I just stumbled across this video and it hurts me. Please! To anyone who wants to help this young man who makes content through animation (especially if you're into that)...
Check this video out (it's a fairly short one) and look up his channel! Donate to his Kofi to help save his sick and old mom from family problems!
(P.S. : I am sharing this video to get the message across more easier. I would donate if I had money but sadly I can't because I'm too young. For any kind souls out there, people who like animation, and would love to help out....
Please don't hesitate to lend a helping hand!;
Check out the video in YouTube and help this young man save his old and sick mom by donating to his Kofi! Details more in the video...
Or
You can also post and share this to other socials where you are active and wherever you are comfortable with! Which I did!
Facebook, Twitter(or X), TikTok, Instagram, etc! Help spread the message!)
Much love! ā¤ļø
And I hope everyone who is going through tough times similarly may also find breakthrough. ā¤ļø
You have been feeling sad as if you're thrown into the world with ho holds you're scared because how can you deal with adulting alone. Sometimes our parents or mom's don't know the best because they haven't been through our own circumstances and haven't been through our struggles that just means you have to tap into yourself ask your own higher self to guide you ask your guides and your own intuition if you need a shower take it , if you needs gifts or flowers get them. Let yourself feel the care that you deserve and do what's best for you only.
Some things in your life are falling apart so let it go the no is a confirmation if you have been wondering if you should consider this relationship or friendship it's a direct no okay so have the courage to let go it will be heavily painful in the moment but you will deal with it and not to mention how much success it will bring . This could also be about job or career change or an outright confirmation that your mom is toxic and you need to break free.
Thank you for reading ā¤ļø
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Beauty contains an essence of something Cosmic. If you get it, if you live by it, it has the capacity to connect the Human Expression to a Divine Experience. Why religion when there is Art?šlmao
Oh, almost your entire Life has been one bloody showālike, actually bloody, figuratively or literallyāand youāve survived it all, although some screws inevitably got loose here and there. You probably identify as having somewhat of a multiple personality disturbanceāyeah, just a disturbance, not so much an actual medical disorder, but what do I know? The point is, youāve developed many voices in your headš¹
I once read something someone wrote on a YouTube comment: āThe voices in my head make fire podcast.ā I believe that resonates loudly for you and your kind of āproblemāš„lmao For some of you, this was developed as part of survival; but for some others, you couldnāt help but develop this ādisturbanceā simply because youāre high-IQ. Itās just part of the mechanics of your brains. So, it isn't to say you're damaged...
The crux of the matter is that you were always an empathetic child. Creating all these characters or personalities was your way of understanding other peopleāwhy they did what they did, what theyād do in a given situation and some such. Like I said, some of you couldāve developed these voices in your head to anticipate chaos, but for some of you, this was simply a philosophical pursuitš”
aesthetic insanity ā Queen of Pentacles
Having said that, it isnāt to say that your whole existence has not been painful. After all, with such a sweet and sensitive heartĀ youāve had to fight for your place in this cold, cruel, criminal world where you were preyed upon. You were preyed upon because your aenergy was so good. Empathetic people tend to get preyed upon by narcissists not so much because theyāre goodĀ just like thatābut because destroying your sanity and sense of self feelsĀ good to a bitter narcissistic monsterš¤¹
You get the difference? A narcmon could target just about anybody whether or not that personās good. But you were always a much easier target because soft-hearted people can be very accommodating to other peopleās wounds. And empathetic people tend to be willing participantsĀ in the cruel shitshow created by a narcshit because they want to be a hero in someoneās Story~šSo, thatās been your shitstorm.
So, essentially, if we could summarise what your main aesthetic is: youāre simply INSANE. You were forged in hellfire and came out a little woo woo, but youāre also genuinely superbly intelligent that you know how to use this woowoo to your advantage. The you that has come out of this hellfire is now operating on VENGEANCEšµCould be for your past; could be for any abuser/manipulator you meet in society; could be for culture, tradition or the establishment.
