[lilliianisillagain]

I literally have the worst headache rn and I’m so nauseous plus I haven’t eaten in 4 days so I can’t take an Advil w/o puking but I need to keep fasting bc I am obsessed and have to beat the fast I did last week

[lilliianisillagain]

Back at it w the fasting, first day is done and I’ll be fasting until Friday morning which will be 108 hours. I learned a lot from my last one and now hopefully I’ll be better able to handle the nausea! And awaaaaaay we goooooooo

[caffeinated-clown]

I like to pretend that me washing my face in the morning and drinking a cup of coffee is the same thing as a balanced diet and mental stability.

[bitchie-bishie-blog]

Pros of being an anorexic adult:

-you save money on food

Cons of being an anorexic adult:

-literally everything else

[trailerparkpossumtears-blog]

Me while sick: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

Me while shitting: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

Me while existing: wow can’t wait to weigh myself after this

[lilliianisillagain]

91 hrs into my fast and I’m feeling TIRED AF. at least my nausea went away bc I was kinda dying there for a minute. Also haven’t had any caffeine today so maybe that’s why I’m so fatigued. Just had water, peppermint and ginger teas, and salt + an electrolyte sachet. The salt as it turns out is hugely important when fasting or else u will be in vomit town

[lilliianisillagain]

Juice fasting till whenever!

Until I get to my goal actually and I’ll be having just waters/ tea, some coconut water (for electrolytes), and green juice YUM

[lilliianisillagain]

binges when ur orthorexic r suuuuper fun bc it’s basically a fuckton of fiber and your intestines kind of die a little

[thinspo-and-tea2018]

my friends: wow, you’re so healthy with your veganism and your constant exercising

me: *laughs in anorexic* hehe, yeah

[sillygoosiyavia-deactivated2023]

Thinspo pt.2

tumblr: everything okay?

Me: idk lol just show me dem noodle legs lmao

[smokejournals]

whoever has my voodoo doll please give her a xanax and a bottled woter

[anxietyproblem]

[lilliianisillagain]

A week ago I was like maybe I’m just dieting and not relapsing and now I’m restricting to like 500 and misusing drugs sooooo yeah not exactly a diet

[lilliianisillagain]

think I pulled a muscle purging or exercising yesterday. also note to self: exercising after purging is an awful idea

[laughing-at-my-ed]

My ED reminded me that I can’t eat:

[lilliianisillagain]

body check 10/26/18

[lilliianisillagain]

body check 10/23/18