i cannot fly

I cannot fly, but I can write. And draw. I think. Blog for doing all that and more. Welcome to my corner of the internet!

[lilicannotfly]

𝐋𝐢𝐋𝐢. (they. he . she.)

. ↪ black. 18. local genderfluid idiot.

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. ↪ masterlist. taglist. stories. art.

PROPER INTRODUCTION

Hey hi hello, I'm LiLi! I don't quite know how to do introductions, but as long as you aren't a weirdo /neg we'll get along just fine ! (Love me some /pos weirdos though :))

Dms always open !

.letterboxd. .pronouns page. .strawpage.

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MAIN INTERESTS.

.Games. TWST, Omega Strikers, A Date with Death, Sims4

.Shows. Death In Paradise, The Essex Serpent, Benson, Z Nation

.Music. SZA, Palaye Royale, MTS, Elysian Fields, I Monster

.Books. Alex Cross, Grimm's Fairytales, Nimona, Circe

.Webseries. Death: Rescheduled, IDWTBAMG, IWEYG, Underdogs

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DNI

.if you support isreal and/or are nuetral on the subject don't interact with me please. same goes for racists/homophobes/transphobes etc

.if you consider yourself a "proshipper"

.if you refer to Black people as 'blacks'

.just use common sense lols

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[wulffreak]

[jayzhine]

I’m back in the building 😭

[formerlyluckymanticore]

Reblog if you will never. Ever. Use AI in your writing.

[lilicannotfly]

opening my drafts to find straight bullshit all the time oh my stars

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part two

[lilicannotfly]

opening my drafts to find straight bullshit all the time oh my stars

[wovi]

[vithcy]

Can anyone stop being an anti black racist for a moment? I want a chance at enjoying things again

[vithcy]

I'm not even kidding it's so clear that everyone sees black people and especially black women as some sort of alternate species. I'm getting into doll collection & customization videos because I've been getting into collecting myself and toys and art are supposed to bring me happiness and even there I can't escape the anti blackness. Like... you're lucky if you find a character or doll that's consistently brown skinned and carefully designed in popular brands. Collectors will always favor light skin or fantasy colors anyways. I had to watch a white creator call a custom Garnet doll "dummy thicc" and describe her in progress proportions as "female rappery" why couldn't you just have said curvy? You're not funny or cool and I'm very tired

[joyfooll]

uhm

[qcharlie]

i wish we were able to talk about women's rights without someone mentioning how much they do or don't want to have sex with them. i don't care if you're a lesbian Stop finding worth in women purely from their perceived attractiveness

[qcharlie]

"I think women should not be expected to shave for societal respect / to avoid discrimination" "yeah🤤 i love bush" ok well that's not what we're talking about is it.

[qcharlie]

i hate how many posts about trans women deserving respect always devolve into "I love girldick" or "trans rights but I don't want to date a trans person" because that's entirely unrelated to the topic at hand. you should not respond to feminism with "YESSS I loveeee you because I see you as nothing but a sex object" you people sound like other men I get stuck talking with that end up saying "free the nipple so I can see boobies in public" and thinking they're feminists. why can't we just respect women regardless of your attraction to them or not. why does it need to be brought up in every conversation regarding their rights

[lilicannotfly]

Mint Tea .16

113 words, Winter Berry. AN: this was done the same day as the fifteenth one. yayyy

Winter Berry was sick.

There was no denying it--it was the day of his wedding, his dream wedding to his dream man, and he was sick as a dog. His nose was stuffed up bad enough it made him dizzy, he awoke facing the world's worst headache, and a general drowsiness that he couldn't seem to shake off.

His hands shook as he went to shave in the morning, and with a resigned sigh, he went to the doctor, where he was surprised to learn that he had narrowly missed possible death by going when he did. Mildly shocked, he returned home to prepare for the wedding, determined to make it work.

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Mint Tea .15

206 words, Winter Berry. AN: so this one was written in august of last year, and it never got uploaded because i need to write at least two stories between the last one and this one--one about rhode's second birthday and another about wedding preparations and probably a third about that one picture where winter's worried about rhode's apparent self seclusion but that is neither here nor there lols.

Everything seemed to be going smoothly, until the very day before the wedding, Mitchell called Winter while he was at work, which he never did. Fearing something had happened to Rhodes, he answered immediately to hear Mitchell asking him if he could come home from work early, as he felt terribly ill.

Winter came home, of course, not wanting to leave Mitchell to take care of Rhodes by himself while sick or leave Rhodes to wander the house unsupervised. Plus, he was too proud to admit it, but his feet had been killing him since the last time he worked out. It was nice to get back home.