Simply said, you want to wreck it. Fuck it all up. But with style and humour. Youāre going to mirror backĀ societyās cruelty and lack of empathy with sarcasm and a really dark sense of humour. Show āem how unintelligently theyāve been interacting with Reality! Either youāre a Gen Xer in your 40s or youāre going to really vibe with this generationās dark, almost sick sense of ironyš¤Ŗ
Any form of self-expression that showcases your crazy, uncontrollable, unhinged personality would feel most authentic to you. Something deep in your psyche wants to get back at society; for that, youāre willing to play up the villain or menace in society, so long as that re-educatesĀ them about what it means to be Human. But deep inside, I know that you know that youāre still the same kind and caring little child with an unchanging loyalty toā¦Loveš
Pile 2 ā I Still Dream of Everything Iāve Lost
vibe: Summer RainĀ by IRENE
poetic suffering ā Page of Cups
Ah, you are a poet. A total romantic. Even if your idea of whatās 'romantic' differs from most people. If anything, more than anybody else around you, you seem to be the only one whoās got a saner, purer grasp of what āromanceā is all aboutšMore than anybody you know in your surroundings you want something much more honest and sweet. Most of the time, people just think youāre starry-eyed and unrealisticābut what you feel in your heart cannot be deniedā£ļø
If what youāre feeling isnāt real then why does it exist in your Heart of hearts?šThatās why you needed to do Art. Maybe poetry was your way to make sense of this clash between your inner world and the world around you. Maybe you devoted massive amounts of time and energy to creating aesthetic collages just to seeĀ your beautiful inner world reflectedĀ in the physical Realityāeven if all of that beauty exists only on paper, illustrations or digital editsš»
Of all the people youāve ever known, for some reason it always felt like you were the only one with a Heart for Poetry. It could be that your society didnāt much like this type of pursuit. Or maybe it was just your family that didnāt seem to have a high level of appreciation for the kind of Beauty that ever so naturally captures yourĀ Heart. In many ways, growing up couldāve been somewhat isolating for this reasonā¦š§ø
aesthetic insanity ā 6 of Wands Rx
Always the weird one out. All because you have so much feeling. You feel and feel your emotions to oblivion. It hurts to be you, if anyone cared to know. To have your kind of Heart means to be so easily moved to tears by the smallestĀ of things. A beautiful melody, a nostalgic vibe, a display of genuine kindness or happiness, people being unconditionally helpful and patient with each other. Things that may seem so casualĀ in the grand scheme of human greed and ambitionsā¦but you have no such ambition to become like the rest of āemš«
It's hard to be this way from time to time. Itās a challenge to navigate the pond of compassion that exists deep within your Heart. In todayās world especially, itās so much trendier to be jaded and cynical. For many, of all ages, that seems to be the most acceptable modus operandiš¹Even if you tried you wouldnāt be able to operate well on such a negative and unexciting command. Lucky you, youāre weird enough to not give a little bunny shit about fitting in or, obeying~š°
You can be really emotionally divorced from the world outside of your imaginations that, to your own surprise, it really is that easy to detach from the expectations of society and drift to Neptune insteadāprobably dreaming your whole Life away on some distant nebulous fantasiesšThatās why you identify as an introvert. Your rich inner lives are always far more interesting than any mundane conversation some Normie is capable of conjuring.
