leche: a ghost type creature @lillechita - Tumblr Blog

mental illness but nothing is fun and nothing is cool and it's just mental illness and i'm not having fun and i'm not doing anything cool and it's mentall illness core but i'm just sleeping for 12 hours filled with self hatred and ruining my life and nothing is fun and nothing is cool but i'm suffering and feeling like trash and just being worried about myself in a not-cool-not-fun way and i am screaming and i am screaming and i am screaming and nothing is changing and i could change it but i'm not changing it and why am i not changing it and ouch ouch ouch

mentally i am getting bad again but in the rapid up and down way that somehow feels really forward-momentumy productive when i'm not feeling numb and wanting to sh

gurrenlagging

the thought of being sickly, madly in love with him is itching my brain in all the right ways

we can obsess over each other

cantabilechaos

Imagine you’re like controlling a deep sea submersible camera and filming activity around a long dead whale carcass and you just see like what is very clearly an aquatic homo sapien just scuttling around eating detritus and meat scraps amongst all the weird crabs and shit like not even a mermaid or anything just like some dude kneeling in the sand and like obviously he’s a little fucked up from living so far down like his skin is a little translucent and he doesn’t seem to have any visible hair and his hands have a little more webbing than the average person and his eyes are large and solid silver but he’s still human enough that he could reasonably be just some particularly sickly guy if you saw him walking down the street but you inch closer with the camera and he looks directly at it and then darts away into the abyss with impressive swimming speed but not like a human more like a squid or something and you’re just sitting there with all your colleagues like what in the actual shit just happened and like you have the footage you all watch it over and over trying to find ways of explaining what you just saw as some sort of illusion or misunderstanding but that’s very clearly just a guy eating a whale carcass at the bottom of the ocean and you all spend the rest of your lives trying to find something more to explain this some sort of bones or a bit of dna or maybe even more footage and scientists around the world try to find evidence for or against your findings but you never see it happen again no one ever finds another guy down there and it just haunts you forever like wouldn’t that be fucked up lol