He arrived with a kiss for Mitchell (despite the man's playful complaints that he'd get sick too) and a hug for Rhodes, obliging Rhode's request to watch television with him before sending Mitchell to take a nap and fixing a simple, light dinner. When dinner was ready, Mitchell came back downstairs in a much better mood and Rhodes sat in his little chair and babble about the show he'd been watching and a character he saw on the cover of a book and Winter could not help but feel as though the world was as it should be.

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Mint Tea .14

252 words, Winter Berry. AN: this was written last March! I couldn't figure out how to finish it, and I don't want to agonize over this, so it might be a little bad. apologies !!

It was nearing Rhode's second birthday, and Winter was feeling wonderful. The wedding invites had been sent and RSVPs had been recieved, he had been doing amazing at his job other than the odd failed prank, and he'd been spending so much time with Mitchell and Rhodes as a happy little family that it made him a little sick.

Lying in bed with Mitchell, he said as such, rolling over to lie on his back and stare at the ceiling. He grinned as Mitchell rolled over to kiss at his face.

"Let's have another baby," he breathed up at Mitchell, frowning as he watched the other man's smile drop.

"I don't think we have the money for that," he said slowly, sitting up a little. "The water bill is through the roof, and our house insurance goes up every year."

Winter pouted a bit. "Well, yeah, but I'm about to come into a promotion. Don't want Rosey to have to be an only child."

Mitchell nodded slowly, his eyes roaming around the room as he thought it over. Winter always thought he had the prettiest brown eyes--he found himself distracted before Mitchell began speaking again, going on about the price of the wedding and the idea of waiting a few years, at least until just before the wedding, or maybe right after it. Winter couldn't help but feel giddy about the idea of having another child at all, and he nodded, telling Mitchell they could wait as long as he wanted.

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Mint Tea .13

212 words, Mitchell Kalani. AN: I wrote this in last february too! whoops.

Mitchell came home exhausted and embarrassed. The prank he'd tried had gone terribly wrong--he simply didn't have Winter's knack for it, he supposed--and everyone at his job had laughed in his face (and not in the good way). Even worse, when he entered the front door, the house was empty, Winter and Rhodes nowhere to be found. A note on the table told him they were over at the Pancakes' house. He did not want to speak to the Pancakes right now. It's not like he didn't like them, but he didn't know them very well, and because of everything that happened during the day was super tired, and so just sat down and watched tv. At some point, he must've fallen asleep, because he wakes up as Winter and Rhodes enter the house. He kisses them both on the cheeks, telling Winter all the details about his shitty day at work, delighted when Winter leans in conspiratorially and whispers that he'd made gummy bear pancakes, and that he'd better go get some before Rhodes ate them all (never mind the fact that Rhodes can't--he doesn't have teeth yet). Winter put Rhodes down to bed and then sat down to watch television with him and he fell asleep once again, feeling cheerful.

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Mint Tea .12

346 words, Winter Berry. AN: I wrote this in February of last year. It was on Toyhouse before it was here. oops lols

Okay so perhaps it was a foolish idea to impulsively have a baby, but the moment he brought it up with Mitchell, he was incredibly on board with it. So on board, in fact, that he started making preparations immediately, saying he didn't want to have a baby too late, worried about dying while his child was only in their twenties.

Winter found this sensible, and surprisingly quickly (within a week or so), they had a sweet, smiling baby boy. Rhodes was so precious, wide eyed and innocent and absolutely adorable.

They decided together to put off their wedding until Rhodes was a toddler, wanting him to be able to participate in the proceedings, likely as a ring bearer. Winter could already see it in his head and the image melted his heart. He made a mental note to ask the Pancake twins if they wanted to take part as well, perhaps as flower bearers, as he drifted off to sleep.

Unsurprisingly, having a new baby in the house ate into his free time, as well as some of his not-so-free time. The day Rhodes was born, Winter's boss told him that he had two weeks "maternity leave" (Winter was torn between the idea of finding the idea of himself giving birth amusing and feeling insecure about the idea he looked pregnant the whole time. Mitchell was much less conflicted when told this, simply grinning and stating that he wouldn't mind, and he'd look cute. Winter scoffed at that, and that was the end of that conversation.), but when he took the next Wednesday off to take care of Rhodes, he got three angry texts and one furious call about the issue. Asshole, Winter thought as he hung up, taking Rhodes downstairs to try hummus he'd made earlier with him, which he was pleased to find he liked. (As he had told Mitchell, "My children will grow up on real food I make. I pray they never see a chicken nugget in their lives." Mitchell simply agreed with a chuckle and a kiss on the cheek.)

[lilicannotfly]

i need to focus on putting the older stories i wrote for the not so berry challenge on here. yayyyy