dramatic scene ā Ace of Pentacles
In the grand scheme of everything thatās wrong with modern societies, you most likely feel that Humanity has lost much of its cherished values that you tend to like things that are either oldāvery, very old and out of fashionāor simply childish and/or otherworldly. In essence, youāre far more attuned to aesthetics that remind people of INNOCENCE. When things used to be much more beautiful, classy, thoughtful, innocent, and justā¦.my gosh, cuteš¶
And yet, youāve most likely been told that you act motherly, or that, āYouāre going to be a really good mother one day.ā People can sense that youāre trustworthy and dependableāvery Old Soul, you know?š½In spite of how sweet and feminine or even weird you look on the outside, on the inside youāre integritous, and most everybody can see that because you exude this charmingly calm, mature and wise auraš¾
If youāre a creator or have a social media presence, what you put out thereāillustrations, poems, edits, fanfics(?), etc.āseems to possess a healing attribute. Iām sure your audience have told you that your channel/page/blog serves as their safe spaceš People who tend to be lonersĀ or those who've often been misunderstood in society gravitate towards your vibe in real life and Art on the Internet. In that sense, you really are a nurturer and protector of some motherly sortš
Letās admit it, youāre constantly drowning in feelings that you escape through obsessive drinking habits, yeah?š„Most likely anything to do with liquid substances, so this could involve alcohol or coffee, or endless cups of herbal tea with heavy uses of creamer, or you could be the type that smokes obscene amounts of ciggies in a day or snacks violently on crisps all day long or⦠I dunno, putting yourself through hours of trance on some of Tchaikovskyās most dramatic pieces?š»
Perhaps this Reality is just that disappointing for you because the unnatural world doesnāt seem capable of offering ecstatic experiences what would match the feelings you carry since birthāthus your effort to escape into alternate states of feeling. You were born differentšYou feel more intensely, you feel more types of emotions, and you know more of the colours that make up the natural world; but in modern everyday reality, obviously something is missing. Cold-blooded post-war capitalism has made everything uglyā¦
Human interactions, as a result, become distant and dreary, unspiritual, unempathetic and unkind. And every single day of your waking hour, this awareness tortures and kills you on the insideš„Depending on how artistic you are and how much Art youāre capable of producing, you may generally feel a sense of inadequacy from not being able to function āwellā in modern society. Even if you may appear to be doing just fine on the outside, on the inside youāre melting and flaring and swinging through everythingā¦šŖ
aesthetic insanity ā XI Justice
If, for example, youāre the type that watches vintage movies, you realise that others your age may watch them for the laughs or other analytical pursuits, but you watch them genuinely for the staggering display of emotions, no matter how theatrical, and you get so involved and your heart aches and you let out a sob or a silent tearā¦šIf not vintage films, umm, I dunno, anime, cartoon or perhaps, murder shows? Some of you may have a rather disturbingĀ way of finding āmaterialsā what would let you feel your feelings more vividlyš
The truth of the matter is, all of these pursuits are fuelled by a desire to find more honesty in the world. You find it vexingly difficult to express your true feelings in society; perhaps because you know this world aināt ready for your kind of honesty. It feels like tedious intensity to them. And youāve noticed that most people, actually, truly enjoyĀ shallow interactionsš¦„Stooping to their level would be humiliating to you.
So then, you just do the best you can to feign normalcy and showcase a temperate disposition when interacting in society. But once youāre in your own company, thatās when you indulge in watching, reading or writing or creating or listening to exasperatingly profound things what would let you shiverĀ from the core of your beingāļøYou, have a need to gasp and choke by emotions⦠And thatās intensely insane. And not many people would know what to do with any of it.
dramatic scene ā Knight of Pentacles Rx
Well, not many indeed would know how to connect or get through to you. Itās true. And you may have felt very lost in this sad gurl escapism that seems neverending. As if youād want it to end. If only you could verbalise this accurately and in a succinct manner: you have absolutely no idea how to be a responsible grownup. To begin with, what is āresponsibleā? But at this point, you donāt really give a damn anymoreš
You grew up watching grownups perform duties and fulfil expectationsāand they seemed responsible and sensible and capable. But your little heart always knew that these humans werenāt necessarily responsible in a spiritualĀ sense. Your little sage mind always suspected that a lot of their āpracticalā choices would sooner or later lead to much more disastrous outcomesš¾So in the end, whatās in being a responsible adult?
