Liliththinks

♡Just my thoughts♡

[angelana25]

[liliththinks]

VENT TRIGGERING!!

My boyfriend recently told me i wasnt his type physically he knows about my ed and he basically said im not thin enough and im not but now everytime he text me or i see him he makes me sick i still love him but now im not sure if i should stay or run. He made me feel more ugly then i have felt in a long time ive always felt horrible about myself but now my comparing myself to people is happening way more than it already did.

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CANT WAIT

To look down and see my beautiful, thin hands.

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My dream

One day, it will be me just gotta lose a few more pounds.

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What is the best diets/challenges to lose

60 pounds I wanna lose at least half before summer.

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I'm the biggest girl he has been with.

This is my motivation.

What is yours?

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When your not skinny enough to say i have an ed

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Im starting to lose motivation:(

Got any ideas?

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Nothing is better than feeling like a bag of bones

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My goal is for people to tell me I'm too thin and I should eat more.

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If your lacking motivation go to the beach.

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I st@rve so he can carry me like this.

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Having the realization he'll never want you no matter how thin or pretty you get he just doesn't want you makes you want to try harder doesn't it?

[sickspiderstarving]

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24/7 + 365

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I went to the mall and seeing all the girls with the body I want is hard. Knowing some of them are born with it and others are doing the same thing I'm doing.

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Im so sick right now i think i got the cold who gets the cold in the summer? But at least i wont have a appetite:)