all we have is right now

dani. 27. queer and tired.

[buttpoems]

[theevilasexualelf]

You know what, the skull is right. I could do a little something and be okay with that

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[godtrauma]

my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive

[innerchildabortionclinic]

also I don't think parents "these days" are uniquely terrible, I just think neglect is showing up in new ways as technology progresses. today's ipad kid would've been wandering around in a ditch alone all day and night before. parents not wanting to have to deal with children is not a new phenomenon.

[lobotomyscars]

at 13 i was so angry about everything and i was right

[werenotreallystrangers]

a lot of your suffering comes from treating your nature like a problem to manage instead of a design to understand

[frailbug]

you think that you're so alone in the world then you read literature from hundreds of years ago and you realize that other people have always felt this way

[freakoutgirl]

how it feels to accept you're fucked forever

[cutecipher]

fuuuuck i forgot to give a shit about stupid bullshit that doesnt matter 🤦‍♀️

[stuckinapril]

(me ever since I was 12) okay I actually need to get it together now

[loveridden1999]

top 3 hobbies for young adults:

1. borrowing misery from future

2. carrying grief of the past

3. agonizing over the present

[questionable-method]

no but im so tired of how self-deprecation is always more accepted than self-advocacy. if i say i can't drive because im autistic i get questioned on how exactly that works and given a million suggestions on how to do it anyway and i look like im trying to be special so it's easier to just say im a loser. yeah i don't drive because im kind of a loser lmao. oh well. and people say lmao back and we move on. at worst they say "oh im sure you'll figure it out haha." but no interrogation!! being a loser is more respectable than being disabled. being a loser is something that doesn't make other people feel uncomfortable about their own biases. so no, no im not disabled. i don't struggle to keep friends and do the laundry and make quick trivial decisions and clean my room and brush my teeth because im autistic. it's because im a loser. it's my fault. it is what it is. at least im funny now. do you think im funny? please think im funny

[autosadist]

how are you all carrying on like it isnt all happening

[lilac-nebula]

after spending years massively suicidal and now being on the other side of that i plan to make it everyone elses problem that i outlived my own life expectancy

[malojasnake]

— Sunrise, by Louise Glück

[bathroomcube]

how your 20s feel when you dont know what ur doing

[ceruleanheaven]

[very clearly indulging the urge] im fighting the urge