dull

i keep a pistol when I sleep inside my mouth so i can shoot down all the bad things

[lilpobeeb]

i'd like to unalive myself thank you 🙏🏻

[userscully]

BEFORE SUNSET — 2004, dir. Richard Linklater

[lilpobeeb]

im gonna be a college student in a couple of months, ill be waiting for my Hardin Scott 🤤

[lilpobeeb]

so um an old friend of mine started to flirting with me.... i always found him attractive but never think of him like that... that's odd......

[lilpobeeb]

the only reason im covering myself with a blanket in this season is because im protecting myself

from ghosts

they may eat my ass

[lilpobeeb]

can timothée chalamet fuck me please

[lilpobeeb]

okay I'm done. thanks for nothing.

[lilpobeeb]

i don't think there's a future for me , i mean why would it be? all i want is study in college and be an translator. i guess it won't ever happen because I'll probably be in the streets in a couple year or maybe months. she doesn't kick my ass just because of the virus. fuck i don't even have a friend or a relative to stay. fuck.

[lilpobeeb]

hey, since nobody knows me here and nobody cares, i decided to share my thoughts w you. it'll be like writing a online dairy. thank u.

[lilpobeeb]

i don't have any suicidal thoughts these days but when i look at the cuts on my body i feel like i need to continue doing them and just kill myself

[sibyllebair]

me, age 14, hearing the lines “you were red / and you liked me cause i was blue / but you touched me, and suddenly i was a lilac sky / and you decided purple just wasn’t for you” for the first time

[lilpobeeb]

i wish i didn't have a heart to love you

[makesgoodchoices]

I am in the 1% of the population with this, but I really do not enjoy summer. I love winter, like… if you are cold, you can put on a hoodie, you can grab a blanket and snuggle…. Like… when you’re hot, what do you do? Rip your skin off?

[lilpobeeb]

omg somebody had just read my mind

[lilpobeeb]

they were my fucking BEST couple ever

[lilpobeeb]

i miss him so deeply

[mementt0mori-deactivated2020051]

Let me listen to your problems at 3am and fall in love with you even more.

[deadlydolly]

R.I.P. Gustav Åhr 11/1/1996-11/15/2017

Gus was unapologetically himself and I am eternally grateful for that. He had a kind heart and he put all of his time and effort into making music. With every word he sang, there was raw emotion that you could hear in his voice and see in his eyes. He truly loved what he did and he wasn’t afraid to step out of societies “norms”. Gus refused to be placed in a box, in a group. He created his own rules. He created his own way of life and he changed everything in just a few short years. Gus was, and shall forever be, one of a kind. He is irreplaceable and i’m so fucking grateful that I got to know him.

[lilpobeeb]

l fuckin miss him