Devilish. Childish. Innocent.

Lily. 25. Crazy. And not really innocent.

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[lilitharwen]

The lifestyle I fancy: dead

[lilitharwen]

And here I thought you’d be there for me. “Don’t message me and I don’t message you” “Later I’m busy right now” “When we broke up, it feels like a pressure being lifted” Tell me. Why should I continue fighting?

[kutekiss]

[queerbitchdiaz-archived]

i really needed this today, so for anyone else who might

[scarygoodfanfics-deactivated201]

Thanks I needed this also. I’ll pass it on

[lonewolf7130]

Just the Rock blessing your feed

[calculatedmadness]

Thanks, Mr. The Rock.

[diary-of-a-chinese-kid]

When your accent changes when you talk with people from your home country

[wrxst-deactivated20220116]

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[natalinaofficial]

[hplyrikz]

I can relate to this

[just-shower-thoughts]

Life is a sexually transmitted disease.

[amargedom]

“Hearts can break. Yes, hearts can break. Sometimes I think it would be better if we died when they did, but we don’t.”

— Stephen King (via naturaekos)

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

[thelovejournals]

Henry Rollins

[thepsychmind]

Fun Psychology facts here!

[lilitharwen]

I’m gonna try to do it in a month. 💪🏻

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

[lilitharwen]

And that’s why I need to let him go. Ahahaha. The fuck my heart thinks he’s worth it? The actual fuck? Stupid heart. I don’t need this BS in my life. I can love fierce. He doesn’t deserve to be in my life.

[lilitharwen]

Letting go

I love him wayyyyy too much than he deserved.

Now I’m letting go.

I’m gonna heal. I’m gonna start to heal. It hurts. But this is the only way I can heal.

My love is toxic to the both of us.

He’s right. He warned me. There’s nothing in his chest. He’s not able to love.

Conie told me about their conversation. Confirmed my epiphany. He doesn’t love me. He doesn’t want me enough.

Another painful chapter. But I’m strong. I’ll survive.

And Ryan. Your loss. My heart loves crazy fierce. To a point that it can ask me to take my own life. Remember you were loved by me and you’re not able to love me back.

From the bottom of my heart, I truly hope one day you can love. It’s painful for me to realize that you don’t love me, but my love for you is toxic to me. I ruined my chance to be happy in life just so I can prove that I love you? That’s the thing I regretted the most. I should’ve been more selfish. I shouldn’t have love you that much.

I can’t bring myself to hate you. Because I love you. Nobody forced me into it. I still do. And it hurts that now I see you don’t love me. But I still love you. But now I’m gonna start loving myself more. Truly. But taking back the heart I gave you, which you don’t want. You’re too logical almost like a robot. But please don’t go and break hearts. You’re charming and wonderful with heavenly voice and amazing intentions, but don’t do the same thing you did to me. You were the reason of all my attempts in 2018.

Now. Healing process can start. It hurts. But after, maybe I can find peace.