

MS

[lil-goosey]

[sahind]

A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away...

[andreagourley]

Me preaching about how Ben Solo deserved better for 4 months straight:

[lil-goosey]

The amount of disappointment that I have inside of my body for “The rise of Skywalker” is pathetic. To think I wasted months of my life without going on Tumblr just to not spoil that ending… I’m pissed. It was good right up until the last 10 minutes and then it fried me. So @ the writers I just wanna talk that’s it I just wanna talk. Real brief I’ll make it quick, like how about this we fucking deserved to see BEN SOLO GO TO THE LIGHT SIDE AND BE WITH RAY!! Especially with what I went through with Anikin. Sorely Disappointed...

[thesimpsonswayoflife]

[lil-goosey]

Petition to put fresh prince on Netflix

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[lil-goosey]

So true

[lets-runwild-unbridled]

Kiss me like you want to be loved and I will show you the world. Hurt me like you want to feel pain and I will show you suffering. Trust me like you would a diary and I will protect you from lies.Tell me your fears as if your drawing me a picture and I will make them go away. Hug me like its the last thing you will ever do and I will love you till the very end. Spread my secrets and I will make it my life’s work to destroy you. Tell me my dreams will come true and I will believe you. Say you love me and there will always be a special place for you in my heart. Sweep me off my feet like a princess and you shall forever be my prince. Treat me like a queen and I shall love you like a king. Tell me you don’t care about riches and I will forever be indebted to you. Talk to me like Mr.Darcy talks to Elizabeth and I vow to never let you go.

[cella-writes]

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