It was all too humiliating. And from a rather young age, you decided already that you would avert your eyesĀ from the world of the grownups. And such it was that until now you still donāt know how to be ānormalā and ātemperateā. Actually, more accurately, you donāt really know how not to be a destructive forceĀ to yourself. You just, have so much to say, and you donāt know what to say; so much rage, and you donāt even know who to be angry atā¦š
It's scary how ACCURATE this is. Almost like there's a camera in the universe WATCHING ME AT ALL TIMES and narrating a show. A twisted show for their sick enjoyment.
My life has not been normal since these past few years...
I'm not normal too.
I want to be a normal person again, but... I can't anymore. I don't want to, either....
.....
But if that's what the world wants me to be...
If this is what the universe meant and wanted me to be....
Then I'll give them what they want.
š
(all credits go to the one who posted this originally.
I DID NOT MAKE THIS POST. I AM JUST RE-BLOGGING IT.)
I don't know what language you need to hear this, but Venus Retrograde is here and my oh my, shit is getting real, either all the exes are back or you won't be able to handle the heat this time.
This March 2025 isn't going to easy. Given how all the planets except mars and jupiter are conjucting in one sign, from march 28 to march 29. Expect life to get fucked up. I don't know about you but Iam already getting fucked stages of life (channeling, you know weird shit psychics do). Like I sealed away my tarot cards for not facilitating any energy for a month but now it feels like these past affections and luxuries are calling back to me. And damn I am scared not for you but myself. Not gonna release anything in this period. (despite having created some things for you guys) Will post next waxing gibbous phase only. This month is scary already. Iam gone. Plus idk what type of accounts are watching me these days. But Iam definitely trying to keep away from negativity of any kind. This month has a solar and lunar eclipse along with a wierd conjuction of Saturn, rahu and the auspicious planet of sun and moon, causing an apocolyptic astrological eclipse.
plus if you are an Indian, this is the month of Holi, all types of tantric rituals are done at this time. So if you are a vulnerable stay away from negative thinking anything that can get you attached to such entities, protect your spirit guides for yourself and foe other, no matter what beguilling amount of hatred you have for someone or something, don't let it get to you, forgive it, for the samsara moves in cycles of rebirth and regeneration. You don't always have to see the results of other people's bad karma towards you. Forgive it and move on, so that your poor little beautiful and sweet spirit guides may not engage with any sort of disruption in other people's energies. Allow yourself to rest and let your spirit guides protect you.
don't move in fear, move in resolve. Ask God to ground you so you don't end up fighting or engaging with anyone no matter what negatively. Peace peace peace, May Buddha guide you towards mental peace, inner strength and resilience. Disengage completely from the fancies of your ex, because the planets mercury retrograde and venus retrograde are hear. In western astrology its happening in Aries, and mars is in cancer on 28 to 29 march, Expect an emotional blast of anger towards or regarding this issue. Almost like some ram is running to fuck you up in the form of relationships pulling onto the most sensitive, vulnerable side of you, shattering your heart in one go like a swift blow to the chest, at least, cause aries energy wages war ladies and gentlemen. So be ready for what you are about to witness as of 28 to 29 march. Along with a neptune conjuction expect your fancies or fantasies to be at your highest(ecspecially about past relationships)
The sun, moon, mercury retrograde, venus retrograde are all sitting in uttara bhadrapada nakshatra, while saturn aka shani and north node aka rahu sits in the last stages of Purva Bhadrapada making a strong conjuction in the sign of pisces in vedic astrology, on 29th march, so sems like we are getting a solar eclipse, lunar eclipse and this Yog called Pishach Yog according to Hindu astrology. I think this signifies the path you guys are taking must be silent, say what you want to say after careful consideration, give or receive the love you are giving or receiving after careful discernment. Don't stay stuck in the process of your career or finances being stuck in one place, instead look forward to taking wise carefully considered steps. Embody the power and energy of UttarBhadrapada and carefully move on. May the steps you take be blessed. Don't cling to fantasies of moving on, if a past energy pops up, don't react or overeact to your fantasies and whims just lay low, patiently and slowly move on with it. The lord of uttarabhadrapada is saturn which sits at purva bhadrapada, use the lessons you learnt from the process of destruction, penance and ongoing aggravated disorder (rahu is also in purva bhadrapada ) with the patience of uttara bhadrapada while drawing inspiration to make a beautiful outcome from jupiter in Rohini and mars in Punarvasu. hope you have a great day.
