Killin Time

@lildeemz

39 posts

Spike Up Next!

Tha new Spike Jodyson on Bandcamp is fire! Just downloaded now but gonna donate on payday. Crazy how indie artists get slept bc they haven’t signed and then when they blow up ppl think they are plants. 😂 Also I got mad respect for anyone helping their mama on hood. Respect his indie grind but if he signs to Atlantic soon everyone will hear it. 2H2B & Afterlife are my fav tracks!

Spike Up Next!

Tha new Spike Jodyson on Bandcamp is fire! Just downloaded now but gonna donate on payday. Crazy how indie artists get slept bc they haven’t signed and then when they blow up ppl think they are plants. 😂 Also I got mad respect for anyone helping their mama on hood. Respect his indie grind but if he signs to Atlantic soon everyone will hear it. 2H2B & Afterlife are my fav tracks!

#spike Jodyson #spike #indie rap #underground legend #chicago rapper #support indie artists #afterlife #baby Keem #up next

(exzisd)

Rest In Peace XXXtentacion… i recorded this video back in november of 2017 when i was going through a very difficult time of my life dealing with crippling panic attacks and depression. X’s music was one of several artists who i felt i could really connect with when it seemed like no one in the world could understand the pain i was going through and still am to a lesser degree. I am just in shock shedding tears over this….rip X….

RIP X

ILY

Magic Words [48 HOURS]

11 Cast Michael Garfield (ep 12) 🐉

(exzisd)

Thank you for following my blog. I don’t post as frequently as I would like and try to keep this blog to all exclusive content. I go through phases of enjoying tumblr a lot and then just not using it for a while. Typically I use Tumblr when I’m feeling down in the dumps and looking for art to connect with in some comforting way. There’s a lot of memes about tumblr but it feels unique from other social media and comforting in all the kinds of art on display and created here. I like that people encourage one another even without knowing them. I have made some close friends on this website over the years who I have never met in real life but that I feel closer to than a lot of my own family. In any case life is always unpredictable but I plan to post here more and share more videos and photos. I want to focus more on this blog than spreading my time across my others because even though I don’t get as much engagement the few people who do respond or even like feels more meaningful on this semi forgotten website. Tumblr is a nice place to chill. Here’s a chill photo of me sipping a Coca-Cola at the fishing pier a while back in case you forgot what I look like. I took it on an $8 Sony Cybershot camera from Good Will. It’s only 5 megapixels because it’s so old but this was my dream camera in the MySpace era. It has a great lens on it compared to most smartphones so it’s been novel experimenting with the different features of this relic of the past. If you’re still reading this thank you.

bad christian

Being vulnerable and feeling dread and existential anxiety about the state of affairs in the US. Venting about the heavy feeling and trying to work through my thoughts to fight the demons away.

RIP 6 Dogs (1999-2021)

Remembering 6 Dogs who passed away today. Please reach out. If you need someone to talk to please message me on IG/Twitter @exzisd and I will do my best to help out anyone who needs someone to talk to or just someone to listen.

Man still strange how he just went so young

art: @mesloes

“We have to create culture, don’t watch TV, don’t read magazines, don’t even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time where you are now is the most immediate sector of your universe, and if you’re worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, then you are disempowered, you’re giving it all away to icons, icons which are maintained by an electronic media so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit-brained, this kind of thinking. That is all cultural diversion, and what is real is you and your friends and your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, your fears. And we are told ‘no’, we’re unimportant, we’re peripheral. 'Get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a that.’ And then you’re a player, you don’t want to even play in that game. You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that’s being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.” - Terence McKenna 🍄

ig: exzisd

falling off prod by lando lakes 2011

nat king cole - smile [acoustic cover]

brian wilson goth trap freestyle parody in tribute to brian wilson, anthony fantano, and lil peep. (exzisd)

she down freestyle (exzisd)

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