Lillian ˚₊‧꒰ა. 💌 .໒꒱ ‧₊˚

6teen

[lillianscigarette]

intro ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🪽་༘࿐

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ Lillian, she.her / 6teen ! diagnosed bpd, mdd, gad, arfid, adhd, psychosis ˚. new account, nuked my most recent in an episode!!! jiraiblr veteran 🥹

basic DNI criteria!!!

I am very into fashion, espeically jfashion! I love visual novels, especially DDLC, Danganronpa, and ofcourse NSO.. I love horror games in general and enjoy reading manga, im a big fan of NGE, Future Diary and recently started JJBA !!! Dangan has been a hyperfixation for years and years so main fandom!!!

taken anons :

[damsel-understresss]

taxidermies you

[lillianscigarette]

ack, i just realized I had the anon option off.. no wonder i havent gotten any in months ^__^"" either that or im super boring !

[lillianscigarette]

hellooo cuties ^__^ im moving into my fashion program in just 4 days!!!

My therapist was advising me how to deal with the inevitability of becoming infatuated with someone during the month I'm living there, so basically getting a darling, because my relationships have all ended horribly, especially the guy i was w last month 😅😅

im rlly hoping to meet someone really cool there though,, maybe a guy or girl w the same fashion interests as me :3 although I do have my ex, who I've been breifly talking to, I'm not sure how much chemistry is there and it's kind of just same old same old,,. shes such a sweetheart but nothing excites me there unfortunately, it just feels like history repeating itself, not in the bad ways but in its predictability

well thats my current update !! gonna try to blog while im there too ^__^

[yanshiho]

please never leave me , stay with me forever

[lillianscigarette]

I’m still talking to that girl, but after school got out I’ve been isolating a lot so I don’t rlly text her often :p

[lillianscigarette]

Hi gonna try to be active again!! ^__^

[taintedangelic]

Chii wishes he was popular enough to have creepy anons.... sigh

[battish-ribbons-deactivated2026]

There has to be other jirais who experienced the pipeline of being an A+ student as a child to a barely passing/blatantly failing student due to severe mental illness.

[stqrrin]

i love being online i love my online bf and my online friends i hate going outside and i hate my old irl friends but that doesn’t matter because i only exist online and i can be whoever i want to be online

[stqrrin]

i want to make everyone happy

[needygirlsymptoms]

yan4yan jirai4jirai relationship please please please please please please please please please please

[lillianscigarette]

Seeing my pretty purple haired princess today aksksjsjksksksk I’m obsesdef

[sweetcandycasket]

[lillianscigarette]

all this made me realize is that I miss my ex gf

she’s like perfect 😭😭 jirai nd obsessive love nd mutual stalking, and the best part is it’s irl

I texted her and we might run it back 😭😭😭😭 so happy

[yanshiho]

i want him again. idc if he was an awful person. idc if he wouldve destroyed me. at least he CARED

[lillianscigarette]

they watned to put me in residential/inpatient for a week to a month and i evaded that so thank god