Dear western Pisces and Aries and Sidereal Aquarians and Pisces, especially. Also people with 11 th house placements from 18 degrees and 12th house placements cause that's the natural placement of Purva Bhadrapada and Uttara Bhadrapada nakshatras housewise. take care bubye
By the light of day and the glow of night,
Luck and fortune now take flight.
With every step, my path is bright,
Doors swing open, clear in sight.
Golden energy, strong and free,
Draw good fortune straight to me.
Luck and joy, now intertwined,
Blessings flow, by fate designed.
So it is spoken, so it shall be,
Luck and abundance come to me.
People comment on how warm your hands and skin are. To the point where it surprises them, instead of being comforted by your touch.
Diana
You are more attractive after sunset. Your unruly hair settles down. Your skin glows. You even look taller for some unexplainable reason.
Mercury
Static electricity. You experience a lot of it when you brush up against people or touch metal. The stronger the zap, the more he likes you.
Venus
The beautiful women in your life have your back. Female bosses, mother figures, āitā girls. They defend, uphold or compliment you.
Mars
You cry and/or laugh a lot. More than usual. When watching a movie, when listening to a song. Your heart and your soul are just more awake.
Jupiter
Free food finds its way to you. All the time. The lavish kind. And way more than you need or could eat. So much, you simply must share it.
Saturn
Your tragedies turn into blessings in disguise. Bad things, big and small, that happen to you reveal themselves to be great things after all.
Uranus
You often get jolted awake as you fall asleep. As if you just passed a barrier to another realm. You dream lucidly almost every night.
Neptune
Your dreams come true. You see someone in a dream on Monday night, and they contact you the very next morning. You can see the future.
Pluto
Anyone who harms you gets hurt instantly or days later. The ones who were especially malicious even die. Itās as if Karma came alive and decided to be your friend.
#Venus: mostly all the women in my life, especially my Mother, and all my mother's bloodline are the ones who love, care nurture, and protect me. This one is the most prominent for me ā¤ļø
#Saturn: because literally... My life is one of the most difficult ones to live by just the sheer amount of trauma and bad things that have happened to me. But all of them were like "there is a reason why" and I believe and trust it. Because... All those events made me the person who I am now. I've gone through significant transformations one after another.
#Jupiter: idk about this one... Either I'm lucky because I have a life that is filled with positive people that are there for me... Or the fact that I am indeed blessed by Jupiter... Just because of the fact that I don't remember working a day in my life to eat good and delicious food everyday, have a roof over my head, and have all my wants and needs granted for me. Like really, at this point... People can call me a prince just because of how I live my life like this, and I am surprised by other people how hard they have it. (No offense)
#Diana: because bruh, why do I have to strictly always follow my routine to shower every after 5 pm to look good? Anything other than 5-7 pm for me to shower makes me look mid or sometimes downright AWFUL. I always wondered why my hair always looked PEAK BEAUTY every 5 pm. (I'm a boy)
#Mercury and Mars (honorable mentions): Now these ones are occasionally, especially mercury. My hands get ELECTRIFIED randomly idk why, by just touching a metal railing in a mall, an escalator... Or even sometimes other people like my mom huhu. Although mercury happens to me REALLY REALLY RARE like, once every 1-2 years. I can't take out the fact that I INDEED GET ELECTROCUTED RANDOMLY FOR UNEXPLAINABLE REASONS.
