mental illness but nothing is fun and nothing is cool and it's just mental illness and i'm not having fun and i'm not doing anything cool and it's mentall illness core but i'm just sleeping for 12 hours filled with self hatred and ruining my life and nothing is fun and nothing is cool but i'm suffering and feeling like trash and just being worried about myself in a not-cool-not-fun way and i am screaming and i am screaming and i am screaming and nothing is changing and i could change it but i'm not changing it and why am i not changing it and ouch ouch ouch












