Endangered and lost

Hi, my name is Lilly, I am a 15 year old emotional mess!

[blurryclau]

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive with a mind that tries to die.

(via x-just-breathing-x)

[dandelion-vodka-deactivated2016]

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[blurryclau]

[fiftyshadesofsuicide-1-0-1]

[lilypicz]

Fuck triggers!

I should be able to post self harm and cutting pictures without some fucker trying to stop me...please let me cut in silence and let me be depressed.

[i-justhave-alot-of-feelings]

One Cut, Two Cut....

One cut, two cut, three cut, four Watch my blood spill on the floor Five cut, six cut, seven cut, eight Isn’t this life just fucking great Nine cut, ten Here we go again One cut, two cut, three cut, four Sinking every day a little more Five cut, six cut, seven cut, eight Future is up to chance and fate Nine cut, ten This fucked up game I’ll never win

-Pauline Russell

[lilypicz]

This touched me.

[lilypicz]

It gets worse over time.

[lilypicz]

“Worst part to see is you and her smiling, but you not noticing what you have done to me”

-Diaries of Lilly.

[nehel]

I miss having little red pearls over my wrest

(via nehel)

[lilypicz]

Don't we all??

[lilypicz]

Circa:weheartit

[lilypicz]

Don't we all??

[tyutyu-tyu-deactivated20200416]

Just reblog

[lonelyhurtingsoul]

[lilypicz]

A moment

A moment to think A moment of love but not lust. That moment when love concurs you! You love that person so much, and they don't realize it, You say you love them but they “like you”. A moment, A moment you realize and over think! Questioningly wondering if that person loves you the same? Or is it just you that has fallen harder! A moment alone, A moment of love but not lust! A moment of over thinking and confusion. As told in wise mans words, love has no reason! Love has no eyes! I was gifted a reader, but does that blind me on what others love towards me? I search for answers like the mother bird in the morning! A moment of confusion! Sit here tears flood my face of confusion and tightness. These walls stand tall but I'm scare to break them? I feel like when my flirtation is in use is only affective for you admiration of approval. A moment alone, A moment of love but not lust! A moment of over thinking and confusion. Please love me the same!! I'm tired of being alone and being hurt all the time! Please! I just want to be all yours! I hate how you don't love me the same! I just want you all to my self!! A moment of anger! A moment of love lorn aggressiveness. Please love me! I just want a change of atmosphere, and air I don't want to let you go! Please love me! I wanna break this all away Just, just a moment… A moment were my love is strong for you, And all of you. ~lilly

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