(idk about mars one, cause I'm a moody guy)
Note: all credits go to servantofthefates (I DID NOT MAKE THIS POST, I JUST REBLOGGED IT)
LONG RANT: Pretty privilege exists. (WARNING 18+: CONTAINS HEAVY THEMES AND TRAUMATIC INDUCING EXPERIENCES)
And here's why:
I'm just here to rant about how pretty privilege really does exist... and even though it "saved my life", I still don't like the fact that this such concept should be true.
Just a while ago, I got into a fight with my neighbors, and we got into our local police station, where I was supposedly about to be locked up.
I was scared.
Really scared.
And they do not care what will happen to me, not even the officials, especially the ones who were filing a complaint. They were so mad at me.
I cried so hard.
It was traumatizing.
I cried so loud and really really sad.
I almost lost my breath and wanted to die at that very moment.
It was very bad... I got banned from our house. And I don't want to go back there.
I let my emotions control me, not the other way around...
But when I cried so hard and bad... I heard....
"Take your son away from your house." They were talking to my family, they said that. My family was there to help me plead my case before it gets serious.
It was the neighbors.
They let me leave at the very last moment of desperation.
Why?
Why...?
I'm not saying that I SHOULD BE LOCKED UP and I WANTED to be locked up... In fact, I'm so f***ing genuinely grateful that I'm not in prison right now, and I'm still sad and traumatized on what happened....
But I'm asking is...
Why did they suddenly change their mind?
They were so determined to lock me up, and then when I cried...
They just let me go?
In my mind, it was a social experiment.
And also a way out...
But then they let me be.
In my head I asked:
"what made them let me go?..."
I can't stop thinking about this question.
Because...
This is not the first time where situations like this to me happened.
When I cry people suddenly are merciful and kind, when one moment... They are really angry at me.
I think it's because of the so called "pretty privilege".
And I don't like it. But it somehow saved me from serving time in jail for a petty fight.
All my life people kept calling me:
"You're handsome."
"You look cute and innocent awwww!"
"You look kind, kid."
I think I have body dysmorphia.
Because, no matter how many times people call me and put out signs that I am "conventionally attractive"...
I still feel ugly.
I don't know why, but I still do.
Like-
Come on. It's not a coincidence...
Do people like seeing me cry and suffer?
Or
Are people kind enough and have mercy when they see me cry, then?
Or
I hate overthinking about nonsense things like these... But it's been bugging me my whole life that I really wanted to talk about it publicly.
I got into a similar situation with my ex (I'm not name dropping.) too. It was a toxic relationship... Wait no, situationship.
Where we fought, and we were in school and we were in the principal's office. This was 2 years ago. And then, I was crying because I was genuinely scared and traumatized I might get expulsion and suspended from school.
But when I cried... My ex then said, that I was not involved onto what happened to our drama, because something happened and a fight broke out.
They lied. So that I would be safe.
But I remember correctly... My ex wanted me to be punished too. Since we'd always hurt each other since it's a toxic relationship. I left ever since, but still again....
Why?
Is it the way I cry that makes you stop?
Or
Do you just wanted to see me cry and then treat it as a reward and then... Suddenly, stop bugging me? Is that what they wanted? To see me cry?
I don't know anymore.
But I think it's "pretty privilege".
I don't like to brag or boast about anything about me.... Especially appearance concerned.
But I'm an 18 year old boy, and I look attractive... Based on what people say, that is.
But I feel ugly, I don't know why.
Is this bad?
Still, I'm grateful for all the officials and my parents and family who helped me plead my case.
If not, I wouldn't be making this note on Tumblr because I'm already in jail.
But the so called "pretty privilege" is really toxic. Like, treating people based on appearance should not be normalized. Appearance is an important thing... But so is personality, traits, behavior of a person etc...
Appearance should not be THE WHOLE BASIS of a person's first impression and overall image.
