lost and alone

lily steele | 23 | ready to move on \\rp account//

[charlesxsavier]

so like, nine o’clock?

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

That just sound like… s-something some ‘professional’ stalker would say, if they were coming up with some sort of excuse for their creepiness. Or that’s just me. If I d-do, I don’t realize it. Okay, m-maybe I’ve d-done a few d-double takes once or t-twice?

[lily-steele]

Professional stalker? What the hell kind of career fair did your school have? I don't know if it would quite work as an excuse though. Double takes are good. Besides, you're allowed to look. And it's not creepy at all.

[hidelucyhide-blog]

You’re getting a little warmer. Well, you turned out pretty good and that what matters.

[lily-steele]

Your sparkling personality? No thanks to that bitch. But who cares?  No me.

[hidelucyhide-blog]

That’s all I’m worth, a good fight? I’m offended. Well I’m a pretty crappy older sister.

[lily-steele]

And your smiling face makes my day? No, believe me, you're better than my sister. I think anyone is better than my sister.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

In that case I do! Well, in a-any case I would. Yeah, kind of did to me, too right after I said it… my bad. D-Do I stare? Do I r-really?

[lily-steele]

Totally bad. But whatever, it was funny. No! You don't stare. I was teasing you. Well, maybe you do stare, but I don't really notice. It wouldn't matter anyway.

[hidelucyhide-blog]

You’re way too nice to me. Well you’re his sister so that doesn’t count. Isn’t that what normal siblings are supposed to do?

[lily-steele]

Obviously, because if I'm mean to you, then I might not have you as back up in a fight. And let's be real, you're the perfect back up. I guess so? It's a hell of a lot better than my cunt older sister.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

Yes, ma’am! Maybe… possibly… yes? I-Is that a bad thing? I like to admire certain features, if that makes me sound less creepy. [laughs] Good!

[lily-steele]

No! You better fucking like me. Wait admiring certain features sounds way creepier. Like you're just staring at my tits all the time. Which, to be fair--you might be. 

[hidelucyhide-blog]

I’m always a bitch, you know that. Well that really depends on how attractive your brother is.

[lily-steele]

No you're always perfect. Uh ew--I think he's gross. And he used to stick bugs in my food, and he forced me to watch terrible movies. So not very.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

Okay - okay, I’ll zip it. Generally speaking, you know what I m-mean. I just really like them, bottom line and… and y-your smile, I like that, too. Yes,  Bubba, I do know that you will.

[lily-steele]

Good, you better zip it! Well, okay, good. Wow, you must really like me or something, huh? Damn straight. [pounds her fist into her hand] That's what bodyguards are for.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

Mine are just… I don’t know, I think it just makes them look plain. Aw, come on. I find blue eyes to be pure and… and b-beautiful, to be honest. I knew you wouldn’t be able to. We are never going to be able to l-let this go… never. But I’m okay with that. Partially. Mostly.

[lily-steele]

No! Your eyes are not plain. You be quiet. Pure? My eyes, ha. So funny. But thanks, I'll take the beautiful. It's pretty much a given at this point. I'm not even sorry. Well, at least you know I'll fuck the bitch's day up if she touches you.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

Well, I like blue eyes, if that makes it fair. T-That makes sense, I suppose that’s how I feel. I’ve always w-wanted to have green eyes though. Like, legit green. Not brownish-green, I’m talking green. [shutters] Oh, ew. No, please. I don’t need images of that, I just can’t.

[lily-steele]

That does make it fair. I like green eyes too. But I really love brown eyes. I just think they're so warm and inviting. Mine make me look like an ice queen. Sorry! Sorry. I couldn't resist. 

[faeriedanceatdusk]

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

T-Thank you… I was a little doubtful that brown eyes could be attractive or not. Also, I’d like the ability of sight nonetheless. I will, I promise that I w-will. Oh, my God… yeah, I’m not too exactly sure what she was trying to care about. Saying it’s my happiness m-may be a bit of a stretch.

[lily-steele]

Shut up. I love brown eyes. They're my favorite. I guess because I have blue eyes and they're different. Sight is good. She definitely cares about something. I'm not sure what. But something. She just cares about touching up your body, and licking your skin.

[reid-hawthorne-deactivated20160]

W-Well, you just being here and the hug made it all the more better. I no longer feel the urge to scoop m-my eyes out with a plastic spoon, if that’s anything.

[lily-steele]

Good. Especially because your eyes are so pretty I'd hate for them to have to be scooped out. But if there's anything else I can do, you let me know. Or I can let the creepy nurse lady know, I know she cares about your happiness too. Or she cared about something...

[hidelucyhide-blog]

Again, you’re very very luck. I mean, you get an awesome older brother and I get stuck with you. What kind of world is this?

[lily-steele]

Ouch! No need to be a bitch! I'm fucking amazing. Better than my gross brother. You're the lucky one.

[hidelucyhide-blog]

Maybe one day I’ll learn to be amazing as you though I can imagine it’ll be rather hard.

[lily-steele]

I had an older brother who beat my ass into shape--so it's good to just have awesome people around I guess.

[hidelucyhide-blog]

It’ll be ravishing. You’re normal, that’s what I mean. And by normal I mean it in the best way possible.

[lily-steele]

It better be! Yeah, trust me, I've worked hard for this normal. And I take it as a good thing. It didn't come easily, man. Trust me.