Sweet Disposition

Dear Diary, I want to remember this day. Moments of my life marked by a song. Someday I will look back and know that I've made it. I pushed, I've lived through the pain and heartbreaks. I survived. ______________✎

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Spencer Kane | Pieces

And You don't give Your heart in pieces And You don't hide Your self to tease us, no, no . . . Love keeps its promises It keeps its word It honors what's sacred

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Damien Rice | 9 Crimes

Leave me out with the waste This is not what I do It's the wrong kind of place To be thinking of you It's the wrong time For somebody new It's a small crime And I got no excuse 

And is that all right, yeah?  Give my gun away when it's loaded That all right, yeah? If you don't shoot it, how am I supposed to hold it? That all right, yeah? Give my gun away when it's loaded That all right, yeah, with you?

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Sasha Sloan | Runaway

Every time I fall in love I go and fuck it up right when it gets good Don't you think it's funny? Don't you think it's funny? .

. Baby, that's so like me Yeah, baby, that's so like me I don't know why I always run away I don't know why I always run away What we had was special I know what we had was special I don't know why I always run away I don't know why I always run away What we had was special I know what we had was special

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Rhys | Maybe I Will Learn

How many times must a girl's heart break Before she finally learns That every single word they say is fake And when they leave it burns I've got nothing left so you can take it Promise me you'll tell me when you're done But if you find some hope you better break it Cause baby I don't like what I've become I don't like the silence sleeping in between us I don't like the feeling when you make me jealous I don't like the weakness, I don't like to lie Hate the way you close down everytime I cry Everytime I wanna talk you make it so impossible Even when I'm innocent you're holding me responsible Strip another piece of me, take away my dignity Never show me sympathy And maybe I will learn Maybe I will learn

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Foxes | Devil Side

Run and hide, it's gonna be bad tonight 'Cause here comes your devil side It's gonna ruin me It's almost like, slow motion suicide Watching your devil side, get between you and me

So tell me what I need to do To keep myself away from you To keep myself from going down All the way down with you

Still I want you, but not for your devil side Not for your haunted life, just for you So tell me why I deal with your devil side I deal with your dangerous mind, but never with you Who's gonna save you now, who's gonna save you?

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Sia | Big Girls Cry

Tough girl In the fast lane No time for love No time for hate No drama no time For games Tough girl Whose soul aches

I'm at home On my own Check my phone Nothing though Act busy Order in Pay TV It's agony

I may cry, ruining my makeup Wash away all the things you've taken And I don't care if I don't look pretty Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

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Jon Bellion | Maybe IDK 

I wonder why I get paranoid when I’m high I wonder why I say yes to everyone in my life I wonder why I can’t run that fast in my dreams I wonder why I feel short when I know my money’s tall I wonder why I miss everyone and I still don’t call I wonder why I can’t run that fast in my dreams

Although I guess if I knew tomorrow I guess I wouldn’t need faith I guess if I never fell, I guess I wouldn’t need grace I guess if I knew His plans, I guess He wouldn’t be God

So maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know But maybe that’s okay Maybe that’s okay, maybe that’s okay Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know But maybe that’s okay

I wonder why I feel emptiness and I sing these blues I wonder why I feel hopelessness when I watch the news I wonder why I can’t find my voice in my dreams I wonder why they say hate your brother and hide your gold I wonder why we all fear the things that we might not know I wonder why I can’t find my voice in my dreams

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All this shit, I can’t explain Is it by design or random fate, yeah

So maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know But maybe that’s okay Maybe that’s okay, maybe that’s okay Maybe I don’t know, maybe I don’t know But maybe that’s okay

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James Bay | Let It Go (Bearson Remix)

From walking home and talking loads To seeing shows in evening clothes with you From nervous touch and getting drunk To staying up and waking up with you But now we’re slipping at the edge Holding something we don’t need All this delusion in our heads Is gonna bring us to our knees . . . I used to recognize myself It’s funny how reflections change When we’re becoming something else I think it’s time to walk away So come on, let it go Just let it beWhy don’t you be you And I’ll be me? Everything that’s broke Leave it to the breeze Why don’t you be you And I’ll be me? And I’ll be me

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Dabin | Hold (ft. Daniela Andrade)

I feel naked when you step into my body In my mind And when I'm falling into the dark You always haunt me Open wide

But who are we to call each other selfish lovers? We all need someone But who are we to call each other selfish lovers? We all need someone to hold

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Us The Duo | Take Me Home

Send out the alarms I'm all alone Wrap me in your arms Take me home Take me home To your arms

I won't be happy 'till I'm with you Home for me is where you are These four walls are nothing without you Home for me is where you are

They tell me that I'll make it. It'll only be a while. But a while lasts forever Without you

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CHINAH | Away From Me

You keep me awake, It's where I want to be Please dont let me sleep, On all my stalen dreams The winter has made me wanted more, oh You cant walk away from me I'm thinking about your childhood gift, oh You can't walk away from me The winter has made me wanted more, oh You cant walk away from me I'm thinking about your childhood gift, oh You can't walk away from me You'll never complete me, Though I like your kind Somehow it can change, the way we feel inside The winter has made me wanted more, oh You cant walk away from me I'm thinking about your childhood gift, oh You can't walk away from me Thinking about your childhood gift, oh You cant walk away from me Seems like I felt these walls before, oh You cant walk away from me, You cant walk away from me

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Birdy | Terrible Love

And I can't fall asleep without a little help It takes a while to settle down My shivered bones Wait till the panic's out

It takes an ocean not to break 

Company It's quiet company It's quiet company

And I won't follow you into the rabbit hole I said I would but then I saw your shivered bones They didn't want me to

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How to Destroy Angels | Is Your Love Strong Enough? Just one step at a time And closer to destiny I knew at a glance There'd always be a chance for me With someone I could live for Nowhere I would rather be Is your love strong enough Like a rock in the sea Am I asking too much Is your love strong enough?

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Imagine Dragons | Dream

We all are living in a dream, But life ain’t what it seems Oh everything’s a mess And all these sorrows I have seen They lead me to believe That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream I wanna dream Leave me to dream

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Yuna | Lights And Camera

Lights Cameras Struck a pose Have someone help you put lipstick on Yeah

High heels now you’re Six feet tall And everybody knows Who you are

And nobody cares If your heart is aching Nobody cares If you want no more

Nobody wants to know You cried the night before Vaster your dreams and your hopes Into it Everything you used to know Is gone And you’re slipping into in your own Trying not to lose yourself . . .

Friendly people All around And time to put Your best face on Yeah Smiling like there’s Nothing wrong Though deep down you feel So alone Nobody sees who you are inside Nobody knows you are so much more Nobody needs to know You’re tired of putting a show . . . Saying these lights won’t kill me now Saying these clothes won’t change me now Saying these words won’t scare me now Saying I will be myself I want to be myself 

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James Bay | Hold Back the River

Tried to keep you close to me, But life got in between Tried to square not being there But think that I should've been

Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes Hold back the river, so I Can stop for a minute and see where you hide Hold back the river, hold back

Once upon a different life We rode our bikes into the sky But now we're caught against the tide Those distant days all flashing by

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Jessie Ware | Say You Love Me

Just say you love me, just for today And don't give me time 'cause that's not the same Want to feel burning flames when you say my name Want to feel passion flow into my bones Like blood through my veins

'Cause I don't wanna fall in love If you don't wanna try, But all that I've been thinking of Is maybe that you might And, baby, it looks as though we're running out of words to say And love's floating away

Won't you stay? Won't you stay? Slowly slowly you unfold me, But do you know me at all? Someone told me love controls everything But only if you know