Appearance for me is a "trait." Not like- "the whole basis" of a person.
Because real talk... Appearance matters.
It really does.
Looks matter.
But.
BUT!
It's not the whole "basis" for a thing or for a person.
Appearance should be treated as a "trait" just like personality and mannerisms and behaviors.
Look; for example...
What if I told you that
You hired 2 people, for a job
One is a jolly good friendly person,
And the other one is a bit shy and somewhat quiet person.
There's a job where two people have to be assigned to a circus show.
One will be dressed for Halloween and for scary-themed shows and scenes.
And the other one will be dressed for a children's show.
Of course you HAVE TO LOOK like what you ARE PRESENTING.
The Halloween one should LOOK scary.
And the children's one should LOOK light-hearted and welcoming....
You have 2 people, with which you hired.... Also has different mannerisms and behaviors and also of course.... Personality.
It would be awkward if the shy and quiet person were to wear and attend to the children's show and the jolly friendly, light-hearted person would attend the Halloween themed one.
Although they would LOOK the part... Which is important.
However...
Their personality is contradicting on what they are presenting themselves to be.
But BUT!
What if it was vice versa?
Let's say the light hearted friendly person were to attend the children's show and the quiet shy person would tend to the Halloween one... BUT THE CATCH THIS TIME IS....
They are STILL wearing the same costume.
The friendly person wears a scary Halloween costume AT A CHILD THEMED ONE. And the quiet and shy person wears the same Light-hearted costume they were using on the Halloween one.
Now.... Although they ACT the part.
They don't LOOK the part at all.
You see?
This is where I'm getting.
Appearance matters.
But it's not the whole "basis".
It's just a "trait" just like everyone and everything else.
And in my opinion... This mindset should be a bit normalized more than just being overall judgmental and judging people off of appearance.
So in conclusion:
Pretty privilege exists.
Appearance matters.
Looks matter.
But.
It is not the whole "basis" of a thing or of a person because it's more of a "trait", just like personality traits.
And even though "pretty privilege" may directly or indirectly; saved me from being jailed...
It should not be normalized.
And also minor note:
Side and love the people who fight for you. NEVER LEAVE THEM. EVER. My family did. And I love them. I love them so much. And since I am 18 and not a kid anymore, they are also getting old and about to hit 50.
I'm afraid that I won't have anyone to protect me from this world anymore.
We should cherish and love those who would care and fight for us.
I don't care if they did it because it's "pretty privilege."
When people defend and fight for me...
Bruh automatic green flag.
Never let them go.
Especially when it is your family.
ā¤ļø
Stay safe out there and I hope you learn a lesson from my rant!
Also, for those who have trouble controlling their emotions like me-
Please, think before you act.
I have not been the same since 2 years ago when I was in grade 10 after all the traumatic experiences I've encountered which made me go into witchcraft and become a witch and embark on a spiritual journey.
I'm thinking of giving up and quitting...
But I really don't know what I should do to help me feel better or to BE BETTER.
I hope I finally find people of this generation that I can call "home". I'm genuinely afraid of getting old and dying alone :((((
Once again, stay safe everyone!
I just wanted to rant and let out my pent up emotions and wanted to say in Tumblr that yes indeed, I am a witch.
My family and social circle, I think will not approve and don't know that I am a witch.
Since my family is Christian, and I also used to be a Christian...
It was hard for me to transition to a witch 2 years ago especially when the foundation of my transformation was pain, trauma etc...
Ok that's it for this rant!
If you've finished reading this, well, thank you for listening to my story.
By the light of day and the glow of night,
Luck and fortune now take flight.
With every step, my path is bright,
Doors swing open, clear in sight.
Golden energy, strong and free,
Draw good fortune straight to me.
Luck and joy, now intertwined,
Blessings flow, by fate designed.
So it is spoken, so it shall be,
Luck and abundance come to me.